Extra: It is difficult to recover when covered with water4
Moreover, Miao Lian's "kindness" and brotherhood are also more in line with the beautification and imagination of her in his mind - since she shouted that she wanted to poison Gao Meiren, he always thought that it was just that she was sick and the patient was inevitably irritable, but her essence would not change - he had been trying to beautify her image, trying to resurrect the gentle and kind girl in Beiwudang in the past.
"Hahaha...... Your Majesty, don't you boast of being wise and decisive, and no one can deceive you? Hahaha, that's not right...... It's not someone else who cheats on you...... It is you who deceive yourself...... Look at your majesty, how great? I have completed my deep love in my imagination...... I enjoyed a beautiful woman like Miaozhi again...... With a generous and decent queen...... Hahaha...... Good, that's good...... How good ......."
She laughed out of tears, her words were painful, and her heart was like a knife.
"You deceived me from the time Gao Mei appeared...... Now, it's Feng Miaozhi again...... One by one, the beauties have passed, but now you say that you have been deceived...... You clearly like the new and hate the old...... Now that Gao Meiren is out of breath, Feng Miaozhi's freshness is gone...... Your Majesty, why do you actually make such high-sounding excuses? You are the emperor, and all the women in the world are yours! You can be whoever you want, even if you want 10,000 women, no one else will dare to interfere with you. But why do you have to be so pretentious??? ”
Tuoba Hong stammered - of course he is a benevolent and righteous king! However, he was by no means a stupid person - when he thought of himself as soon as he asked about Miaolian's whereabouts, how did Master Feng and Mrs. Feng stumble...... When I saw the simplicity and coldness of this temple, compared to the incomparable luxury and honor of the Feng family...... Immediately understood:
With such a situation and state of mind, how can Miao Lian be in the mood to strive for what glory and wealth for the Feng family?
Never!
I was deceived.
was deceived by the ornaments that the Feng family took out one by one.
He pinched his head and handed it to her a little timidly: "Miaolian...... Your stuff ......"
She took it, and looked carefully at the hairpin—the purest girlish feeling of her beginning—and the first love he gave herself.
She suddenly bowed, and next to her was a rock.
She picked up the stone and went down with a "bang", and her head was broken in two.
In the moonlight, her face was paler than a ghost: "Your Majesty, please put away your fake set!! As early as the day I left the palace, I swore to break you in two. You shouldn't have forgotten, right? ”
Tuoba Hong was speechless for a moment.
The "thud" was like a slam on his heart—he had never experienced such a moment in his life—not a whimsical act when she was sick—but when she had recovered and calmed down, she had smashed the last gift she had given her.
He quietly turned his face away.
After a while, Feng Miaolian actually heard a slight sob.
She was shocked.
In the moonlight, it was clear that it was him crying—it was Hong's tears.
In this life, she only saw him cry for the only time - that was when the Queen Mother died of illness, and he cried for seven days and seven nights without water.
Now, this is the time.
The man who was big actually cried in front of him.
What's the trouble???
However, at this time, no matter what tears or feelings, she could not be moved. She turned around and was very indifferent: "Your Majesty, it's not too early, please go back." The small temple can't hold your dragon body. If you have three long and two short here, I, Feng Miaolian, can't afford it. Not to mention those great subjects of yours, just Master Feng and Madam Feng will cramp and skin me! You please. ”
She turned and walked away.
When he returned, he slammed the door shut and plugged in the latch.
That night, she never opened the door to him again, nor did she inquire about him.
Tuoba Hong was locked out.
He didn't break down the door, he didn't knock desperately, he just sat down casually at the door.
The guards ran up, and he waved them to stop them, just sitting quietly on the chairs they had brought.
The night was as cold as a mountain, and Liu Er brought blankets and bedding and hot tea. However, he didn't even care about hot tea, so he asked everyone to retreat and just look at the starlight under the windowsill-
For the first time, he thought so seriously: How did he and Miaolian come to this point?
At that time, the mountain alliance and the sea oath, childhood sweethearts, thought that this life would come naturally, and they would naturally grow old together.
Unexpectedly, many years later, everything changed after the rain and clouds.
Blame her or yourself?
It's like a hairpin that has been broken in your hand.
It's like her self-cut palm—
Such a rupture.
There is no way back.
The guard came up and put it in his ear: "Your Majesty, Master Feng is kneeling outside the door...... He's been on his knees for a long time......"
He waved his hand, but he was gone.
Even if Master Feng knelt for a lifetime, he was indifferent.
For some reason, he suddenly began to sympathize with Miao Lian—never so sympathetic to her.
Especially when she saw this simple family temple, the simple clothes on her body, and even the coarse tea and light rice served by Liu Er in the evening...... Over the years, I thought about how much reward I had given to the Feng family! is to hope that they can treat her well, and can keep her an environment where she is respected and cared for - instead of being a mother in the church.
However, who would have thought that this would be the case???
Even if the emperor can reward and protect - but people's hearts are unpredictable - when everyone knows that His Majesty has turned a blind eye to Feng Zhaoyi, His Majesty has a high beauty, and he has married a new queen, who still puts the critically ill Feng Zhaoyi in his eyes???
It's just that she doesn't care about her, so other people despise her.
It's normal for people, why can't you think of it??
He was so annoyed that he didn't know what to say.
Everyone in the world says that he is a wise man, and he is also complacent, with a pair of eloquent and perceptive eyes - but behind this, who knows???
For the first time, he looked at himself so soberly, and looked at himself.
Is it a human being, but only when he is out of the golden splendor of the palace and flatters can he see himself clearly and see the truth of the matter???
Several times, he went to the door and tried to knock or break in, but he stopped and stood silently in the doorway.
Finally, it was almost dawn.
He finally leaned back in his chair and took a nap - in a daze, he had a very strange dream that he and Miao Lian held hands and ran on the highest mountain in North Wudang.
The two of them laughed and quarreled, it was the time when the love was first opened and the childhood sweetheart was born. At the time, both were in their teens. She was still a little younger, and the girl's face had just begun to blush, because she knew that she would become his bride, so even when she held hands, her heart beat like a deer.
He stared at the blush on her face—the first time he had ever known the beauty of a woman—the first feelings of a young man.
The two faced each other silently, so affectionate.
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and he slipped and fell off the cliff - only one of her hands was still holding him.
"Miao Lian...... Miao Lian ......"
With a strong will to survive, he wants her to pull him up. However, at this moment, she suddenly let go of her hand and stood up mercilessly.
"Wonderful ......"
The sound he heard was the sound of himself falling into the abyss.
"Miao Lian...... Miao Lian ......"
He jumped to his feet, and the chairs were pushed to the ground.
The guards gathered around and looked at him sweating profusely: "Your Majesty...... What happened to you? ”
He wiped the sweat from his forehead, knowing it was a nightmare.
Just like in a dream, she let go without hesitation, letting herself fall into the abyss without pulling it - it was an extremely ominous premonition. He suddenly felt afraid, a kind of fear that he couldn't grasp, and immediately knocked on the door: "Miao Lian...... Miao Lian ...... Open the door...... Miao Lian ...... Miao Lian ...... I have important things to ......"
The knock was deafening, and it didn't relax in the slightest.
Feng Miaolian had no choice but to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, he grabbed it, and almost without hesitation, he hugged her tightly, his voice was hoarse, and the cold sweat on his forehead was still dripping: "Miaolian...... Miao Lian ...... I'm having nightmares...... I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore...... Miao Lian ...... You can't do without me...... Absolutely not......"
She suddenly couldn't help it, and tears rained down.
Do you want him?
It's always been him!
It was he who did not want to drive himself out of the palace, from the time when he was most difficult, weak, and most in need of him, but he drove himself out.
And his title, status, crown prince, queen...... He's already given it to other women!!
That's right, compared to the emperors of previous dynasties, he is indeed very good - at least, he sent himself to the Feng family with benevolence and righteousness, and gave him a lot of rewards, even Feng Zhaoyi's name, he always kept it for himself - and even because of his own reasons, he was willing to take care of the Feng family vigorously. Once he recovers, he is willing to take him back to the palace.
For an emperor, he has done well enough.
Even compared to the average man's treatment of the wretched wife, it is considered very good.
However, in her mind, he was never an ordinary man - he was the person she once loved passionately, fell in love, and was single-minded, wanting to grow old.
Therefore, the requirements for him are particularly high.
surpassed the requirements of a woman of that era - at that time, such a woman was known as a vinegar lady.
That's right, she is an out-and-out vinegar lady.
Can't go back!
I can't go back for a long time.
In this life, I will never have any intersection with him again.
"Miao Lian...... Don't leave me...... Miao Lian ...... I'll never let you leave me again in this life......"
She didn't try to push him away, he was held tightly in his arms, tears drenching the hem of his chest.
He muttered to himself as if he were swearing.
"Miao Lian...... I'm going to take you back...... Certain!!! Don't worry, I will give you everything you want...... Will definitely give you ......."
Everything you want?
She thought sadly, at this moment, what else did she want? The Queen's Throne? His favorite? Another son as a bargaining chip? Exhaust all means to seize his long-term favor?
No, no, no!
I don't need it anymore.
These are not needed for a long time, and they are not unusual.
I want Yega - will he give it??