We are 153, and I have to grow
My image is a little dirty
The rickety body can't see the vigor it once was
Although he was young at the beginning
Although I was in a mood at the beginning
Although the original ambition can break through the blue sky
Now I'm shrinking
Don't dare to relive the beginning
It was the years that smoothed my edges
Or did I give up on myself in the vicissitudes of life
Time is passing day by day
Deep furrows are drawn on the faces that mark the experience
Dust that settles in a ravine
It records my mediocre rushes
Rushing to cover the old days layer by layer
It's so covered that even I can't see through it
Is it that he is a mediocre person in the first place?
Forcing himself to emit intense light and heat
A bean star can't dispel the indifference of wind and rain
The soaring image adorns the loneliness of youth
The envious applause of others anesthetized the senses
The illusion deceives itself to ignite the beacon of challenge
Where is your own territory?
What is his opponent?
The goalless rush gradually wears out his sharpness
Rush left and right
A spear that has been eroded by the wind
Rusty and incapable of piercing the dawn
Just run around in the dark of night
Before I knew it, my beard was dyed with snow
The exhausted back is also hunched forward
I'm old, I'm still tired
Am I deserted, or wasted
Can I still really step on the warhorse?
Break through the dawn, pierce the dawn
Look back at the night around you
It is his own vanity that obscures the color of youth
It is hypocrisy that adorns their own growth
When vanity fades
When hypocrisy slowly withers
Only then can I clearly see the true power of my own growth
However, time has been in vanity
Ruthlessly lost
Can I still go back to green
Can I still blow the horn of the charge again?
When the light of dawn illuminates me
I'm still a little panicked
Is it that their wings have shrunk
Isn't their own sky already obscure
Do you still have the strength to rekindle the beacon fire that challenges you?
Is it your own image that can still be vibrant
Is it his own ambition that can still swallow mountains and rivers
Is it fighting bloody on your own real battlefield?
Is it possible to sing triumphantly after a fight?
Is it that he can still create a legend that is no longer ethereal?
I woke up from a dream
Get out of the small corners locked by dreams
Even though my image is not neat, and my bags are obscene
The ragged decoration records the dilapidation of the past
I opened my arms to the morning sun
Maybe passers-by will laugh at me for being crazy
Maybe my madness will attract disdainful spectators
I don't mind the eyes of the world
I knew I needed sunshine
I knew I needed to live
You need to forge a new self
I've wasted too much of my passion
I've wasted too many years
Put the shackles of hypocrisy on your own growth
Grow yourself into a bald tree, no flowers, no fruits
fluttering in the succession of the seasons
Now the wind and dust are peeling me off layer by layer
I am not willing to suffer like this
I am not willing to be so rotten
Although I was scarred
My mind has never been numb
I still want to grow, I want to blossom, and I want to bear fruit
I also want to grow into a landscape that shows vigorously
I know the price of growing again
I know the pain of transformation
I had to break the trajectory of my upbringing
I have to completely deny the pattern I used to be.]
I had to start again
I had to recast my edges
I had to rebuild my strength
Let growth take root and sprout
Let yourself grow into a free-spirited image
Allow yourself to develop a mindset that moves forward
Let yourself grow into new beliefs and be full of energy
Let yourself have a new life experience that is no longer a fragile bubble
I think—
I can still hold a spear
I can still roar on the battlefield
I can still run the war like crazy
Even if this fight is just a short leap
I also want to take such a leap and firmly freeze the new life
Freeze on your own life's journey
Freeze on the battlefield you've fought
Let the later warriors no longer fight vainly
Let the battlefield of later warriors be broader
Let the faith of the later warriors fly and sing under the blue sky
Let the excellent latecomers be distinguished by the comings and goings of the world