1852 She has regrets (4)

Jing Moxi had to reach out to help when she saw the Empress Dowager's appearance, she rubbed her head and temples for the Empress Dowager and said: "Queen Mother, you have to save me no matter what you say this time, no matter what, I am your only daughter, you can't watch me die!" ”

There was a bit of frustration in the eyes of the Empress Dowager, she recalled that in her life, although she pinched Emperor Daxing to death and enjoyed the supreme glory, was she really happy?

She lost her husband in middle age, and within two years of Emperor Daxing's departure, she watched her eldest son die, and now she is going to watch her only grandson die? There is too much unwillingness in her heart.

That feeling of extreme pain, the Queen Mother really doesn't want to bear it again in her life.

She also knows that the relationship between Jing Ye and Jing Moxi has not been very good, and Jing Ye loves Jing Junying from the bottom of her heart, if she knew that Jing Junying died because of Jing Moxi, she was afraid that she would really kill Jing Moxi according to Jing Ye's temperament.

She has already lost her only grandson, how can she be willing to lose her only daughter now?

There was a touch of helplessness in her eyes, but now she had a terrible headache, and she really couldn't think of a good way at this time, and the mother-son relationship between her and Jing Ye was also damaged because of Lan Tian's matter.

She glanced at Jing Moxi and said, "You let me think about this matter, the big mistake has been made, and you really deserve some punishment." ”

Jing Moxi saw that the Empress Dowager's words were very fierce, but the meaning of these words had been loosened a little, she couldn't help but sigh softly, she said softly: "Queen Mother, I have already known my mistake, this time you have to save me no matter what." ”

The Empress Dowager closed her eyes gently, only to feel that the glory of the past seemed so vulnerable in front of this moment, and she also felt physically and mentally tired at this time.

She couldn't help but think of what Lan Tiantian had just said, was the so-called retribution really true?

She had a lot of blood on her hands in her life, and she had never been afraid of those things when she was doing them earlier, and she had always felt that those words were just to scare the fools of the world who had no guts.

She used to recite Buddha often, but when she was reciting Buddha, she didn't have many good thoughts in her heart, and she just felt that there was nothing to do in this deep palace, just looking for something to entertain.

But at this time, in her heart, she believed in the existence of the Buddha.

The so-called karma, she finally believed in it, otherwise how could there be such a clever thing today?

It's just that although she has this idea in her heart at this time, she doesn't have any fear, what she thinks about at this time is how to make her life better in the future, and how to save Jing Moxi's life.

Her eyes slowly opened, and there was a touch of viciousness in her eyes, the people who knew about this matter were Ling Luo and Lan Tiantian, and Ling Luo was a person in the rivers and lakes, in the final analysis, she was just Jing Ye's cronies, and she was also her person, so she was not too afraid in her heart, she thought that she could still grasp it.

As for Lan Tilting, there was already a big gap between her and Lan Tilting, and the two were already incompatible.

If Lan Tiantian really became the queen, everything might really be as Jing Moxi said, Lan Tiantian would definitely not be able to tolerate her, and she would never be able to tolerate Lan Tiantian.