Chapter 83: Matters of the Heart
However, she didn't understand what I was thinking, and she said, "My parents divorced when we were very young, and neither of them wanted us siblings, but I never blamed them, I know, they were both young at the time. If you are followed by two children, it must be a burden, but it is just bitter for my brother and has pulled me so big since I was a child! ”
I've heard them talk about what she said before, I really didn't expect her parents to be so ruthless, after the divorce, in order to marry herself, she abandoned her two biological children, the so-called tiger poison does not eat children, I didn't expect her parents to be so ruthless.
Maybe it's really as she said, like her, it's better to become like me, at least after I became a snake, my parents have not forgotten me, but I'm afraid I won't be able to fulfill my filial piety, thinking of this. I shook my head slightly, too.
The woman was attentive, she noticed my performance and asked, "Hey, what are you shaking your head, are you also having a bad time?" ”
Listen to her question. I subconsciously nodded at her, as if interested, and she asked again: "Yes, you are so spiritual, you must have experienced a lot of things, can you tell me about your past?" ”
I looked up at her slightly, and noticed that her gaze was full of doubt. I don't seem to believe that a snake actually has something on my mind, I don't know why, I think that when she asks me like this, all my thoughts also come to my heart, and I always want to find someone to talk to.
Because during this time, I always felt very depressed, hesitated for a while, and finally made a bold decision, I climbed into bed. I found Yu Wenhang's notebook and pen, and then curled it up with my tail. It is written: The same is the end of the world!
Seeing this, Yu Wenjing was stunned, she covered her mouth, tried not to scream, and looked at me with an incredible face, she didn't expect that I could not only understand human speech, but also write, which had subverted her cognition.
After a long time, she trembled and said, "Oh my God, you can write?" ”
I nodded at her and wrote, "I will!"
After being surprised, she slowly accepted this fact, and then she was full of curiosity, and slowly walked to my side, and said: "You are really not an ordinary snake, I think you are more like a person, I noticed your eyes before, and found that you are different from other animals, as if with feelings, you tell me, are you human?" ”
She asked this question, but to the point, I have to admit that her mind is very delicate, but should I tell her, in the end I don't know why, I always want to tell her these things, maybe it's really because I've been depressed for too long, and her current life experience, I always feel that I'm a little similar to her, they are all hard-working.
Finally, I took a pen and wrote down my story on a piece of paper, and told her all this, and I was sure that she would not betray me.
After reading what I wrote, Yuwenjing was silent for a long time, as if digesting everything that was incredible, she felt as if she was dreaming now, a snake body actually contained a person's soul, she couldn't believe all this, but I was alive in front of her, and I personally took a pen to write it out and told her.
She had to accept this fact, and let out a long sigh of relief, and finally she sat on the edge of the bed, but comforted me again, she said: "Ji Cheng, I didn't expect your life experience to be worse than mine, but it has happened, and the person who killed you has also been punished by you, don't think about these unhappy things in the future, be a snake, maybe you will be happier?" ”
I shook my head with a wry smile in my heart, and wrote: "Although I have to accept this fact, I really want to become a human being, and then honor my parents, I am afraid that after they are two old age, no one will take care of them, but now I have become like this, I really don't know what to do in the future, I am really unwilling, you know?" ”
Seeing what I wrote, Yu Wenjing's eyes flickered a little, and she seemed to burst into tears, I knew that she was sympathizing with me, because now I am worse than her, I don't know how many times, she is still a person no matter what she says, and there is a brother who loves her, and I, who was killed by someone, became an animal.
Maybe animals are nothing, but I keep the human mind, this kind of pain is not something that ordinary people can experience, just like a normal person, but living the life of an animal, what people can get, but I can't get.
Perhaps feeling the discomfort in my heart, she gently stroked me and said: "Ji Cheng, something has happened, ants will be busy every day for their lives, not to mention that you are still a snake, and a snake with a human soul, I believe that God has given you a chance to live again, so maybe one day, there will be another miracle to make you become a human again, I believe there will be that day!" ”
I knew she was comforting me, but as she said, things had happened, and the sadness had not changed, and as for turning back into a human being, although I was very hopeful, it was only a comfort to myself.
I sighed softly in my heart, and then told her to keep this secret for me, and if other people with bad intentions found out, then I would be really miserable.
She nodded fiercely, saying that even her brother wouldn't tell us, this is the secret between us, and I nodded reassuringly.
At this time, Yu Wenhang also came back, he saw me lying on his bed, and there was a pen and paper next to him, just about to come over to see what was going on, Yu Wenjing grabbed the notebook, and quickly tore off the words I wrote on it, crumpled it into a ball and put it in his pocket.
Yu Wenhang was stunned for a moment and said, "Why are you a little girl, making it so mysterious?" ”
Yu Wenjing smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's just boring to write and play casually, you don't care, bring something delicious back, eat quickly, I'm starving." ”
Yu Wenhang shook the several large lunch boxes in his hand and said: "Today is all delicious, these two packs belong to Brother Snake, let's open them for Brother Snake first!" ”
Yu Wenjing immediately took it, opened the lunch box, and then put it on Yu Wenhang's bed, and said, "Ji Cheng, I must have not eaten well outside in the past two days, hurry up and eat!" ”
I gave her a grateful look, and I knew that she had now treated me as a human being, and no longer threw her lunch box on the ground like before.
Yu Wenjing did think so, she said to Yu Wenhang: "Brother, don't put Ji Cheng's rice on the ground in the future, that's not good, if your bed is dirty, I'll wash it off for you!" ”
Yu Wenhang smiled and said: "Hehe, this is no problem, what you said is right, Brother Snake is different from other snakes, but what are you polite to my brother, if it is dirty, I will wash it myself, it's okay!" "The Turks are begging to carry it.
For the kindness of their brother and sister, I am grateful in my heart, after becoming a snake, except for my parents who did not dislike me, their brother and sister are the best people to me, this feeling, I have remembered this feeling.
At night, when Yu Wenjing saw that I was going to lie down in the corner to sleep again, she suddenly pulled Yu Wenhang and said, "Brother, how can you let Ji Cheng sleep on the ground, why don't we rent another room for it!" ”
Yu Wenhang didn't understand what she meant, a snake can still rent a room by itself? However, he still said: "I also planned to let Brother Snake sleep in my bed, but it has to run to the ground to sleep, even if it rents another room, it will also run to sleep on the ground, it seems to be meaningless!" ”
After hearing this, Yu Wenjing still said: "Then what's the matter, you can't let it sleep on the ground, I don't care anyway!" ”
I know that she didn't care about me because she thought I was a snake, but now she really thinks of me as a human being, so if she sees me still sleeping on the ground, she always feels like she is abusing me.
Yu Wenhang didn't know her thoughts at all, thinking that she was joking, so he said: "Okay, go to sleep, if Brother Snake really likes to sleep in bed, it will come up by itself, if that's the case, let's rent a room for it, and even let me lay on the floor!" ”
Yu Wenjing glared at her brother and said, "Don't rent it!" ”
After speaking, she rolled her eyes and said to me: "Ji Cheng, go to sleep in my room, I can talk to you when I'm bored, do you want to?" ”