Thinking of the way Kwon had just fallen on top of her and breathing heavily, An Xia's face was a little hotter again.

An Xia moved her body and slowly collapsed beside Quan An, his motionlessness made her feel a little more at ease, she lay down on his lap a little nervously, her side face pillowed on his lap, her breathing was a little weak, for fear that he would push her away.

I don't know if it's her delusion, this time, he won't turn around and leave decisively like every time before......

Quan An looked down at her face, taking in the tension on her face, and after a moment, he asked in a low voice, "Aren't you afraid of regret?" ”

"Don't be afraid."

She won't regret it, what she fears most is that he will regret it.

"Anxia."

"I'm here."

"When did you fall in love with me?" He asked.

In the small bedroom, two quilts fell to the ground, he sat leaning against the head of the bed, Anxia pillowed on his lap, everything was quiet, so quiet that only each other's breath could be heard.

"Four years ago." An Xia said softly, "I didn't feel anything when we were together before, but when you left, I realized what I lost." It was nothing to live like that alone before, but after I was tempted, I realized that I couldn't live alone. ”

“……”

Kwon sat and listened quietly to her voice.

"I miss you when I drive, I miss you when I read, I miss you when I see planes flying through the sky......" An Xia said in a low voice, her throat a little choked, "Sometimes I think about it, I don't know how I got here in the past four years, and sometimes I think that half a year is just a dream for me." Wake up from the dream, and you're gone. ”

“……”

An Xia pillowed his legs, and his long eyelashes were ****, "Kwon An, why do you say this?" Obviously, it was only half a year, but the bits and pieces of that half a year filled me for the next four years, until now. ”

“……”

He was still silent.

"Why don't you speak?" Anxia asked, a little uneasy.

"Why didn't you tell me then?" Quan An asked lightly, his tone indifferent to it.

"What?"

"Four years ago, you never said you liked me."

Kwon An's words made An Xia stunned, she tried to think about it, it seemed that she really never said a word about liking him, even the last quarrel, her head was muddy, and she didn't say a word of like.

An Xia only felt a chill in her heart, "So, is the problem here?" ”

He left four years ago, in fact, because she never said a word of like?

"You were originally obtained by me." Quan An said lightly, "Anxia, do you know my anxiety every day at that time?" I waited for you to say that you love me, and I waited very hard. Later......"

Kwon Kian stopped here and didn't say any more.

“……”

Anxia froze.

He said he had waited very hard. Later......

He didn't say that she also knew, but in the end, he still didn't wait for a word of her liking, but waited for her diary, and every word on it meant that she not only didn't like it, but also hated and hated him, and longed for him to disappear into this world......

Anxia bit her lip, not knowing what else to defend herself, she whispered, "I thought...... Thought you'd understand. ”

She was so afraid of losing him at that time, she ran to the hospital almost whenever she was free, she thought he would understand, he was so smart, he was smarter than anyone else......