Chapter 264: You Choose
Yang Guoying's eyes were already wide, but Jiang Tao's words were not finished: "If you kneel like this, it is tantamount to forcing Zishan to forgive you, you have to forgive you, you have no intention of sincerely apologizing to Zishan, let alone compensating Zishan, you want Zishan's forgiveness to force her like this?!" ”
"If you kneel down and she forgives you just because you are her birth mother, not because she really forgives you for what you did - how can you erase what you have done? Next, you put your life in Zishan's hands, do you know what you're doing? You're not atoning for your sin, you're making Zishan bear the burden of killing her mother - whether you do or not do your surgery has nothing to do with Zishan, but you have to associate this matter with Zishan and force her to ask you to have surgery. ”
"Just like Zishan said, what you have been doing is not asking Zishan's wishes, nor thinking about her, but purely from your point of view, as long as you are happy and can get by, as for Zishan, do you really have to think about it? Do you know what Zishan is angry about right now? Don't say anything about atonement, let alone forgiveness, what you did only made Zishan even more chilled. ”
"The last sentence, whether you have surgery or not has nothing to do with Zishan, legally speaking, she has nothing to do with you - she is an adult now, if it is not an adult, her guardian is her legal parent, and it has nothing to do with you. If you want to change the kidney, you want to change it, you don't want to change it, it's also your business, at most, it's the Shen family's business, and it has nothing to do with Li Zishan. ”
He looked at Yang Guoying: "Did you hear clearly?" ”
Yang Guoying was stunned, staring blankly at Jiang Tao without speaking; And Shen Yang wanted to say something but was stopped by Shen Zhi, Shen Zhi saw that the person was Zishan: the words did not come out of Zishan's mouth. It should not be accurate. However, whether it is for Shen Zhi and his son or for Yang Guoying, these words are really a little embarrassing.
Zishan's emotions actually began to calm down in Jiang Tao's words, as if Jiang Tao's voice with a little magnetism could bring her an inexplicable feeling. And those words miraculously soothed the pain in her heart; She didn't expect Jiang Tao to understand what she was thinking in her heart, and she would understand it so deeply.
Her injuries and her pain, she had never said to anyone, since she was reborn she was used to bear alone, not on purpose, naturally she buried everything in her heart, did not think about who to say; Even when I was with Lin Hao. She never mentioned the wound in her heart, how many times she woke up crying in her dreams, looking at the dark roof, she thought that no one in the world could understand her deep suffering.
Even if she says it, no one will empathize, because no one is her; And today's Jiang Tao's words are not so intense, but they are what she thinks in her heart, and it is the reason why she is angry with Yang Guoying: Why should she bear Yang Guoying's life and death? !
Jiang Tao understood, and in that moment, she felt that she was really relaxed, although she didn't have to say anything. But some people understand that the feeling is really different.
Qi Jing and Chu Xiang were also surprised, seeing that Zishan in their arms was no longer so out of control, they knew that Jiang Tao was right; As Zishan's best friend. They knew Zishan's feelings for Yang Guoying, but Zishan, who had always been strong, didn't let them think that there would be times when they would be vulnerable, let alone that she would have such deep suffering buried in her heart.
The person who knows Zishan best is not them, it will actually be Jiang Tao, who has always been just Zishan's "ordinary" friend.
Yang Guoying was still stunned, she heard Zishan's every word, and she also heard Jiang Tao's words clearly, she really didn't think that she had done something wrong again, she really just wanted Zishan's forgiveness; Other than that, she really didn't have any other thoughts, and she didn't want to add to Zishan's pain, but it seemed that she really had done something wrong.
Especially Jiang Tao's sentence "Do you really have to think about Zishan?" You're just for yourself", she wanted to refute but didn't know how.
Shen Zhi saw that Zi Shan didn't speak, and seeing the look on Zi Shan's face, he finally knew that Jiang Tao's words were what Zi Shan wanted to say; Thinking about it, it is indeed a lack of consideration, the matter between Yang Guoying and Zishan is really not so simple to kneel and solve. Not to mention that putting their lives in Zishan's hands could show their sincerity: they really ignored Zishan's reaction.
He gently picked up Yang Guoying in the past, and said seriously to Zishan, "I'm sorry." ”
Jiang Tao turned around: "Zishan, we are-" He can't be the master, whether it is good or bad, only Zishan is the only one who can call the shots; There are some things he can block for Zishan, but he decided that he can't do it for Zishan because he respects Zishan.
Zishan glanced at Shen Bo and stood up: "I think I should go to the hospital and call the police; As for Shen Bo......" She glanced at Yang Guoying, and pain flashed in her eyes: "I'll leave it to you, you can do whatever you want, I won't say a word." She made it clear that if the people of the Shen family wanted to exonerate Shen Bo, she would not tell the truth to the police.
This is what Yang Guoying has just done, it's not that Zishan is ruthless, but she can't get out of her breath in her heart; Now let you decide, whether to hand Shen Bo over to the police, or take him home and lie to the police - it's all up to Yang Guoying and Shen Zhi, your parents.
Shen Zhi glanced at Shen Bo's heart and sank slightly, if Zishan didn't leave and waited for the police to come, he would at least have an explanation for himself in his heart, it was not that he was a ruthless father, but that there was no way; Now let him decide Shen Bo's future: no matter how you say that it is not a good thing to have a criminal record, and kidnapping is a serious crime.
Yang Guoying's eyes also rolled, but the person she was looking at was Zishan, her lips squirming but she didn't say a word; She knew that this was Zishan punishing her, but she couldn't say the words of pleading: the palms and backs of her hands were full of meat, and Shen Bo was also born to her, and she raised her single-handedly, if she pleaded with Zishan at this time, wouldn't it be equivalent to sending Shen Bo's hands out?
But if she just lets Zishan go out, then she is still in a dilemma, between Shen Bo and Zishan, she has to choose one, and neither of them is the person she wants to hurt; If Shen Bo is handed over to the police for conviction, she really can't do it, but if she takes Shen Bo home, how can she have the face to see Zishan again in this life, and Zishan will never forgive her in this life, let alone let Zishan recognize her as a mother.
Now she understands Zishan's mood better than she just heard Jiang Tao's words, and understands that she should not put her life in Zishan's hands: compared to Shen Bo's matter, isn't Zishan more of a dilemma? It's a pain to do, and she's really irresponsible.
Zishan ignored Yang Guoying's gaze, stood up and tried to make herself stand firm, straightened her waist and walked out; She didn't want the people of the Shen family to see her fragility anymore, and the loss of control just now made her very dissatisfied with herself.
Shen Bo took two steps forward: "I, I ......" Zishan didn't look back, this was not just a matter of him and himself, because there was a Yang Guoying, because her surname was Li and his surname was Shen, so her hesitation about Shen Bo disappeared. There can be right and wrong in this matter for others, but there is no right or wrong for her, and if she doesn't do it, she really can't explain it to herself.
She really doesn't want to make herself unhappy anymore when she lives a lifetime, she has too many unhappy days; Yang Guoying did the first year of junior high school, and she only did fifteen.
After leaving the hotel, Zishan only felt extremely tired, and she didn't want to say anything and closed her eyes when she got into the car; Jiang Tao didn't let Chu Xiang and Qi Jing speak: "Let's send Zishan home, get a good night's sleep, the sun will still rise tomorrow, and we will still be the same people." ”
Zi Shan opened her eyes and glanced at Jiang Tao: "Yes, the sun will rise tomorrow." She was surprised again, she didn't expect Jiang Tao to have the same feeling as her - even if something big happens, the sun will still rise tomorrow, and life will go on, even if she has no strength to stand up, she must stand up, and she can really stand up.
Because, she has a daughter; Because, she didn't want something tragic to happen. As long as the sun will rise tomorrow, nothing is a big deal.
Halfway through the car, Jiang Tao parked the car outside a bar, got out of the car and bought a cocktail for Zishan: "I asked a friend to mix it, and the alcohol is not high." ”
Zishan shook her head: "I don't drink." Because she is afraid of getting drunk, afraid that she will reveal all her vulnerabilities after drinking, afraid that she will cry bitterly, and even more afraid of becoming dependent on wine, and from now on she will get drunk and forget those bitterness and pain; She is a mother who needs to be strong rather than indulgent.
Jiang Tao shook his head: "I can't say it's wine, I just want you to relax and sleep well after drinking; Trust me, you have to believe in yourself, and I believe in you, but now you really need to get some sleep. ”
Zishan looked at Jiang Tao's eyes, saw her own appearance in his eyes, and finally sighed and sat up to pick up the glass of wine, but saw a person in the car window behind Jiang Tao; It's just that the person looks very different from usual, she thought she was mistaken, and reached out and pressed Jiang Tao on the seat: It's her, it's really Shen Yiyi!
Jiang Tao knew what was going on, and hurriedly turned around and saw Shen Yiyi with Qi Jing and Chu Xiang, but now Shen Yiyi didn't look like a rich daughter at all, so drunk that she couldn't even walk, and was crookedly supported by a man and a woman.
"Call the police!" Qi Jing took out her mobile phone and gritted her teeth: "Let the people of the Shen family see, this matter really has nothing to do with us." ”
Shen Yiyi seemed to see them too, raised her head and didn't know what she shouted, it was vague and inaudible, and then she was helped into the car; And Jiang Tao glanced at the license plate number.
Chu Xiang hesitated a little: "Shall we go over and ask?" (To be continued)
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