Chapter 25 The Shape of the Devil
"Why should I, why should I suffer?"
Panicked and sad, Xiao Xiaoyue finally knew that she was angry! "You don't know anything at all, you don't understand anything!"
Fang Qingchen's voice was light and fluttering.
"I understand."
No, no, no, you don't understand! If you knew, you wouldn't tear other people's wounds in such a bloody way!
What do you know? You are a radiant legendary hero, and naturally look down on me for such a desperate love that sacrifices your life and despairs. You, like my brother, have family and country affairs in your eyes, how can you understand why I cherish this kind of relationship that would rather give up everything to accompany each other?
She loves him, and he loves her, but he loves her far less than she loves him. However, even though she knew this, she still loved him! If she wants her to give up him, she wants her to cut off her heart and soul. Even if there is no family and country, no world, no overall situation, and no expectations of everyone...... She still can't let go of him!
She loves him, that's why she hates him. She hated him, which is why she put on a desperate posture like that, refusing to forgive. But that's because she loves him. She loves him, so in that courtyard, she will lose her armor and collapse under the gentle temptation of Fang Qingchen's casual words.
She loved him, so she stood side by side with him in front of the camp against the sword bush and gun, she hated him, so when half of the Chu country was rejoicing in this marriage that ended the civil war, she couldn't sleep at night.
She knew that she couldn't give up on him, and eventually, she would become his wife. So she tried to deliberately stop thinking about it, and deliberately attributed all the rejection and all the restlessness to the natural shyness and nervousness of her daughter's family. No one ever mentioned to her a word about the betrayal of the day, but he wanted to break it with a word. Tear away all covers! The truth is shocking. How can she face it?
It turned out that she had always been and never forgotten that betrayal! It turned out that she had been thinking about it all the time, but in fact, he loved her far less than she loved him. Even if you can already raise your eyebrows, it is difficult to settle in the end!
You know what! You are a man, a hero, a strong man...... How do you know how to be alone in the night? What it is like to escape from the pursuit of your most beloved person, and how can you understand what it is like to betray the person you trust and value most and are willing to give up everything for him! After the betrayal, I watched the person I loved the most confess in front of me in agony and inexplicably. Every time you see the person you love the most, you think of betrayal, and every time you think of betrayal, it is still the person you love the most......
No, no, no. You don't understand. If you know, how can you have to let me see it!
Isolated on the long street, she finally hid her face and cried!
In the depths of the dark street, a figure suddenly rushed straight over, raising his hand at Fang Qingchen is punch.
Fang Qingchen turned a blind eye. I don't bother to move.
Zhao Wangchen flew over in a panic. hugged the person: "Ah Hu, don't cause trouble!" ”
The honest teenager struggled desperately: "Let go of me!" I'm going to teach this guy a lesson! ”
Zhao Wangchen complained bitterly in his heart, and I let it go. It's you!
"Hu, don't make trouble here. The young lady is about to get married, and now she is crying here for people to see, what does it look like? You're going to make a big deal out of it, what about Miss's reputation? ”
Speaking of Xiao Xiaoyue, the impulsive young man really calmed down, glared at Fang Qingchen viciously, and lowered his head to persuade Xiao Xiaoyue.
Zhao Wangchen secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and once again dragged Fang Qingchen to leave.
This time, Fang Qingchen actually moved as soon as he pulled it, and tolerated himself being pulled away by him without saying a word.
Zhao Wangchen gritted his teeth, and actually dragged Fang Qingchen for two streets in a row, convinced that Xiao Xiaoyue couldn't hear the sound, so he shook his hand and turned around, and asked hatefully, "Why?" Why do you suddenly want to say something like that? ”
Under the bloody indignation, he was uneven, and threw the other party's respect and worship to the clouds.
"What I'm saying is nothing but the truth." Fang Qingchen didn't see any anger, and his voice was a little monotonous.
"What if it's the truth? Who in the world doesn't know that is the truth? But no one will mention it! Miss Xiao herself doesn't want to think about these old things anymore! ”
"She can't put it down."
"She can't let go, she can't let go of Zhuo Ziyun! Who can live without a little regret in this life? What's so bad about her choice? What's more, now their marriage represents the integration of Xiao Zhuo's two families, and it is related to the blessings and misfortunes of hundreds of people in the Great Chu Kingdom......"
"For the sake of the world, must you be wronged?" Fang Qingchen's voice was still flat, with a little weird curiosity.
Zhao Wuchen was extremely angry, and roared: "For the sake of the world, wronged yourself a little, what!" ”
The cold moon broke out of the clouds for a moment, illuminating Fang Qingchen's strange and strange face,
In the darkness shrouded again, Fang Qingchen said indifferently: "Yes, so what? ”
Zhao Wuchen was so angry that he gasped: "They already have true feelings, everything can be fine." Even if Miss Xiao is a little uneasy in her heart, after a long time, she can forget it. You just want to bring it up, you want to make her unhappy, why? ”
Fang Qingchen finally smiled, his tone was cold and cold: "I'm not happy myself, why should I let others be happy?" ”
Zhao Wangchen looked at him dumbfounded: "It was you who persuaded Xiao Xiaoyue to forgive Zhuo Ziyundi ......"
"Because at that time she was useful. Now, whether she loves Zhuo Ziyun or not, and whether she is willing to marry Zhuo Ziyun or not, in the end, Xiao Yuanfeng and Zhuo Lingyun will definitely promote this marriage, even if it is strong. So, now, it doesn't matter what she thinks about her mood. ”
"You, you ......" Zhao Wangchen couldn't help but take two steps back: "You are still not the loyal and righteous person that the world says."
Thick and generous town country marquis? ”
Fang Qingchen laughed out loud: "I don't care what kind of heroic illusion the people of the world like to create for their own needs. I'm really tired of pretending to be a saint. ”
Zhao Wangchen's face was pale: "You, you are not afraid of being exposed......"
Fang Qingchen almost wanted to laugh: "Debunked? Who debunked? Do you think I'm going to be so careless? The only three of you know about it tonight. It is about Xiao Xiaoyue's reputation, once this matter spreads, no one will sympathize with her, but will only accuse her of not knowing the general situation. Unwilling to sacrifice for the world. So the two of them won't say a word to anyone. And you? Are you going to spread it all over the world? You think someone will believe what you say! ”
Zhao Wangchen clenched his hands into fists for a long time before asking, "...... you Are they all fake? Those who respect you and love you have been deceived by you? You are heroic, and you are loyal and patriotic...... You...... Do you not care about those who are willing to die for you at any time, just like you do with Miss Xiao, you will abandon them when you are done, and you will step on two feet when you are happy! ”
His voice was almost trembling, and at last he was speechless. Hissed and asked, "Isn't it?!" ”
The man on top of him suddenly leaned down and put his face in front of him. It was so close, in the dark night, he could also make out that his face had reappeared with his usual gentle and elegant smile, but without warmth.
He held out a hand. Gently and softly tapped him on the shoulder twice.
"Yes."
Zhao Wangchen was shocked, and his whole body froze. And then. The man in front of him smiled softly and turned to leave. In the darkness, the whiteness that gradually faded away was dazzling and piercing.
The night breeze blows cold, a small and floating flower. Flying lightly in front of your eyes. Zhao Wangchen unconsciously reached out to support Feihua. I only felt that between the soft petals, it seemed that there was still the person's body temperature.
At first, the man drank among the flowers under the tree. I don't know how many fallen flowers are in his body, when he got up and walked all the way, the flowers fell one after another, only this small one, inadvertently stuck in the sleeve, but it never fell out. It wasn't until the man raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder that the flowers fell on the young man's shoulder, and in the blink of an eye they were blown up by the night wind.
Looking down at the petals for a long time, the young man had red eyes, gritted his teeth, and watched the flowers fall into the dust with one hand, and then stepped down with one foot.
All the beauty is stained with dirty sludge in the blink of an eye.
Fang Qingchen! Sure enough, he's not a good guy!
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After Zhao Wangchen, Ah Hu became the second person who dared to break into Fang Qingchen's room.
The young man's face turned pale, and he glared at Fang Qingchen angrily: "Miss cried all night last night, and closed the door during the day and saw no one." Fortunately, I was going to get married, Zhuo Ziyun and her couldn't meet, and I used her shyness to block many people for her, but if it goes on like this, I can't hide it! ”
Fang Qingchen asked casually: "So what?" ”
"Miss was supposed to be very happy, but you made her like this! If you don't settle this matter and make her happy again, I will fight with you no matter who you are! ”
Fang Qingchen didn't laugh at him, he was not ashamed, he only said lightly: "She deceived herself, I just let her stop deceiving herself." ”
"She is willing to deceive herself, what does it have to do with you?" The honest young man glared angrily at the man who was as different from him as heaven and earth: "That's good for her, good for Xiao Zhuo's family, and good for everyone in the world!" Why do you bother to make her unhappy? Is there any other way for her to go now? ”
"So, is this good for you?" Fang Qingchen smiled, his expression was as evil as a devil who seduced mortals: "Are you happy?" ”
The boy calmly replied, "If she is good, I will be fine." She rejoiced, and I rejoiced. ”
The thoughts that many others thought were extremely complicated, subtle, and unspeakable, he had finished saying just a plain sentence.
Fang Qingchen was stunned, looked at him, and suddenly sighed softly.
There is nothing to ask for, so there is no pain in asking for nothing. I don't care about the return, that's why I can do it so hard. Such an ordinary teenager is the one who really knows and understands love.
It's a pity that he is Fang Qingchen, he is cold and selfish by nature, he demands too much, so he is greedy, hateful, and hateful, and has to taste the seven sufferings of this world.
On that night, when his state of mind was at its bleakest, such a bewildered bride slammed into his eyes and provoked all his malice and coldness.
Why did you suddenly stop wanting to control the dark indifference in your selfish heart at that time?
Life after life, I will never go, but the people of the world only choose to compromise and forget, to cherish all the land in front of me, and then, for a lifetime, at least there will be superficial happiness and beauty.
Why? Obviously unwilling, uneasy, obviously under the moonlight, with a pair of sad eyes, why, do you want to go to such a rare "beautiful marriage"?
To put it bluntly, he just can't see the good of others.
I can't ask for it, so I can't see others have it.
He smiled slightly, his eyes were distant, he stood up, didn't look at Ah Hu, and walked out.
Ah Hu rushed over to stop him: "Where are you going, you haven't promised me yet......"
"If you want to help Xiao Xiaoyue, get out of the way for me."
Ah Hu was stunned and took a step to the side. I watched him take a few steps on his own before he came back to his senses and followed closely.