"Huh? Forest... Lin Xi. ”

He called out my name in a hoarse voice.

I quickly came back to my senses, not knowing when he woke up, maybe I was too engrossed......

"You woke up, how are you feeling?" I sighed deeply in my heart, secretly sorted out my mood, and showed my most optimistic self. Maybe even I didn't realize how stiff my smile was.

Wang Yuan sat up slowly, only to feel dizzy and groggy with a trace of deep pain, and even a pain in his neck...... He held his head in his hands, frowning. Looking at his uncomfortable appearance, I suddenly wanted to cry again. The nose is sour......

"Head... It hurts...... Is it? I asked him choked up. Wang Yuan nodded, rubbed his temples and lay back down. I nervously grabbed his quilt and clung to it. Desperately holding tears that want to burst out of his eyes.

"I ...... It can't be drunk and then drunk again, right? Wang Yuan casually stroked his bangs, smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and looked like a beautiful lazy teenager who had just gotten up.

If you had known about last night, would you still want to be like this?

"That's right!" I sniffed and said, "You're the same as last time!" You know that you have a bad amount of alcohol and still drink so much, and you don't take your body seriously! I swallowed my emotions and said in my most normal tone at the moment. Either way, don't let him know! Absolutely not! It's for my own selfish desires and for ...... Yourself;

"I was wrong......" He thought I was angry and turned his head to look at me.

Afraid that my tears would be seen by him, I quickly lowered my head and avoided looking at him. Wang Yuan tilted his head and chuckled, stretched out his hand to love and touched my head with a request for forgiveness: "Okay, I won't do this again next time!" This...... You sent me back again? ”

One drop......

Two drops ......

Three drops ......

Slowly, I couldn't stop it, and I lowered my head and covered my mouth with my sleeve, forcing myself not to cry. Wang Yuan, how do you know how hard your tone is to me at this moment...... I'm so scared when I know the truth. You'll never be so gentle with me again, never again......

"What's wrong? Still angry? "Wang Yuan saw that I was bored and ignored too much, and thought that I was really angry. Hurriedly comforted me softly: "Okay, okay, I was wrong!" I vowed never to drink again! I won't let you worry about it anymore, okay? Good boy~ little fool! At the end, he didn't forget to mischievously mention the title ...... "little fool".

I can't hold it anymore!!

directly cried out of "wow, wow, wow". Wang Yuan was taken aback: "No...... What happened to you? I'm sorry! Okay, okay, stop crying...... Huh? ”

I sobbed with snot and tears, and Wang Yuan reached out and hugged me into his arms. But I couldn't help but throw myself into his arms and wept loudly!! At first, Wang Yuan tried to comfort me and tell me not to cry. Later, he found out that it didn't work, so he just let me cry. He didn't say anything more, just hugged me tightly in his arms and patted me gently on the back...... Waiting for myself to stop crying.

Minute by second......

I finally got tired and couldn't cry anymore...... Paralyzed in his arms, sobbing incessantly.

"Okay, stop crying...... If you cry again, you will become ugly! Wang Yuan reached out and dragged my face to my red and swollen eyes......

Back again, those clear and bright eyes; Staring into these eyes...... Once again, I remembered the dim eyes of him after he was "controlled" by the medicine last night, and there was no innocence and cleanliness in them, only filth...... and cold;

"Wang Yuan......" I trembled and called his name.

Wang Yuan frowned, his face full of distress......

"Good~" hugged me and made me sit on the edge of the bed. I sat there obediently as he wished......

However, at this time, his originally gentle and doting eyes suddenly disappeared. Pupils constricted, that expression, I really can't say... Is it panic? Surprised? Angry? Sad? Pity?

No! It seems like...... Neither;

Lin Xi ......" He stared at me for a long time, and then suddenly spoke, his voice trembling a little.

I looked at him strangely and worriedly, couldn't it be that I remembered something?

"You ......" he sat up and reached out his hand, touching my collarbone. The place where the strawberry print was printed immediately felt a whole pain!

He is...... Because......

I quickly stood up and stepped away from him. Panicked and grabbed his collar, the series of actions just now made the already not very tight collar slip off, revealing dirty scars; Wang Yuan looked at me in a daze, and then touched his neck consciously......

"I see...... No wonder you're crying so sadly. Wang Yuan's face was slowly replaced by sadness.

"No...... No! I just didn't stand still and fell when I sent you back...... We don't have !! "I was in a hurry to explain, and I didn't even think about how ridiculous the reason was. He thought that I and he ...... Had a relationship. But...... The real person is not me! But...... That man! That's why I'm ...... because of her

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Wang Yuan got out of bed and wanted to walk towards me. Seeing this, I quickly wanted to escape from this room, the truth he thought was now dirtier than the real truth!!

Wang Yuan was very fast, grabbed me and grabbed me by the shoulders, forcing me to turn around to face him. Wang Yuan's eyes also turned red, and all his emotions were hidden in them.

"I ...... It's really just a fall......"

"Shhh

Before I could finish my sentence, he suddenly reached out and jerked open my collar. I had a bit of a lot of strength and almost pulled my clothes off...... In an instant, one red mark after another was in his eyes!!

I was stunned, but I was only stunned for a moment, and I quickly used my hands to protect my embarrassing marks. Wang Yuan grabbed my hand in front of me at great speed, and he looked at me deeply. A tear slowly flowed out: "These...... Also a fall? His voice was choked with tears and emotions.

I cried too, I didn't have the strength to defend myself anymore, I just shook my head desperately!!

He exhaled deeply and jerked me into his arms! He was so much taller than me that I could only bury my face in his arms......

His body was trembling, and so was mine......

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" was the only thing he could say.

I reached out and hugged him gently, silently weeping tears.

There are some things buried in the heart, which is torture for oneself. Some people say: "Life is like a cup of tea, it will not be bitter for a lifetime, but it will always be bitter for a while......"

But to me, the bitterness seems permanent...... Poison.

The reason why you feel lonely is not that no one cares about you, but that the person you care about doesn't know your mind and can't give you the care you want......

Can...... I'd rather hurt myself than you

Wang Yuan, there are dark clouds between your eyebrows, let me clear the clear for you.

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Two people, shattered overnight...... The dark clouds between your brows, I will clear them for you

I was clutched to my little cot, and it was Saturday. No need to go to school...... It is precisely because of this that I have never gone out except for the steamed buns that Wang Yuan bought for me in the morning, and I have never gone out by myself after slowly eating the buns that Wang Yuan bought for me......

Dangling ...... It's already evening.

The dim yellow light on the bedside table was turned on in the room. I thought the light was very warm, so I didn't turn it on again. But this light ...... It's warm, but it's lonely......

Why loneliness? Feeling lonely is not that no one cares about you, but that the person you care about doesn't know your mind and can't give you the care you want......

Outside the door of the "tuk tuk tuk ......", someone knocked softly on my door.

Thinking about dandruff, everyone knows that it is Wang Yuan. I sat on the bed with my knees folded, hesitating to open the door......

The sound of "tuk tuk tuk ......" at the door made me feel very warm at this moment...... I was stunned for a moment, listening quietly to the knock on the door.

Lin Xi ...... Open the door..."Wang Yuan's voice came intermittently, and I could hear some small voices.

I got out of bed and walked barefoot to the door and opened it.

Wang Yuan stood at the door, wearing a handsome home clothes. If it was in the past, I would have been silently a nymphomaniac in my heart, but now...... I don't feel that mood anymore.

"What's wrong......" My voice was fluttering, without a hint of force.

"That's... I ordered takeout, and you ate a few buns in the morning, how can you stand it...... Come out and eat it. ”

I listened to him and walked out obediently. To be honest, I was already hungry and had a stomachache......

"Huh? What about your shoes? Wang Yuan inadvertently found me barefoot and said quickly.

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How I wish I would have abused you to tears (who made you think of sending me a blade), but I don't have that ability~ Kill happy!! Whoever sends me a blade again, I'll ......

…… I'm going to show you live the performance of eating blades and dying!! (Tsundere face)