289. The estrangement of the heart

Chang'an was so excited that he stood on tiptoe and wanted to reach out to touch it, but was stopped by Qin Tiance: "Chang'an, you are still too young to touch the sword, when you are older, Dad will teach you how to do it?" ”

The boy's eyes lit up: "Really? Daddy teaches Chang'an to make a sword! That's great. "Men are born with a love for this kind of sword, and his father's proposal really drove him crazy. And Qin Tiance's next sentence made him even more heartfelt, "Later, Dad will let someone make a small sword for you to play with." After Chang'an heard this, he immediately climbed on his father's leg and kissed him on the face with a "chirp".

Seeing Ran Qing shook his head, "You're going to spoil him like this, and how can such a young child play with swords?" The edge is sharp, but it cuts. "I understand the joy of being a father for the first time, but Chang'an, this kid can't be too spoiled, otherwise he won't fly to the sky.

Qin Tiance was kissed by his son, his heart was so comfortable, and he said nonchalantly: "It's okay, being a sword that doesn't cut the edge can not only satisfy his wishes, but also get rid of his heart to steal the sword, why not." ”

Hearing him say this, it really makes sense, so he acquiesced.

After the dinner summons came in, the three of them sat together, dyed blue and looked at the dishes on the table, and suddenly their hearts became sour. Seeing this "boiling water cabbage" again, I felt that it had been a long time, and suddenly looked back at that time, she was still in Junwang, he set up heaven and earth, and they made a gambling contract...... It's all so far away, and it's like yesterday.

There was a soft sigh in his ear: "When I knew that you were still alive, I dared to eat this dish again, and before that, I ......" The words were on his lips, and he couldn't say anything. Dye Qing raised his eyes and stared at him, was he afraid of seeing things and thinking about people? She is not, about the bits and pieces of the past, she carefully placed them, and did not dare to touch them.

diverted the topic and talked about what happened after Chang'an was born, which finally wiped out the sad atmosphere. Those bits and pieces about her son are the sweetest past in her heart, and Qin Tiance listened carefully, and he was unwilling to let go of every detail, this was the years he missed, and it was irreparable regret and guilt. Chang'an listened carefully, knowing that his mother was talking about himself, his eyes were sparkling, but in fact, he didn't seem to understand.

Those baskets of things about children, in fact, let Dye Qing say that he couldn't finish talking about it all night, the child scripture will always be a book in the mother's heart, it records the growth process of Chang'an from the day he was born, these are like engraved into the brain, even if it is a long time to reply, it can still be remembered clearly.

When the meal was finished, Chang'an also went to bed, and finally fell asleep in his mother's arms. Carefully put him into the innermost part of the couch, and when he turned around after covering the quilt, he saw Qin Tiance looking at him affectionately, just now Chang'an was able to avoid his eyes, but now it was unavoidable. The bed is so big, Chang'an sleeps in the innermost, if she also lies down, where will he sleep? Although you can squeeze two people again, if you sleep on the same pillow at this time, there will be embarrassment and confusion.

Qin Tiance didn't think deeply about her thoughts, just took her hand and sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing her palm, and found that there was a thin callus there, and her hand was not as smooth and delicate as before. The stinging pain in her heart rose again, she had really suffered all these years. Thinking of what happened to her made me feel sad.

Why she was able to come back, has already been asked. Originally, I still minded Na Mu Ze very much, but when I learned that he had lived with Dye Qing for more than two years, I felt sour. But when he learned that he saved her back then, and now he sent her to him again, he couldn't help but be more grateful to Mu Ze. Whether this man had affection for her or not, at least he saved her, and without him, he would not be able to see her alive in front of her today.

In the dead of night, Qin Tiance sat up from the couch that his soldiers had brought separately, and quietly went down to his original bed, staring at the sleeping faces of one big and one small. Chang'an's breath was shallow, almost inaudible, and his little mouth was pouting, which was really endearing. And Dye Qing is still frowning between her eyebrows, she can't let go of her sorrows even in her dreams, is she still worried about her mother and that girl? In the peace talks two days later, he will do whatever it takes to save them.

Gently swallowed the sigh into her stomach, her resolute look a few days ago was still in her eyes, she didn't want to forgive him, and now she came with sorrow and brought Chang'an to him, this is forgiveness. In fact, it doesn't matter if he doesn't forgive, as long as he is by her side, one day, he will slowly polish her heart, as long as he gives him this opportunity.

He stretched out his fingers and tried to touch her face, but he didn't dare when he was an inch away, for fear of waking her up. After the peace talks, the war can also end, he took her back to Dongyun, with her company, he will not be uncheered up, and Dongyun will never fall again. Today, he is also responsible, and it is his own blind grief that has led to the current situation.

It's really stupid, why didn't he go to Junwang earlier, if he could have found out that Ling Mo and her mother were missing, he would have been able to investigate if he had suspicions, so that he could have found out that she was not dead earlier. Instead of waiting for such a bad situation, she still didn't recognize her when she came to the eyes.

brushed the hair on her forehead, turned around and walked back to his bed to lie down, knowing that he couldn't sleep, but he still had to barely fall asleep, because tomorrow would be another day, but a new beginning, he had to take care of his spirits in order to deal with it calmly. I don't know how long it took, but his breathing finally evened out, and he finally fell asleep.

On the other side of the bed, Ran Qing opened his eyes and looked at this side, the same night, he couldn't sleep for a long time, how could she? Especially when his breathing is close to his ears, he pretends to sleep very hard, but he doesn't know how to face him at night, so he can only close his eyes and settle down. When his fingertips almost touched his cheeks, she felt the heat, her heart beat faster, waited for a moment and felt him retract, and finally a soft sigh came, with infinite emotion.

Finally, I felt my hair touch with his fingertips as he brushed it, and my heart trembled. staring at the heavy back lying on its side, a little lonely and lonely, between her and him, even if she can really let go of the past, there is a gap in the end. He felt more guilty about her, and even timid, and she had more wordless sadness and unquenchable sorrow for him.

The entwined affection, even if it is still there, always has some invisible obstacles.

And she is really worried, her mother and Xiang'er mother and son are still in the northern military camp, although she believes that Mu Ze will not hurt them, but she always feels uneasy. Will the peace talks in two days really come to fruition? After the peace talks, can the war end? So what about when it's over? Follow Qin Tiance back to the palace and be the imperial concubine?

These countless questions were flying through her mind, and none of them had answers. Almost after dawn, she was in a trance, and when she woke up again, it was already bright in front of her, and she habitually touched her hand to the side, but she touched it empty, and her heart was shocked, Chang'an!

The place where Chang'an slept next to him, where was his little figure, and then looked at the sleeping couch where Qin Tiance was lying over there, and there was no trace of him. Did he take Chang'an out? Dizziness is the cause of lack of sleep, and I don't know what time it is. After gathering his clothes and walking out of the tent, he didn't need to ask, and he saw from a distance what the father and son were dancing and gesturing.

When he got closer, he couldn't help but laugh angrily, Qin Tiance actually really had a decent teaching to learn kung fu, and he didn't use a sword, just a pure zama step, swinging his fists forward. The father taught seriously, and the son also learned seriously, looking at Xiao Chang'an's serious expression, his fists were clenched tightly, and he practiced one move at a time.

"Dye blue." Ning Feiyang's call came from behind him, and when he looked back, he saw that he was already standing a few meters behind him. She smiled at him: "Big brother." "This big brother is calling from the bottom of his heart, and he deserves this title. From the fact that he was not surprised, he knew that he should have entered the military camp very early, and he also learned from Qin Tiance that Chang'an was their son.

Ning Feiyang walked to her side, stared at the interaction between father and son over there, and said with emotion: "If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I really couldn't believe that there was such a big nephew, and I couldn't tell what it was like to hear Chang'an call my uncle." As he spoke, his eyes were a little red, and he found that when he met this sister, he always became emotional.

"Big brother, Chang'an must be very happy to know that there is an uncle like you." It can be imagined that when he saw Qin Tiance with Chang'an in the morning, he must have been surprised that his mouth couldn't be closed.

"Not only Chang'an is happy, I'm also happy, and Ah Li is also happy. For so long, I have never seen Ah Lihui so happy, he almost showed off his eyebrows and pulled Chang'an in front of me, pointing and saying that this was his son. You can think about it, I must have been stunned at the time, where did he get such a big son? can look at Chang'an's appearance, it is really very similar to him, and it is really impossible to believe that they are father and son. Speaking of this, he turned his head sideways and looked at her deeply: "Dye Qing, it's the eldest brother who is not good, he didn't protect you well, and let you suffer so much." Over the years, you must have been very miserable with your children alone. ”

Ran Qing heard the pain in his words, and suddenly thought of the fact that Xinya's sister-in-law was also pregnant with his flesh and blood, if he was stationed at the border, did he also miss the birth and growth of the child, how much unspeakable sadness and sorrow there is here? Or, at the moment he looked at Chang'an, he thought of his sister-in-law.

"Big brother, don't be bitter, because I know that you are well, so I won't feel bitter." I believe that my sister-in-law thinks the same way, and really has great respect for Ning Feiyang in front of him, how many people can be as loyal and patriotic as him, for his family and country, for this war, he left his homeland, left his wife and children, and joined the battlefield.

In which battle did he not rush to the forefront? In fact, if she is selfish, she will think that he should not be so hardworking, if his life is gone, the old father and the eldest lady of the family will be very sad, and the sister-in-law will cry even more. But if it's selfish, is it still Ning Feiyang? Is it still the general of Zhenguo in Shinonome?

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