Chapter 130: Who Can Be Without Hate

"Han, Han, cheer up...... Now they won't let you die! If you continue to earn like this, you will only hurt yourself more Ahan, don't do this, when the light dust arrives, everything will be fine......"

"Han, Han, Qingchen has set off, and he is desperately rushing to you! You endure it for a few more days! These little physical tortures should have no effect on you at all, you calm down, don't think about those things and it's fine! ”

"A game, a dream, what's the point of being ungrateful, you're not the only one who has experienced this, it's not the first time for you, I want to open a little ......"

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"The professor said, you have been failing and getting hurt in your seventh life, and this time your emotions have been so badly affected that you have reached the most demanding standard of revising propositions in the school, Han...... You hold on for a few more days, and when Qingchen rescues you, or kills you directly and lets you return to the small building, you can choose another topic. That one, this time we choose to be a rich idler who is lazy and doesn't work......"

"Han, did you hear that? Han, you answer......"

At the end of time and space, how many people have been calling non-stop.

Heaven and earth are silent, dark and dreary, but consciousness is always awake.

Can't afford to sleep! Can't sleep! Can't forget!

Qingchen is coming, everything is coming to an end, Xiaolou, finally has to make an exception for him, the worst student.

But there was another voice. Echoing in my head over and over again, engulfing the distant voice.

"It was Di Jiu who handed you over to me, so you don't have to think that the people of the Shura Sect can find your traces, his ability to evade tracking, you should know very well."

"Fortunately, Di Jiu reminded me, I almost forgot that you know so much. Don't you like Di Jiu? Why don't you tell me all the martial arts treasures you know, I promise that Di Jiu will be a pair of loving people with you again. ”

"Don't be ignorant! Now Di Jiu is busy healing his injuries and has no time to take care of you. That's why I've let you live so peacefully. When he gets better, his means are much better than mine! ”

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Single-mindedly, turn yourself back into that ostrich. If you don't listen, don't see, don't think, everything around you, is it okay not to understand, I don't know.

But. He can't go back.

He can't get back to the dull and wooden Han he used to be, who doesn't understand anything. The red dust is rolling, and he can't go back after seeing the world.

Don't believe it. It's not that Di Jiu calmly handed over his hands to his comrades to bully and hurt him, it's not that he wants to ask himself about those martial arts that shouldn't belong to this world, and those treasures that don't exist at all......

But...... If it weren't for Di Jiu, who else would ......

It seems that the inquiry that never stops, rings in the ears all the time, as if the hurt that never stops, keeps happening to the body.

Popularity. Even if you can't understand it, you know how to accept it. I learned to speculate, I learned to conjecture. Close your eyes. Don't look, don't listen, don't think...... Maybe there was something wrong when he was unconscious......

To know is weakness, to know is to deceive oneself. But he doesn't want to hate, he can't hate! It's like a drowning person who can't let go of the last straw in his hand.

A sharp weapon to lift your nails. Tie the hemp rope around his body and surround him. Strong man undressing...... Everything is too familiar, through the ages, the cycle is overturned, too much, too much, and it has long been numb.

However, when the whip is drawn on his body, he will hurt! The tip of the needle pierced into his fingertips, and he actually hurt!

Hongchen VII, how many schemes, how many killings, how many betrayals, how many failures. After 700 years, what he learned turned out to be ...... What is pain???

In the dream, there is a child who doesn't understand anything, tied up in a torture cell, curious why humans can hurt their fellow human beings like this, and why humans can spend a lot of time and energy studying this useless criminal law. The child will laugh, he will frown, he will be confused, he will be curious and humbly ask the torturer for advice. All the criminal laws that hurt the body in the dream were just a joke, and there were even many screams of the executioners breaking down in the dream.

That he is not naΓ―ve, but lucky. Now he is not enlightened, he is stupid!

It turned out that he had always been ...... Fear of pain......

Don't think about it......

However, at that moment, he pushed the door open.

"Looks like I don't have to worry about it anymore."

He was in the sun, outside the door, looked at him faintly, and turned to leave.

The room where he was left in the sun was as cold as hell.

Why, why!

At that moment, he looked at him and begged thousands of times: "Don't treat me like this, don't ...... Let me...... Hate you......"

Please, don't go on with this, please, don't make me hate you......

I've worked so hard over the years that I can't hate you. How much courage did it take for me to continue to accept and treat my people with a normal heart!

Di Jiu, please, don't make me hate you......

The man looked back and left, his eyes did not linger on him for a moment, his eyes were facing each other, and the man's eyes were unwavering. He walked simply, briskly, as if the man who was naked, bound, and thrown into the wolves, was nothing more than an insignificant ant.

Why...... Why!

Before he fainted, he remembered all the good things in this world, including Di Yi, Di San, Yao Guang Biluo, and him. There is him side by side, riding with him, there is the glazed house he built for him, and the fireworks he lit for him...... He has no resentment against him, he has hope for the world. He thought that he knew how to cherish, understand affection, and know how to get along with others.

Showing sincerity can always be exchanged for a little sincerity.

Why!

Why! You're going to have to pull me back again! Why!

It turns out that you must love to know how to hate, you must hold your heart out, and you will resent when you see it being thrown into dust and mud and shattered into ashes!

My greatest hope is to be able to settle my grievances with you in this life, why, you are even stingy with me

That year, that night...... The glass starlight, thousands of smoke, opened themselves, and was pierced by a sword...... It's not that it doesn't hurt......

But you can still work hard without hatred or resentment, and try to remember and care about everything you have done to me. For thou shalt have pain, thou shalt have pain. I was wrong, I was wrong!

Trying to have no hatred or resentment, to this day, it is in vain!

The one who can really hurt you is always the one who shows your softness with love in your heart.

He is not afraid of injury, but he is not copper-skinned and iron-clad after all.

After so many things have happened, after I have saved you from death, after I have said so many sincere things to you, after I have confessed my mistakes and longed to be forgiven by you, how can you still treat me like this!

Why!

I know that he has always treated himself only for utilitarian gain. Knowing that he is cold and selfish. Knowing that he is cruel in nature.

But why, do you have to do this to me!

Why! Why!

Loved, hated, hurt, hurt, and went through the seven feelings in the world, but in the end there was only one hate word left.

A moment ago, he was still telling himself that even if there was some resentment and some darkness in this world, there was light

Okay, there must be more and more, there are so many more things to cherish in the world. The next moment, he fell into darkness and could no longer see any light.

Desperate, cold. It turns out that people can really treat another person like this.

I watched him stand indifferently, watched him speak indifferently, and watched him go indifferently. And then, what happened?

It seems that the prince went out, and the executioner with an indifferent face picked up something and continued to pierce some parts of his body, and later beckoned a group of strong men to come over and surround him.

Zhang Minxin and Wu Yufang were Qingchen, they were all persuading him, but he couldn't listen, he struggled wildly, and there was blood all over the sky.

How can I not die after so much blood, how can I still live after being so badly injured?

How can human vitality be so strong?! My heart has turned to ashes, my chest has been burned by fire, and I can still live so soberly and so painfully?

Zhang Minxin and Wu Yu kept talking in their ears, so many promises, so many persuasions, he couldn't listen to them at all.

You don't have to feel the cruelty, selfishness and tyranny in love again and again, and you can be lazy and lazy in the future in the future? However, he is no longer the sleepy-eyed Han who looks at the world and does not care about anything.

That one who doesn't understand anything, and just wants to sleep comfortably all his life. It's no longer there.

Even Xiao Rong, who was being Ling Chi, was pulled in to persuade him, so that he finally regained a little calm. Once again, his thoughts slowly turned back to the world from the depths of confusion and darkness, but he heard the indifferent voice again:

"You can really do it, say in front of me that you will soon be able to ask the method, and in a blink of an eye, people are about to die."

"Who knew that this kid was so fierce, everyone would be on guard in the future, and it would be fine."

"Don't keep saying that Lord Jing is not, you have the ability. Ask yourself how to do it. ”

After a dead silence, familiar footsteps sounded, and the man came closer.

What is he going to do?

Extortion of confessions, interrogation, torture, and abuse. Humiliate......

In previous lives, he had long been accustomed to this, and he couldn't remember how many people had done the same thing to him.

It's just that those people are not Di Jiu......

His body suddenly trembled uncontrollably, and after several lifetimes, he finally couldn't bear it anymore!

The most powerful spiritual power in heaven and earth roared to tear through this fragile skin, and in the depths of his mind, the shocked cries of many students in the small building sounded.

"Han! Don't do that! ”

"Han! Calm down! Calm down! Calm down! ”

"Han! Bear with it! It's all going to end! ”

But. They are not him, they have not experienced his pain. They weren't in such a pitiful and ridiculous situation as he was, so. They can persuade so easily.

He couldn't calm down.

The powerful spirit had begun to spiral out of control, just as in the fourth life, when he faced Di Jing and all the crazy righteous people, his spirit tore his body to pieces......

"Han!" Professor Zhuang's calm and powerful voice sounded: "Your loss of control now is even more serious than last time!" If you can't control yourself, it's not just you who will die, it's someone else, the whole room, the whole villa. All of them will be torn to shreds by your power! Han. Calm ......"

In the fourth life, when he returned to Xiaolou from destruction, the first thing he asked was whether he hurt others when he lost control.

But the current Fu Hanqing is no longer the Han of the past. He doesn't have the heart to care about the lives and deaths of others now.

When the heart of man is full of resentment, the whole world is the object of his hatred. He's hating everything he knows!

He hated, he hated that in that distant time and space, there was the highest civilization and the most free government, why couldn't an idler be allowed to sleep in the sea of stars.

He hated, he hated the school that advertised love, care, guidance, and teaching, why it forced him to learn these meaningless love-hate obsessions.

He hated, he hated that Zhang Minxin could be just a boring prank, and let him fall into dark pain for the rest of his life.

He hates, he hates these classmates who seem to care for him, when he bears such suffering, no one will really lend a helping hand to him, it's not that he can't, he just can't break the rules!

He hates, he hates Di Yi. What is wrong with experiencing indifferent life, seeing the love and hate of the world in a sleepy way, and experiencing a hundred calamities without knowing its suffering? Why did he break his shell to protect himself under the banner of being good for him, and force him to feel all love, hatred, and resentment?

He even hated Di San, hated Biluo, hated Yaoguang, why should he give him sincerity, why should he treat him well, why should he have beautiful expectations for the world and life, so that he can face such darkness and despair now.

He hates, he hates Di Jiu......

Countless voices were in his ears, calling in his head, but he refused to respond.

The sound of footsteps stopped in front of him, and he opened his eyes.

At the last moment, he opened his eyes and looked at Di Jiu......

Di Jiu, why, do you want to force me to hate you......

I finally loved, I finally hated.

As much as I love you, I hate you as much.

In this life and this life, the last time he saw the people he had loved and hated, he was desperate in his heart.

It turned out that all my efforts, all my persistence, were meaningless. At the end of the day, I still hate you so much......

The next moment, he closed his eyes indifferently and indifferently mobilized a powerful spiritual wave.

In the depths of the small building, all the computers let out a sharp chirp together, countless energy charts were flashing wildly, and all the monitoring screens emitted a dazzling white light at the same time, and everyone stood up from their seats and looked at each other in horror.

After more than ten minutes, all kinds of instruments have regained calm, everyone is in a hurry to quickly debug, however, the intelligent host fell into a silence, hundreds of questions are not answered, the monitoring instrument seems to be invalid, and can no longer accept a picture, half a sound.

Being in a small building, and the superhumans who can see everything in the world look at each other's blank eyes in confusion and powerlessness. The first time, they were at a loss, and for the first time, all their technology couldn't help them get out of this deaf and blind, can't know anything.

What the hell is going on over there in Han?

His mental power finally broke out out of control, causing such a big impact on Xiao Lou? However, Xiao Lou's main computer was shaken so much, how could he drag his spirit body back to Xiao Lou? In case his spirit body had already spread out in all directions just now...... This......

I don't know anything, I can only guess. The more they didn't know anything, the more terrifying and terrifying the speculation became, and everyone's faces became more and more pale.