The blood stained the cement red, and I ran downstairs frantically, and the hospital ambulance was not dispatched, and Zhang Yi was carried to the hospital on a stretcher. The doctor who rescued him said that he hit his head first and died on the spot.

It didn't take long for doctors, lawyers, policemen, Red Cross people to show up in a large conference room. The man who saved me was the one I stopped on the road and asked him to help call an ambulance. He is deaf, and he wears headphones for fear that others will find out that he is deaf. He said that he had walked a long way, felt that something was wrong, and out of curiosity, he went back. When he saw Zhang Yi on the roof, he thought it was me who was also wearing black cotton clothes, but when he got to the roof, he saw Zhang Yi jumping down, and then I jumped too, and he pounced on me and saved me.

Those people gave me a cloth bag, which the doctor took from Zhang Yi's body, and I saw some things written by Zhang Yi himself:

A notarized will:

All the property in the name of I, Zhang Yi (ID number 430***************) belongs to Ye Xijia (ID number 430***************).

A letter to Zhang Hengli:

Zhang Hengli, you are always sleeping, and you can't wake up. Your kidney exchange surgery was a success, and I'm relieved! I went to Ireland to get married, have children, and live a good life! Changsha and life have been too gray for so many years, and my life will be colorful in the future. I wanted to make a break with the past, so I made up my mind not to come back! Xijia understands and forgives me, and you will definitely support me, right?

I left 200,000 yuan for you, thank you for giving me a lot of it. I can't give more, you know how much I love money!

Take care of your body and be happy forever!

Zhang Yi

2012-12-10

Two handwritten suicide notes:

First Letter:

Comrades of the police, comrades of the Red Cross, comrades of the Hospital Ethics Committee,

Hello

I voluntarily ended my life by donating my kidney to Zhang Hengli from Hospital X, whose ID number is

*************** 430, the ward number is 506, and his attending doctor is Dr. Wu Shanjia of Hospital X.

I authorize Yip Chi Jia (ID number 430***************) to handle all related matters, and all rights and responsibilities are delegated to it

She.

Please keep this message closed within your mandate in front of the recipients, their families and friends, and the general public, this is just an ordinary case of donation from the Red Cross. Both donors and recipients should be protected by privacy.

Thanks.

Zhang Yi (ID number: 430***************).

2012-12-08，9:00

Attached to it were photos of her, me, and Zhang Hengli's ID cards.

The second suicide note was addressed to me:

Xijia,

I'm leaving.

Kidneys to Zhang Hengli. Give you the money and take care of him for me.

These could have been given directly to his parents, but would they not have asked for the bottom of it? Will they spend all their money on Zhang Hengli? Will they not let Zhang Hengli know for the rest of their lives?

Only you are the only person I trust in this world.

My life is bleak. Just now I counted those black and gray bottles and cans, and found three or five exquisite colorful pieces in a corner, which you gave them.

Xijia, I love you, I love you and Zhang Hengli.

The playground won't break, don't worry about me.

You have to come a long, long time later.

Zhang Yi is unique

2012-12-8，9:00

They made me sign a lot of words, and I don't know what they signed, except that every time they wrote down, they told one thing: my friend, my best friend, the best friend I had known since my mother's womb, the friend I regarded as my sister, and she died. She really became a bird, and I wiped her ass. Every time I write a stroke, I say goodbye to her - she is gone, she is getting farther and farther away from me, I can never hear her talk, I can't see her laughing, I can't criticize her for beating people, I can't do it against her stinky temper; Every time I write a stroke, I once fantasize about her falling in love, getting married, having children, we grow old together, and then go back to our hometown together to have a look, all like balloons that I puncture with the tip of my pen, one by one! Just a few days ago, I was so confident that I didn't think she would abandon me, and today I'm going to lose her forever!

After all the documents that should be signed were signed, there was chaos in front of me, and I only felt weak and couldn't stand upright. I was helped to a hospital bed by several people, as if someone had pricked me with a needle, and then I lost consciousness.

When I woke up, my mother touched my face, my thin and strong was completely powdered, I threw myself into her arms and cried: "Mom, Zhang Yi is dead!" I begged her, I begged her not to die, I knelt down for her, I begged her not to die, she still died! Why, isn't she very bold and not afraid of heaven and earth? Didn't she dislike Zhang Hengli's bad psychological quality? Zhang Hengli jumped off the building before she could do anything, why did she do this? There are so many doctors, hospitals, drugs, and treatments that have not yet been tried, how can she do this? ”

My mother sighed and said, "It's also my fault with your father, I didn't follow her temper at the beginning, and just take her at home as a daughter!" ……”

"She gave her life to Zhang Hengli, who can exchange her life for her back?" I screamed, my voice already hoarse, "I can't stand her death!" She's someone I've known since I was born, it's my best friend, I can't accept that she left like this, I hurt so much, my heart hurts so much! Mom, she jumped in front of my eyes, I saw her jump with my own eyes! It's so cruel, I really can't stand it! Mom, I really can't stand it! Mommy, Mommy! ”

My mom held me tightly in her arms, stroked my back, and listened to my cries and calls over and over again.

I don't know how long later, Dr. Wu came over in a blue surgical gown, I was so tired that I didn't have any strength, I could barely open my eyes, and I saw him from a very narrow line of sight, his body was crooked, as if it was distorted. He told me that Zhang Hengli's surgery went well.

I don't want to hear it at all, I want to faint again, I want to bury myself deep in the dark, I don't care about Zhang Hengli anymore, I really don't care about him anymore, I hate him, I hate him!

In the dark, I heard my dad tell the doctors and nurses to be sure to block the news and not let Zhang Hengli and his family know that it was not donated by ordinary volunteers.

This is what Zhang Yi confessed in his suicide note.

Then I was picked up by my dad and put in a taxi. The moment I left the hospital, I felt that we had really walked into the darkness, and it was already late at night.

In the car, I heard my mother sigh: "Who didn't say that Zhang Yi would be the most promising child in the whole Chengyuan in the future!" ”

Later, I was carried into the elevator by my dad and into the bedroom. My mom took off my coat and brought me hot water to wash my face and wipe my feet.

When they left the room and were about to close the door, I said in a hoarse voice, "Dad, Mom, Zhang Yi told you, thank you." ”

The next morning my mom changed the gauze on my forehead.

"Mom, Zhang Yi said that when you were about to go to Germany last year, you suddenly had surgery."

My mom was surprised and asked, "How did she know?" ”

"She ......" I reached out and stroked my mother's right upper abdomen: "Zhang Yi, that's the kind of ...... It's the kind of ......."

I took a deep breath before I could continue.

"I went to Germany, and she watched you for me, and she, like a thief, secretly ...... Visit you. ”

My mother's eyes turned red when she heard this.

I opened the things that Zhang Yi had left behind.

There should be the same suicide note, which was supposed to be written on the morning of the 7th, and she originally made an appointment for me to go to the hospital on the 7th. Or the day she asked me to go across the street from the hospital complex that afternoon to chat and give me her English notebook, she had already written. But I found the camera at Yi Xu's house on the 6th, and released her pigeons, and she lived one more day.

I bit my lip and a salty smell poured out and I bit myself out of blood. I hate myself, if I hadn't gone to the hospital yesterday, she would still be alive today! If I hadn't been to the hospital, she might have been able to live forever! She tricked me into going to Shenzhen, I should break off my friendship with her when I come back, if I am no longer the person she trusts, she is not at ease to hand over Zhang Hengli to anyone else, and she may not choose to commit suicide!

I would like to lose her, never see her, as long as she lives.

That day she said: "Separation and regret are a cup of bitter tea that life will definitely drink", I thought she was talking about Yi Xin, but I never imagined that what she said was actually the separation between her and me, the goodbye between us!

She had disappeared for a few days, and she said that she had gone home to rest, in fact, she was planning for her death:

In addition to the house, furniture, electrical appliances, and ship shares have all been turned into money, all transferred to the same account, the password is set to a number that I can't forget, and the mobile phone is also left to me to avoid the loss or destruction of the bank card, and I can also use online banking or Alipay, saving me the trouble of submitting various materials and running errands to major departments when I do those property transfers;

She borrowed my ID card from me a few days ago to make a will and do notarization, which ensured the legitimacy of my property. She gave me the property so that Zhang Hengli could benefit without pressure, and she hoped that Zhang Hengli would think that she had settled abroad and would never come back;

She applied to the Red Cross to become a volunteer for kidney donation, so that there was an organization for kidney donation as her backing, and coupled with the suicide note, I, the inheritor of the estate, were not suspected of murder;

The Red Cross volunteer card and suicide note indicate the recipient Zhang Hengli's ID number, the hospital ward, the contact information of the attending doctor, her matching report, and she died opposite the hospital, and the attending doctor of Zhang Hengli was selected to have no time for surgery, so that Zhang Hengli received a large number of identity verification, qualification verification, the ethics committee's review of **, the police investigation of the suicide case, and Dr. Wu's operation were successfully completed in the shortest possible time.

But there was one thing she didn't think clearly, she only thought that the first 200,000 yuan of the operation fee could be handed over to Zhang Hengli in her name. And after that? How can I pay for Zhang Hengli's medical expenses without his family knowing? And help him buy medicine and supplements in the long-term postoperative recovery later?

Nearly 3.9 million, she wants me to ensure Zhang Hengli's longevity, if Zhang Hengli and I are lucky, I will use 60 years to complete this in the future! She won't know that I only hate Zhang Hengli now, I can't wait to take out the 3.9 million and throw it in his face!

You died for him, so why should I protect him? What the am I?

My mom reached out to wipe the tears from my face, and I realized I was crying again.

I held my mother's hand, and I don't know if I was shaking or she was shaking, but the two hands were held together and shaking together.

"Mom, I really knelt down for Zhang Yi yesterday, I said that you jumped in front of me, and if you kill yourself like this, it is equivalent to killing me. Zhang Yi said that I won't die, I'm different from her. Mom, you say, what is the difference between me and her? ”

My mother patted the back of my hand and said, "Why do people get married, raise children, and start a family?" When you become a family, you will be complete, and you will be happy for a lifetime? Is there less time when relatives quarrel and fight? Your dad and I want to live without you, we want to eat, eat, drink, walk, do what we want, play cards every day, eat, sleep, eat, eat and play cards, how chic and chic we want to be! If you don't have us, you can live day and night upside down, never marry for the rest of your life, run around at the ends of the earth, and live how you want! Your family is your resistance to freedom. But people will inevitably encounter difficulties, at this time, even if you only have one family member still in the world, you will think, I still have a bond behind me, and there is a responsibility, if I leave, my parents, lovers, children, can accept this blow, if they spend their days with tears like years, and even go to a dead end, how can I bear it? Therefore, the so-called family, your father and I, your future husband and children, are not the guarantee that you can be happy 365 days a year, we are the support of your life, one day, when you encounter difficulties and feel that you can't live, you must grit your teeth and live! ”