"Yes, you collect the things you need to bring, and I'll go get you a visa first."

"The visa will take a week at the earliest!"

"Don't worry about that."

"You don't have to go."

"What's wrong?"

"I was just joking that day, you are going to do business, and you are not taking me to the United States for a tour, I am going to join in the fun!" Xu Anran took a sip of water, looked at the person in front of him, and said with a smile.

"It doesn't matter, as long as you want to go, I can take you around the United States."

"No, there's still a chance in the future, isn't it?"

"You can always go back on it. But it's better before your husband and I board the plane. ”

"Husband? Huh~" Xu Anran sneered and shook his head.

Yang Qichen looked at the disdainful laughter of the person in front of him, a little dissatisfied, and stepped forward to hug Xu Anran from behind.

"What? Or do you like to be called husband? ”

"I'll wait at home for you to come back." He turned around and hugged Yang Qichen and buried his head in his chest.

"Okay." gently rubbed Xu Anran's head, and the two of them hugged each other quietly.

……

At 6 o'clock in the morning on Tuesday, Xu Anran rarely got up from the bed and personally accompanied Yang Qichen to the airport.

"Sleepy, isn't it?" Looking at the woman in his arms who was still sleepy, Yang Qichen was a little unbearable.

Shaking his head a little delicately, Xu Anran desperately tried to open his eyes wide.

"Go back and sleep well, you can take a leave of absence today, and I'll come back to make up for you if you haven't attended classes, okay?" Gently pinching Xu Anran's face, Yang Qichen quickly stole a kiss on her red lips. It was like a dragonfly dotting water, but it still made Xu Anran's face turn red quickly. A little shyly lowered his head, seeing that Yang Qichen was eager to rub the person in front of him into his arms.

"It's almost time, let's go in~" Stretched out his hand and pushed Yang Qichen, but it was difficult to raise his head again.

"Okay" patted Xu Anran's hand behind his waist, and Yang Qichen let go of her with some reluctance.

Then I walked to the security entrance.

When he turned his head to look at Xu Anran again, he found that her face was full of pain, and tears even continued to slide down from the corners of her eyes, all the while looking at the direction she left.

With a solemn feeling in his heart, Yang Qichen immediately folded back and hugged Xu Anran into his arms again.

Maybe it was Yang Qichen who came back suddenly, Xu Anran's tears were more like pearl threads that stopped, the more he cried, the more fierce he became, and even cried.

"Ranran, what's wrong? Well? What's wrong? Don't scare me, okay~" Yang Qichen saw Xu Anran, who was crying like this, and immediately panicked, and was a little helpless to help her wipe her tears.

"Yang Qichen... You have to come back, you, you can't leave me like you used to, I can't find you, I can't find you, I'm going crazy, I'm going to be crazy......"

Listening to Xu Anran crying and saying a lot, Yang Qichen felt his heart tightened, it was him, he was wrong, he was wrong...... How could he leave her.

hugged the person who couldn't cry anymore, Yang Qichen kept licking the tears in the corners of Xu Anran's eyes with his lips.

"I'll be back, I promise you, don't be afraid, okay? Believe me. ”

After grinding for a long time, it was not until the voice of the airport kept urging that Yang Qichen had to let go of her, and he didn't forget to look back from time to time when he left, until he saw Xu Anran showing a relieved smile at him, and then he left boldly and with confidence.

It wasn't until Yang Qichen's back completely disappeared that Xu Anran was still staring at the security checkpoint, and after a delay of 5 minutes, he slowly came back to his senses, but his eyes were much colder.

She took out a small notebook from her coat pocket, which was the U.S. visa she had obtained three months ago.

I opened it and looked at it, put it back in my pocket, and walked to the ticket office.

"Hello, please help me book a plane ticket to the United States recently."

"Okay, wait a minute."

……

Nearly 20 hours of flight time, when Yang Qichen arrived in the United States, it was still the early morning of the United States, but he didn't expect that his front foot had just arrived, and within a few hours, someone on the back foot also followed.

Xu Anran walked out of the airport with sunglasses and a small suitcase, and a car was already waiting at the airport gate.

The people in the car, seeing Xu Anran coming over, immediately rolled down the window, opened the door and got down from inside. Looking at the man's appearance, his skin is a healthy wheat complexion, he is tall, the bridge of his nose is high, his eyes are deep, and his face shape and other places are like oriental faces, but those blue eyes confirm that he is not pure blood, a typical Chinese-American mixture, a different style.

"Of course,"

"Ken, long time no see."

Warmly hugged the man he ushered in, and Xu Anran followed into the car.

"I haven't seen you for so long, but I'm getting more and more beautiful." In a pure Chinese, Ken looked at Xu Anran and praised.

"It's not long, it's only a year, but you, your girlfriend won't change again, right?"

"Oh~ Yes, I'm so sad that you think of me like this." Ken pretended to be sad, which made Xu Anran a little funny.

"Is Dr. Xu okay?"

"Uh...... You know, he's always been busy. But he heard that you were coming, so he told you to go straight to him. ”

"Dr. Xu is still so sympathetic to patients, but I'm just a patient, so it's inconvenient to bother, take me to the hotel, I'll go to him again after dawn, I've been on the plane for so long, I also want to rest."

"I know you're not going, Ok, hotel."

Nodding, Xu Anran closed his eyes a little tiredly.

……

Xu Anran walked slowly in the corridor, and all kinds of nurses and patients with blue eyes and white skin passed by her. A sense of familiarity came from the bottom of my heart, and there was a hint of pain, how I was brought here covered in blood at that time, right?

With a somewhat bitter smile, he turned and went into an office.

There was no one in the office, but from time to time there was a kind and concerned voice from the next treatment room.

Xu Anran consciously sat on the sofa next to him and waited quietly for the people inside, constantly looking at everything in the office.

All kinds of strange ornaments, and medical materials, as well as some brain nerve maps, and even a smell of disinfectant water pierced.

After a while, a complete stranger walked out of the treatment room, glanced at Xu Anran and walked out of the office. Then, a man in a white lab coat also stepped out of it, still wearing a mask.

Seeing Xu Anran on the sofa, he was obviously a little stunned, and immediately pulled out his mask.

"It's strange that I'm a doctor, but I'm offended. Maybe it's old. ”

"Doctors are ordinary people, too." Xu Anran said with a smile and handed over the cup of tea on the table.

"Did you act aggressively some time ago?"

"Knowing you miss it, I brought you some dragon wells."

"Okay! Have you learned to bribe? ”

"Dr. Xu~ I'm just thanking you for saving my life."

"Hehe, good, good. Let's go. ”

With that, the two of them left the office, and Xu Anran followed the predecessor into the elevator and pressed the 26th floor with ease.

Then I walked into an all-Japanese place with a very elegant environment and a very simple decoration, and it looked very comfortable.

"Sit down." Nodding, Xu Anran sat down obediently on the single sofa chair.

"What did you do?"

"I, I want to scratch my face with a razor."

"When?"

"It was last Friday night."

"Well, what else? What about insomnia? ”

"Since he came back, I was alone at school and at home, and my insomnia was very bad, and I was in pain, but as long as he was there, I seemed to be able to sleep peacefully."

"It's been less than a month since your last excesse, and it's been three months since your last excesse. Enron, the cycle is shortened, what you just said is very right, until he comes back. Enron, psychological and spiritual overdependence is not conducive to your recovery. Do you have access to medicine from other sources? I know that the frequency and dosage of your medication now has far exceeded expectations, and you are afraid that your mother will know, I can understand it, but Enron, this is a mental illness, the drug is only temporary, once it touches your sensitive system, it cannot be resolved in time, and the medicine will not work much. ”

"I don't know, as long as I see him, I am very repetitive, my mood is repeated, my breathing is sometimes very short, I can't even stand him getting close to any woman, but I am not in the mood to lose my temper...... I, I don't know what to do. ”

"You haven't come out of the shadow of a year ago, he is your cause, he will provoke everything in your pain, keep your nerves in a high tension all the time, and you have excessive mental dependence on him, Enron, according to your current situation, I do not recommend that you have frequent contact with him. You have to get rid of your attachment to him. ”

Frequent contact is not recommended??? This is simply a bolt from the blue for Xu Anran. The whole person became in a trance.

"I, I don't want to, I'm going to get engaged to him soon, no, I, I don't want to give up."

"Enron, calm down. Listen to me, the closer you are to him now, the more harmful it will be to your recovery. ”

"No, you're lying to me, I slept a lot next to him, really, slept well, didn't you say that it would be good to take medicine? Give me medicine, give me medicine, and I'll take it. ”

Xu Anran grabbed the corner of Dr. Xu's clothes a little frantically, and muttered to himself with blank eyes.

"This time it's a blade in the face, next time it's cold, do you want to leave him forever?"

Dr. Xu shook his head helplessly.

In a word, but Xu Anran, who was a little demented, refreshed a lot, raised his head and looked at Dr. Xu.

"Give me half a year, I am engaged to him, if my condition does not improve in the slightest, I am willing, willing to leave him and receive treatment." It's almost tears.

"No, two months at most, your illness can't get worse!"

"No, no, no, three months is good, three months, just three months, please......" At the end, his voice became hoarse.

After all, Dr. Xu shook his head helplessly and sighed deeply.

"I have prescribed some new medicines for you, you can try them, the medicines you have taken in the past have little effect on your condition, however, mental illness still has to rely on yourself, remember that after 3 months, it does not get better, you must come to the hospital." Don't forget. ”

Dr. Xu looked at her and told her repeatedly.

"I see."

After taking the medicine, Xu Anran silently walked out of the hospital. Stopped the car, and along the way, the pain continued.