Seeing Lin Hao turn around and leave hatefully, Zishan turned her head and glared at Jiang Tao: "It's just, it's just that Lin Hao is angry." "Is it true, she's so boring? No matter how you look at Zishan, she is not that kind of person, but Jiang Tao will never say different opinions - he deeply knows the truth that if you get benefits, you have to be happy.

Jiang Tao can be sure that Zishan's feelings for him are not ordinary, but if he pushes too hard, it may be bad, no matter how he says that Zishan has been hurt too much and too much; Give her time, let her slowly understand herself, believe in herself, and the relationship between the two people will come naturally.

What he is worried about now is Zishan's reaction, Ma Li's words should be very lethal to Zishan, right? If Zishan closes the door of her heart again because of Ma Li, he will really beat Ma Li all over the place; Now, he's thinking about whether to take the initiative to speak, or wait for Zishan to ask? If he took the initiative to explain, he was afraid that Zishan would think about it, thinking that he was weak-hearted and covering up something. Quietly glanced at Zishan, he was still a little undecided.

I really didn't expect Ma Li to appear, although it is not that there has been no news over the years, but there are not many times when the two meet; One is that he doesn't want to face some people, and the other is that he doesn't want to recall some bad things.

Zishan naturally discovered Jiang Tao's peeping, and wanted to open her mouth but didn't know how to say: Do you want to ask? If you don't ask yourself, your heart is uncomfortable, but if you ask, why ask? How can she say that now she and Jiang Tao are just "ordinary friends", if you open your mouth to question Jiang Tao, will it seem too much? If she didn't ask, she felt so depressed that she couldn't solve it by opening the car window - she believed Jiang Tao, but Jiang Tao didn't refute it after Ma Li opened her mouth just now, alas, alas!

In fact, even if Jiang Tao and Ma Li have had something, what does it matter to her, right? cough, Jiang Tao and Ma Li have nothing to do now, even if they were very close in the past. But who of them at the age of thirty hasn't passed, has he?

She slipped a lot of thoughts and thoughts in her heart, and persuaded herself, but the final result made her more and more irritated: What happened to this dead Jiang Tao and Ma Li?! It's not that Jiang Tao can't have a past. It's just that Jiang Tao is silent like this, what does it mean to be silent? Thinking of Lin Hao's secret, she felt a pain in her heart, a man with a secret was really terrifying.

Jiang Tao struggled for a long time, and finally spoke after parking the car: "When I was sixteen years old, I was ridiculous for about a year, and the first thing I had to learn after dropping out of school was to drink and smoke and so on; He didn't dare to look at Zishan. Two hands shook the steering wheel slightly, obviously he didn't want to recall that time: "On my birthday, I drank with my so-called brothers. ”

Zishan looked at Jiang Tao and scolded in her heart: Gu left and right to talk about him; But Jiang Tao's expression of loss made her not say anything, but listened quietly. This man's past is too heavy, what is behind the usual smiling face? Was he really happy, or was he really so childish or cheerful, or was it just a mask for him?

"I got drunk that night, for the first time in my life. That feeling, hey; Jiang Tao wiped his face: "I feel that my whole body is relaxed, and all the burdens are gone." What father, what mother, what junior son, etc., all left me, I was so relaxed, never so easy; I cried and I laughed. ”

He glanced at Zishan: "Later, when I woke up the next day, there was Ma Li lying next to me." I don't remember what happened in between, though I remember I was drunk, I cried and laughed, but I don't remember when Mary appeared; In memory. I just drank a glass of something, and I couldn't tell if it was water or what, but anyway, I drank it when a cup was handed to me, and then I didn't remember anything. ”

"What happened was told to me by Ma Li and her two brothers." He stopped at this point, and after a long time he said, "I'm not trying to shirk responsibility, nor am I saying that Mary is a bad person; She. Not bad, right? At least at that time, I was okay with people, and I quarreled and even fought for me; But I couldn't face that kind of thing, and I wasn't mentally prepared at all, so I left. ”

He took a long breath: "I went to my father and left the city to study in a boarding school, and Ma Li later had a boyfriend - she had a boyfriend before I was sixteen, and I was beaten by his boyfriend; In short, it's a mess, I, I ......; Zishan, if I had known what I wanted at the time, I wouldn't have done ridiculous things, but I really can't change the things in the past, I can only say that the current me and the immature child in the past are really not the same person. ”

Zishan turned her head to look out the car window: "You were under a lot of pressure at that time." But what are you doing with me, don't think that if you're in a bad mood, I won't let you have a treat, you won't be able to escape this meal. She was still happy about Jiang Tao's opening, but she let herself ignore that feeling.

It's just that she can't find the right words to comfort Jiang Tao, plus she has something in her heart, in order to cover it up or escape, she will talk like this; At the same time, I also want to bring Jiang Tao's attention back, and those past events should no longer affect the present.

Jiang Tao raised his head violently after hearing this, and watched Zishan's eyes slowly light up, some things don't need to be said or done in person: they can only understand that it is also a tacit understanding; He understood, so he knew that it was time to follow Zishan's words.

Ma Li will not be an obstacle between him and Zishan.

"I only brought twenty yuan, you can just eat." As he spoke, he pushed the car door, got out of the car and locked it; Zishan never waited for someone to open the door for her, it wasn't that she didn't know some kind of etiquette, she just thought it was unnecessary.

After Zishan let go of Jiang Tao and Ma Li's matter, she thought about Lin Haolai: "He thinks that getting a Ma Li out can disgust us?" Hey, see if I'm not mad at him. Jiang Tao, he is a barrister, will you ......" She was worried about Jiang Tao's future.

Jiang Tao looked at her: "You don't have to despise me so much, even if you do, you don't have to say it so clearly, right?" It's not good to be tactful, and people's hearts are also very fragile. was twisted by Zishan's arm fiercely, and he immediately got serious: "No, don't worry, he is a dry eater, but I am not a vegetarian; Also, I think he's too annoying in Bluewater, and the lesson he was taught last time didn't really make him really understand, and I thought it might be a good idea to let him leave Bluewater. ”

Zishan didn't care: "It's the best, it's really annoying to have such a person popping up from time to time; You have to be careful, he really has some skills, otherwise he wouldn't have had such a big reputation in Bluewater City for so many years. ”

"Don't worry. He knows me, but I know him too. Jiang Tao pointed to the dish: "Eat more clear fire, lest you get on fire when you are busy." I think the matter on Uncle Li's side is about the same, Hao Shufen and the others shouldn't go to trouble again, but have you thought about one thing? ”

Seeing Jiang Tao's serious eyes, Zishan was a little strange: "What's the matter?" It's all ready, there should be nothing; As for the cemetery, I would like to inform that it will be the same for Hao Shufen; Now she doesn't have time to bother with my dad's business, and should be dedicated to taking care of her frightened daughter. ”

Jiang Tao's chopsticks scratched the plate a few times: "Zishan, Uncle Li called someone before he died." There are some things that can't be bypassed, and he wants to remind Zishan.

Zishan's eyelids drooped: "That has nothing to do with me, if people really have that heart, I ......" She sighed: "It's just your guess, how could the people of the Shen family let her come when she was so sick?" No matter how broad-minded Shen Zhi is, he won't be so wide-minded, and he will send her to mourn my father. ”

Jiang Tao looked at Zishan: "I don't necessarily come, I may also call you or something; Zishan, I'm not going to ask about the matter between you and whom, I just want to remind you not to let yourself go. He looked at Zishan worriedly, he knew very well that Zishan was fragile now.

Zishan was silent, and she didn't look up at Jiang Tao until she finished eating, and smiled bitterly: "There are many things that you can't get if you want you to work hard, there are too many things in the world that can't be forced; Perhaps, the fortune teller many years ago was right, it is true that my parents in this life are shallow and the six relatives do not rely on them, and they are destined by God - if you ask for it, you can't get it. Yang Guoying, hey, from beginning to end she is always her, I am always me, that's all. ”

Jiang Tao worriedly saw that she didn't persuade again, lest she be even more sad; After eating, Zishan insisted on going back to the mourning hall to have a look, because she was afraid that Hao Shufen would not go to the vigil, so she let her father stay in that strange place by herself that night, believing that her father would be very sad; At least, she didn't want her father to have any more regrets on the last journey.

The mourning hall has been arranged, and in the brightly lit lobby, Hao Shufen sat there accompanied by Li Rongpeng and looked at Li Yaoxu in the coffin blankly.

Zishan and Jiang Tao's arrival was just in exchange for Hao Shufen's glance, and then she turned her head again and didn't speak again; It seems that she has really learned a lot; Seeing that Hao Shufen and Li Rongpeng were there, Zishan didn't have anything to worry about, and went over to burn a few dark coins for his father, then stood up and prepared to leave with Jiang Tao.

When she stood up, she happened to see a person coming in at the door of the lobby, and when the two looked at each other, there were tears in the eyes of the visitor, but Zishan subconsciously looked at Hao Shufen.

Yang Guoying actually came! Zishan didn't expect Shen Zhi to be so broad-minded, pushing her wife to worship her ex-husband; She didn't want to see Yang Guoying anymore, and it was impossible to stop Yang Guoying's worship, because her father's last call before he died was to Yang Guoying, and it was obvious that her arrival would make her father Jiuquan smile too.

However, Yang Guoying came at a really bad time.

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