Chapter 12 The Balance of People's Hearts
Until the moment he saw Fang Qingchen with his own eyes, Zhuo Lingyun was actually worried all the time, and he didn't know if he could still kneel in front of people.
When leading the most elite cavalry in the army, braving the wind and rain to gallop on horseback, he only listened to his own heartbeat, like thunder and drums, and the collision was endless.
All the way into the city, my heart beat faster and faster, and I approached that person all the way, and my steps became more and more urgent.
The wind lamp burns quietly, faintly illuminating the road ahead, illuminating the small garden, and illuminating the ...... in the dimness The door that opened suddenly.
Suddenly, the lightning flashed in the sky, and he saw him at a glance.
At that moment, his heart was quiet.
In the darkness of the world, he walked forward step by step. Troublesome things, whether it is Hu Yanfeng's exclamation or Du Siyuan's tearing, Ling Fang will block it for him.
He didn't need to bother, he just walked forward, towards his division commander, his commander, his benefactor and friend.
He can't go fast.
With every step, the exciting years, the bloody years, all the happiness and dreams, pride and glory, are more vivid, and the hustle and bustle is more clearly in front of his eyes. Brilliant, dazzling and piercing, sharp pain!
It's close, it's obvious that I'm getting closer, but I still can't see the person in front of me clearly. The night was too dark and the wind and rain were too strong...... He didn't even dare to blink.
Walking to the door, he stopped and stood still, so close that he could finally see Fang Qingchen's eyes clearly.
Calm, peaceful. No anger, no resentment. Even with a slight sense of joy and joy.
Fang Hou, are you still the same as before? No matter how we people mess around in private, how we toss, how we quietly calculate you. You won't be angry. Will you just rejoice in what we've accomplished?
So, he pulled the corners of his lips in the wind and rain, tried hard to laugh, tried to call, and finally bowed down, and a thousand words only turned into a choked voice that he had shouted countless times in his heart: "Fang Hou...... Handsome! ”
hugged Fang Qingchen's legs, and really felt that he belonged to the warmth and fullness of flesh and blood, Zhuo Lingyun cried silently!
It turns out that it's not difficult! To give up. It's not difficult!
At that time, he had never sat on one side, but he was truly proud and wanton. At that time, he was not qualified to sit in the tent and command thousands of horses, but he had the most cheerful dreams. Risking arrows and stones, fighting for your life. It's lucky to be able to get out of every battle. However, at that time. Counting the scars on his body and looking at his flowing blood, he smiled proudly and happily!
What about a hundred responses? What about the Ripper Seal? He's not happy, he's not happy! all these years. How could he ever be truly happy!
In dim and dim light. In the fierce and crazy wind and rain, except for Fang Qingchen, no one could see it. The pride of one party, Zhuo Lingyun, is crying bitterly. However, seeing his supreme commander bow down in front of a stranger like this, all the generals and soldiers were stunned.
Hu Yanfeng exclaimed, and was about to draw his sword and rush forward, but was stopped by Ling Fang: "The matter has come to this, General Huyan, what else do you want to do?" ”
Du Siyuan lost his soul and looked dazed: "How can this be? Why is this happening? ”
"Master Du, a smart person like you, don't you understand what's going on?" Ling Fang asked coldly.
Du Siyuan trembled in the wind and rain, with enlightenment, but there was more disbelief.
Zhuo Lingyun is not here to kill people and kill people, he is here to recognize the Lord and respect the master.
The generals and lieutenants were all with him, and he was not guarding against Fang Qingchen's old department, but against them, the newcomers.
His kneeling involved many people and many family gates, so he had to detain them all by his side to prevent accidents.
Now he had made a great salute to the man in public, and everything was done. Loyal to Fang Qingchen's old department, leading the troops outside the city, eyeing the tiger. The soldiers in the courtyard are all witnesses. Who of them, newcomers, would dare to act rashly at this moment? No longer worry about others turning over the clouds. Let them, the newcomers, see with their own eyes the worship and respect of the other party, and let them dispel some bold minds with interest.
Thinking and measuring like this, smart enough, rigorous enough, Du Siyuan is convinced. However, he was still devastated and still in disbelief, and still asked one after another: "Why, why ......"
analyzed the purpose of all Zhuo Lingyun's arrangements, but could not understand the reason for Zhuo Lingyun's arrangement.
Why? Why give up everything you have and give it to someone else?
Why? The big husband can do amazing things, become a king and defeat a king, and they can all be vigorous, why do they have to bow down in front of others and be checked and balanced?
Why? Could it be that with just that little bit of old kindness, he can do this, and why......
"Why! Du Zhubo, you are a very smart person, but there are some people and some things that you will never understand! ”
Ling Fang laughed loudly, his clothes were soaked by the wind and rain, and his hair was soaked, and he reached out and wiped the rain on his face vigorously, no matter what, he couldn't wipe it out.
He laughed in the storm, looking at the two people standing in the fluttering light, and the rain hid the tears.
In the wind and rain, even if the light is small, it finally breaks the cold silence of the darkness, and the light is no matter how fluttering, it will never stop.
A small lantern can also kill a strong wind.
Angry wind lamp.
Du Siyuan, you will never understand that in this world, not everyone only talks about interests and disadvantages in everything. No matter how cruel the world is, how many vicissitudes of life there are, there will always be that little light, even if it is faint and shaky, but it is always in the dark in the wind and rain, bright to the end.
Du Siyuan didn't understand. So, he continued to ask confusedly, "Why, why, why ......"
Why!
Why!!
Why!!!
Lingyun, why, you treat me like this!
Why, you're so stupid!
Why, I am single-minded, devoted to each other, and painstakingly and thoughtful, that you can abandon me as if I were a disobedient person, and you ...... But it can be so for me!
Fang Qingchen willfully created a dilemma and asked others to choose, but deep down, he no longer really thought that above the scale, he would be the sinking end.
Over and over. Already used to being abandoned. Severed. He can fight back angrily, he can do it again and again unwillingly, and then, knowing in his heart, the result of his choice, being abandoned again, should still be him.
He couldn't fight. He never won it.
So, seeing the army quietly approaching, he can be safe, however. Looking at the people who suddenly bowed down in front of him, his heart was not happy, but surprised. Not pleasure, but pain.
Why, treat me like this, why. Is this for me?
How have I really done anything for you?
You know, I've done everything I can to you. All leniency and gentleness. It's just acting, all the good and good teachings, all
In the collection of people's hearts.
When I was young, I knew that others were not convinced. So. Deliberately set up a situation to make the generals owe me a favor. Yes, almost all the important generals of the army have been rescued by me, and who knows. Danger and rescue are also my layout and planning.
Back then, I knew that you and Xiao Yuanfeng were fighting each other to win, but I deliberately arranged you to be in the front, leaving you two inexperienced guys in charge, and I didn't even send an older general to supervise it, in order to let you be greedy for merit, so that I could rescue you. Even the injuries I suffered and the arrows I received were calculated by myself, how can I be so badly injured without leaving sequelae, how can I bleed horribly without hurting my life, how can I make you unforgettable, but it will not really make me suffer at all......
Ruthless as me, ruthless as me, vicious as me, insidious as me...... How can a person like me deserve to be treated with such affection from you!
I want to control the army as soon as possible, I want all the generals to surrender to me, I want the Great Chu State to be solid and prosperous, I want the person I love to be unified and never threatened in the slightest!
All for the sake of that ultimate goal. However, the man I love is more powerful than me in the country I have worked so hard to protect. Why do you think of me as more important than all the interests of power?
What have I done for you?
Are those smiles, those gentleness, those teachings, those patiences, rare? I have given it to that person tenfold and hundredfold.
Are the blood that flowed, the scars of the battlefield, precious? When I offended the prince in order to protect him, the prince wanted to kill me with a rod under the palace rules, so he ordered me to be beaten with 500 sticks. Being in the palace, limited to my identity, in order not to let him be guilty, I can't use my internal strength to resist, so I can only protect my heart with a breath of true qi. How long are those five hundred sticks? After the five hundred sticks, from the back to the legs, all were beaten, and he was unconscious several times in the middle, and the blood stained the entire lotus pond red.
That year, when the palace changed, I protected him in the endless chaos army, and I really can't remember how many injuries I suffered. I only remember that when I was recuperating from my injuries, I couldn't lie down, I couldn't lie down, my whole body was wrapped like a mummy, and in the end I was able to survive, even I was a little surprised.
If he can give up on me, why can't you?
Why?
Zhao Yonglie, Ling Fang, Zhuo Lingyun, why, do you want to treat me like this?
Life after life, time and time again, I have become accustomed to being the one who is abandoned in my choice, why can't you give me up?
He slowly stretched out his hand and pressed it on Zhuo Lingyun's shoulder, holding it very slowly, little by little.
Zhuo Lingyun felt the power between his fingers, his palms trembled slightly, and suddenly he felt indescribable pain and joy, and his heart surged together, looking up at him deeply, for a while, he couldn't even call out the word "Fang Hou".
Fang Qingchen knew that he was crying. Although in the darkness and wind and rain, he could not see his face clearly, and he could not see his tears, however, he knew that this brave soldier was crying like a child.
At this moment, even Fang Qingchen was a little happy. Rejoice in this boundless darkness, rejoice in this wind and rain all over the world, even if it is sad, even if it is tearful, no one can know it, no one can see it.
Originally, I have long pretended to be proficient in acting, no one can compare, and I have long known that in this case, what kind of posture should I have, what kind of words I should have. I am used to doing familiar things, but in the end, it is extremely difficult to say a word: "Lingyun, you ......"
He should have shook his head and said, Ling Yun, why are you so stupid? He should sigh and ask, Ling Yun, why, treat me like this?
However, he couldn't ask.
He just used a slight force to help Zhuo Lingyun up.
Zhuo Lingyun stood up straight, slowly took a step back, and in an extremely respectful manner, he made way forward.
Fang Qingchen didn't hesitate any longer, waited any longer, walked out of the room safely, and walked into this vast storm.
Zhuo Lingyun turned his head to face everyone and shouted, "This is Fang Hou!" ”
At the right time, the sky was thundering and exploding, however, Zhuo Lingyun's voice overwhelmed all the stormy waves, and the thunder roared. The countless soldiers and generals present were all shocked.
Such as wind and rain, such as thunder, however, in everyone's perception, between heaven and earth, only Zhuo Lingyun's voice remained: "Fang Hou was rescued by a stranger back then and survived, tomorrow, I will announce the details of the year to the world, and now ......"
He paused, stared at Fang Qingchen, and said loudly: "You guys listen to me clearly!" This is Fang Hou! ”
His voice was loud and firm, and there was a determination to go back to every word.
After saying this, the heavens and the earth are silent. The wind is still raging and the rain is still raging, but in everyone's hearts, in the feeling, like the wind and rain, it seems that at this moment, there is no sound at all.
After a short silence, there was a loud shout: "Fang Hou! ”
Ling Fang's shout was clear and loud and contained a deep admiration and reverence, and he once again bowed deeply in the wind and rain, regardless of the mud and covered his body.
Behind him, his subordinates and guards all bowed down. The other generals looked at each other in amazement, and the quick-witted ones also bowed down quickly, even the ones who were sluggish, and were slightly stunned, and saw the people around them bow down in twos and threes, and also bowed down.
The generals bowed down, and the guards naturally bowed down.
Only Hu Yanfeng and Du Siyuan were left, still standing in a daze. Hu Yanfeng's subordinates and guards were not standing or kneeling, looking around in panic.
Ling Fang snorted coldly: "General Huyan, Master Du, why are you so rude?" ”
Du Siyuan finally knew that he couldn't do anything, so he had no choice but to fall down with the crowd. No matter how strong Hu Yanfeng is, he has to bow down with him. The guards behind him quickly knelt down and saluted as if they had been granted amnesty.
In the blink of an eye, except for Fang Qingchen and Zhuo Lingyun, there was no one standing in the entire garden.
Zhuo Lingyun suddenly raised his voice and whistled, the sound of horses' hooves and kicking sounded, and a pure black horse came in response.
Zhuo Lingyun stretched out his hand to take off a black cloth bag on the horse's back, uncovered the rainproof oil paper layer by layer, and slowly unfolded the contents of the bag in front of Fang Qingchen: "Fang Hou, this thing Lingyun has kept for you for many years, and today, it can finally be returned to its original owner!" ”
In the dim light and shadow, the white robe and silver armor were dim, however, Fang Qingchen knew that maybe in this world, there would be no brighter and more brilliant light than this.