Chapter 263: It's all fate
Xiao Xiwei didn't expect Du Er to come to her, she was quite panicked and asked him to come in, and the first thing she said to him was, "Why are you here?" Didn't I let Ziyan tell you that you didn't have to come to see me? ”
When he came to see her, didn't he know that he had been ordered by her to find her?
Du Er caught a glimpse of Xiao Xiwei's anxious look, and Chu Xizhi's painful and desperate eyes suddenly appeared in his mind, and he told him that he didn't want to die...... Inexplicably, his eyes suddenly turned red, and tears seemed to welled up in his eyes.
"What's wrong? But what happened to him? Seeing Du E's expression, Xiao Xiwei's soles of her feet floated for a while, at the moment, she couldn't care about anything, rushed to Du E, reached out and grabbed his wrist, staring straight at Du E's eyes as black as pitch, not daring to miss the slightest expression of his face.
The sharp pain in his wrist made him come to his senses for a moment, "No, the queen, you misunderstood, the emperor is fine." ”
"Nothing? Why do you look like that? Xiao Xiwei still didn't believe it.
In the past few months, Xizhi's behavior has been too abnormal, her heart seems to be soaked in cold water all the time, shivering and panicking with cold, but she doesn't dare to ask anything, dare not say anything, can only pretend that it is okay.
was stared at by Xiao Xiwei's eyes, and Du E, who had never told a lie, was suddenly dumbfounded.
Looking at Du Er's expression, Xiao Xi's slightly tight string 'bang', broken, and in an instant, tears rushed like a river that burst the embankment, her eyes were dark, and the whole person was planted behind suddenly.
"Queen's ......"
"Mother's ......"
In an instant, there was chaos in the Fengyi Palace.
When Xiao Xi woke up slowly, it was already dark, Biyun and Ziyan were guarding with red eyes, and when they saw her wake up, the two of them turned around and shouted behind them together, "Master, Niangniang, she is awake." ”
Hearing the movement, Du Yi hurriedly walked over, he first checked Xiao Xiwei's pulse, and then raised his hand to probe Xiao Xiwei's forehead, and only then did he breathe a sigh of relief after making sure that she was okay, and said to Biyun and Ziyan who were guarding on the side, "Niangniang was just too sad just now, as long as she recuperates for a few days." ”
When Biyun and Ziyan heard this, they both breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.
"You all go out." At this time, Xiao Xiwei, who was lying on the bed, suddenly spoke.
"Niangniang......" Biyun looked at Xiao Xiwei worriedly.
Xiao Xiwei didn't speak, she stretched out her hand to support herself and sat up, looking at Du Er with a cold gaze, "I have something to say to Master Du Er." ”
Biyun was still reluctant to leave, and Ziyan on the side reached out and pulled Biyun, "Let's go." With that, he dragged Biyun out.
"Du'e, I know that he is sick, very sick, otherwise, he would not suddenly pull a palace maid to block the sword card. I know he did this because he was afraid that I would be upset, but now I just want to know, what is his illness? Still...... Is there any salvation? Xiao Xi raised his head slightly to look at Du Er, his eyes were full of tears.
"...... The emperor's illness, his illness will be cured. After a moment of silence, Doom finally spoke in a deep voice.
"Why don't you dare look me in the eye and speak." Xiao Xiwei's tears welled up again.
Watar hung his head in silence for a while.
He has never lied, and he will not lie at all, so in the face of Xiao Xiwei's questioning, he can't say anything.
"How so? He is obviously good, how could he suddenly become so seriously ill? Can't even you do anything about it? Xiao Xi looked at Du Er slightly, and her tears couldn't stop falling down.
"Mother's ......"
"Aren't you a miracle doctor? When I was so dangerous when I gave birth to Ye'er, didn't you save me too? Xiao Xi looked at Du Mis, and a faint hope burned in his sad eyes.
"Mother's ......"
"How can I not even help you? How could you be out of the question? Xiao Xiwei's eyes fell, she reached out and tugged at the placket of her chest, only to feel that her chest seemed to be scratched by a giant beast with its claws, and when she used it, it hurt so much that she couldn't even shout.
She thought that God gave her a chance to live again to pity her for the suffering she had suffered in her previous life, so he gave her a chance to choose happiness, but why, just when she thought that happiness was within reach, he pushed her hard and sucked away the happiness in her hands!
Why!
God, why are you so cruel to me!
I can do nothing, I just have to spare it! I just have to cherish it! Why did you take him away!
"Niangniang......" looked at Xiao Xi's heart-rending appearance in pain, and even Du Er couldn't help but shed tears.
He wanted to help them, but he couldn't do anything.
"Why, exactly? If I do too much sin, then God will punish me! Why put all this on the pity! Damn that person should be me! What's wrong with him? Why, why don't you take my life......" Xiao Xiwei stretched out his hand to cover his chest and cried heartbreakingly.
"Niangniang, actually, it's not your fault......" Shocked by Xiao Xiwei's crying one after another, Du Er hesitated, and finally slowly spoke, "This is Senior Brother's own choice......"
Xiao Xi burst into tears slightly, looking at Du Er with a stiff gaze with a blank face.
Watari gritted his teeth.
That's it, at this time, who else can he hide? Whether it is Senior Brother or Xiao Xiwei, they have already guessed what the other party thinks, but they are afraid that the other party will be sad, and no one dares to pierce this layer of paper, rather than letting them be sad like this, it is better to cherish the rest of the days.
"Niangniang, all this is my brother's own choice, that day, he chose to change his life against the sky, and now, naturally, he has to bear the consequences of this change of life. Everything is predestined, and no one can change it. ”
"Against the sky, change your life? You, what are you talking about......"
Du Er sighed, "Niangniang has actually been buried in the sea of fire, and the reason why she can come back to life is because the senior brother used his own imperial blood to urge the reincarnation mirror, went against the sky, and finally reversed his life, and the price paid was his life......"
"No, it's ...... How is this possible? Xiao Xi shook his head slightly, his eyes were dead and incredulous after the sorrow.
No wonder, no wonder she is dead, but she is alive!
No wonder she and the capital of regret carry the memories of their previous lives!
No wonder after Hongyu left, he would say those words to himself!
It turns out that it turned out to be because of this......
"Why? Why...... Why did he do it! Xiao Xi suddenly reached out to cover his mouth and cried heartbreakingly again.
He was to blame for the fate she would have ended up like that in her previous life, she was obviously sorry for him and had a deep affection for him, why did he change his life for a person like her! It's not worth it, it's not worth it at all!
It's a pity, why are you so stupid!
Why are you so stupid!
"Niangniang, floating life, reincarnation is a hundred turns, the parting of this life may be the beginning of the reunion of the next life, you also want to open some ......" Du Er said, raising his hand and reciting a Buddha name in a low voice.
Although he knew that his words were not comforting to Xiao Xiwei, it was himself, who had been visiting famous mountains and rivers all these years, trying to find a way to save Chu Xizhi's life in heaven and earth......
Even he can't see through it, let alone Xiao Xiwei.
"Want to open...... Hehe, how can I think of ......"
She is afraid that she will never be able to think about it in this life.
Suddenly, a light crossed Xiao Xiwei's mind, and she raised her eyes and looked at Du Er suddenly, "You just said that you used your own blood to urge the reincarnation mirror in regret to change my life against the sky!" So, if it were me, wouldn't I be able to do it again? ”
Du Er was stunned, and looked at Xiao Xiwei with gloomy eyes and did not speak.
"What's wrong? Shall not my blood? Is it necessary to use the blood of the emperor to urge the reincarnation mirror? My blood doesn't work, then ...... That Ye'er's blood? Ye'er is the future son of heaven, is his blood okay! As if seeing a ray of light in the hell of despair, Xiao Xi couldn't wait to grab that light in his hand.
"Niangniang, your blood can also trigger the reincarnation mirror, it's just ......"
"Just what!"
"It's just that after Senior Brother successfully activated the reincarnation mirror, he smashed the mirror with his own hands......"
He still remembers that Chu Xizhi was standing on the top of the mountain at that time, and he said, if I keep this mirror, if he knows the truth and wants to follow this method to save my life, what should I do? I don't want her to suffer such a sin, I just want her to live a life of peace and joy......
Hearing this, the light in Xiao Xiwei's eyes completely dimmed, she gritted her teeth, and cried silently again......
It's a pity, you didn't expect anything, what was arranged, but me? Have you ever wondered what you would do if you were gone and leave me alone?
What am I going to do?
"Niangniang, your fate can't be changed, it's better to live in the present than in this sad future." After saying that, he raised his hand and bowed to Xiao Xiwei, and then raised his voice and recited, "Nanwu Amitabha." With that, he turned around, chanting the sutra while turning the Buddhist beads in his hand, and slowly walked out of the door.
The number of lives cannot be changed......
Du Er's words kept echoing in Xiao Xiwei's ears over and over again.
If, as he said, her fate cannot be changed, she should be by her side instead of grieving here......
Thinking of this, Xiao Xi hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe away a handful of tears, reached out to lift the quilt and stood up, and shouted outside the door, "Someone is coming." ”
"Mother." Ziyan and Biyun, who had been guarding the door, heard the sound and hurriedly walked in.
"Hurry up and change the clothes of the main palace, the main palace is going to the Chongde Palace." Xiao Xiwei looked at the dark night outside, and his eyes were full of determination.
Unfortunately, if you don't want me to know, then I will never know, and now, I just want to guard you......
As long as I can guard you, even if it's only for one day, it's a lifetime for me......
I just beg God to give me a little more time to be with you, one more day, one more day, one more day......