Chapter 201: Grief-grief
I glanced at the Silver Flower Sect Master, but did not answer her words, and the Silver Flower Sect Master's hand was always pressed on my shoulder, and when I saw that I did not answer her, he said to me: "You implement the plan first, induce Liu Longting to have a relationship with you, and then I will take all the essence of Liu Longting's current body, and if he does not absorb all his essence, he will not think of sucking the essence to feed me at all." ”
After the Silver Flower Sect Master said this, the hand she held on my shoulder grabbed harder, and then flew into my stomach.
Thinking that I still have to face Liu Longting, the hatred for him in my heart keeps coming up, a child who was selected as a container before he was born, his family is scattered, and he has lived with his grandmother for so many years, just to be a container for resurrecting the Silver Flower Sect? And all of this was planned by Liu Longting, and he made me fall in love with him. and soon abandoned me, this humiliation, I wish I could kill him now.
But it's also funny, once upon a time when I had to bear all the painful accusations, when I loved him so much that anyone said he didn't love me. I don't believe it, I only love him more firmly, and I am so obsessed with him that even I am moved, but the reason why I loved him so much at that time was because he also loved me, I didn't want anything from him, and I was willing to accompany him to face everything, as long as he loved me, I was willing to do anything for him, but now, my love is deep, and I am played with by his lies. All the love words he used to say to me were now turned into stinking ink, splashing his face and blackening my heart, and how much I loved him before, how much I hated him now.
I got up. Walking to the mirror, looking at my crying red eyes and haggard face in the mirror, I loved Liu Longting so humbly in the past, it was because I was not worthy of him, it was my wishful thinking, but even if it was a humble person, I would let Liu Longting taste the pain of tooth for tooth.
In front of the mirror, I drew a light makeup, at least so that I didn't look so ugly, after all, men like beautiful women, and so does Liu Longting, otherwise he wouldn't have taken a fancy to the Yinhua Sect Master. Now that I plan to cooperate with the Silver Flower Sect Master, I have deposited all my hatred for Liu Longting in my heart, and if I want to kill him, I must act, act like him.
After waiting for about thirty minutes, the door opened, and Liu Longting came back, carrying some food and food, and put it directly in front of me, and then told me to eat.
Looking at him like this, I remembered that the reason why I opened Liu Longting just now was because I was hungry. The tears that had been dried were now falling again in an instant, and there was even a voice in my heart telling me that if the Yinhua Sect Master didn't come out just now, how good it would be, even if Liu Longting wanted to lie to me. Why don't you lie thoroughly, let me uncover the truth when I die, so that I love him even when I die, but now, he makes me live so painfully. Watching him do everything for the Silver Flower Sect Master clearly, it made me sad, made me miserable, and made me hate him worse than death.
I didn't eat the things that Liu Longting brought me, and Liu Longting lost his patience with me, and he didn't eat them when he saw me. Then he took the boxes out of the bag and said to me, "Aren't you hungry?" Why don't you eat it? Tell me to do this and that, it's fun, isn't it? ”
Yes, I feel funny when I look at him stupidly as if he has to pay for the Silver Flower Sect Master, but I naturally can't say this to him. I can't let him hate me too much, if he hates me too much, he will even hate my body, at least for now, the only thing I can be sure of is that he doesn't dislike my body. As long as he is not disgusted, I still have the opportunity to take the initiative, no matter what, I have to gain his trust in me, and then I and the Silver Flower Sect Master can cooperate with him inside and outside and put him to death.
Liu Longting yelled at me like this, my tears fell suddenly, Liu Longting stood in front of me at this time, saw me crying, and didn't continue to murder me, but didn't comfort me, but said to me: "Live well, don't think that you are liberated when you die, don't forget, you still have your grandmother, and the parents who gave birth to you, as long as you die, they will also follow you to be buried." ”
Liu Longting talked about my mother, I thought of what the Yinhua Sect Master told me, saying that my mother's wheel was designed by Liu Longting, whether it was true or not, but this was enough to strengthen my determination to kill Liu Longting, when Liu Longting threatened me and turned to leave, I hugged him hard from behind him, and after a long time of preparation, I adjusted a deep attitude towards him, and said to Liu Longting: "Longting, don't leave me." I know that I was wrong, I was with you, it was through the identity of the Yinhua Sect Leader that I had the opportunity to love you, and you would be with me, it was I who was impulsive just now, I shouldn't have asked you to love me, but I can't live without you, I want to be with you, I love you, so I beg you, can you be before I die. You treat me like you used to, I promise that I will be obedient, I will listen to you and everything, I just ask you to stay with me for a few more months, and when I die, no one will pester you again. Even if I had the next life, I wouldn't be in your eyes. ”
I said this while crying, at this moment, I really wanted to do what I said, I didn't expect Liu Longting to like me, I just wanted him to treat me like before. I died willingly.
But when I think about it, no matter how the broken mirrors are put together, the cracked scars are still shocking, and they will never heal again.
Liu Longting did stop his footsteps after I hugged him. There was silence for a while, and then he said to me: "Don't do these futile struggles again, it's true that I don't love you, but as long as you are obedient, the Silver Flower Sect Master under me, maybe I can still save your life." ”
Hmph, is this pity for me? A sneer came out of my mouth, Liu Longting thought he was very noble, didn't he, told me to be obedient, gave birth to his lover, and he also considered saving my life, but he didn't know that it was more painful for me to live than to die now. Do I need his kindness?
I didn't let go of my hand holding Liu Longting, and I didn't forcibly pull my hand away, after all, the relationship between him and me will continue, even if he doesn't want to be with me anymore, he needs me like the Yinhua Sect Master did to him. No matter how much you don't like me, it won't stiffen the relationship between me and him.
"Long Ting, can you turn around and hug me? I'm so broken by you, can't you turn around and hug me? ”
I don't know how disgusting I was when I said this, but after listening to what I said, Liu Longting slowed down for a while before turning around to me, reaching out to my shoulder, fitting the position where the Silver Flower Sect Master patted my shoulder just now, and holding me into his arms.
Liu Longting's heartbeat, just want to be in my ears, I used to think that this heartbeat also skipped so many times for me, but everything Liu Longting did was for Yinhua, the more intimate the author was in the past, the more uncontrollable my tears flowed, I loved him so much, I loved him so much, I loved him and was willing to give up everything. My college, my life, my relatives, why is he unwilling to spare a little bit of his heart, even if it is a little bit of me in it, I will be satisfied.
I kissed Liu Longting's face with tears, this man I once loved so much, will soon meet with me, when I kissed Liu Longting's lips, Liu Longting naturally wanted to avoid me, and now I haven't broken up with him, he wants to avoid me, and said that he can consider saving my life, I'm afraid that as soon as the Yinhua Sect Master comes out, he himself will want to kill me, so as to prove in front of the Yinhua Sect Master that he really has no me in his heart.
Liu Longting avoided me, I hugged his face, and kissed him on the lips, when the tip of my tongue touched Liu Longting's mouth, I thought of the ten minutes when he and the Yinhua Sect Master kissed in front of me just now, at this time I kissed Liu Longting again, my stomach churned, I was nauseous and about to vomit, but slowly kissed him, the tip of my tongue licked every corner of his mouth, and pushed Liu Longting affectionately to fall down on the quilt behind him.