When he opened the door and walked out, Di Jiu's clothes and hair were neat and tidy, and he was not messy.

There's no denying that he's just had a happy affair. In every way, it was a relatively successful and satisfying entertainment.

As the Heavenly King of the Shura Sect, among the various magic skills he has learned, there will never be a lack of the technique of Huan Hao and the skill of communicating, which is impeccable.

Somewhat surprisingly, the sect master, who usually seemed to be very stupid and pure, did not seem to know less than him in this regard.

That kind of flesh should obviously be a virgin, but his experience seems to surpass that of any skilled hand.

Di Jiu waved his heart indifferently, it seemed to be very faint and gloomy. This kind of thing, in fact, is useless to think about. Could it be that the guy who dares to pull anyone as a lover casually will be a jerky person who doesn't know what is going on?

As for what looks like a virgin......

There are many ways to make people feel this kind of delusion, right?

He raised his eyebrows coldly, extremely dissatisfied with his chaotic thoughts at this moment.

In short, it was a mutually satisfying affair. They should both have achieved physical pleasure and have taken care to give each other pleasure, and that is enough.

His eyes were gloomy as he looked at a slowly approaching figure in the distance. He walked forward with an indifferent expression, and continued to move forward without squinting as he passed by.

"What did you talk about? Or ......" Di Yi stopped, stopped in front of him, and asked in a deep voice, "I should ask you, what did you do?" ”

"He did what he wanted." Di Jiu said indifferently: "He wants a lover." I gave him a lover. ”

Di Yi's face changed slightly: "You, how can you ......?"

"Why not? Do you sit back and watch him go around grabbing random people and going to bed as a lover? Di Jiu sneered, "Shouldn't you admire the sacrifice I made for the Divine Sect?" ”

Di Yi said angrily: "He promised." Never look for anyone else. ”

"Yes, and then as soon as he turned around, he asked Zhuo Yunpeng to get a beautiful man to wash and strip off and send him to his bed."

"You are ...... for this matter" Di Yi realized that there was a misunderstanding in this matter, and the situation at that time was ......"

"Actually, there is no misunderstanding. I don't care about the truth of that. Di Jiu said calmly, "I know what kind of person he is, and he is satisfied with the current situation, and I am not dissatisfied." ”

"Nope. You don't know. Di Yi looked at him, and his expression was faintly painful, "He has changed, but you don't know." ”

"I don't believe that there is a change in this world overnight, let alone what happened in the past, it will not change." Di Jiu didn't bother to talk nonsense with him anymore, so he bypassed him and walked forward.

Di Yi refused to give up and raised his hand to stop him: "No, you are wrong, he did it wrong before, but now." Are you doing something wrong? You find his actions hateful and his indifference outrageous. Do you think he will continue to look innocently and innocently. pestering you to be his lover, forcing him to make love, ignoring all your embarrassments with that hateful ignorance, you feel that it is better for him to keep you in a difficult situation, it is better for you to do it all by yourself, but you are wrong. You don't know how he's been these days, you don't understand ......"

"I don't need to understand him. I don't care about him, I just need to know what I want to do. Di Jiu opened his arm with one hand and strode forward.

"You don't care about him, you will be angry about Zuo Mingyue's son in his bed until now, you will deliberately use this way to determine the relationship between you in order to prevent this kind of thing from happening in the future, he used to deceive himself, and now it is you who ......"

Di Yi's figure shook slightly, and he stopped him again.

Di Jiu's eyes were slightly gloomy, and he unabashedly rose with his murderous intent: "One, do it now, die in my hands, and two, roll me to your master to show your concern, don't get in the way of my ......eyes here."

Di Yi sneered: "Do you think I'm really afraid of you......"

He pressed his palm on the hilt of his sword, but before the sword was unsheathed, a series of shouts came from the front: "The king of heaven, the king of heaven, the king of the Yaksha has sent a message, and if there is something important, please go to the king of heaven to discuss it immediately." ”

When the sound came, it was Zhuo Yunpeng who led four or five disciples and rushed over. I don't know if it's this rare alert for a while, seeing that the situation here is not right, and people are still far away, he has already shouted loudly.

Di Yi frowned slightly, and finally let go.

Di Jiu walked away coldly.

Zhuo Yunpeng saw that Di Jiu's face was not good, and he didn't dare to raise his head to look at him directly, but just lowered his head and said respectfully: "My subordinates have arranged a room for the Yaksha King, please let the Heavenly King let his subordinates guide the way." ”

Di Jiu didn't say a word, and walked with him.

His steps were calm, what he saw in his eyes, what he heard in his ears, and every word in his ears, but his heart seemed to remain in the distance, in the room where he and another person became a separate world, and in the chaotic dispute just now.

Di Yi said, "He has changed, but you don't know." ”

Who can change overnight?

However, he remembered that in that fierce entanglement, he held him all the time, all the time, and never let go. So hard, so hot, so real.

Even if he is as cold-hearted as him, when he thinks about it, he doesn't feel faint.

He and him, with each other, have had so many false words and actions, true and false, and tomorrow is still unknown.

He will never be able to see his truth, he will never know which of his words is from the heart, and which of his faces is what he is.

However, the embracement at that moment was so real, so unreservedly opening the whole chest, so unabashedly delivering the whole body.

Di Jiu didn't know that he let out a silent sigh at this moment, Di Jiu didn't know that he was at this moment, and he gently clenched his fist in his sleeve.

That way, such a deep and forceful embrace and fusion, until now, the fingertips seem to still carry the warmth of that person.

He remembered that the man had been careful to pay attention to his pleasure throughout the whole process, he remembered

In the moment of madness, the man said in a very low and very low voice in his ear: "

He said again and again, in a very low voice, in a very sad tone.

And he, when he heard it, pretended not to hear. Pretend to be perfectly immersed in that turmoil and confusion, and have no intention of caring about anything else.

"He's changed, but you don't know it."

Why is there a touch in the chest?

Has he changed? Will he really change, and will the cold boulder change? So, for whom did he change, and who made him change?

The faint throbbing in his heart was really ridiculous, he couldn't really believe Di Yi's ridiculous words, right?

Zhuo Yunpeng's voice came from his ears: "Heavenly King, the Yaksha King is temporarily resting here." ”

The door opened in front of him, and Yaksha's cold face was cold.

Di Jiu calmly brushed away the thoughts that were hidden in his mind, coldly suppressed the last bit of slight emotion, and walked towards the pair of eyes that were as cold as him.

Life is like this, and everything is like this.

Then I was touched in my heart and realized in my chest. Often the world is entangled, and all matters are pressed, even if they are concerned, they must be let go and delayed. When I look back, many thoughts are no longer known, and many thoughts are no longer remembered.

Maybe it won't be until many years later, when things are wrong, that we can realize what we have missed.

The room was not cluttered, nor did it exude any lewd atmosphere, everything was neatly organized. Fu Hanqing lay quietly on the bed. He was covered with a thin quilt.

Everything was too calm, too normal, but Di Yi, who pushed the door in, couldn't help but sigh: "I was wrong." ”

I was wrong, I shouldn't have pulled you out of that ignorant and safe world to this too complicated world out of a moment of righteous indignation, I shouldn't have trusted Di Jiu to talk to you properly and give him enough time and opportunity.

Fu Hanqing turned his head to look at him, his eyes were quiet: "No." You did nothing wrong. You know I'm lying to myself, and you've told me the truth. I used to bury my head in the ground, I didn't see or listen to everything, I didn't want to accept it, I rejected all malice and harm, but I also ignored everyone's kindness to me. I don't have to hate people. But how can I, I don't even know, who has ever been really good to me? ”

He smiled, his expression surprisingly calm: "Di Yi, I am a person without a heart, you want me to give you a name, I didn't think about your mood at all." ”

Di Yi smiled bitterly: "You gave it, Di Yi, how simple and direct it is easy to remember and remember the name." ”

"You've always protected me. Care for me, take care of me. And I've always taken it for granted. I've never said thank you once. ”

Di Yi said lightly: "Not all the time, at the beginning, I just wanted to use you to live better." Moreover, the people who are shadow guards never thought that one day they would hear the people they protect thank you. ”

"But you're also trying to make my life better. Moreover, you are not a shadow guard, your life and your path are now up to you. Fu Hanqing smiled and said, "Thank you is what should be said, there are many, many words." It turns out that if you don't say it out loud, others won't know. You don't understand, you don't understand, you actually understand their minds, and you actually try very hard to reciprocate such hearts. ”

Di Yi stared at Fu Hanqing in silence, he smiled, he was calm. However, Di Yi knew that he was just trying to smile and try to be calm.

"Di Jiu is not me, I can be ill-intentioned at first, and then slowly become your guard, but he may not be able to. He's different from me, and though we've been brought up with the same training, I've not been the most outstanding like him, and I haven't tasted the joy of being a master, and all the pain of seeing what I've lost, you're ......" he took a deep breath and said softly, "Be careful. ”

Fu Hanqing said quietly: "I still don't know much about love, I don't understand it very well, but I know that you can't be too careful when you love someone." So, even if you have doubts, don't say it to me again, I want to love him, I want to do everything in my power to be good to him, then I don't want to hear anyone say bad things about him, I don't doubt him, don't worry too much about the consequences, don't think about all his true intentions. ”

"You know he has ulterior motives, how can you trust him?"

"If you want someone not to lie to you, the first thing to do should not be doubt, temptation, to show how smart you are, but to believe him. If you don't want to trust someone, how can you expect him to be sincere, and if I can't even trust him, how can I dare to say that I really want to love him. If I have to think about the truth and falsehood of everything he says, and if I have to consider the benefits and disadvantages of every move he makes, then I will be exhausted with such love. And he will no longer believe me because of my doubts, and will not give me any sincerity. ”

Fu Hanqing smiled, sat up from the bed, wrenched his fingers, and counted with Di: "You see, no one can tell lies forever, even if he says ten words to me, at least seven of them are true, I just believe it all, and I won't suffer." I'll be happy for seven truths, and three falsehoods, because I don't know, so I'll be happy too. But if I don't believe it, all the words will sound to me to think twice and think twice, and how unworthy it is to miss seven truths for the sake of three falsehoods. ”

Di Yi smiled bitterly: "I never knew that accounts could be calculated like this." ”

Fu Hanqing raised his eyes to look at him: "Promise me, don't suspect him, don't accuse him......"

"I don't have to accuse him in front of him, but it's impossible not to suspect him, but I can promise not to say it to you, not to disturb you......" Di Yi sighed and pulled the quilt for him, "You...... What is needed? ”

Fu Hanqing knew what he was referring to, and he didn't blush and shy, and said lightly: "It's okay with me, he was very careful and didn't hurt me." ”

Although his reaction was completely different from what a normal person had lust at the beginning, no matter how strange something happened to Fu Hanqing, Di Yi would not be surprised, so he nodded and didn't ask more. It's just that in the end I couldn't help but sigh "It's just that I still can't rest assured, he is different from you, you used to be indifferent, that is, insensitive, but he and I both."

The people who came out of prison, monsters like us, were cruel, there was no elephant. ”

"Even if it's cruel, I'll do it to him first." Fu Hanqing said softly, "My teacher said that everyone's path can only be walked by themselves, and everyone's difficulties can only be broken through by themselves." I will bear the consequences of what I planted, and I will face the situation I have created. ”

Di Yi smiled and helped him lie down: "I was worried that you didn't understand, but now you know very well, what else do I say, you have a good rest, I will guard the outside for you." ”

He covered the quilt for Fu Hanqing again, and then turned around and walked out of the room.

He closed the door with his hand, and the faint smile in his eyes immediately faded.

He knew he was wrong. He shouldn't have pulled Fu Hanqing out of that safe and quiet world.

In the past, Fu Hanqing was too cold and cruel, but now Fu Hanqing is too guilty and uneasy.

People who come out of their shells can be smart enough to perceive everything, and they can be wise enough to face complexity. However, there is no enough ruthlessness to protect itself.

In this world, people can't be too indifferent, but they can't be completely indifferent.

In the past, that Fu Hanqing was silly and stupid, as if he didn't understand anything, didn't understand anything, was always in his own world, thinking about his own thoughts, saying things that were not tolerated by the world, and doing things that shocked everyone, but now, he was too gentle, too calm, too considerate, and too submissive.

That always does stupid things and says stupid things. Fu Hanqing, who makes people angry, laughing and helpless, will he come back?

Di Yi sighed, he didn't know.

Lying quietly on the bed, Fu Hanqing still did not feel sleepy.

Love someone, love someone hard, return a feeling, feel a heart.

Everything, everything, for him. It's all too strange.

Not for the task, not for the paper, not for everything else.

Seize the limited time in this life to love hard and strive to seek not to separate.

However, he didn't know. What should I do, what can I do?

Even if he comes out of his shell, he only has more perceptual ability than before for love, he can feel the hearts of others, know that someone treats him well, someone treats him well, and someone has feelings for him.

But that's about it.

How to talk about love, how to consolidate love, how to create love. He had no experience in everything.

What he knows. It is nothing more than monopoly and plunder, nothing more than persecution and humiliation.

The experience of his lifetimes. can't learn from it, all the stories that Zhang Minxin showed him in the United States and China can't be believed.

He's not a genius, he's not a god, he doesn't know how to start all this that he doesn't know at all.

It would be nice if you could ignore the world as you did before, or ignore it at all, and you could be stupid enough to catch someone. Wantonly asked, how to love someone. How to pursue a person, how to express one's heart, and then do things according to the rules and regulations.

But no, the selfish guy who doesn't care about other people's moods and ignores the world's emotions can do this, but now, he knows, no.

Such a question is easy to embarrass people, such a question is not easy to answer, and such a question, even if the answer is asked, I am afraid that it will not be able to really copy it.

Being in this world, you must obey the rules of this world. However, to obey and obey is such a hard and tiring thing.

That Han, who doesn't understand anything and doesn't pay attention to anything, is actually extremely happy.

Fu Hanqing thought in confusion, reaching out to touch the wound on his shoulder.

At the height of his passion, Di Jiu was also careful not to shake his wounds. In the craziest time, Di Jiu was also distracted to take care of his needs.

There was no crazy and wanton aggression, no wayward and domineering harm, no reckless plunder, Di Jiu was different from all the others.

In the midst of those confused gasps, he said more than once, "Don't look for another lover again." ”

"Don't let me find another lover again."

"If you choose me, I will answer you, and in the future, you will never be able to ......"

When it came to that blending, he said it over and over again.

Fu Hanqing knew that Di Jiu's repetition again and again was not just about the face of the Divine Sect.

No matter what the motive is, no matter how deep the hatred, are you, still a little bit of love for me?

So......

Let me try to love you like this, will it make you gradually forget the hurt you have had.

Just let me try to hold your hand, will you slowly remember that you are also needed.

Let me hold you hard like this, will it make you slowly stop being so cold.

I want you, not to be alone, alone, so, so cold.