Chapter 111: Confession
When Yun Moxi woke up, he felt that someone was sleeping on his side, holding him tightly with a pair of slender hands, while the person on his side was as hot as a stove.
Looking sideways, the people around him had red cheeks, dry lips, and frowns together, and they didn't sleep well at all.
He hurriedly probed Lu Qianmo's forehead, and then thinking back to all the things last night, Yun Moxi wanted to understand why this was so.
But his heart was not happy, because he had always been with the other party as Bai Mo, and her actions were all for Bai Mo.
But when he saw the human skin mask not far away, the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose, and then he looked at Lu Qianmo affectionately, and whispered dotingly: "Stupid woman." ”
Yun Moxi checked Lu Qianmo's pulse, but saw the blurred blood stains and scars on her two palms, and one heart was pinched, and her heart was as uncomfortable as if she was suffocating.
Later, he found that Lu Qianmo not only had a wound on his palm, but also had many wounds elsewhere on his body, as if he had been cut by a sharp object, but the flesh at the wound was white due to the long-term soaking in water. It was thought that after they fell off the cliff, her body was scratched by the rocks on the cliff wall, and the white wound was caused by soaking her body in the water to warm herself.
Yun Moxi carefully and distressedly touched every wound on Lu Qianmo's body with his fingertips, and then thought of the sword wounds he had been drugged and bandaged, and he felt even more guilty.
What a stupid woman, don't you know how to cherish yourself?
But what he hates even more is himself, why can't he even protect the woman he loves, let her suffer such a bitter crime.
After applying medicine to Lu Qianmo's wound, Yun Moxi walked out of the cave. After about half an hour, he returned to the cave again, and it turned out that he had gone to the mountains to look for herbs.
Fortunately, he not only found herbs to cure wind and cold, but also a tattered pottery, which could be used to boil medicine for Lu Qianmo after being washed.
The herbs that can be found in the mountains are not very effective. Half a day has passed, Lu Qianmo's still has a fever, and Yun Moxi's internal strength has not yet recovered, whether the sword wound on his back has cracked again because he didn't pay attention to the control amplitude in order to collect medicine, so he can't take Lu Qianmo away from here.
At the end of the day, Yun Moxi could only use the most ordinary methods - decoction and physical cooling, but fortunately, at night, Lu Qianmo's body finally stopped being hot.
During this period, when he had nothing to do, Yun Moxi quietly looked at Lu Qianmo's sleeping appearance, and as long as the other party frowned slightly, his heart was raised.
In fact, the appearance of the other party has long been imprinted in the depths of his heart, lingering, but Yun Moxi still feels that he can't see enough.
Yun Mo asked himself in his heart: For more than 20 years, how could he have been like this?
Late at night, Yun Moxi didn't fall asleep, he just guarded Lu Qianmo quietly, he wanted to see her wake up as soon as possible, he wanted to tell her sorry as soon as possible, so that she would always suffer because of herself.
In the middle of the night, Lu Qianmo finally woke up.
"Thirsty ......," Lu Qianmo said weakly.
Yun Moxi hurriedly brought water for Lu Qianmo, and then carefully helped his body up, "Drink slowly, don't be in a hurry." ”
After Lu Qianmo drank the water, his eyes became completely clear, and after looking around, he found that he was still in the cave, and finally saw Yun Moxi awake beside him, and his heart calmed down, "Are you awake?" ”
"How? Do you still want to drink water? Hungry or not? Are you still feeling unwell? Does the wound still hurt? ......" Yun Moxi asked with concern.
Lu Qianmo frowned, "You ask me so many questions at once, which one should I answer first?" ”
……
Yun Moxi was silent, he asked a lot at once, but these were all questions he cared about. "Then answer them one by one."
……
Yun Moxi kept staring at Lu Qianmo, waiting for her to answer.
"Not thirsty, not hungry, not uncomfortable, but painful."
"I'm sorry, but I caused you to suffer." Yun Mo apologized guiltily. "Where it hurts, I'll show you." After that, he had to check Lu Qianmo's wound.
He carefully picked up Lu Qianmo's hands and carefully checked the injury, "Is the wound in the palm of the palm painful?" Then he gently blew on the wound with his mouth, hoping to reduce the pain of the other party.
Lu Qianmo's heart was softened by Yun Moxi's actions all of a sudden, and being cared for like this by her beloved would be touched by any woman.
"Still hurts ......"? Yun Moxi raised his eyes to ask, but saw a faint tear in the corner of Lu Qianmo's eyes. "What's wrong? Does it hurt you? He asked in a panic, a pair of slender hands holding Lu Qianmo's hands at a loss, for fear that he would hurt her if he didn't pay attention.
Seeing that Yun Mo was at a loss for what to do, Lu Qianmo shook his head, "No." ”
"And what's wrong with you?" Yun Mo asked puzzled.
"I'm fine." Lu Qianmo's eyes regained clarity, "What about you?" How's your injury? ”
"Are you sure?"
"Hmm." Lu Qianmo nodded.
"Then you can rest for a while, and I'll go get you some food." I haven't eaten in such a long time, I must be hungry.
"I'm not hungry, you don't have to be busy." It stands to reason that she should have been hungry a long time ago, maybe the reason for hesitating to get seriously ill just now, she didn't have an appetite yet.
"No, I can't. You haven't eaten in too long and must eat some. Wait for me here, I'll be back shortly. ”
Yun Moxi still went out, Lu Qianmo sat bored alone in a daze, and he didn't know what he would find to eat in the winter of the barren mountains and mountains.
After a tea time, Yun Moxi caught two fish and came back, and they had been cleaned up. "There's nothing to eat here, so if you catch two fish, you can eat some first."
Lu Qianmo stared curiously at the fish in Yun Moxi's hand, and saw that he was roasting it with a fire.
Soon, the fish was roasted, and Yun Moxi handed one of them to Lu Qianmo and said, "Come and taste it." ”
Lu Qianmo was just about to take it over, but Yun Moxi took the fish back again, "I forgot that you still have injuries on your hands, I'll feed you." ”
Lu Qianmo nodded in agreement, she was still in shock at the moment, and her brain stopped working.
Yun Moxi put down the other fish, and then began to feed Lu Qianmo with his own hands.
"How?" Yun Moxi looked at Lu Qianmo expectantly and asked.
After chewing, Lu Qianmo boldly had a guess, "You made all the dishes last night?" ”
Well? Yun Moxi was stunned for a second at first, he didn't expect the other party to ask this question. Then he smiled: "I didn't expect to be discovered by you." ”
"Why didn't I find out that you had such a good craft before?" Lu Qianmo was dissatisfied. That way, they can eat better on the days they are on board.
Yun Moxi explained: "I'm just learning and selling. ”
Well? Now you can make a taste comparable to Fang Bihua, Lu Qianmo commented jealously: "It's really a genius." ”
Yun Moxi got another piece of fish meat and fed it to Lu Qianmo, and said, "You should be happy, so that you don't have to do it yourself, you can eat delicious food every day." ”
"I don't dare call you." Lu Qianmo didn't buy it.
Yun Moxi chuckled lightly and said flatteringly: "I don't need you to call me, can I be proactive?" ”
Lu Qianmo shook his head, Yun Moxi's identity was not here to be her cook, he had more important things to do.
Yun Moxi didn't continue to argue about this matter, because in his heart, he was sure that he would be willing to do it as long as she wanted to eat it.
In the end, Lu Qianmo ate both fish, "Or you go and catch some more fish, you haven't eaten them." ”
Yun Moxi cleaned up the surroundings, and then sat next to Lu Qianmo, "I'm not hungry, you just have to eat." ”
"Thank you." In the face of everything Yun Moxi did, she couldn't accept it with peace of mind.
Lu Qianmo was so polite that Yun Mo was a little injured, so he got up and took the herbs he had prepared before, and then squatted down in front of Lu Qianmo, held her hands, lowered her head and carefully examined the wound, "I'll change the dressing for you." ”
Lu Qianmo instinctively wanted to stop, but was caught by the other party, and she didn't continue to resist if she didn't succeed.
"Thank you." The words of thanks blurted out again.
Yun Moxi paused in changing the medicine, and then continued to take the medicine as if nothing happened.
During the whole process of taking the medicine, the two of them "tacitly" stopped talking, and when the medicine in the palm of his hand was changed, Yun Moxi raised his head and looked at Lu Qianmo with a pair of affectionate eyes, his thin lips opened lightly, and said, "You don't have to thank me, these are all things I do willingly." ”
Lu Qianmo was attracted by Yun Moxi's serious and affectionate appearance.
"It's like when you soaked yourself in ice water to save me, heated yourself up and used your body temperature to warm me. In the face of such you, I am happy and sad at the same time. ”
"I'm happy that you're willing to do all this for me, so does this prove that you have me in your heart."
"I'm sad that I always hurt you and failed to protect you."
"I don't know when you knew that Bai Mo is Yun Moxi, since you woke up until now, you haven't asked, I think you already knew." Yun Moxi pulled out a mocking smile, he thought that everything was under his control, but he had already seen through it.
"I want to say that whether it is Bai Mo or Yun Moxi, the first time I approached you was indeed for the purpose of wanting to use Moyan Pavilion. However, I don't know when you have lived in my heart and lingered. At the beginning, I also avoided and was confused in the face of this sudden heartbeat, after all, I have been used to being alone for more than 20 years. ”
Yun Moxi pursed his lips slightly, paused and continued: "The funny thing is that I told myself to avoid it, but I always avoided it. I will always be involuntarily attracted by your figure, always think of your every move, word by word, and always guess what you are doing when I can't see you, whether you are laughing or in a daze or sleeping lazy, whether you are looking up at the stars or hungry and going to the kitchen to steal food. ”
"Until that night when I broke into the palace, when I saw the sword that He Wu stabbed at you, I was very scared, I was afraid that I would lose you, I was afraid that your life would disappear in front of my eyes, I was afraid of ......"
Speaking of this, Yun Moxi was a little excited, and looked at Lu Qianmo with flickering eyes......
"Yun Moxi......" Lu Qianmo wanted to speak, but his lips were gently sealed by Yun Moxi with his fingers to stop him.
"Shhhh
Yun Moxi held Lu Qianmo's arm, and then continued: "At that moment, I realized how important you are to me, I would rather be injured and suffer than you be hurt in the slightest, even if it is my life in exchange for your life." However, I always let you get hurt, Bamboo Forest that time and this time...... I know I'm not qualified to ask you to trust me, after all, I'm not good enough. But my heart is still reluctant to let you go. ”
"As you can guess about me, my life may be in danger at any time with me, and the path I am taking is destined to be full of thorns. I can't predict all the dangers, but I can promise you that I will protect you with my life. ”
"So, will you stay with me for the rest of your life?"
When he asked the last sentence, fine beads of sweat appeared in Yun Moxi's palms, and he was afraid that Lu Qianmo would reject him, but he also told himself in his heart that even if the other party refused, he would not give up until she was willing.
Because no matter what concerns Lu Qianmo has in his heart, he is willing to slowly let her let go of her heart.