Perhaps sensing her gaze, he woke up, looked at her in a daze, opened his eyes wide, and was immediately ecstatic: "Miao Lian, are you awake?" That's nice. You're finally awake......"

She looked at him blankly, her lips squirming and she couldn't speak.

Subconsciously looked at the chest, neat and sound, and did not feel pain.

His gaze followed hers, very calm: "Miao Lian, do you feel uncomfortable there?" ”

She shook her head.

His outstretched arm wrapped his arms around her. At a certain moment, the four eyes are facing each other, and each can see the shrinking shadow of the other in each other's eyes. The morning gradually brightens, but the face slowly becomes blurred.

"Miao Lian, from now on, you will live in the Lizheng Hall, and you will not be allowed to leave for the rest of your life."

Feng Miaolian shrank into his arms and was silent, only feeling the power of his embracing arm. He is a strong man, and he never does things at both ends, and once he decides what he wants to do, he never changes.

No matter what kind of double-mindedness she had, what kind of escape she had, it would not help.

The world is so big that it is not the king's land.

So, she didn't do anything about it.

"Miao Lian, what do you want to eat?"

"Are you thirsty?"

"Come on, get ready to ...... early"

……

She watched him get up and get dressed neatly, and then the ladies of the palace came in like water, carrying an extremely sumptuous breakfast. Each of them had a new outfit and was beaming.

Everyone saluted when they saw her, and said: "Queen Mother." ”

The title shocked her—but not in a flash.

Don't you want to be a queen? I know! If you want to do it, I'll give it to you.

She remembered that it was a long time ago.

Haven't you thought about it?

Who knows.

Sometimes I really don't want to, sometimes I think hypocritically - in any case, it's a dead knot in my heart.

When the time comes, there is no sorrow or joy.

Liu Er, Baozhu, Chen Jia and other confidants and palace maids really put enough thought into it, and deliberately wanted her to understand this great joy - queen, think about it, how worthy of joy.

The phoenix crown is the world's mother, the world's top woman, standing next to the greatest emperor of her time. Think about it, how exciting.

The palace ladies have become less enthusiastic about even leaving the palace.

Since then, the future is bright.

Feng Miaolian had no intention of accepting their congratulations, and her words were very flat. The palace maids didn't dare to disturb too much and retreated.

My stomach was empty, and I was very hungry, but I didn't have any appetite when I looked at the dazzling breakfast.

Tuoba Hong smiled: "Miao Lian, you see that these are all things you like to eat, as well as plucked apples." However, the Imperial Chef is not always as good as you......"

"Miao Lian, let's have something to eat......"

He personally picked up a bowl of soup.

She turned her face away and lay down on the bed again.

His eyes darkened for a moment, seeing that she was so haggard, the whole person was almost a layer smaller in a short period of time.

He didn't persuade her again, and noticed that her gaze fell on his chest, maybe he sensed the pain, and when he went down, it was not ** but his soul that hurt.

Just like the distance between two people, how can it be healed?

"Miao Lian, Dr. Hua has already come to see him, and he said that he will get better soon."

Only then did she smell the rich smell, the medicine bowl brought in by the palace maids, and she lived on these medicinal juices for the past few days. But what about after surviving?

After surviving, you have to continue to live hard.

Eat, drink, sleep, and walk the dead every day.

Feng Miaolian rarely spoke, she stayed in bed for a long time, she was not sick, but her body never got better. Until one morning, Tuoba Hong pulled her up.

His voice was very gentle: "Miao Lian, Doctor Hua said that the more the patient sleeps, the more he will form a habit, and it will be really difficult to wake up in the future." Sleeping too much is actually very bad for people......"

She couldn't disobey him, and these days, whatever she ate, what she wore or how she should act, was arranged by him. If he didn't arrange it, she would never take one more step or say a word.

Since he said he wasn't allowed to sleep, he just didn't sleep.

Soon, get dressed up.

The clothes are also carefully selected by him. If you look closely, you don't have any shortcomings.

At this time, he understated: "Miao Lian, at the ceremony of establishing the queen, we should also invite some friends." ”

Queen's Ceremony!

Only then did she realize that this matter was in full swing.

"I want to invite Ye Jia, what do you think?"

Feng Miaolian's heart was shocked.

That deliberate grogginess was suddenly thrown out of the clouds. After what kind of despair she had experienced, she no longer remembered Yega - like the box that had been discarded, he had wiped everything about him from her mind.

Unexpectedly, he actually mentioned Yejia at such a time.

But Tuoba Hong almost didn't care about her reaction, nor did he look at her face, he just said to himself: "Ye Jia is our good friend, he has always cared about you, this time the queen should really invite him to ......"

Feng Miaolian was still silent.

"I have sent someone to inform him, but Ye Jia has not been seen these days, it is said that he is doing penance, and he may not be able to find him himself......"

What if you find me?

"Well, it depends on the will of God. It would be good if Ye Jia could come, but it didn't matter if he didn't. ”

Feng Miaolian suddenly said: "Since it doesn't matter if it's horizontal or vertical, then why do you invite him?" ”

Tuobahong's gaze retracted and landed on her face.

"Miao Lian, since you said not to invite, then it is better not to invite."

She asked rhetorically: "Did I say no?" ”

He stared at her and suddenly laughed, haha.

With this smile, the haze on her face disappeared, her haggard expression suddenly became radiant, and she grabbed her hand as soon as she reached out, looking at her angry appearance.

"Miao Lian, this is the first time you've spoken to me."

She spoke for the first time since she was injured.

reminded him of those pasts, the two of them rarely had an awkward quarrel, but once or twice a while, he must have coaxed her first and said a lot of sweet words. The old days, sweet all kinds of things.

He was in a surprisingly good mood: "Miao Lian, I'm very happy today, what about you?" ”

Feng Miaolian didn't answer, and she didn't tell whether he was sincere or false, but she felt that his words were very light, even sincere, as if he was saying whether the weather was good or not today.

This made him lose that layer of sharp and shrewd color, and he had a little bit of popularity.

It even blurs his methods of treating the little prince and Empress Feng at the beginning, like a sincere gentleman.

His tone was very sincere: "I've somehow missed Ye Jia a little lately......"

"Didn't miss it before?"

Tuoba Hong laughed again, but blushed a little.

Feng Miaolian almost rarely saw him look like this, and she was a little surprised.

His face turned even redder: "Miao Lian, I'm really a little afraid of Ye Jia...... and jealous of him......"

She looked away, didn't make contact with his gaze, and said lightly: "What are you jealous of him?" ”

"His saved your life...... If it weren't for Ye Jia, maybe you wouldn't have been able to stand in front of me today...... And Ye Jia is so handsome, if he wasn't a monk, I really ...... I really ......," his laughter became hearty, "Fortunately, Ye Jia is a monk, and who is he, is our best friend." Miao Lian, do you think I'm a villain? ”

As soon as he said this, he was relieved from the bottom of his heart.

Since she returned to the palace, this knot has almost taken root in his heart, looming, and has also become an obstacle to the relationship between the two.

"Miao Lian, I will no longer be jealous of Ye Jia in the future...... Alas, I'm a person who would make this kind of mistake. ”

“！！！”

"Miao Lian, let's start again!"

He was not asking for her opinion, but in an extremely positive tone: "Miao Lian, there was a lot of unhappiness between us in the past, but from today on, we must forget all kinds of unhappiness in the past, and we will definitely live happily." ”

Forget? Can you really forget everything?

"Miao Lian, in fact, since you returned to the palace, I haven't looked for another woman. Never. ”

There was confusion in her eyes.

Not out of suspicion, but out of fear, but not for him to perceive—

This has completely exceeded her plans and ideals - making Ye Jia a very distant person who can no longer be touched. When is the next time we meet? When she was the queen? The phoenix appeared in front of him to accept his congratulations and worship?

No, no, no, don't.

The disability of the palm and the heart and mouth cannot change this outcome. Women are like meat on a chopping board, slaughtered by others, he is the emperor, who dares to go against his will?

She didn't speak again, just surprisingly calm.

"Miaolian, from today onwards, you have to take good care of your body, you see that you have lost a lot of weight recently, and when you get better, you will have the energy to accompany me."

Accompany him? That's a long couple of decades. As long as you don't die, you will be with you for the rest of your life?

At this moment, they heard an announcement outside the door, and the two went out.

It was the chamberlain who brought in a secret letter, which was the design of Tuoba Hong's mausoleum. In addition to an empty tomb that accompanied Empress Dowager Feng in Yonggu Fangshan, a mausoleum was also designed in Luoyang, which was shared with the ancestors of the Tuoba family.

Tuoba Hong looked at it and was full of interest: "Miaolian, I set yours in too." ”

Feng Miaolian's heart was shocked.

According to convention, there are generally three acupuncture points around the emperor, and the two women are the empress and the biological mother of the later emperor. But this time, Tuoba Hong only retained two positions, and the emperor and queen were tied, and no other woman's position was left. This is what the world calls life and death together.

"Wonderful ......"

Her face was pale, and she couldn't even maintain her calm.

The blow was even greater than whether or not to invite Ye Jia.

To live is to accompany this man for the rest of his life, and after he dies, his soul cannot be free, and he has to accompany him for the rest of his life. Even if he turns to ashes, even if he turns to dust, he must lie with him in the dark and damp underground.