October 2004

Yi Xu is not the first boy I liked, he was the first boy I fell in love with and my first boyfriend. When I was a minor, I was also moved by others.

It was an unexpected love affair in the second year of high school.

I was also one of the future of my motherland, and I also had the dream of studying hard to be admitted to university to honor my parents and then serve the country, but an ordinary 50 minutes resolutely shook my strong will.

I came home from Zhang Yi's house that day, and I got motion sickness less than five minutes after getting in the car.

I rarely ride in a car and I like to walk. I had never taken a car to school before I went to college, especially in junior high school, and I spent an hour and a half on the road every day. Zhang Yi said that the reason why my grades were worse than others was that I was still on my way home, and other classmates had finished their homework at home. By the time I was doing my homework, others were already reviewing and preparing. I'm very lazy, as lazy as Zhang Hengli, when we were in college, we were people who could only get up six or seven minutes before class every day, but we also had diligent times, I was willing to walk for two or three hours in order not to take the car, and Zhang Hengli was willing to sleep only two or three hours a day in order to play games.

I had my period that day, and I don't know if it was because of the change of seasons, my body was very tired, and I didn't have the strength to walk home, so I had to take the bus. I didn't know that it was as miserable as it was, and I immediately got motion sickness.

I don't know when the man got into the car and noticed him because of the music coming out of his headphones. I was leaning back in my seat, my head drooping, and my eyes focused on the scenery outside the window, so that all parts of my body could be relaxed as much as possible, which is important for people with motion sickness.

So I might be a little closer to my seat.

Under normal circumstances, for a person who is troubled by motion sickness, the gender, age, height, shortness, fat and thin of the person in the seat are not worth paying attention to, and the problems caused by these factors, such as whether it will be embarrassing to be so close, will not enter the brain.

There are also many effective ways to deal with motion sickness, and the effect varies from person to person, some people eat ginger, some people smell orange peel, some people open windows to blow wind, and some people take motion sickness medicine. My own method is to concentrate on the scenery outside the window, whether the buildings are white or yellow, whether the trees are green or yellow, and whether the passers-by are alone or in groups.

The person's phone or MP3 was in his pocket, the two headphone cables were exposed, and the music was coming out of the headphones, so loud that I could hear the melody and even part of the lyrics very clearly. I noticed these because I accidentally found out that he was listening to the same song along the way! For almost 50 minutes, he listened to the same song over and over again! I'm talking about the same song, not so many singers sing different songs and end up with the same song - the flowers once told me how you walked through it......

He's clearly having fun. And I, the first time I was disturbed, the discomfort of motion sickness did not increase.

I got off when the bus arrived, and the man was at the same station, and he stepped on the ground before me. There were a lot of small shops on that street, and I always went there, shortening the distance between me and my home. I was walking down the street, and suddenly I turned around! I say that the devil sent God because I turned around without warning, thought, or reason.

There was a man standing right in front of me, my eyes just fist away from his chin! I knew it was a boy, a taller boy than me, a boy with headphones and a red and black coat! That's all the information I can receive in a short period of time. I know his headphones and red and black jacket. I've never been so close to a boy, except for Zhang Hengli, if he's a boy in my heart.

My mind went blank, and the other person seemed to be frightened, so we stood there, motionless. After a long time, maybe only 7 or 8 seconds, I suddenly woke up, and there was a video store on my left, and I rushed in, and when I peeked out, I could only see his back. I watched him get into another car, and the car took him away, and my little face was flushed.

Then I hummed and listened to the song for about 50 minutes, went into the video stores and hummed it to the boss:

"Miraculously, you want to work hard, so that you don't waste anything and your legs are thick, and you don't talk about dirt ......"

I said I'm going to buy a cassette or CD of this song. But those bosses seemed to have made an appointment, and they all said, "It's out of tune!" "Do you have the lyrics?" "I can't tell it's a song!"

I was angry and annoyed but to no avail, the more I thought about the lyrics, the more confused I became, and the melody, I knew what it was like in my heart, but I couldn't hum it.

But! Finally! Someday! God has opened my eyes! The school radio played music that I was familiar with!

At that time, I was wandering around the playground, and I was ecstatic, as if I had received a life-saving straw, and I grabbed the people who walked by and asked, do you know what song this is? Nobody knows. I rushed to the classroom again with speed and determination, shouting, "Who...... Who knows what song this is? ”

Thirty or forty heads were raised and lowered almost at the same time, and a faint voice came: "Happier than me, Chen Xiaodong." ”

Who can shake a girl's heart that has been shaken for the first time in her life? As soon as I got out of school that day, I took the bus home and downloaded the song on my computer, and it turned out that the correct lyrics of the melody that I remembered but couldn't sing accurately were: Please remember that you have to be happier than me, so that you don't waste my embarrassing quitting, and no matter how painful it is, I won't say bitterness......

When I woke up the next morning, I was already singing. It was a song five years ago, but it became the freshest thing in my life!

Zhang Hengli laughed at my love for the beginning of spring, and my heart was overflowing. Zhang Yi said that it was a thief, and he was about to steal the things in your bag, and when you turned around, you fell into it, and he was scared!

I hate to strangle them, that poignant love has been interpreted like this! I swear, neither of them is a good person. Of course, I'm not either. The smell is the same, that's all.

But I firmly believe that I will meet that boy again. There are several bus lines from Zhang Yi to my house, but I insist on taking only that one. I waited at the stop where he got off the bus, sometimes for two or three hours, and I always thought that if God had noticed him, he would definitely give me another chance to get to know him!

However, the miracle never happened.

And just like that, my high school years passed.

Later, when I saw those movies and TV series that said that the heroes and heroines met beautifully and then missed, there was a fate reunion after the vicissitudes of life, and the fairy tale had a happy ending, I gritted my teeth and scolded: "Fart, it's a fart!" ”

In the autumn of my freshman year of college, I went to the place that had been hated for centuries, and the original location was no longer recognizable, and the entire street was torn down to rubble, saying that a new business district was going to be built. I don't know which part of the ruins to which section of the street is, and how can I find a small foothold in front of a small shop on the street?

The last time I went was only half a year ago, and just half a year ago, my memory was lost. I beat my chest, if I had asked for the phone number and contact information at that time, maybe we would have held our little hands and stuffed a headset and listened to "Happier Than Me" happily wandering the streets!

When I got home that day, I denounced that the bubble economy had taken away the city's original appearance, and my dad was relieved to say that going to college was different and that he had a sense of social responsibility. I felt weak and fled into the room.

Yi Xu is not that boy. But the appearance and disappearance of that boy made me and Yi Xu. Because after that, I swore bitterly, next time, if I met a guy I liked again and let him escape from my palm, I would not be born by my mother!

About two months later, I met Yi Xu.