Xue Lengyu almost blurted out that good word, but he endured it hard and endured it, and only after calming down the strange feelings in his heart did he speak: "I believe in you." ”

Shu Li's face was overjoyed, and he was about to say something, but Xue Lengyu raised his hand to stop him, and said, "However, I still can't answer you now." ”

"Why?" That little bit of joy dimmed again.

On this night, Shu Li asked the most about why.

I thought that confession was a very simple thing, but I thought that the most difficult thing about the relationship between the two of them was to look directly at their hearts, and everything in the future should be smooth. But now what Xue Lengyu said, the piles and piles, but he never thought about them.

Xue Lengyu said: "I believe that you are sincere to me, but I only have a good impression of you, and it is not strong enough for me to devote my life." You should understand that feelings are a matter for both parties, and it is not enough for you to love me, I still need time to determine whether I am in love with you. ”

Xue Lengyu said something twisting his mouth, but Shuli understood it, and couldn't help but be a little disappointed: "In other words, you ...... me There is no ......"

Xue Lengyu said: "We have only known each other for a few days, and we haven't said a few words. And I, a person who has been hurt by love, how can I easily fall in love with someone again. ”

"So what's going to be, you're going to be." From Xue Lengyu's words, although he didn't hear the joy he imagined, he also heard that it was not a complete rejection.

Xue Lengyu is kind and seductive: "The so-called love is a kind of affection that arises from each other in the relationship between two people. It is to let the other party feel your sincerity and feel that you can be her dependence in every event in life. Do you understand? Feelings are made, not spoken. ”

"Feelings, are they made, not spoken?" Shuli repeated Xue Lengyu's words, chewed carefully, and couldn't help but laugh dumbly: "Leng Yu, I understand." ”

"Do you really understand?" Xue Lengyu looked at Shuli. With such a profound philosophy of love, he understands it?

"I know what to do." Shu Li said: "Leng Yu, there has never been a woman who told me so clearly how it takes to love someone. Now, I do. Maybe there are some things I'm not doing well enough. But just tell me what you need, and I'll try to change it for you. ”

Xue Lengyu smiled: "If that's the case, after I leave the palace, maybe I can give you an answer." And at that time, you can also better understand whether your choice is the right one. After all, life is a long time, and we all need to be cautious. ”

Shu Li's eyes darkened: "You want to leave the palace?" ”

Xue Lengyu asked rhetorically: "Do you think I'm here and happy?" Send people under the fence, inferior, everything must rely on people's breath, be careful. ”

Shuli frowned: "Not in the future." Otherwise, I'll go and tell the prince that I'll keep you by my side. ”

Shuli is the manager of Fengyuan, and it is not strange that he has a maid.

Xue Lengyu shook his head: "To be honest, if it weren't for the poverty of my family, I wouldn't bear my father and mother to suffer, and I wouldn't have come to a place like the palace." You have been in the palace for many years, you should understand how oppressive such a place is. ”

"Even if you stay by my side, don't you want to?" Shu Li said: "If you still don't believe me, I will definitely be able to protect you." ”

Knowing that Shuli's self-esteem was a little frustrated, Xue Lengyu thought about it, and still said clearly: "Whether it's your side or the prince's side, I'm just a subordinate after all." I can't convince myself at all to open my heart to your feelings. I promised the princess to help her reconcile with the princess, and then she gave me a sum of money to send me out of the palace. ”

After thinking about it, Xue Lengyu added: "Wait until then, maybe you will know what kind of person the real Xue Lengyu is, and at that time, I will also be in the mood to think about emotional issues." ”

"The real Xue Lengyu?" He couldn't help but say, "What do you mean by that?" ”

Is there any difference between Xue Lengyu outside the palace and Xue Lengyu in the palace?

Xue Lengyu's cold face for such a night finally showed a faint flying smile, and his expression was full of yearning: "The real Xue Lengyu, as you saw outside today, should cry and laugh, and there will be no compromise." And now, in this palace, even myself, I feel like the walking dead. I really don't want to talk about it now. ”

The look on Xue Lengyu's face was bright, and he trembled slightly when he saw the originally soft place in the Shushu. He couldn't help but have a thought in his heart, such a fresh life should not be imprisoned in a square inch.

Shuli blurted out: "I'll help you leave." ”

Xue Lengyu was stunned for a moment, a glimmer of hope rose in his heart, and then he said: "No, I promised the princess." If I go back like this, won't all these days of suffering be in vain? Look at the situation in my family, how can I do nothing. ”

Shuli smiled: "What you promised the princess, help her get back the prince's heart, even if you leave the palace, you can still return to the palace at any time, and you can still help the princess." But then you are not a subordinate of the king's house. ”

Xue Lengyu spread his hands: "But I need money." ”

"Money is not an issue." When Shuli said this, he was very confident: "I can give you as much as you need." ”

The way Shu Li said this, Xue Lengyu was not very disgusted. Because he doesn't look like the kind of rich man who can't live forever, but really thinks that money is not a problem, as long as he has it, he can give it.

Xue Lengyu smiled a little gratefully, but still said, "How can I ask for your money?" ”

Shuli was a little anxious: "What does it matter, I gave it voluntarily." Do you think that if I give you money, it is ...... What is the purpose? ”

"Of course not." Xue Lengyu hurriedly said: "I know that money is really not important to you. It's just that it's useless, there's no reason, I use your money, and I don't feel at ease with it. ”

Seeing the dignity of Xue Lengyu's insistence, Shu Li suddenly said: "This is easy to do, I will lend you money." Even if you can't accept my feelings, you should treat me as a friend, and when a friend is in trouble, be a brother to help him, which is also how it should be. ”

How did he go from a lover who was ready to develop to a brother all of a sudden. Seeing that Shuli said seriously, Xue Lengyu's heart suddenly relaxed, and he couldn't help but move his mind. If that's the case, it's not a good thing.

Although I don't have this heart now, I don't reject it, and I don't necessarily want to develop some feelings in the future. And now my own situation, I can help her change, and I am willing to help her change, now there is only this difference.