Volume 1 Mr. Engineer and Miss Mercenary Chapter 90 True Trust
The space at this time was unexpectedly calm, and there was no unbearable scene as Rheins had imagined.
She used to think that these ideas, which she did not even understand herself, would be disgusted once known.
This kind of heroism that has always been despised by people, including herself, by sacrificing herself to achieve her goals is only a kind of self-satisfied hypocrisy. But she scoffed at these things while doing such things.
Reins knew exactly what this meant, as she couldn't accept anything like that from her Philip or her engineers, so they didn't want to see her do it.
Stubbornly believing that it is necessary to "protect" important people, so she faces everything herself - this is the stupid thing that Momo and Sirua have done, and despite the countless taunts that Rhines has made when she is a bystander, it is like a resounding slap in the face to what she has said.
What an irony it is to put on the posture of an elder on weekdays, but you can't even do what you say. It should be normal for her to be ridiculed and reprimanded.
However—and perhaps a testament to her distrust of her symbiosis—Apaya's preference and protection for her was more than she had imagined.
"You shouldn't have done that." Reins almost sighed and said, "If this continues, my temper will always get worse and worse." ”
More than half of her previous twenty years of life had been spent as a killing machine, and there was no trace of her life as a human being, almost meaningless.
In the years that followed, she was trying to learn how to take responsibility for the consequences and responsibilities of tampering with the fate of Fili, trying to be a competent mercenary leader, and for this, her temper must be cleaned up well, and she cannot indulge at will. Every act that seemed to provoke others was carefully thought out, and in the end, it would definitely not affect the situation of the Fillies.
"But there are some parts that you said wrong."
Faced with Apaya's obviously surprised expression, Rhines showed a rare playful smile.
"I've always been changing...... Because you and Hua Shao will tolerate me no matter what I do, like a bad good person. ”
Otherwise, she would not have quarreled with Hua Shao because of the "mole" at that time, not to mention that she refused to apologize to the other party later.
For her adjective "rotten good person", Apaya clearly put on a disapproving and dissatisfied face.
"What's that saying? Forget it, if others knew that you described me like this, they would probably think that the legendary mercenary leader was finally poisoned by the family. ”
Reins pursed her lips and decided to kindly let the unpleasant-speaking engineer go.
"You're such a likable guy."
She complained half-truthfully, and the other party would have protested against her claim, but it was clear that Apaya's attention was still on the previous topic, and she didn't want to get tangled up in such an inconsequential battle of words.
"Don't change the subject, Rhine, I'm ready for you to have an awkward relationship with me for a long time after you are today, and I won't let this topic go easily."
Apaya's tone even sounded very casual and relaxed, but Reins knew he meant it, so she rolled her eyes widely.
"Listen, what about you if you accuse me of not giving trust? Don't I know you're doing it for my good? It's like I'm an unreasonable, vexatious shrew. ”
The blonde man still ignored her gags, and his light brown eyes looked at her quietly, as if waiting intently for her reply. Reins let out a long sigh in her heart, lowered her eyelids, and turned her head to look in other directions.
"I know what you want me to do, and I know it's the right thing to do, I just don't know how to do it yet. You want me to believe that Fili can be my help, and I want me to believe that you can be my dependence...... But it's too hard for me to suddenly do this directly, right? ”
No matter what changes take time, the Fillies are affected by her, so she has to protect them; She knew that she saw things differently from others, so she was reluctant to tell Apaya what she really thought about some part of her heart. This kind of thinking has long been a habit and integrated into her instincts.
If you want to change your instincts immediately, even if it is something that has been cultivated after tomorrow, it is inevitably too difficult.
Apaya seemed to sigh, and just as Rhines wanted to sneak a glance at the other party's expression, her whole body had been encircled in a familiar embrace.
"How is it that at such a time, your wit to mess with me disappears?"
Apaya's words made Reins grind her teeth, and she had never been evaluated for "messing around". But before she could figure out how to ask the other party for the account, the conversation continued.
"When did I say you were going to change it directly?"
This rhetorical question stunned Reines, and she wanted to refute it, but after carefully recalling it, she found that she had not found any words that could break the other party's doubt.
“…… Didn't you just want me to change when you told me about this topic? Otherwise, are you just talking and playing? ”
Reins reluctantly answered Apaya logically, while the other party only raised an eyebrow and reached out to ruffle Reines's hair fiercely.
"I just want you to face it up to it, not avoid it all the time. If you can change it at the same time, I'll suspect you're just putting on a show to deal with me. ”
The silver-haired woman rolled her eyes again, and quickly took a few steps back to fix her hair as she slapped Apaya's messy hand away from her head. Apaya didn't make her behavior more difficult, just stood there and watched her.
"I've just had enough of it, you're always getting yourself so tired because you don't want to get me in trouble or something."
Reins glanced at the other man, and if it weren't for the lack of any sneer on his face, she would have made him pay something for his always unflattering words.
"Do you still want me to bring you some trouble every day to come back and you be happy? I don't know when you became this masochistic tendency—"
"Of course I want you to cause me some trouble, at least at that time I can feel that I am being relied on by you." Appaya said naturally, and he muttered for a moment, then shook his head slightly, "Still, I'm not a fan of Hermiria or Talos's type of trouble. ”
The engineer's overly arrogant attitude made Rheins almost choke on herself, and at the same time, a full sense of powerlessness filled every corner of her body, and at the same time, there seemed to be a small but warm trickle slowly flowing out of her heart.
However, she would not let her lover who had not learned the lesson know her thoughts like that.
"I know this, I'll think about it."
Rhines replied to Apaya flatly, and just as the other party was surprised by her too calm reaction at this time, a large amount of cold water poured over Apaya's head.
Yes, literally, a stream of icy water emerged from above Apaya's and soaked his body. Appaya was so confused by the sudden attack that she could only cough in place for a while to relieve the dilemma of choking the liquid into her trachea by surprise.
"Even if you do it for my own good, it doesn't mean that I can accept what you do, give me a good reflection on your words and attitude!"
After Apaya had made herself a little less embarrassed, she heard the angry words of his mercenaries and the heavy footsteps that were fading away. He could only sigh helplessly and wipe the drops of water from his face rather gloomily.
I don't know who said just now that she is by no means an unreasonable and vexatious shrew...... No, he's not saying that Reins is a shrew. It's just that he hasn't tasted the experience of being "pranked" by the other party after angering the other party for a long time, and he actually subtly thinks that such a mercenary is a little cute.
But does he need to do something about it next?
Based on the experience of each and every one of the previous ones...... Even if he may be treated slightly better now because of the difference in relationship, the mercenary's anger will definitely not be reduced, and it can even be said that it is more serious, and he must not get carried away and not coax the other party back, otherwise the days will be even more difficult in the future.
Appaya looked in the direction Reins had left, then looked down at her condition, and after the water dripping from her hair obstructed her vision, she decided to go back to her room and clean up before looking for someone.
As for the people at the institute? He's only been away for a short time, and it doesn't affect anything.
Having made the decision to go through no battle of thoughts, Apaya wiped the water from her face and walked in the direction of her room.
On the other hand, Reins didn't go too far and slowed down.
No, that doesn't mean she's gone. It's better to say that the opposite is true, and the more she recalls the conversation that just happened, the more angry she becomes.
Yes, her symbiosis is for her good, but can that be an excuse for him to press so hard?
If it's for her good, shouldn't we take a gentler approach that makes her more acceptable?
That damn engineer-
She will never forgive the other person until he apologizes and reflects on his mistakes and promises that there will be no next time.
Ha, since Apaya herself said that she wanted her to bring some trouble, then take it as one, he didn't want to expect her to be easily soft-hearted this time.
- If he knows each other, he should catch up immediately...... No, seeing him drenched in his body made it easy for her to shake, so it was best for him to clean himself up and appear in front of her immediately, so that she could continue to toss the other party with peace of mind.
If Apaya dares to show up too late, then don't blame her for being ruthless. After all, Apaya's own words had been said to that point, and there was no reason for her to continue to hold back her emotions and not resolve them.
Yes, that's right. If the engineer said it himself, he should put it into practice himself.