161.Closing the Heart (1)
It's just that she didn't wait for Qin Tiance, but waited for Hanyu. When the door lock sounded, Dye Qing was originally leaning on the inside of the wooden bed, and when he heard the sound, he immediately turned over and stood there defensively. But when the door was pushed open from the outside, it was not Qin Tiance's long figure, but Han Yu carrying the basket.
The two looked at each other for a moment, and Dye Qing sat back on the side of the wooden bed quietly, and his face turned indifferent.
Hanyu's heart darkened when she saw this, but she still walked in. After she put the basket on the table, she lifted the lid, took out the food inside, put it on the table, and said softly: "Niangniang, the lord has ordered the slave maid to bring you a meal, and you must watch you finish eating." β
Hearing this, Dye Qing smiled sarcastically and asked, "What if you don't finish eating?" β
Hanyu lowered his head and replied, "If you don't finish eating, then the next meal will be gone." She paused and added, "These are the words of the Lord." Ran Qing was angry but didn't want to attack Han Yu, she was a person who acted obediently, even if she scolded her, it would not be possible to reach Qin Tiance's ears. What's more, she was already hungry and panicked, and she didn't feel it in a daze just now, but at this time, she smelled the fragrance and became more and more hungry, and after walking to the table and sitting down, she began to eat.
Now she eats two people's portions by herself, and she eats more than usual, so it is not a big problem to eat those three dishes. It's just that there is a person next to him, and it is Hanyu who has broken up with his relationship for a while, which is really awkward.
After chewing a few bites, she didn't raise her head and ordered: "I don't like people next to me when I eat in this palace, you go out and wait." β
Han Yu's body trembled slightly, replied "yes" and turned to go out.
Watching her figure disappear behind the door frame is also inexplicable, she and Hanyu were once like sisters, and they were born and died, but now they were betrayed by her and broke down. Just like her and Qin Tiance, some things are broken and they can't be repaired anymore, and the water that was spilled can't be recovered, and everything can't go back to the way it was.
After Dye Qing finished eating, Han Yu came to clean up the plates, and when she saw that she was about to go out, Dye Qing called her: "Slow, this palace has something to ask you." Han Yudun stopped by the door and looked back, and heard Dye Qing ask again, "How did he give the order?" Are you going to keep me imprisoned here? β
Han Yu said: "The master didn't say much, and the slave didn't know." β
I believe that Hanyu will not be false in this statement, and Qin Tiance didn't have the heart to explain it to his subordinates, so Dye Qing pondered for a while and then said: "Then since the palace is going to be here for a while, you can buy some daily necessities for the palace." β
The space was silent for a while, and Dye Qing raised her eyebrows and asked, "What?" This is also what he did not command? Oh, or has the palace lost its position, and even the right to send a slave to do things is gone? β
Successfully saw Han Yu's pupils shrink, and there was pain in his eyes, but he lowered his head and responded: "The slave maid immediately went to help Niangniang." β
Mo looked at Hanyu's distant figure and dyed Qing in her heart, and she didn't want to do it, but ...... There seems to be no better way. Lowering her eyes, she just felt that her heart was sinking, and suddenly she thought of something, she raised her head a little and stared through the door frame and stared outward.
Hanyu is ...... Forgot to lock the door? So when will you not leave now?
She didn't think much of it, she just felt that the top priority at the moment was to get out of here immediately. I didn't even think about where I was going to go when I went out, back to Fengran Palace? Obviously impossible, that would be the same as running away in vain. But all this will be decided when she escapes from here.
But she thinks too much, and she is naΓ―ve. Just as she walked out of the wooden house and was about to leave, two black-clothed guards suddenly jumped down from nowhere, and they stopped in front of her and said respectfully, "Niangniang, please go back." β
Dye Qing stared at them for a long time and stomped her feet and turned back, it was fake that she was not angry in her heart, but she didn't want to be nervous in front of the guards, it would not only be embarrassing but also expose her mentality. When she got back to the hut, she closed the door, and if there was anything to smash at this time, she would have smashed it on the ground, but she could find the whole hut, and the blanket on the wooden bed could move, and it was the most unpleasant to see.
So she stepped forward and threw the blanket on the ground, and stomped on her feet in disgust.
Qin Tiance is really too hateful, or he will come with a knife and a gun, give her a little hope and extinguish this taste in an instant, which is really hateful to the point of vomiting blood. The direction from which the guards came down just now should be hidden between the surrounding treetops, it is estimated that there are more than those two, Qin Tiance made a wooden house in a circle and directly imprisoned her here.
Hanyu went for a long time, and when she waited to come again, she not only brought lunch but also carried a large bag of things, and even had guards behind her to help carry it. Dye Qing looked at the clothes, and when she saw that the guards outside seemed to be setting up a brazier and bringing a water tank, the corners of her mouth twitched. But thinking about it, since she had to stay here, she must have to bathe and change her clothes, and the barrel was rudimentary, but it still had to be used.
After Hanyu came, he didn't talk to Dye Qing, so he did things alone. Soon the wooden house was cleaned up by her, and all the things she had purchased were packed in the corner, during which she had already used up all her lunch.
Anyway, no one paid attention to her, so she simply walked out the door. At this time, it was afternoon, the sun was just right, and the warm sun was very comfortable on the body, so I found an open space and sat down. Speaking of which, it is also in this environment that there will be this leisure outside the sun, sometimes the state of mind is really indescribable, it will not think about being relaxed when it is possible, but it is helpless to adapt when there is nothing to do.
What is this taste...... No matter how warm the sun shines on your body, you won't feel warm in your heart.
Because something had completely chilled her and even extinguished her heart, it was impossible to revive it again. Even if he looked at these subtle arrangements and knew that they were all with his acquiescence, even if she admitted that the talisman was taken away by her and the secret between him and Mengli was revealed by her, he didn't really want to do anything to himself, even if he ...... No amount of anything can beat the emotional wound.
She thought that if she had been surviving in such an environment, she would definitely be suffocated, and she would have to leave here. It's just that the baby in the womb may be born without a father, and the thought of this makes her heart ache.
Just as she was pondering, a figure suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, and she fixed her eyes and saw that it was Hanyu, and she was looking at herself with a worried face. After a few words and no more words, she finally spoke: "Niangniang, the slave maid must tell you something, when I went back to the palace just now to collect the order, I received the will of the lord and ordered the slave and maid to serve you closely." β
Dye Qing was not surprised to hear this, since they were already in confinement mode, why was he afraid of one more person to monitor them.
But seeing that Hanyu didn't walk away, but sat down not far from him, raised his eyebrows, did he need to be so close to the surveillance? But soon I heard her whisper: "Niangniang, I'm very sad this time." β
This is the first time that Dye Qing has heard Han Yu say this kind of thing to herself, and she is not called a "slave maid", so she can't help but turn her eyes sideways, and when she sees her eyes falling on her feet, she doesn't raise her eyes, but only repeats quietly: "I have only known the execution of orders and loyalty since I can remember, this is the environment in which I live." I was fortunate enough to follow the Lord, not only to make me a machine that can only carry out orders, but also to understand what loyalty is. The Lord has saved my life, and my head has been saved, and although they were on a mission, they have not given up on each of our guards. So I swear that I will serve the Lord for the rest of my life! β
Dye Qing listened silently, this should be Hanyu really dissecting her state of mind, she didn't interrupt.
Han Yu paused for a moment and then said, "When I was first arranged to serve Niangniang, I only thought it was another mission, and it was because I was a woman that I had this convenience. But I didn't expect that the task would gradually change its taste, that I could no longer be indifferent, and that even my most self-contained calmness would disappear day by day. I started to get involved in the relationship, and I would worry about a task person, especially when I saw her hurt and cry, and I would feel uncomfortable and regret that I didn't protect her, but these discomforts were far less than that.
It turns out that there is a kind of pain that will not come again, and there is a kind of regret called regret that it was not at the beginning. Mother, I don't regret obeying the Lord's commands, but I regret breaking your heart because of myself. I am not saying this to you today to ask for forgiveness like you, because I know that once trust is lost, it is difficult to come back, and even if you treat me as you did before, it is impossible to have a heart again. I say this to tell you that I will be the head of the dead here, but if anyone wants to touch you, you must first step over my corpse. β
After Han Yu finished speaking, he stood up directly from the ground and was about to leave, but he stared at the blue and called softly: "Han Yu." When he saw her pause, he asked lightly: "Do you understand the truth that loyalty and righteousness cannot be both?" β
Hanyu turned around abruptly, looking at Dye Qing with a frightened gaze, "Niangniang......"
But seeing Ran Qing waved his hand and said, "You don't have to give me an answer now, come to me again after thinking about it." After that, Hanyu walked not far away and did not move, this is a fierce medicine under the dyeing blue. She admitted that Hanyu's heartfelt words did move her, but she couldn't fall twice in the same pit in a row, and she had to force Hanyu to make a choice.
Since ancient times, it is difficult to have both loyalty and righteousness, Han Yu can't be greedy and want to be loyal to Qin Tiance and protect her own righteousness, if she and Qin Tiance don't have a conflict, there will be nothing, once there is a contradiction, Han Yu is sandwiched in the middle, it is two sides and is not a person. No matter which side she chooses, it would be treacherous, so after listening to her words, Dye Qing decided to push her, either to be Qin Tiance's loyal soldier from now on, or to enter her own camp.