It's on the shelves tomorrow, and I'm worried.

I don't know why I suddenly wanted to cry when I finished writing the last sentence.

Maybe it's because I think that no one has appreciated it all along, maybe it's because I think of all these years of wandering in various strange cities from south to north, or maybe it's because I think that I can write some words seriously like a writer today.

To you, and to me in the same way.

At the age of 13, he began to write poetry, read a lot of poems, and memorized a lot of words. A Xinhua dictionary, I can turn to any word you say in two seconds with my own hand.

From the first day I wrote poetry, some people said I was insane.

When I reached high school, I began to try to write poetry collections, essay collections, and short story collections, and began to imitate the literary style of famous Chinese modern writers, imitating Lao She, imitating Yu Hua, Su Tong, Guo Jingming, Han Han, and Le Xiaomi.

All the works ended in failure.

So I started reading Jin Yong, Gu Long, and Chen Qingyun day and night, and I wanted to write martial arts, even though my style of writing had been imitated very similarly.

But all the works ended in failure.

I started to read Zhu Xian again, read the Seven Realms, read the Tang Family Sanshao, Tomato, and Chen Dong, and I could imitate Chen Dong's style and I couldn't tell that it was written by someone else.

All the works still ended in failure.

Including the story of a teenager named Zhao Yang, whom I carefully planned for a 5 million word outline.

In the end, there were very few subscriptions, and I looked at the author's income every month, and my friends laughed at me and said, "You're not suitable for writing books."

You're not fit to write a book.

I heard this phrase from the age of thirteen to the age of twenty-five.

Until these days, I saw someone say that Onmyoji's work is a classic, the best book of all the books he has read.

When I heard these words, my heart was troubled.

To prove that I am not fit to write a book wrong.

I did it for 12 years.

In the past twelve years, I have come out of the mountain village, and I have seen too many glamours and filth, sins and temptations, from the beginning I thought that I could overcome obstacles and become a hero praised by everyone like a mysterious boy who came out of the wilderness, but later I became cautious in everything I did, for fear of making mistakes, and no matter how bumpy the road ahead, I could only rely on myself.

I have read a lot of books, imitated the style of many people, and gradually formed my own style, I can confidently write novels of all kinds of genres, whether it is fantasy, science fiction, romance, suspense, or others.

So when someone tells me that the books I write are classics, that I am a great god, that I tell stories like a storyteller, I feel terrified.

I'm reading every comment you write very seriously, and I haven't pulled down a single one, I'm afraid that others will give me a bad review of my writing, and I will question this and that before I finish reading a chapter, I will leave the word garbage and leave. I'm angry too, but I can only secretly delete it like a hurt little boy and treat it as if it didn't happen.

In my book, I have taken the trouble to describe the moonlight, the windswept night, over and over again, because I am the only one on the road when I walk through the streets on days when I walk from south to north, on windy or snowy nights.

So after it is put on the shelves, I hope that all the people who are still following the book will accompany me, accompany Wang Yang, and let the book go on together.

Before writing the testimonials on the shelves, I read all the testimonials of the top gods in Black Rock, and all the testimonials I saw on the shelves were introducing the method of recharging book coins, and then starting with a chapter of 1 cent and 5 cents, and explaining to readers that they would spend money on reading books next like selling cabbage, so I won't say anything like that.

The day before yesterday, my friend's book was on the shelves, and there were originally 2,000 people chasing each chapter, but now there are less than 1,000 people, and his book is ostensibly better than mine.

I don't know what my book will do tomorrow.

I don't need to say much to the old readers who love to chase books, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

For some new readers who have just read online articles, I can tell you clearly and unequivocally that the so-called famous books are actually shit for our generation, and they will never increase their writing skills.

I didn't want to spend money on reading books before, I always felt that it wasn't worth it, until I saw the work I really liked, and realized that the original book could be written like this, and I was fascinated by writing it like this, and finally I was willing to pay for it, so if you think it was worth it, please continue to chase it, whether you are a student party or something else, the results of the book are accumulated by a little bit of insignificant strength, please face up to your own strength.

The number of people in our books is very small in the Great God Zone, so if you want to win, you must stay here with all of you, not relying on the poor proportion of the number of people who keep books, which is really very few.

After it is put on the shelf, the first day is 5 more, and after that, it is guaranteed to be more than 6000 words every day, and the first chapter of Black Rock is at least 2500 words, that is, when my two chapters are less than 6000, I will write the third update.

If someone rewards the jade pendant or something on the same day, plus one or five and ten more, I will complete and upload it within a few days, indicating who is adding more, and the total number of tips will reach the level of adding more, and it will also be added.

As for the number of additions, to tell you the truth, I didn't have this speed to complete it in one day, and I'm sorry for this book with this speed.

You don't want to read the words, and I don't want to write the words, the running account-style writing makes a group of people fight together, and you can write hundreds of thousands of words in a row. I can't help but read the wonderful article, and I wrote 150,000 words, and you can read it when you get home by taking the subway after work.

During the writing of this book, I devoted at least 15 hours a day to contemplating the plot and connecting the plot to the next framework, because I had some work to do in between, and sometimes I couldn't sleep for even four hours a day.

So I don't dare to tell you at the beginning of the shelves to ensure that every day explodes and the like, I can only say that there must be more than before, when you need to add more, you can only try to force yourself to be faster, put down the other things at hand to be busy, plus stay up all night or even stay up all night to write to you, in my place, there is no owe more to say, say it, I won't say it if I can't do it.

Since writing this book, I haven't asked for a reward, and before it was put on the shelves, I was always told that I didn't want to add a ticket, and I didn't dare to ask for a ticket.

I will make a plus rule on the home page within the scope of my ability, try to meet everyone, if there is anything else to say, you can leave a message in the comment area, and even if there are more readers, I will see your message, sometimes I will reply, please forgive me when you don't have time to reply.

So, when the first chapter subscription comes, brothers and sisters, please have a money field and a personal field if you don't have money.

My QQ number: 595020591

"Onmyoji Secret Record" group: 109327759 (there are a lot of vacancies)

Thanks, bird of the north.

[The following is the recharge method, you can take a look at it if you don't know how to recharge, and you don't need to look at it if you have already recharged.] 】

First of all, log in to Heiyan and log in with one click with QQ, Sina Weibo, and Baidu accounts.

Let's focus on the Apple mobile phone first, the Apple mobile phone must not be recharged on the client APP, because the ratio is only 1:50, friends who play the Apple mobile phone, you can use the web version of the black rock on the mobile phone, recharge on the web version, so that the ratio is 1:100. Then log in to the client APP again to watch, which is the most cost-effective.

First, Alipay recharge, this recharge ratio is 1:100. This is the easiest, fastest, and most cost-effective recharge method, and many people will use Alipay, so I won't say much about this.

Second, online banking recharge, this recharge ratio is also 1:100, you can choose according to your bank card opening bank, and those who have used online banking will definitely do it.

Third, Tenpay recharge, this recharge ratio is also 1:100, but I personally don't play Tenpay, everyone who can play, you can choose this, the recharge ratio is still very cost-effective.

The following ones are a bit pitfalls, and it is not recommended that you use the following methods.

Fourth, mobile SMS recharge, this is a pit, only 1:40, because China Mobile has to deduct the handling fee.

Fifth, mobile phone recharge cards, Shenzhou line recharge cards, China Unicom recharge cards, China Telecom, these are all OK, and the ratio is 1:85.

Sixth, game point card recharge, Junwang card, Shanda game card, journey game card, QQ coin card (remember to be QQ coin card, not QQ coin), Perfect World, NetEase card. These are, and the ratio is 1:70.

The recharge method is very simple, if you still don't understand, you can contact Black Rock customer service, Tel: 010-82156292, 136-6107-3712 QQ: 2814551419.