059: Only I can't lose Xu Youbai!

Xi Heqiang choked up and said: "His name is Xu Youbai, and when he returns from China this time, he will ......"

"That's enough." He interrupted her with a low roar, Lu Yan suddenly exerted force, Xihe leaned forward, and his cold lips grabbed her cherry red.

Xihe's body couldn't stop trembling slightly, the tip of her nose was full of his breath breaking into her lungs, ingesting her heart and soul like a poppy, and she accepted his offer without resistance.

Lu Yan grinded her, he tightly clamped her as if he was going to drag her into the endless abyss, they suppressed each other, knowing that there was no result, but they still couldn't help but indulge in the warmth at the moment.

The tears on her face wet his cheeks, and Lu Yan's big palm clasped the back of her head, forcing her to be close to him.

Xihe couldn't help but raise his hand to grab the clothes on his chest, only in this way could he stabilize himself and not fall.

The snow fell on his cheeks, and it was colder than tears, and Xi He felt his touch with sadness, and he invaded inch by inch strategy......

I don't know how long it took, Lu Yan stopped.

He let go of her, the tip of his nose against hers, he closed his eyes and thick black eyelashes covered those cold eyes, and after a while, the corners of his mouth slowly raised a smile, staggered his head and hugged her and poured into his arms.

Xihe's cheek was pressed against his shoulder, and she could feel the fiery beating heart under his chest.

His arms were enveloped with great force, as if they were about to melt her into his blood.

Xihe was strangled, but she didn't say anything, she slowly stretched out her hand to put it on his waist, the snow was getting bigger and bigger, the snowflakes flying in the sky blinded her eyes, and her heart was only desolate

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In a short period of time, the snow covered the ground with a thin blanket.

Xi He walked into the distance step by step with his legs that seemed to be filled with lead.

She didn't look back, and with each step, her tears dripped down, and the coldness that slipped down ran all the way to the deepest part of her heart.

The hands hidden in the sleeves of the down jacket were clenched into fists, and even this could not suppress the sadness released from the pores of the whole body.

The words he said to her ear seemed to ring: "I told you this because I didn't want to regret it." When you have children in the future, when you tell them, don't seem to be so cowardly. ”

"Xihe, you will be happy!"

I don't know how far I walked, until I was sure that it was far away, he wouldn't see it, Xihe couldn't help but bend down in pain anymore.

She raised her hand and grabbed her chest with all her might, the pain like a knife twisting, even her soul trembled, and she gasped for breath.

A choked throat came with a cracking sound, she covered her face and slowly squatted down, squatting alone on the street in the middle of the blizzard night, crying silently with her mouth open.

This is a beautiful confession, because it is destined to be fruitless!

How Xi He wished that time could be turned back four years ago, when she was not so embarrassed and helpless...... He could tell her that he liked her too!

So that they don't miss out on so many years......

She doesn't have to be humble, she only dares to secretly have a crush and bury the memories that belong to a person stupidly...... He will not flee to the United States and meet Xu Youbai......

has experienced so much in the United States, it was Xu Youbai who gave her a new life and accompanied her out of the shadows little by little, she couldn't do anything to be sorry for him against morality. Everyone in this world can live up to it, but they can't fail Xu Youbai!

Even though, her heart hurt so much that she wanted to reach in and crush that restless heart.

Xi He struggled to swallow the sorrow that welled up in her throat, she raised her head, looking at the oppressive night, she blinked her dry eyes, forcing back the endless tears.

She endured it when it was so difficult at the beginning, and this time she was able to let herself calm and rational and return to the right path.

If you miss it, you miss it...... This may be the test of God, the test of how hard love really is, when you learn that person loves you like her, but you can't belong to him.

I can't accept it at this time, and I will look back when I get old in the future, but it will be gone!

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Xihe left, and Lu Yan was still sitting on a chair in the open air. 、

He hung his head down, and his eyelashes were stained with snowflakes, but he didn't blink for a long time.

Not far away, under the bus stop, stood a couple, the boy patted the snow off the girl's body, the girl raised her hand to cut his bangs, and then she propped up her toes and sweetly imprinted a kiss on each other's lips.

The boy smiled dotingly and took her into his arms.

It seems that tonight's night is not so desolate and lonely, Lu Yan retracted his eyes indifferently.

Ask him if he regrets it?

He scoffed, who hasn't had a time when blood is strong? It's just that he chose a different path and missed out on staying with her for four years......! If he forced her to be around by force, it was not impossible, but this violated his original intention and betrayed the beauty of falling in love at first sight.

Yes, it was so beautiful when I saw it for the first time, and it directly broke into his heart.

Lu Yan himself felt ridiculous, he could actually remember a person for eight years.

He couldn't help but think back to the first time he saw her four years later......

The order issued by his superiors asked him to go with Han Yi to protect a rich man from the United States, and he saw the information of everyone around Li Muyi in the list of his peers, and when the words "Yu Xihe" broke into his eyes, he was stunned for a long time.

In a trance, I felt that I was shaking, how could she come back?

But I couldn't stop this speculation in my heart until the moment I saw her in the hotel room.

The woman was wearing a beige professional suit, her hair was tied in a simple low ponytail, and her docile and quiet appearance broke into his eyes. Compared with the youth of four years ago, he has some doubts about her whereabouts, is this girl the person he hides in his heart?

On this early morning morning, when she opened the door from the inside, her eyes fell on her slipper-wearing feet, and Lu Yan admitted that the inexplicable anger welled up in her heart at that moment.

How do foreigners play, he knows better than anyone that Xu Youbai didn't protect her?

She saw that he was more vibrated than he was, and the dodge in those bright eyes showed a panic and embarrassment that he could not understand.

One look from her was enough to satisfy his thoughts.

So he said in a cold tone without any emotion: "Let's look for Mr. Li." ”

Before she could respond, the voice of Mr. Li Muyi came from inside.

Ask her if she saw his tie? She heard it, and left in a hurry.

Lu Yan saw it in his eyes, he didn't know what he felt at that time, Han Yi noticed something, and asked him gossipingly, do you know her?

How can you not recognize?

Even if she was still on the road, he could find the piece of bone that was hers.

The anger that burned in his heart made him feel that he was really naΓ―ve.

When talking to Li Muyi, I saw that she was familiar with dressing and tying a tie for her boss, such a natural intimacy, she was more than a secretary.

She kept dangling in front of him as if she didn't know him, and even when she did, it was just a polite jaw, except for the brief loss of control when they met for the first time......

And what really came into contact with her was to leave Momiji Mountain to conduct a site survey.

She didn't get out of the car, the Mr. Li Muyi asked him to come over to get the information, and in the open window, she leaned back in the chair with her head tilted slightly and fell asleep.

She looked tired, her pale complexion, her thick eyelashes casting a shadow on her eyelids, and a slight flutter made her sleep restless.

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