My grandmother was the most important person in my life, and I always believed what she said.

She said that I remembered late, so I thought I was a late rememberer who didn't have that piece of memory.

But before in the Lianjia villa.

In the illusion created by the ghost king, my inner demon appeared.

The demon told me that I was a child abandoned by my parents, and I almost went mad because of this demon.

Fortunately, Shen Ming came and drove Ning Wan away, so that my soul was not eroded by the demons.

These things that I deliberately forgot coincided with what Ah San said.

Demon ...... As the name suggests, it is a demon that breeds from the mind.

This demon lives in the bottom of your heart, looking for any flaw in your heart, burrowing, devouring, and assimilating.

Damn, there's no encyclopedia in Qingyan, and I need to guess the truth of these things by myself, which is weird and tiring.

I put aside what I was thinking and continued to ask, "I don't have any impression of what you said, or you say something that I might have an impression of." ”

Ah San sneered, touched my hand with his fingers, and said disgustedly, "It's okay to tell you, but you remove your hand first, you make me breathless like this......"

I let go of my hand a little, raised an eyebrow and said, "If you want me to let you go completely, it must be your answer that satisfies me." ”

He thought about it, and under unequal conditions, he could only agree to unequal treaties.

"What else do you want to know?" Ah San knew that after struggling to no avail, he simply lay down comfortably...... Lu Qingqing, who looked at Lu Qingqing with a straight face from this angle, was still quite pleasing to the eye...... No wonder the dean likes this little girl so much.

"The second question is, since it is an orphanage, why is it set up in such a wilderness, and how can it be dilapidated like this......"

"You've lost all your previous memories, how do you know if this place is dilapidated or not?" Ah San squinted his eyes suspiciously, and his heart was beating, he Ah San is eight years old this year, but Lu Qingqing is only five years old.

A five-year-old child who has lost his memory has never been exposed to a good environment, how can he know that this place is very bad.

However, for Ah San, he felt that he was extremely lucky to have a piece of land that belonged to him and had a brick on top of his head.

How can you dislike the poor environment here?

He grew up with no education, and the most important thing in his life was to help his grandmother pick up garbage, exchanging the garbage for a meager amount of money to barely support their grandparents.

The reason why Ah San came to the orphanage was because his only relative, his grandmother, had passed away.

And because he was still a minor, he was sent to the orphanage by the enthusiastic uncle and aunt of the neighborhood committee, and he lived like this for several years.

Among this group of children, he is equivalent to the patriarch of the orphanage, but the food is too poor, and he works more than girls, and boys generally develop later than girls, standing with Lu Qingqing, he can only reach her shoulders, and he looks more delicate than children many years younger than him.

He spent much more time at the bottom of society than Lu Qingqing, and he was much more sensitive to language than others imagined.

For the first time, I was dumbfounded by a little kid, and pulled the corners of my mouth, revealing a hypocritical smile that exploded, "Maybe I was drenched in water on a rainy night last year, and some things are inexplicably known......"

Ah San nodded his head and miraculously believed my statement.

In my heart, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he didn't dig deeper, he shouldn't show any flaws.

What's the problem, it's all on the amnesia......

My expression instantly became serious, "Don't change the subject!" Answer the questions well! ”

"The location of the orphanage was told by the people in the city. Recently, S City has found that it has become more and more good, and even the land on the outskirts of the city has been contracted. Where would you like to build an orphanage that is not for profit? Ah San looked at me with a smile.

"No matter where it's built, it's an eyesore. It's good to give you a wilderness to live in, and ask for so much ......," Ah San asked himself.

"Orphanages, welfare homes, these places, shouldn't the city have to give money? Where does the money go each year? ”

"Heh, Lu Qingqing, you are so naïve. When will it be the turn of those people like us who don't have fathers and mothers to take it......" He smiled from ear to ear, as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world, and tears rolled in his eyes with laughter.

"The conditions here are so poor, won't those who send their children to the orphanage hesitate? After all...... Coming here is equivalent to entering a fire pit. ”

"No, it wasn't like that in our lives before. We didn't have a good time, but we had a much better time than when I was picking up garbage. Ah San said with emotion, without any disdain and dislike for this place in his tone, but nostalgia, "It has become what it is now...... It's better to count people than to be counted by heaven. ”

My hand reached for his waist for the third time and pinched it hard, "Speak well...... See how it feels like you've forgotten to be beaten by me......"

He howled and replied patiently, "Not long ago, this was not like this, when the orphanage was clean and tidy, and all of us lived in a large room on the second floor, which was not large, but it was enough for us to sleep......"

"Why is this happening?"

"Because the dean ...... He was sick. He never told anyone this secret, he wanted to rot this matter into his stomach, but for some reason, when he saw Lu Qingqing, he always wanted to tell her everything.

"Sick?" The perverted dean did look a bit sick, with the smell of corruption on his body and a heavy dead air on his face.

"He had a strange disease. You should have seen it yesterday, there's a ball on his chin. ”

I nodded, I have an impression of this, I also looked at it a lot.

"That ball is going to kill him over time." Ah San said with a complicated expression.

"What does that have to do with us."

Suffering from his illness, he no longer had the heart to manage the orphanage. But the children in the orphanage are the most inseparable from him, and after leaving, we have nowhere to go, and going out is also a death.

So, we just consume like this, one meal, one meal and no meal...... The bark of the trees outside was all stripped off by us to make soup and drink.

Later, I don't know where the dean heard a home remedy, saying that it was to use human flesh to make medicine, which could cure his illness. ”

remembered the appearance of the girl cooking in the pot yesterday, and her stomach began to turn again.

"You said that the dean liked me very much...... Why me? Didn't you say that I had a cold temperament and didn't have any friends in the orphanage...... How could the dean like a kid like me? ”

"Do you remember Xiaoli?" He suddenly smiled strangely.

I froze and shook my head.

"To tell you the truth, you are all in this orphanage, but you have never seen anyone, you don't know anyone, how can you remember who Xiaoli is......" Ah San's thoughts gradually drifted away, and he returned to that stormy night.

He was the oldest of the children in the orphanage, and he was the most pleasing to the old director.

The dean gave him a small administrator to be the one.

The task is simple, to put all the children to sleep on time every night, and then he can get an extra cookie as a reward.

That day, as usual, he lulled the other children to sleep. But I worked too much that day, and I didn't eat enough for dinner. Thinking that the piece of bread in the kitchen belonged to him, it made no difference whether he ate it today or tomorrow.

After making up his mind, he crept past the second floor, trying to go to the kitchen on the first floor.

Suddenly, I heard a strange sound, like something dragging on the ground.

There was also a low, depressed child's cry, which sounded quite happy.

His first reaction was which child didn't go to bed on time and secretly went to play?

He angrily walked towards the source of the voice, and waited until he pulled the man out and handed it to the dean, who would surely praise him.

He moved to the door where there was a noise, and a dim light poured out of it, and he thought about quietly pushing open the door and arresting him red-handed, but he did not expect to see a scene that he would never forget.

"What the hell do you see?" I asked anxiously.

"I saw the dean dismembering his granddaughter's body." Ah San turned his face away, the expression on his face was painful and sad, that was the dean he respected the most, and the second person he respected besides his grandmother.

His kitchen knives, which he usually used to cook in the kitchen, cut through her granddaughter's tiny body. The dean's expression was calm and unwavering, and cutting people was like cutting vegetables. And then...... He ate the minced meat raw......" Ah San lowered his voice, "Later, I ran away without letting him find out about my existence. Behind...... And so it was. Except for me, no one knew the Dean's secrets.

The dean is getting thinner and thinner, and others don't know what happened to the dean, but I know it. ”

I grabbed him by the collar and said angrily, "Since you know, why don't you tell the others!" ”

"Why should I tell them...... The dean only eats girls, and it has nothing to do with me, a big boy. Ah San's eyes were cold, and his tone was indifferent.

I let go of my hand heavily, gritted my teeth and said, "I regret that I didn't hit you a little harder just now......"

"Lu Qingqing, you said it lightly! Since you are so great, can you stop him from killing? A sneer curled into the corner of Ah San's mouth, and the eye knife stabbed at me like an ice pick.

I was stunned by his question, my face flushed slightly, and I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a word.

"Lu Qingqing, since you are already gone, why do you want to come back?" Ah San's tone softened, and he said helplessly.

Why did I come back?