Zishan opened her eyes, everything that caught her eyes was so familiar, and her eyes were a little tingling when they were familiar; She blinked, well, this seems to be her home, how could it be unfamiliar?

She had just woken up a little dazed, and she still had a strange feeling in her heart after shaking her head gently.

Before she could think about it, and she didn't think it was necessary, the phone rang and interrupted her train of thought; She reached out on the sofa to pick up the phone, rubbed her neck with one hand and said softly, "Hello." Although she is not an urban native, it does not prevent her from growing up as a literate woman.

"What are you calling me in the afternoon, I'm in a meeting and it's not convenient to listen." A familiar but distant voice came from the phone: "You also called three times, and you know that it makes me embarrassed in front of the boss." Okay, let's go back and talk about it, I'll be home, and I have something to tell you. ”

The person on the phone hung up the phone without waiting for Zishan to speak, and Zishan stayed for a long time before muttering, "Home? She finally realized why it was strange that this was no longer her home; It should be said that two or three years ago it was no longer her home.

She looked around in shock, and didn't think about the impatient, reproachful tone of the person on the phone: "Impossible, impossible, how can it be?" She pressed the sofa, and it was indeed the sofa she had personally picked back then, the purple color she had always loved.

Suddenly, there was a pain in her head, and she knew for a moment that she was not dreaming: what was she doing before she woke up? She tried hard to think about it, but she couldn't think of anything.

The only thing she knew for sure was that she would never be in this house or sit on this couch until she woke up, and she would not have received a call from the man who had heard him mention the word "home".

After the headache passed, she found that the phone in her hand was the Motorola she used a few years ago, and it was not the Soo Ai used later at all; And there was a piece of paper on the couch, a somewhat crumpled A4-sized piece of paper.

She slowly reached out and picked up the piece of paper, and when she saw the lines of handwriting on it, her eyes moistened, and the memories were like water behind the floodgates, which rushed out with a rumbling bang after the heavy gates opened: she would never forget this piece of paper, and she could not forget it today.

It's just that it's all in the past; No matter how many midnight dreams she had cried and regretted hitting her head against the wall, those wrong decisions could not be changed. Like, in front of you?!

How is this possible? She looked at the paper in her hand a little confused.

The paper was a medical certificate from the hospital, and it was clearly written that she had congenital heart disease. She couldn't understand many of the terms, even now, but she remembered the doctor's words: there were parts of her heart that didn't grow enough to be completely sealed.

It's not very serious, though, so I haven't felt anything special for years; However, after she became pregnant with a child, the burden on her heart became greater and her illness became apparent, but it did not attract the attention of her or those around her.

In addition, in the years after giving birth, she was both working and child's busy work, and the heavy burden made her heart worse and worse, often with some panting and chest tightness, and sometimes her lips would be slightly bruised; But just rest for a while and you'll be fine.

Therefore, she has never taken it to heart. If it weren't for the fact that she fainted on the ground a few days ago because she received a call from her hometown, she wouldn't have gone to the hospital for examination.

She fainted and was woken up by the doctor downstairs without waiting for the ambulance to come, but she still followed the doctor's instructions and went to the hospital; And the reason why she fell asleep on the couch was that she was frightened by the words "congenital heart disease" on the diagnosis - this is what she remembers.

Congenital disease was a serious illness in her original opinion, and it was even more serious if she had a heart problem; The doctor also told her that she had to go to the hospital for surgery as soon as possible, which scared her even more: she called her husband as soon as she got the diagnosis certificate, but she couldn't get through.

Husband, at that time, he was still her heaven, her earth, all her had; Therefore, when she encountered such a big thing, the first person she remembered was him. Even hearing him say a few words to her can calm her down a lot, but when she needs him the most, not to mention that people can't even hear the voice.

I never thought that there would be such a big problem with her body, and suddenly she was so frightened that she was so frightened that she sat on the sofa when she got home, and she only knew that she was in a daze, wanting to wait for her husband to come back and discuss when to go to the hospital for surgery; While waiting, she fell asleep unconsciously.

Zishan looked at the paper in her hand, looked at it and looked at it, and couldn't help but twist herself again, so painful that she snorted to make sure that she was really awake: She, back to a few years ago? Looking at the calendar on the table, her eyes widened, she really went back to a few years ago!

Back to the day she regretted and hated so many times - maybe, it was still too late?

She clutched the paper so hard that she closed her eyes to keep the tears from flowing. For many years, she has become accustomed to smiling, and the more it hurts, the more she will laugh, and she will never let the tears flow.

If she is not strong, who will show her weakness? No, even if she dies, no one will see her tears again.

Now she needs to think about what to do next. There wasn't much time, and she was very excited and chaotic now, with too much disbelief; And those real, past years in her life, all the ups and downs left to her have come up, and it is really not easy to calm down, even if she knows that she must be calm now.

Not for anything else, for the sake of her children, for the sake of her heart and soul baby, who is only a few years old at this time, she also has to be calm.

Thinking of the child, Zishan stood up violently: Yes, daughter, her daughter! Now the daughter is alive, her daughter is alive! She clasped her arms around herself, tears welling up again and almost rolling out of her eyes; Her lips trembled, and she muttered gratitude to the heavens: "God has eyes, God has eyes." ”

For the sake of her daughter, she can't let everything start all over again. She reopened the diagnosis book, slowly sat back on the sofa, and desperately told herself: It is a gift from God to be able to do it all over again, and she must not waste such a good opportunity; What has been done wrong must never be wrong again.

Suddenly, there was a sound of the door lock turning gently, and then the door opened and came in with a tall and handsome man, who was her Zishan's husband Feng Dayong.

Dayong frowned slightly when he saw his wife on the sofa looking at him with unblinking eyes, and a wave of disgust welled up in his heart: he couldn't stand this woman anymore, he really couldn't bear it anymore. He's had enough of everything about her, her rambling, her immaturity, her lack of growth, her mannerisms, her dress—in short, tired of everything about her.

"What are you calling me for?" Even if he was disgusted with the woman in front of him, he still didn't forget that she had accompanied him from nothing to the present, so he didn't rush to talk about his own affairs but asked. He's always been a man of gratitude, and of course he's now.

Zishan looked at her husband, who was much younger, well, it seems that everything is true, she really has to go back to many years ago: only now does she really believe it.

"Nothing important," she gently pushed the diagnosis book on the sofa behind her, "You didn't say you had something to say to me, what was it?" Even though she already knew what he was going to say, her heart shrank in a ball at the moment she asked.

She couldn't forgive him.

Dayong didn't expect Zishan to speak so simply this time, he didn't ask him if he was good on the road, he didn't ask him if he was thirsty, hungry, and didn't ask him if there was something ...... the company, this time he didn't ask him anything at all; Suddenly, his mouth seemed to be gagged by something, and it was a little difficult to say when he was ready.

Of course, he had already thought it out on the way he came, no, it should be said that he had already thought it clearly during the three days of his "business trip"; Even before entering the door, he didn't feel that the words that were about to be said were difficult to speak, but now he couldn't say the words that were going to get straight to the point.

"Oh, by the way, you went to the hospital today to get the results, how was it?" He couldn't help but ask such a sentence, just to let himself breathe a sigh of relief; Either way, he's going to have to make it clear today.

Although he is a person who knows how to repay his kindness, he will not put his whole life on the line for kindness; He is also human, and he also has the right to pursue his own happiness.

Zishan was stunned when she heard this, Feng Dayong in her memory didn't ask her such a sentence, but directly spread out the matter, and then told her: I want a divorce. What's going on, it's a little different from what happened?

She looked at Feng Dayong: "I've been there, it's not a big deal, it's just that I need to have an operation; You sit down. She looked at her husband, who was stiff after hanging up his clothes: "You better talk about your business first, you are busy, and time is tight; We have to go to the hospital and talk to the doctor about the operation. ”

Feng Dayong coughed twice and sat opposite his wife, and looked left and right: "Surgery, this year's surgery is like taking cold medicine, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I will take time to find a good surgeon." The fact that his wife fainted was passed away, because he was not meant to care about her in the first place.

But then he still didn't know how to speak, he looked left and right: "I'll pick up the baby in a while, let's go out for a meal." He really wanted to slap himself twice, knowing that he didn't have time to accompany Zishan and the baby to dinner tonight; What's wrong with him today, he always says the wrong thing.

He couldn't help but glance at his wife, and always felt that something was wrong with his wife today, so he said the wrong thing one after another.

Zishan didn't expect him to accompany his daughter to dinner with herself, and when she thought of the person he was going to accompany tonight, she couldn't help but smile sarcastically: "You, do you really have time to eat with your daughter?" "Now he still loves his daughter very much, but this love has become thinner later.