Chapter 78: Open and honest conversation
Lin Man's voice stopped abruptly.
She looked ahead blankly, she didn't regret listening to Huo Yunzheng's voice.
Why was she so innocent at the beginning, just when she heard that Huo Yunzheng was empathetic and didn't fall in love, she didn't even dare to make a phone call, she only dared to hide alone and secretly sad.
But what's the use of regretting it?
They have missed it for so many years, and now Huo Yunzheng is no longer the clear and bright teenager he was back then.
They have all been ruthlessly changed by the years, she has become more and more sharp, more and more responsible for a big woman, and the original young boy has also become a man who is extremely deep, ingenious, and even paranoid.
She gasped, calmed down, and trembled as she lowered her sleeve to cover the wound again.
Huo Yunzheng grabbed her wrist.
His eyes burned and his voice was hoarse: "Don't hide it, I'm going to look at them." ”
Lin Man's pale but delicate face flashed unnaturally for a moment: "What's so beautiful, it's ugly." ”
"It's not ugly, it's beautiful, it's all proof that you love me." As the man spoke, he grabbed her wrist and kissed her fiercely, the moment her lips touched her wrist, the warm touch made Lin Man's heart twitch suddenly, and even with a little pain.
She pursed her lips, not knowing what to say for a moment.
The man kissed a few more times, then raised his head and looked at Lin Man with burning eyes: "Back then...... I read the letter, it was your handwriting, but you said you didn't write it, who can imitate your handwriting to the point of being fake? ”
Lin Man's eyes became confused for a moment.
Yes, although her handwriting is not pretty, it is also extremely in her own style.
I still remember when I used to take calligraphy classes, the teacher once said that her words are beautiful and elegant, if you practice Yan Zhenqing's font, you will definitely succeed, but it is not good at all, the mentality is not right, and you are full of only falling in love, and it is difficult to become a big thing in the end.
She was not convinced, and went back to practice for a while with Yan Zhenqing's copybook.
Therefore, her font has both the neatness of regular script and the elegance of Yan Zhenqing, which is not easy for ordinary people to imitate.
So...... Who the hell is it?
The mood of both of them was a little heavy all of a sudden.
Everything in the past is like a huge puzzle, covered with boundless fog, and the past, which was once thought to be clear, becomes confusing at this moment.
Lin Man's heart sank.
She always felt that everything was as if there was a pair of invisible big hands, stirring up the storm in the Lin and Huo families, and even Jiang Chenyi's Jiang family, and some families that had not yet appeared, and her brain nerves throbbed in an instant.
His face suddenly turned white, his knees weakened, and the whole person was completely paralyzed in the man's arms.
"What's wrong with you?" Huo Yunzheng was startled, and hurriedly picked her up horizontally, and carried her directly into the room.
Putting her on the soft big bed, he hurried back to the living room to get his mobile phone and prepare to call Fang Zhou.
"Ah Zheng, don't fight." Lin Man leaned against the door and looked at him with a pale face.
Huo Yunzheng, who had just called up the number and was about to dial, stepped in front of her with a condensed face, stuffed her back into the quilt again with a dark face, and scolded angrily: "You are crazy, if you are uncomfortable, lie down obediently for me." ”
"It's okay, Ah Zheng, it's just a headache." Lin Man smiled weakly at him: "I'm used to it, and this pain comes and goes quickly." ”
Got used to it......
Three words made the man's face completely change.
He put a lot of people around her, but no one told him that Lin Man had a headache.
"What the hell is going on?" His voice was cold, as if it was about to freeze people into ice.
"Since the last car accident, this problem has been added." Lin Man looked at the ceiling and said leisurely.
Huo Yunzheng was a little overwhelmed when he heard this: "We will go to the hospital now for a detailed examination, your headache can't be delayed any longer." ”
"Don't." Lin Man stubbornly decisive, squinted her eyes, the pain gradually began to disappear, her spirit also improved a little, and her eyes began to become clear and looked at Huo Yunzheng: "At least, not tonight." ”
The man frowned, clearly dissatisfied with her answer.
"Tonight, we have to make all the words clear, to the end...... The result was good or bad, at least no regrets. ”
Huo Yunzheng's heart suddenly panicked, as soon as he grabbed her hand, there was panic in his eyes, he had a feeling that tonight would be the day of the verdict on the relationship between them, whether they were dead or alive, it all depended on tonight.
"Okay, now that you're going to make it clear, let's start five years ago." The man's voice was slightly stalked, and he seemed to hold his breath in his heart: "Five years ago, we broke up...... No, it can't be counted as a breakup, it can only be counted as a calculated thing, you think I abandoned you, but I received your breakup letter, who is the biggest beneficiary between us? ”
Lin Man pursed his lips and snorted for a long time.
After all, he didn't say a word.
Who will benefit the most ......?
What benefits can the relationship between an orphan girl whose parents are dead and an illegitimate child be tainted by others?
Obviously, there is no solution to this problem.
So, this brings us to the second question.
"You ...... Why did you marry He Cheng? ”
"Then why did you get engaged to Qiao Jingyan?"
The two men asked in unison.
Immediately, they looked at each other, and they all saw the stubbornness of not giving in from the other party's eyes.
In the end, Huo Yunzheng was the first to compromise, he pursed his lips: "At that time, I couldn't accept the breakup, coupled with the death of my mother, I suddenly became very depressed, for a period of time I even lived in a bar, and the foreign bars themselves were mixed, plus the control of drugs over there was not strict, I almost couldn't help but get infected with drugs for a while, and later, Qiao Jingyan and I were classmates, she had been with me during that time, plus the Qiao family has always wanted to open the domestic market, and my purpose is the same, So they got engaged first. ”
As he spoke, as if he was still afraid that Lin Man would not believe it, he explained more: "She may not have pure thoughts about me, but I definitely have no other thoughts about her." ”
But even if he explained so, she still couldn't stop feeling sad.
In those painful years, the person who accompanied this man was not her.
Such an experience made her jealous and unspeakably guilty.
"Okay, I'm done, it's time for you to speak." The man pretended to shrug his shoulders relaxed, but his eyes looked at her even more burningly.
"My parents passed away when I was very young, my grandmother is also old, the company is in the hands of my uncle, you also know what kind of person my uncle is, in less than three months, the company was a mess, grandma asked me to marry He Cheng, I happened to be disheartened, I married whoever I married, so I was not picky, so I married directly."
Lin Man's tone of voice was very calm and indifferent.
It can be seen that the relationship between her and He Cheng at the beginning was really different from what Huo Yunzheng imagined, and there was really no affection between them.
It's just that the current He Cheng seems to have plans to turn back as a prodigal son.
He suddenly felt panicked, and there were not just misunderstandings between them, but also five years.
In the past five years, no matter good or bad, the relationship between her and He Cheng has been based for five years, he is afraid that she will be soft-hearted, and he is afraid that she will go back to the He family.
"I have one last question."
Suddenly, the man nodded and said calmly on the surface, but the slightly clenched fingers still showed the panic in his heart.
Lin Man's heart skipped a beat and nodded: "En." ”
"After all these years, do you still love me?"
This is the question that Huo Yunzheng wants to know most over the years.
Lin Man looked at the man's face fixedly, does she love it?
Loved.
Love him deeply, deep to the marrow.
However, time has separated the relationship between the two people by thousands of miles, and now, everyone knows the relationship between her and Huo Yunzheng, but on the contrary, her identity is a junior, and she is a shameless slut.
Seeing that the woman lowered her head and did not speak, he could not see her expression.
But a heart is gradually sinking, and the three words 'I love you' that I heard in the hospital that day were like in a dream.
Huo Yunzheng's heart suddenly became angry, he didn't know what she meant, so he called him over to talk about things openly, but at the most critical moment, he was like a snail, retracting into his heavy shell.
He suddenly leaned over as if he were fierce, his legs squeezing her knees apart, his slender fingers sliding quickly from the waist to her thighs.
His eyes were scarlet and full of fierceness.
"Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, you don't want to leave me for the rest of your life."
He wasn't ready to let him go before he knew what happened back then, let alone after everything was revealed now.
It's been five years since they've been at loggerheads.
There was nothing more to do.
Stretching out his hand, he tore the woman's skirt with a fierce hand, his knees imprisoned the woman's legs, he straightened up suddenly, untied his belt with a slightly rough movement, quickly took off his clothes, and put his thin lips on her ears, and pronounced the sentence word by word: "You can't escape." ”
Lin Man looked at the man's resolute eyes, which were full of powerful plunder.
She sighed suddenly, took the initiative to stretch out her arms around the man's neck, closed her eyes and sent her red lips up.
Huo Yunzheng paused suddenly, feeling the soft touch on his lips.
There was a faint ecstasy in my heart: "Tell me, do you still love me?" ”
Lin Man's shoulders were pushed away violently, his eyes looked at the man in front of him in a daze, looking at his eyes containing anticipation and panic, and finally couldn't help but circle his neck anymore, crying loudly: "Why didn't you come to me earlier, why...... Why did you come back after I got married. ”
The woman's cry softened Huo Yunzheng's heart.
Endless remorse overwhelmed him.
He didn't say anything, just pinched her chin, and her thin lips covered the red lips.
This night, the two of them lingered as much as they could, as if they wanted to exert all the tenderness and sweetness that had been lost for so many years on this night.
Not as full of crazy plunder and tyranny as before, the man of this night, gentle and unspoken, tried his best to please her, and used all his skills. 、
In a trance, Lin Man seemed to return to the evening of that midsummer night.
She and Huo Yunzheng were accidentally locked in the sports equipment room, it was raining outside, the two of them were on the gymnastics cushion, hugging, kissing, and finally almost misfired.
"My little girl."
The man's voice was tired and hoarse, with a strong affection and doting.
A crystal teardrop slowly slid down to the sideburns during the movement, and the man's thin lips followed closely on it, holding the teardrop between his lips.