We 61, my youth, my life
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Youth rushes in my heart
Faith cried out in my heart
Life thus becomes uneasy
So there are too many expectations
And he began to deceive himself
I will be a hero
Boast that I will go beyond
I can hold the whole world up
Stop where you are
Can't guess anything
Only a self-soothing smile
Hide the expectation that you are getting haggard
The blooming of flowers
It's not a matter of a moment
The pine is upright
It's not a momentary growth
If a moment can work wonders
Maybe the sun can really come out of the west
The seeds of fantasy sprout vigorously
The splendid landscape is adorned with a hypocritical mind
The prideful post road bloomed with light laughter
Contrary to the footsteps of reality
Step by step, they are estranged-
That pure longing
Trap your true self in an awkward place
Youth without sweat
Faith without sweat
grew such a barren life of his own
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Failed youth
Beliefs that have been let down
Overlap into your own skinny back
Stumbling and drifting outside the world
A melancholy mood
Lost and the desires of the past
A few struggles
Still never got rid of it
Trying to conquer the embarrassment of chance
Trying to conquer the poverty of the heart
Trying to conquer the ugliness of human nature
The helplessness of trying to conquer the mood
Too many goals to conquer
Ignoring yourself is just a speck of dust
Where the faith is stranded
Where is youth stranded
Gradually, I realized that I understood
Fantasy Harbor –
The shadow of the ship that will never be able to set off with a heavy load
Dullly pale
Ripples across the water
There is no record of it
A withering journey
The only thing that bears witness is -
Regret and incompleteness
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When the spring thunder blows
My madness-
I was still woken up
Pack your simple bags
Awkward smile
Showing his own questioning-
What have I had
Is my youth still vibrant?
Whether my faith is still strong
Brilliant lying flowers
Freely open up the colors
Catering to the praise and love of passers-by
The lonely mind longs for the seed to multiply such a brightness
The desolation of decay
It shows a feeling of nothingness
All fantasies
All hypocrisy
All the stories that shouldn't be their own
In exchange for only cruel sorrow
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Spring, summer, autumn and winter The four seasons are alternated
My life is growing silently
My mind was growing silently
Walk through the season of swaying spring flowers
Walk through the season of burning passion
Didn't I remove the glitz -
It will become lush
It will become lush
There will be a season of abundance
Missed seeding
Life is barren into an empty season
The thirst for harvest
Like a floating cloud—
Blown away by the wind, silence and flying away
Only in the new season is to re-cultivate
Crystal sweat
in order to moisturize a crystal harvest
And so—
Gradually, I felt at ease with my future years
Gradually, I was glad that I had awakened my dream
Learn to endure hardships along the way
Learn to be tolerant of yourself on your own
When I burned myself completely
Perhaps I saw the dawn of the dawn illuminating me
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I began to remind myself to fight inertia
I began to remind myself to fight the disaster
I began to remind myself to contend with the self that had become unfamiliar
Write with your own true truth——
Go decorate your own sky
Ink with sweat
Dotted with bright stars
I know—
The story of his own life was once haggard
The story of his own life has withered
But I know better—
There is no end to the story of your own life
It needs to be populated with new content
To move yourself to the last laugh
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Whether they themselves have been profound
Whether you have composed
- I don't know
I'm just rejecting my own superficiality
I'm just rejecting my own frivolity
I'm just-
Let yourself be no longer mediocre
Make your sketches brighter in earnest
Seriously make your image a little fuller