Chapter 320: Belated Love
Li Yaoxu looked at Zishan: "Don't sit down, let me come." He picked up the dish and put it on the small plate in front of Zishan: "How many years, I haven't given you a chopstick dish." As he spoke, his eyes turned red, and he picked up another piece of meat: "Come, eat, eat." ”
Zishan really didn't feel good when she heard her father's words, her eyes were a little red but she smiled reluctantly: "What did Dad say, I'm so old that I can come by myself, and if it's inconvenient for you to move, I'll take care of you; I love to eat pork ribs the most, and if it's just meat, it's not good to make, only the meat on the pork ribs is the most flavorful, but I didn't want to eat it when I was a child. ”
She put the ribs on her father's plate, and the words behind it didn't come out: At that time, Li Yaoxu gave the meat on the ribs to Li Rongxuan and Li Rongqi, brothers and sisters, and he was reluctant to eat it, but he never thought that Zishan was also a child, and she loved meat as long as she grew - there were very few children in that era who didn't like meat.
Li Yaoxu sighed and looked at the ribs: "But I didn't want to eat it and didn't think to give it to you, and now I ...... it."
Zishan hurriedly took over the words: "Have a meal, eat well, don't think about the past; Dad, I don't have high requirements, and father and daughter don't have any overnight feuds, as long as we can have a meal together often in the future. She lowered her head: "As long as you let me feel like I have a father, the rest doesn't matter, what I need from then to now is not a piece of ribs, nor is it that chopsticks dish." ”
Li Yaoxu nodded, picked up the napkin and pressed his eyes, and then picked up the bowl to hold the soup: "Yes, let's eat, it's hard to get out of it; I remember what I like to eat, but I only know that I love egg soup, and although I also know that I don't necessarily like it now, I really can't think of anything I like to eat. Dad, I'm really not a responsible father, and I should hate me. ”
He put the soup in front of Zishan: "Today, Dad just wants to say." If he can turn back, Dad will definitely not let you suffer the slightest grievance; I will remember that it is cold and let you add clothes, I will remember what I like to eat, I will care about you well and I will not bury my care in my heart anymore. If you can. Dad will give you ** egg soup, and make it every day until you get tired of drinking it. ”
Zishan's tears finally couldn't help falling, and she hurriedly wiped them away with a face towel: "Dad, what are you doing?" Is there something going on at home? She looked at Li Yaoxu: "If you have something, just say that I am my daughter, even if I have a big grievance, I can't leave it alone." ”
Li Yaoxu smiled: "What's the matter, nothing." I can't control the affairs of their mother, daughter, mother and son, and I don't want to take care of it. It's just that I figured it out all at once - as long as many things are wrong at the beginning, and when you make mistakes all the way, you have no chance to correct them when you find out. Dad has been a failure in his life, a very failure. ”
The baby looked at her grandfather and then at her mother, she jumped off the chair and leaned on Li Yaoxu's lap: "Grandpa, the baby likes mung bean soup, can you make it for the baby every day." She didn't quite know what happened to her grandfather and mother, but she knew that both of them were sad, and she didn't want to see her sad. That's why I came to get close to Li Yaoxu.
She touched her clothes: "Grandpa......"
Li Yaoxu picked her up and kissed her, and whispered in her ear: "We said okay, don't say it." He kissed the baby again and put her on his lap: "Come on." The baby is right, grandpa will give the baby vegetables to eat, what does the baby like to eat?! He didn't feel sad anymore, and he didn't say anything about the past, which made Zishan breathe a sigh of relief, but also wondered if something had happened to the Li family.
Could it also be for Li Rongxuan? She glanced at Li Yaoxu, thinking that his true feelings had just been revealed, she really couldn't believe that Li Yaoxu was here for Li Rongxuan; She served Li Yaoxu soup: "Dad, don't hide anything from me, father and daughter are always easy to talk to." She doesn't know how many years it has been that she and Li Yaoxu have not sat down to talk, and they have not cared for each other. But now it's a good feeling.
Li Yaoxu laughed: "It's okay, what's the matter?" I just suddenly wanted to have a meal with you, so I came over to have a meal with you. As he spoke, he fed the baby and looked at Zishan and said, "That lawyer Jiang, I look good, it's really good; If you're interested, settle down, he'll take good care of your mother and daughter, and I won't have anything to worry about. Woman's home. A person will always be tired, and when you get old, you need to have a companion, so it's really interesting not to miss it. ”
Zishan was a little embarrassed: "Dad, where did you go, don't listen to their nonsense, he and I are just ordinary friends." ”
"It doesn't matter if it's an ordinary friend, it's not an ordinary friend, just be happy anyway; I'm just reminding you that it's not so bad that there aren't so many good men, and sometimes it may take a lifetime for a man to grow up, and by the time he really grows up, there are already people around him, and at the same time he hurts a lot of people he doesn't want to hurt; Jiang Tao, he looks giggling, but he is a mature man, and he will not hurt his relatives around him anymore. ”
Li Yaoxu looked at Zishan and smiled: "Of course women should be reserved, but don't let people wait too long, you know?" "It's his daughter, what's not to understand? And he also knew that he couldn't force Zishan too hard, because she really lost confidence in men, and it took time to face and accept a relationship and a man again.
For example, his father, as well as Feng Dayong and Lin Hao, made Zishan very disappointed in men, and only hoped that Jiang Tao could give Zishan a sense of security and let her heart settle down.
Zishan flicked the dishes on the plate with chopsticks: "Dad, it's really nothing; Besides, do women have to get married and find a man? I'm not very good right now, it's great that women can live on their own, but it's too tiring to have a man. ”
Li Yaoxu didn't say anything deeper, just coerced the vegetables to her: "Dad didn't mean that, but he didn't hurt her well, and now she wants to hurt her, but she has grown up, and she is no longer the little girl who needs her father to protect; So Dad hopes that there can be a man who can make you rely on, can give you strength, and can give Dad a ...... that you haven't given before."
"Dad just hopes that you can be happy, and I'd rather be a rice worm and don't have to work hard for any career, because you are Dad's daughter, and Dad really wants to be surrounded by happiness and don't have to go west; Even now, Dad hopes that there can be a man by your side, who can let you lean on when you are tired. ”
He hugged the baby: "Besides, a healthy and happy family environment is very important for children, and you don't want your baby to grow up to be as hard as you, right?" Don't you want your child to be a happy rice worm for a lifetime, and you don't have to worry about anything? Or do you really want your daughter to become a strong woman? ”
Zishan glanced at the baby: "There is nothing wrong with being a strong woman, at least I will be very relieved of her." But she was also thinking in her heart, if she could let her daughter be a rice worm without worrying about food and clothing for the rest of her life, she would have no troubles and be better than a strong woman, right? At least as a mother, she really hopes that her daughter will not have too hard in the future.
"But it also depends on the baby herself, as long as she is happy, I don't want to plan her life." She shrugged her shoulders: "My life is already a mess, and I don't have the qualifications to point out others." "As long as the baby is happy.
The baby suddenly looked at Zishan seriously and said: "I want to be my current mother and never leave my mother." ”
Zishan and Li Yaoxu both laughed, and Li Yaoxu also nodded the tip of her little nose: "You won't think like this when you grow up, every girl will fall in love and get married, ......, ha, now tell you that you don't understand, and you will know when you are older." ”
"Baby knows." The baby looked at Li Yaoxu very seriously: "But the baby won't get married, because I don't want the two of them to become fathers in the future." "She's really serious, very serious.
Zishan's heart trembled, and she looked at her father for a long time without speaking: she really had to be said by her father, and a complete home was really important to children; Feng Dayong's influence on the baby has already been there, and the little girl's family has always rejected Gao Yuan's "marriage proposal", which turned out to be not just because the child's family was angry or something, just because she didn't want to become Feng Dayong in the future.
Baby, don't trust men.
Li Yaoxu sighed and kissed the baby: "Dad is just a father, the baby will meet a man who seems to be a ...... in the future" He thought of the fat man: "A man like a plateau father." But apparently the fat man was not persuasive enough, and the baby still persisted.
"See, if there is a suitable person, such as Jiang Taoling, you really have to consider it seriously;" Li Yaoxu raised his head: "It's not difficult to change the baby's mind now, but in a few years, the baby will be older." ”
Zishan didn't speak again, and Li Yaoxu didn't mention this matter again, after they ate, the fat man came to pick up Li Yaoxu and send him home; When they broke up, Li Yaoxu tidied up Zishan's collar and tied the silk scarf around her neck: "Zishan, take good care of yourself; Anyway, forgive Dad. ”
After eating a meal, Zishan's heart really softened into water, where is there any resentment? But it's still a little difficult for her to say it, so many things have happened to her heart knot for many years, and Zishan is not a person who likes to put all her feelings on the surface, so she just replied: "Remember to take medicine when you go back, don't be too angry about everything." ”
Thinking of tomorrow's court session, she looked at her father with gray temples in the light and felt sour: "Don't worry too much about tomorrow's things." "They weren't prepared anyway, even if it was for her father's sake.
No matter how ruthless she is in her mouth, in fact, her heart can't be softer: she will only be harder than Ling, but she is most afraid that people will treat her well.
In the middle of the night, the phone rang, and when she saw that it was Shen Yang's phone, she hung up without thinking about it, but she didn't expect him to keep calling, so she simply turned off the phone directly, and then continued to sleep; I don't know how long it took, Zi Shan heard someone ring her doorbell, and the noise made Zi Shan's heart rage - is there anything more cruel than not letting someone who is tired all day and has to work hard tomorrow sleep? In the cat's eyes, she saw that it was Qi Jing who dissipated her anger, and when she opened the door, she was frightened when she saw Qi Jing's pale face, but before she could ask, Qi Jing had already grabbed her hand and spoke; Qi Jing's hand was cold and there was no temperature at all: "Zishan, it's not good, it's not good, something is wrong!" ”
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