Li Wange looked at Qiao Ran, frowning slightly, a lot of puzzlement, since he already knew it, why did he ask himself, it was really strange!

Suddenly, Qiao Ran turned his head sideways to look at Li Wange, with a warm smile on his face, but such a smile in Li Wange's eyes, but he saw a sad atmosphere, is there something here that makes him sad?

Qiao Ran slowly asked, "Li Wange, you said that you would never betray me, is it true?" He was already afraid, he had no way to trust anyone, but he didn't know why, he wanted to believe in Li Wange, he believed that Li Wange would not betray him.

Li Wange nodded stunned, yes, she will not betray, since she has promised, she will definitely do it, in her life, she has never given any promises easily, because she is afraid that she will not be able to do it, but the promise she gives, she will definitely do it.

"Then I'll tell you a secret!" Hidden in his heart for many years, no one knows, he is the only one, silently bearing everything, many times, he feels that he can't hold on, but that hatred, in his heart, has never been able to get rid of.

Obviously, he is not such a generous person, he is not so indifferent on the surface, he has all human emotions, but he hides his true self.

Qiao Ran sat down on the edge of the slope, then reached out to help Li Wange and asked her to sit down with her.

"You said before that people like me must have never been in love, five years ago, I had already talked about it, at that time, I was happy, I once thought that that was the happiness I wanted, I could always be so happy.

I really thought so, three years ago, the night I was about to propose, the rings were ready, but in the end, it didn't work out.

She just disappeared like that, and everyone told me that she had betrayed me, and the evidence was clearly laid out in front of me, and I couldn't believe it.

I put on a pretense in front of everyone as if I had given up, I already believed that she had betrayed me, but I had deceived others, but I could not deceive my own heart.

Once, I drove by and found this place, and I disappeared from everyone's sight for a month, and I hid there. Qiao Ran pointed to the location at the bottom of the slope.

Li Wange listened very carefully and didn't say a word.

"I'll tell you, there's a patch there, it's all jacarandas, and I hide there, fantasizing every day that she can still appear, and when she appears, she just needs to give me a word, whatever it is, as long as it's what she says, I believe it all."

"Actually, I know that it's impossible, she can't turn back, even if she turns back, I can't turn back, but I just can't accept the reality, when I'm drunk, I can't help but think, don't wake up again, okay, then I don't have to face anything."

"But I will wake up eventually, the reality is so cruel, no matter how cruel it is, I have to accept it, I have to face that day after all, no matter how painful it is, I have to be a color, and I have to get through it."