Chapter 249: Find an opportunity to explain

"I was afraid that she would not be good for me, so I sent someone to follow her secretly...... He also warned his subordinates that if they were found to be unfavorable to him, they would be arrested immediately.

Who knows, Chen Meifang is really betraying me. She also wants to make it public that I'm not stupid, and you know, this must not be exposed.

Once exposed, not only will I die alone, but even the upper and lower levels of the Yanwang Mansion, as well as my subordinates, everything I have been operating for so many years will be destroyed in one fell swoop. I don't want to take that kind of danger.

I can only ...... Send someone to chase her back...... Originally, I wanted to imprison her for the rest of my life, let her stay in the Yanwang Mansion for the rest of my life, and never let her see the Chen family again...... Who knows, she knows that I sent someone to chase her, and knows my intentions, she is very backbone, and would rather ...... I committed suicide...... I don't want to live still...... I have a lot of admiration for that......"

Actually, King Yan hadn't thought about killing Chen Meifang before.

He sent someone to tempt Mama Chen, just to create a terrible image of himself, so that Chen Meifang would be afraid of himself. In that case, he would have an excuse to snub Chen Meifang. Beat her into the cold......

It's just that I didn't expect her to sneak away and want to betray herself. He will never be merciful to his enemies. Knowing this news, he directly ordered Mo Haibiao to kill Chen Meifang......

Who knew that Chen Meifang actually committed suicide and died...... can be regarded as a woman with backbone.

"Then why is everyone spreading that Chen Meifang was killed by you?" Li Luobing's voice was full of doubt.

"Although Chen Meifang was not killed by me, she ...... It's also a death for me, she yes, I want to take the opportunity of her death to tell the other concubines that I am a very crazy madman, so that they will no longer be as entangled with me as before...... You also saw it just now, and those concubines saw me with a look of fear in their eyes. ”

"Why? Do you want to do this? Why do you want them to be afraid of you? ”

"Because ......"

"Because of what?"

"Didn't you say you wanted to be a couple for the rest of your life? You are now my princess Yan, and you can only be a couple with me for the rest of your life...... So ......"

"So you sent someone to kill Chen Meifang? Do you want to kill your other concubines? ”

"Chen Meifang committed suicide! If you don't believe it, look at her body, she was inserted into her own heart, and I didn't send someone to kill her. My people just killed Mama Chen next to her after she died! ”

“……”

Li Luobing raised his head and looked at the person in front of him.

I saw the person in front of me, where he was sitting, I could feel that he was tall and straight, his body was straight, and his deep eyes were staring at him fixedly. And at this moment, there is a hint of indescribable taste in his eyes. It seems to be vaguely with a hint of expectation, vaguely with a hint of anxiety, and with a hint of inexplicable worry......

looked at himself very complicated, for fear of ...... As if he was afraid that he would be angry with him in the next second, he waited with trepidation.

Looking at such eyes, inexplicably, I believed Chu Ruoyao's words. I think what he said is true......

No, not to say that he completely believes his words, what he said for the sake of his own life and a couple, he will definitely not be true. However, what he said about Chen Meifang's suicide, she believes it is true.

What he said about Chen Meifang wanting to betray him is also true......

"Luo Bing, you have to believe me, what I said is true!"

"Yes." Li Luobing nodded, believing part of the other party's words. At least this part of the true situation of Chen Meifang's death.

Chu Ruoyao's eyes suddenly seemed to have unloaded something, and became gentle, a pair of eyes with slight ripples, his eyes were like a touch of slanted moonlight, he looked at it dimly and warmly, and even his voice carried an indescribable tenderness: "Luo Bing, you have to give me some time, those ...... in the house" Those people, I'll find a solution. ”

"No matter how you solve it, will you kill them all?" Li Luobing raised his eyes, with a hint of inexplicable coldness in his eyes, and asked rhetorically, thinking that Yan Wang Chu Ruoyao was so cruel and killed all these women......

She has to think about it, if such a ruthless person really becomes an emperor, will he still be a good emperor? If such a person is in power, he will definitely lose his life.

"Of course not," Chu Ruo's eyes were filled with a hint of eagerness, he quickly shook his head, and explained in a very hurried tone, "Luo Bing, you have to believe me, I'm not that kind of person." ”

"So what kind of person are you?"

"Luo Bing, I know......" Chu Ruoyan lowered her eyes, with a look of regret in her eyes, and the whole person had an indescribable lowness: "I know, last time in Murong Mansion...... I'm pretending to be a fool and making you worry about me all the time...... I was really sorry for you. ”

"Actually, I've been looking for opportunities to talk to you about it, but ...... I couldn't find a chance to explain. ”

It's not that I can't find a chance to explain. It's that I don't want to expose my scars again. Chu Ruo's eyes were a little gloomy, she looked at a place in the corner, her voice was low, and she began to talk about her past:

"When I was young, I grew up in the palace, and in the palace, there was actually no family affection, and it was the most ruthless place in the world. When I was a child, I was very timid and scared, and in my eyes, only my mother was the best for me. In my young heart, my mother was my everything. However, my mother, she is an infatuated person, and she has always liked my father very much, and she likes it to the point where she surpasses everything. In her eyes, love is the most important thing, and nothing else matters.

It's because she loves her father so much that she ...... Dying so early, you may not know that after her death, my world went dark. Especially in the palace, it was even darker, and I almost died again and again...... But I don't want me to die like this...... I want to be cold, I want to be ruthless, I want to do ...... If I am a good person, no one will bully me. In my heart! I've been telling myself not to follow my own mother's path. ”

"I told myself not to fall in love with someone like my mother. I'm afraid I'll be like my mother and lose everything. I can't follow the same path as my mother, don't let that person affect my whole life, and don't let that person affect my judgment and thinking. ”

"So I'm going to do it, be ruthless, and don't let anyone influence my judgment. And don't like anyone, I know, if I like anyone once. I will be like my mother, I will ignore everything, and even sacrifice my own life. I was afraid that I would become like that. I'm scared of myself! I'm afraid that my emotions will definitely affect my sanity!

Especially at that time, in order to see you, I went all the way to chase you, and even on the road, I met Liu Jihua's family, when Liu Jihua left the academy at that time, and then his family wanted to arrest him back. When I heard his family sneer at you, and even said something insulting to your personality, I was very angry, and I lost a trace of reason.

I couldn't help but kill them. It was broad daylight, I killed them all, Sun Bin was nearby with his subordinates, and then I was caught by Sun Bin,...... That time, I was accidentally injured by Sun Bin......"

"At that time, I was very interested in you, and your smile and cheeks, and your words and words all affected my judgment and my thinking. It even affected my actions! At that time, I was very conflicted, and I was so excited that if I killed you, the person who influenced me, then no one would affect me. So, at that moment in the water of Murong Mansion. I did have murderous intentions against you. I'm sorry! ”

Li Luobing's heart bumped, did King Yan mean to confess when he said this? Did he mean that at that time, he liked himself? What he means is his own existence, his own smile and frown. Did it affect his judgment? Was himself so important in his heart at that time?

And he said that he was murderous to himself.

He also believes that he lost his mother when he was a child and grew up alone in the palace. has to pretend to be crazy and stupid, naturally no one educates him, so his character is a little crooked, which is also forgivable! It was precisely because no one had educated him that he decided that he could not let others influence everything about him. If someone influences, nip the influencer in the bud.

Such an idea is very extreme and very sad!

Although Li Luobing could understand Yan Wang Chu Ruoyao's thoughts at that time.

But it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to do it yourself.

This matter, especially the matter of Chu Ruoyan wanting to kill himself with his own hands, the matter of attempted murder. This is a word that is put on someone else's body. She can not care, but when it comes to her, Li Luobing feels that she still cares very much!

At least now it's good not to hate him, not to hate him.

But if she really wants to like him or fall in love with him without any mind as before, Li Luobing feels that she really can't do it now.

"Now I'm glad I didn't make it back then! If I really kill you, I'll regret it for the rest of my life! Actually, I really ...... I want to be with you wholeheartedly, I want to be with you...... Seize that position and look at the mountains and rivers of this Mingyue Country together......"