Chapter 10: Reprimand

As Emperor Yan grew older, he gradually had more and more homework to learn every day. It's okay to practice martial arts - Yan Guo is not a country that will be established immediately, except that the emperor must be able to ride a horse when he goes out hunting and be able to shoot arrows when he is sacrificing, as long as he is in good health. However, this literal effort must not be neglected.

Of course, the emperor does not study for scientific examinations, and he will not learn what poetry to write against and eight articles like the people who read all over the world, but on the contrary, the scriptures of the hundred schools of thought, the mountains and rivers of his country, the famous ministers and famous generals of other countries, and the historical events of the past dynasties are all indispensable lessons for him. In addition, in view of the imperial approval, which was indispensable for the emperor's future government affairs, calligraphy was also regarded as a very important task.

But that's not all.

As an emperor, no matter how to govern martial arts, it is just a technique of governing the country, it is something to be used, as long as it can be used well, its own attainments do not have to overwhelm the ministers, governing the country in a good way, knowing how to use people, it is much more important than these - because of this judgment, Rong Yun has long left twelve points of intention in this matter, since the emperor was ten years old, whenever he wants to approve the fold, he will sit next to the emperor, calculate the degree of his learning, pick the matching one and let him see, and then how to reply to himself, And why he replied in detail one by one, so that over the course of a year, the emperor read more and more excerpts every day, and by the time he was eleven years old, he could already understand half of the excerpts, and he could even occasionally put forward some correct views.

When Emperor Yan was twelve years old, Rong Yun said hello to him, and he began to go to the court in the morning. Of course, he is far from having the ability to deal with the government affairs, and in terms of specific affairs, before he has no pro-government, Rong Yun is still in charge of him for the time being, but he sits there every day but he does not sit in vain: day by day, to see how the courtiers behave and how to do things, and then after the court meeting, Rong Yun explained to him in detail that as the days go by, each courtier's loyalty, treachery, good and evil, what he is short of, what he is afraid of, and even his temperament, but he gradually has some impressions in his heart.

In Yan Rin's opinion, the evaluation of the four words "Chinese talent" of the emperor of Yanguo in the history books is very appropriate, under the careful teaching of that person for many years, he has grown to this age, and it is only to such an extent, which makes him almost angry, this emperor has failed this great condition too much.

Thinking back to his previous life, Yan Rin couldn't help but think more and more of this young emperor of Yanguo - although it was the same when he was in school, but when he was a little older, that person began to alienate himself, although he would still mark the window lessons for himself secretly, but how could those masters read according to the book be as detailed and deep as his face-to-face explanation? Even if he will secretly expose himself to the recital, but after all, he can only see a few criticisms, his intentions, the importance of the words, how can he think through it with only his own thinking as a teenager? Not to mention that when he was about to go to court, that person didn't even look at himself, he only took care of giving orders, and all the courtiers' thoughts and temperaments had to guess and figure out by themselves, how could he be as lucky as Emperor Yan in front of him, and that person could sort out all the people and things for him one by one?

It's not that I don't know, everything that person does is for his own good, it's not that he doesn't know, he is so deliberately estranged, in fact, he just wants to let himself take the initiative to learn, so that he can learn the way of seeking talents, knowing people, and governing in the most difficult but most peaceful environment, but he still can't help but think that if he has the opportunity to be treated like this by that person...... Presumably...... You won't be stupid enough to be stupid, will you? If he was willing to teach himself so earnestly, maybe he would have done better than in his previous life...... So, I felt even more that this young emperor of Yanguo was really a teacher who was worthy of the envy of the whole world, just saying that he was a middle-aged person, Yan Rin really thought that he was extremely objective.

Is this simply a contempt for people with mediocre qualifications, or is it a judgment made by emotions that is blinded by emotions after watching that ordinary little emperor get the happiness he yearns for but can't obtain? In the interval of complicated feelings, Yan Rin did not ask herself like this, but found out. Either of them is difficult to rule out completely. Perhaps, it's a combination of both. In the end, with reluctance to admit it, he did so to judge himself.

Obviously he has already gotten the most, but he is still like a child who only likes to eat other people's food, jealous of the things that should be insignificant to him - he actually has such feelings, in Yan Rin's opinion, it is really a very blushing thing, he even thought that if that person knew that he had such an idea, he would probably show an inexplicable or even unbearable expression, and if he showed contempt for Emperor Yan, he was afraid that he would be taught that he was too arrogant. It's just that even if the perception of "may be reprimanded by that person" will make Yan Rin unhappy, he still can't take back his judgment - compared to the lack of absorption ability to learn to enter the realm, the cause of the final incident is more critical, at least in Yan Rin's opinion, Emperor Yan, who will do such a thing, is really more suitable to be classified as a faint monarch.

In Yan Rin's memory, the "guilty edict" that triggered the formal conflict between Emperor Yan and Rong Yun happened when the emperor was sixteen years old, however, it was just the fuse of the final tragic ending of the two monarchs and ministers.

"Your Excellency!" The little eunuch was sweating profusely, his eyes were red, and he almost rolled into the room where Rong Yun had reviewed the excerpts, and fell to his knees with a thud, completely ignoring the rules of etiquette, and only shouted loudly, "Go and save the little black man!" ”

Rong Yun stopped what he was doing and put the pen aside: "What's the matter?" Seeing that the person who came was panting and speechless, he frowned slightly, "Don't worry, make it clear slowly." ”

"Yes...... The emperor, the emperor ......"

"What's wrong with the emperor?" Rong Yun's brows furrowed even tighter, but no other look appeared on his face. He knew that if he showed a panic again, he was afraid that this little eunuch who had no rules and regulations would be even more unclear, and besides, he didn't think that anything would happen to Emperor Yan - not to mention that if something happened to the emperor, the sky would have fallen in the palace long ago, and it would never be the turn of this little eunuch who was doing rough labor to tell him, even if he was really anxious to find no one else, in that case, he categorically did not say anything about the emperor, but first shouted to save himself a little black man whose name was obviously also a eunuch.

As it turned out, Yung Yun's guess was correct. Not only did the emperor not do anything at all, at this time, he was still quite god-Rong Yun finally listened to the little eunuch who reported the news, and when he hurriedly walked over, Emperor Yan was sitting behind the dragon case, coldly watching the little eunuch who was only thirteen or fourteen years old in front of him being tossed to the point of flesh and blood, and when Rong Yun finally arrived, everything was a foregone conclusion: before he entered the door of the imperial study, he saw the guards dragging the little black man who had lost his breath and walked towards him......

"The emperor's ......" walked into the imperial study and saluted Emperor Yan, Rong Yun had a rare gloomy face, frowned, and looked at the emperor solemnly, "I heard that the emperor was bumped by his subordinates just now...... It's just that the palace people can't serve the waiters, and the emperor is in charge of punishing him, why is he so angry that he easily takes people's lives? ”

Emperor Yan was already angry, but he was suddenly scolded so unceremoniously, his face immediately darkened, and he didn't care that Rong Yun was an auxiliary minister, he was in control of his identity before he was in power, and snorted coldly from his nose: "A little eunuch, what if he dies?" I am the Ninety-Five, don't I even have this right? Rong Qing is inevitably too lenient! ”

If you don't take other people's lives seriously, don't say that Xiaolou's era of equality for everyone is by no means respected even in the world where imperial power is supreme. Although it is said that the king calls the ministers to die and the ministers are not dead and disloyal, and the eunuchs are just royal slaves, and their lives are indeed extremely despicable, but this kind of behavior that regards human life as nothing is by no means a good name for the monarch, and besides, the death of the little black man is very wrong, not to mention, the antecedents are even more unbearable - the emperor ruined a palace maid to death, because this woman takes care of the little black man very much on weekdays, he couldn't help but feel sad when he collected the body, and his face inevitably showed some injustice, and was seen by Emperor Yan, who was not having enough fun with Zhengjue, and caused a murderous disaster......

Excessive immorality comes first, and indiscriminately kills innocents later, and such a shameless act can be done without care...... Although I have read this history in the history books for a long time, what I have really seen with my own eyes is different after all. Looking at the young emperor of Yanguo who didn't think he was wrong in the slightest on the screen, Yan Rin already despised him to the extreme, and then saw that his face was getting more and more gloomy when he stood aside, but his eyes faintly revealed the appearance of pain and self-blame, and his eyes were slightly condensed, and his heart was silent.

He knew what the man was thinking! There is no doubt that while disgusted by the actions of the young emperor of Yanguo, that person must also feel that he has not taught this young man well...... Although Yan Rin felt that such a thought was too self-responsible, she had to admit that it was not completely wrong, but it was just ...... He felt a sudden pain in his heart, and then he hated it - that man could never imagine how cruel the emperor in front of him would do to him in the future, and he was still thinking about how to teach, and even blamed himself for his failure......

Yan Rin's guess was right, Rong Yun at this time was indeed angry and remorseful, if he counted it carefully, the remorse was indeed even more, but here and now, it was obviously not the time for him to blame himself, Emperor Yan's attitude was strong and irritable, and he couldn't tolerate him to say those soft words of self-reflection - I was afraid that if I took a step back, I would no longer be able to suppress him, let alone teach him. Quickly calming down, Rong Yun looked at the emperor who was flushed and became more and more angry, and sighed secretly, but his face was not revealed, but he made a very stern expression, and began to teach a lesson in a cold and hard voice. From the emperor's displeasure in learning court politics, to his indiscriminate behavior all day long; From the large-scale construction of the people and the loss of money, to his extensive recruitment of people's daughters, and ruthlessly, Rong Yun pointed out all kinds of inappropriate things in Emperor Yan in the past few years and reprimanded them one by one.

“…… Since the emperor is the Son of Heaven, he should be sympathetic to the people's feelings, how can he act like this! After making a summary with the most direct evaluation, Rong Yun looked at Emperor Yan's forehead, which had faintly appeared on the forehead, and did not mean to stop at all, "Today's matter, the emperor is even more wrong!" The palace maid is indeed the emperor's person, and the emperor likes her and spoils her, and it is not very important, but-how can she be abused to death? That little eunuch is quite caressed by this palace maid on weekdays, and weeping is not only human nature, but also his knowledge, why did the emperor torture him to death because of this? Although the people in the palace are just subordinates, after all, they are all lives, and the emperor does this, don't you know how to be ashamed? ”

Although Rong Yun spoke bitterly, the effect was nothing. Emperor Yan's face obviously didn't show the slightest bit of "shame", but the indignation on his face was full of indignation, which anyone could see. He didn't argue with Rong Yun, he just stared at him with a blue face, his lips closed tightly, and he refused to spit out a word.

The emperor's expression didn't mean anything to Rong Yun. He has already made up his mind, this time, he must not easily let go of the mistakes of this young man, maybe it is difficult to return, and he can't make him repentant at one time, but there are some things that must be let him do now......

What Rong Yun was going to do, Yan Rin, who was watching from the other side of time and space, knew quite well - the living notes were actually not the most important history books, but in his previous life, in order to be able to understand the history of various countries and learn from the successes and failures of the ancients, he had read them carefully. Although it was impossible for him to memorize everything by such a level of reading, it was so unheard of that he was forced to make an edict by the monarch as a courtier, but did not issue it to the world, but only to review it for himself, because he had never heard of it, and it naturally impressed him very deeply. Yan Rin even remembered that when he was young, he was extremely moved by such a loyal courtier's dedication to the king, regardless of his own interests and losses, and when he grew up, he also thought about what kind of humiliating feeling it would be to be played with and coerced by the emperor who was forced to introspect himself, but saw that the courtier withheld the edict and did not issue it.

It's just that at that time, he didn't know that this one of his loyal and upright courtiers, and his arrogant courtier, actually had an incomprehensible relationship with himself, and the entanglement that entwined the two worlds, let alone thought that behind the historical facts that only had results and were almost indifferent, what kind of feelings had been washed away by the water of time, and finally there was no ink mark......

However, whether it is his realizations in his previous life or the exclamation in this life, they cannot have the slightest meaning in the history that has already happened. No matter what kind of complicated state of mind he had, all Yan Rin could do was to sit here, looking at the young emperor of Yanguo, with a tense face, stiff back, staring, unwilling, but he still had to sit down, in front of that person, stroke by stroke, he wrote down the immoral things that he had spent on luxury and hurt the people in the past few years, one by one, and then handed over that edict to his courtiers, and watched him take it calmly, browse carefully, and listen to his admonitions. Although his face was full of anger, he could only nod his head and listen, until he finished speaking, bowed and retired, and finally never uttered a word of rebuttal.

In the history books of the previous life, the record of this incident is not detailed. At least, Yan Rin had never seen what Rong Yun's mood was after reprimanding the young emperor and forcing him to issue an edict. However, at this time, through the products of high technology, the appearance of the person who had not slept all night sometimes thoughtful, and sometimes flipping through a book to check it was enough for Yan Rin to see the self-blame and uneasiness in his heart. And when he received the order to summon him to the imperial study, the unexpected expression on his face instantly made Yan Rin understand that he didn't have too many expectations for the immediate results of yesterday's education.

However, Emperor Yan's attitude was far beyond Rong Yun's expectations.

The young emperor sat on the throne, with a look of closeness and shame on his face, and he didn't say anything, but just urged the attendants to give the seat and serve tea. Then, he waved his hand and ordered all the palace people to retreat, and watched them close the door, then he turned to Rong Yun and lowered his head: "Rong Qing, I know that I am wrong. He smacked word by word, biting extremely clearly.

The expression on Rong Yun's face, at this moment, Yan Rin, who was so wonderful that he was watching, almost wanted to laugh out loud. In his previous life, that person was calm and calm, as if nothing was out of his control. Therefore, although he was brought up by him, and then he was so intimate, Yan Rin didn't have many opportunities to see when that person had such a surprised expression that he had never thought of...... But Yan Rin didn't laugh in the end—although the man himself might not care, he couldn't do it! As long as he thinks of what kind of vicious heart is hidden behind Emperor Yan's pretended intimacy, contempt and hatred will be intertwined and burn into a flame of anger in his heart...... However, no matter how hot or furious this flame was, it was destined to be impossible to travel through time and space to give a warning to the person he wanted to tell the most—Rong Yun, who calmed his expression, in Emperor Yan's sincere repentant performance, it was obvious that he had already believed eighty percent.

Is it because he has only entered the WTO for the second time and has insufficient experience, so that he is too gullible to trust others, or is it because it is the emperor who is the one who is acting like this, so he is unwilling to doubt it from the bottom of his heart?

Speculating, Yan Rin couldn't determine which answer was correct, and on the other side of time and space, Rong Yun's twenty percent doubts were dissipating in Emperor Yan's final explanation......

"I, I'm not...... Yesterday...... At this time when Rong Qing taught me a lesson, in fact, I knew that I was wrong...... It's just that...... It's just ......" Emperor Yan said hesitantly, and his face was even more red, "It's just that Rong Qing has always treated me well, but yesterday, he scolded me, me, and me like this for the sake ......of those two subordinates."

Shameless!

Yan Rin, who knew the history of the aftermath, only felt disgusted and wanted to vomit when he watched Emperor Yan's excellent singing and songwriting performance, and after that person was surprised, the smile of relief on his face made him heartache and injustice, and he couldn't help but be angry to the extreme, and he only hated himself for not being able to penetrate the barriers of time and space, and he couldn't make this despicable emperor look good in person.

But...... It should be soon, right?

After this emperor was stupid enough to make the last step, as long as he went through a very short period of pain, which was not too terrible for the spiritual power of the Xiaolou people, that person could be freed from this hard and boring simulation. He will return to the small building and enjoy a comfortable life for at least a hundred years. And that emperor ......

Thinking of the fate of Emperor Yan in front of him in history, Yan Rin smiled coldly, leaned on the back of the leather chair, and waited with great malice to see this tyrant dig a grave for himself.

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Chapter 11: Broken Intestines

In the next period of time, Emperor Yan's changes made Rong Yun extremely satisfied-the Qingyi Garden, which had already started, continued on the grounds that it was difficult to stop halfway through the construction, but the emperor ordered that another palace that was originally planned to be built should not be repaired, and even some materials prepared in advance were sent here, so as to save some materials for the Qingyi Garden that still need to be collected. The plan to recruit beauties was also suspended, and Emperor Yan personally told him that unless there is a very special circumstance, from now on, if you want to enrich the palace, you will only pick some people to use it during the draft, and then you can't do anything that disturbs the people, even in the current palace, you have to pick a group of older palace maids to release them out of the palace, this will has been issued in the inner palace, just wait for the list of each palace to be set, and then you can officially release people.

Emperor Yan's actions are actually not very virtuous, and Rong Yun doesn't think it's okay to do this, but it's just that it's easy to get simple, and once some bad problems are developed, it is extremely difficult to get rid of them. Now that the young emperor has this wish and has started to work hard, it is very good. What I should do is to help him encourage him, instead of being ambitious, not to let him become a virtuous and virtuous gentleman all of a sudden, if this enthusiasm is scared back, it will be bad......

Rong Yun's joy and tolerance made Yan Rin look full of sourness. He admitted that Rong Yun's idea was reasonable, but he still thought that it was too wasteful for this Emperor Yan. In his previous life, he was a strong monarch, his temperament was strong, and he was familiar with the things in the future, but he felt that this Emperor Yan was really unteachable, if it was for the country, the best way was to abolish him, he couldn't, and he should be strictly taught, and he should be forcibly turned around. It's just that...... Seeing Rong Yun's constant encouragement and praise for Emperor Yan's reflection and improvement, and carefully calculating the time, thinking about how long it would take for the young emperor to get used to the simple life in front of him, and privately calculating when and what opportunity he wanted, how to teach him to further reflect on himself, cultivate his self-cultivation, and slowly grow into a generation of masters, Yan Rin only felt sore in his heart and bitter in his mouth - he knew that that person's hard work would eventually come to naught, and Emperor Yan had never planned to give him this opportunity from the beginning......

"My lord, the emperor asks you to wait for the government affairs to finish the meeting and go to the imperial garden."

"Do you know what's going on?" Stopping the pen in his hand, Rong Yun raised his head and looked at the eunuch who came to deliver the decree.

"The slave maid is not very clear, but when the emperor made this will, the list of palace maids sent out of the harem had just been delivered, and I think the emperor wanted to ask the adults to discuss...... In the first two days, when the emperor urged him, he said that this list was to be invited to the adults. ”

The list of palace maids sent out by the harem, how can a foreign minister be called to review it? For a moment, Rong Yun showed a wry smile on his face, but he quickly accepted the smile, promised to know, and lowered his head again, and continued the unfinished work at a faster speed.

"Your Majesty...... The emperor can decide for himself. Harem affairs, how can the minister meddle like this......" put down the list that was shoehorned in his hand, Rong Yun smiled a little helplessly, and looked at the child in front of him gently, he probably also understood that this kind of practice can show the sincerity of the emperor's repentance to the greatest extent, but what he wants is only the emperor's good, and he doesn't plan to ask which palace maid has been released.

Hearing this, Emperor Yan was noncommittal, just smiled: "Rong Qing came to help me take a look...... He put the list in the middle of the table, stretched out one hand and pointed out one by one, this is not in good health, the one who had been promised by the palace concubine in the early years, and the remaining brothers in the family have just been gone, and the father and mother only wait for her to come back to support the elderly...... It is not just an exception, but all aspects are taken into consideration.

The emperor repented so sincerely, Rong Yun was very satisfied, and then saw that this list was not only thoughtful, but also able to understand the world's affairs, and was extremely gratifying, he was not stingy, put these ideas out one by one, praised Emperor Yan, looked at the young emperor blushed, but obviously also a very happy expression, nodded with a smile, and persuaded him not to stop there, when he cultivated virtue again, and went further in the future, he would be a famous monarch in the future. Emperor Yan responded with a smile.

Because the emperor is young, there are not many palace people in the Yan Palace, and there are not many who can be released. A list of 100 people in total, although Emperor Yan explained them one by one, it still didn't take long to read it, and nodded to the young emperor to approve of the list, Rong Yun said again that it was not appropriate for foreign ministers to meddle in the affairs of the inner palace, and told him that next time there would be such a thing, the emperor would decide on his own, and there would be no need to discuss it with himself.

Seeing that the emperor nodded in agreement while smiling, Yan Rin sneered on his face, but his heart was burned with anger like a scorching sun - this is really deserved! Next...... Where will there be a next time! Staring, seeing the emperor with a smile on his face and inviting Rong Yun to stay in the palace to have dinner with him, he couldn't help but stiffen, breathe hard, and even his jaw contracted. He knew that the man would agree, and he knew what would come later...... However, looking at the gentle and pleasant smile on that person's face that had never been recorded in any history book, Yan Rin's chest was wooden, and he only felt a sense of soothing in his heart for a while......

All kinds of dishes were sent one by one, although there were no delicacies, but they were also very rich, and they were all served together, and they did not leave the palace people at the table, the two of them only ate themselves like a small family, and even the rule of not saying anything was temporarily put aside, and from time to time they stopped chopsticks in the air and said some idle and interesting things - Rong Yun was in a good mood at this time, and Emperor Yan intended to make him happy, and this meal tasted very sweet.

"I forgot!" Seeing that Rong Yun picked up the wine glass and was about to send it to his mouth, Emperor Yan suddenly slapped his left hand, knocked out a soft muffled sound on the table, and shook his head and smiled at Rong Yun's questioning eyes, "The day before yesterday, I made a new wine in the imperial dining room, I heard that it was made from seasonal flowers and fruits, and it was very Qingfen, I thought that Rong Qing must like this taste, so I ordered someone to prepare it...... I forgot about it just now...... Fortunately, there was still time, so they asked them to present it to Rong Qing to taste. Without waiting for Rong Yun's answer, he waved his hand and beckoned a young eunuch who was waiting not far away, and instructed him to "bring the wine I said in the morning."

The wine was quickly served. As soon as you pour it into the cup, a fragrance spreads. The clear fragrance is full of nose, and it is matched with the color that seems to be a light jasper chalcedony, just like the trace of the branches melting new green when the light rain is in the spring. This kind of fine wine, don't say to drink, just this color and aroma seems to make people drunk in it, and they will never get tired of it.

Rong Yun really watched - he didn't speak, he didn't drink, he only held the cup in front of his eyes, gently turned it in his palm, stared at the elixir hanging slightly on the edge of the cup, and then slowly slid back into the cup with his next movement...... Suddenly closed his eyes slightly, and when he opened them again, he smiled indifferently, and turned his gaze to the young emperor's face: "Your Majesty...... Do you hate Weichen so much? But without waiting for Emperor Yan to answer, he raised his glass and threw it up, and then gently placed the cup on the table.

As if he had been cast a mythical immobilization spell, and as if he had been sent to a refrigerated warehouse at absolute zero, for a moment, Yan Rin's mind was blank, and his whole body was as stiff as iron. He couldn't move, he couldn't think, his eyes were blank, and his heart seemed to have been suddenly thrown into the weightless cosmic space, floating and completely unsettled. What's shaking on the screen? The vivid colors were striking, but his eyes were so wide that he couldn't see the screen, let alone tell what the swaying scenes meant......

Thousands of colors, overlapping, blending, and changing on the projection screen of modern technology, finally dimmed, synthesizing into a pitch-black, void-like, isolated from the implication of distant time and space...... It's just that such a change seems to be meaningless to the person sitting in front of the screen, he still sits there blankly, like a wood carving, like a clay sculpture, if it weren't for the hot air flowing between his mouth and nose, his chest is still slightly undulating, it is clearly a body that has been completed, but there are no brain waves entering the body, he can't see, he can't listen, he can't think...... There is no soul.

I don't know how long it took, but the stiff gaze finally shook very lightly and slowly, and then, the shaking gradually increased, and in front of me, the light of light or darkness was entwined and distorted, and finally the appearance of the world was reunited. However, the world soon returned to darkness. Closing his eyes, Yan Rin sat motionless, only an extremely bitter smile appeared on his lips - it turned out that the person was ...... It hurts......

It hurts! Even if he does not resist and does not run away;

It hurts! Even if he looks calm and smiles calmly;

It hurts! Even if his gaze was still as still as water, as light as moonlight......

That man, he still, hurts...... He knew, no words, no expressions, no expressions, he just knew that that person's heart, at that moment, was very painful - he knew......

He should have known it a long time ago!

When he was seen smiling for the emperor's deliberate closeness; When he was relieved to see the change of the emperor; When I saw him sleepless at night over a conflict...... Or, long ago, when I saw those warm pictures, those doting words and deeds, I should have thought that when this day came, that person would be sad......

However, what were you thinking at that time?

casually appreciated that person's efforts as acting, claiming to be clever and despising Emperor Yanguo, and even struggling with such boring emotions for some reason...... What do you want to know about him, you want to be considerate of him and warm him like he was in his previous life...... But the result?

"Yan Rin!" Silently, he called his name hatefully, and asked his heart—is this how you see, hear, understand and feel? Why can such an obvious fact be turned a blind eye?

Because, don't you want to?

I don't want to see the pain of that person after being let down, and I don't want to feel the powerlessness of knowing history but not being able to change it slightly. I don't want to experience it, after such an experience, several generations have been superimposed, and in the era of Deyan Rin, what kind of mood should the person who has been hurt many times and hurt many times teach himself, love himself, and care for himself wholeheartedly, and then use what kind of mood to face his own cruelty......

So, just run away?

In this way, the cowardly, shameful, heartless, and indifferent fled mercilessly...... If you don't want to be heartbroken, you will be weak not to look at the facts clearly; powerless to change, even the courage that silently, watching from the other side of time and space, accompanied him to bear, was also buried; Because they want to forgive themselves, they ignore that person's suffering, assume that he will not care, and for the sake of his own ease, he will treat everything that should be so clear as if it were nothing......

And so he escaped...... Just turn a blind eye...... Isn't that a lesson enough?

It was as if a black hole suddenly grew in the depths of his chest, not fast but extremely strong suction, sucking a heart alive, and it was still uncomfortable empty. He inhaled desperately, holding himself back, but he couldn't fill the feeling of emptiness. Biting her lower lip fiercely, Yan Rin suddenly opened her eyes, spit out all the qi in her abdomen with a snort, followed by her fingers like flying, landing on the operating table, and making a clicking sound.

The darkness fades away, time spins, and on the screen, there is a unique sense of comedy that shows the camera reversal, but Yan Rin has no time or mood to taste this kind of humor, he estimates the time, and from time to time he presses the freeze frame to determine the progress of the regression...... Eventually, the scene stops at the moment when Emperor Yan pours wine into the cup.

Yan Rin didn't use fast forward anymore - it would be a waste of time to go back and forth repeatedly, but more importantly, at least here, at least this event, he didn't want to miss any more details, he had to keep his eyes open, every movement, every expression, even every look of that person, he had to look carefully, think about it seriously, and then engrave them in his heart, never allowing himself to forget.

He saw the man raise his glass......

It was a very subtle movement, and it was fleeting, if it wasn't for the pause press immediately, just by the naked eye, it would probably be wrong, but time was forcibly fixed at that moment, so the person's instantly stiff body, the bitter smile on his lips, and the dark eyes that faded like the bottom of the abyss that the sun could never shine into, at this moment, were clear, imprinted in Yan Rin's eyes and heart, like the strongest net, binding him tightly and unable to move.

The only thing that moved was his fingers.

With the smallest swing, the index finger of Yan Rin's right hand was slightly raised and pressed again, and the time that had been forcibly suspended on the screen flowed again.

What if that real history could be stopped with its own actions, just like this video? For a moment, Yan Rin's heart suddenly appeared with an almost dreamlike desire, but in the next second, reason pressed down with an undeniable weight, and this beautiful soap bubble burst and shattered in an instant, astringent into a fine foam in her mouth......

On the screen, time goes on.

The official white porcelain cup slowly rotated on the man's slender fingers, and the wine in the cup swayed, as blue as jade, like the blood that had been buried for three years. As if the thought of flying from the sky, it suddenly appeared in Yan Rin's mind. However, the color of spring paints a picture scroll of late autumn - the eyes of the person in the painting close and open, and he drinks the cup with a faint smile: "Your Majesty...... Do you hate Weichen so much? ”

The index finger that had been pressing the pause button slid down and landed on the table with a soft click, but Yan Rin didn't care about such a trivial matter, his eyes were fixed on the screen, the history that he thought he knew for a long time, but found that he didn't know anything about it, was dominating all his will.

Rong Qing ...... What are you talking about? His face turned pale in an instant, but Emperor Yan's voice was still steady, and his face was still smiling.

An almost inaudible sigh spit out from Rong Yun's mouth, slightly transient enough to make people wonder if it was an illusion, and the next second, his voice sounded, still clear and clear: "Broken intestines, a secret medicine in the palace a hundred years ago, the color is jasper, fragrant like alcohol, and the person who takes it vomits blood and dies in a moment." Looking at the young emperor of Yanguo, who was so shocked that he almost bounced up, but still forced himself to sit still, he smiled faintly, "Back then, the acting king gave this medicine to the death of the acting army, and he wanted the medicine...... Jing Guorong Xiu...... This matter is not in history, and it is common sense that Your Majesty does not know, but it is mine...... People of the same clan and surname learned about it by chance, and they also wrote it down...... "Rong Yun's tone is steady, except for the occasional pause in the middle, he can hardly even hear the ups and downs."

The wind and clouds he said here seemed to be talking about irrelevant outsiders, but behind the screen, Yan Rin was shocked and completely stunned - he never dreamed that this cup of poisonous wine had such a relationship with that person.

In the previous life, Rong Xiu commanded the Jing army, and after a few years of hard work, the Dai army was beaten to the point that there was almost no foothold in the Jing territory, and under the defeat and loss, the Dai Guo tried every means to get rid of it and then quickly, and the means were already too calculating - there were more than 20 assassinations of all kinds, of which more than half were poisoned. Now that I think about it, there was indeed a time when the poisonous wine that was disguised as a good wine was new green...... It's just that the plot didn't succeed, and Yan Rin also put this matter out of the nine nights along with other attempted assassinations. If it weren't for the man himself saying it at this time, he wouldn't have remembered the unknown pot of poisoned wine back then.

He finally knew the name today...... It's just that in this way, his nose is sore, and his chest is full of blood - the enemy army calculated in every possible way, and the man saw through it at a glance, and he was not harmed to the slightest, but he used the topic to play, and asked the generation to suffer for this matter; Now it is still this poisonous wine, and it is the king who has supported and spoiled him for more than ten years...... When the wine is drunk in the mouth, it flows into the heart...... What kind of mood would that person feel...... Something, shouting and wanting to rush out of his chest, and was forcibly pressed down in his throat, Yan Rin reached out and held his chest tightly, but he still felt that he couldn't breathe, and his intestines were broken, and these two words seemed to have turned into countless sharp blades, twisting fiercely in his body.

Heartbroken...... It's a broken intestine, and it's really ...... Cut off the human intestines......

"You...... You...... I...... I ...... "Emperor Yan naturally didn't know about the past, he saw that although Rong Yun drank the poisonous wine, he looked calm, and even told his origin clearly, and he couldn't help beating a drum in his heart - Rong Yunzhi can he always know that at this time, he thought that he had already taken precautions, and secretly called that something was wrong, and his whole body was on guard, ready to jump up and escape at any time.

Although his heart was extremely painful, Yan Rin's mind was still clear and detailed, seeing Emperor Yan's expression, after a little thought, he understood the reason, but his heart was aching, but he didn't even have the energy to despise him for not having the temperament of an emperor.

However, Emperor Yan's gaffe also ended here: a wisp of blood foamed slowly from Rong Yun's lips, and he could no longer sit still, shook, and fell to the ground diagonally. Seeing that Rong Yun's lips were getting more and more red, and even the bluestone floor under him was already spotted, Emperor Yan finally showed a smug look on his face, which was extremely strange, and this arrogance seemed to make him show a bit of imperial majesty.

However, this rare imperial posture quickly disappeared - Rong Yun slowly closed his eyes, and in an instant, all the sounds and colors also disappeared, and only a silent darkness remained in front of Yan Rin's eyes......

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CHAPTER XII. III

"Xiao Zi, your spirit is not very good, did you see it too late yesterday?" Staring at the extremely obvious dark circles on Yan Rin's face, her mother's eyes were full of concern, "Your original routine was so regular, but now you are suddenly so obsessed, and you stay up all night at every turn, how can your body stand it?" Even if you can change to a new one at any time, you still have to feel uncomfortable for a while, isn't this your own guilt? Your uncle is on a long vacation this time, and he hasn't been together for a long time, so he won't be able to leave for a while and a half - even if he leaves, it's not that he can't get in touch. It's easy to ask questions, so don't work so hard in the future. ”

Grudgingly smiling, as a response to her mother's kind nagging, Yan Rin put down the coffee cup in her hand: "It's okay." Looking at his mother's disapproving eyes, he tugged at the corners of his mouth again, "It's just that I didn't sleep well by accident yesterday, how can it be as serious as you say?" If you think about it yourself, I slept late the other day, when did you see something wrong? ”

"This child ......," the mother's voice showed love helplessly, "forget it, you can come at your own discretion, just pay attention to rest." After all, simulation is a lesson to be learned in the future, so don't tire yourself out of it. ”

"Okay, I know, you can rest assured."

Seeing his mother walk out of the simulation room, the moment the door closed, the ease on Yan Rin's face immediately disappeared.

Working too hard and going to bed late...... He smiled wryly at the unturned and pitch-black display. How nice it really was just that easy reason? However, the reality is a thousand times heavier than the mother's imagination......

Yan Rin didn't deliberately go to bed late last night - in his previous life, there was a person who nagged in his ear, for him to develop the habit of not easily tossing his body at the expense of work, although in this world, the body can be changed at any time, but that voice has long been carved into the depths of the soul, as long as it is not something that cannot be delayed, Yan Rin does not want to deliberately violate the particles of habit in the blood. In fact, when he went to the chuang last night, the clock showed that the time was just half past eleven.

It's just that the body can obey the established procedures, but the mind can't be controlled by the brain's instructions, rolling in bed, and after knowing the truth of Xiaolou that night, Yan Rin tasted insomnia again.

He can't sleep! When you close your eyes, you can only cover the bedroom in front of you, but you can't cover the projection of those distant starry sky that can't be weakened in the slightest. The man's gentle expression and expectant eyes stopped at one step away, the water swayed like waves, but at the moment he lost his mind, he disappeared, and then stared at it, but the man smiled faintly, his eyes were desolate and gloomy, and he turned the wine in the cup and drank it all leisurely...... Suddenly, even this dispersed, and I saw the man lying on his back on the bluestone slab, the blood on his lips dripping red all over the ground, still smiling very lightly, but his eyes gradually diluted, and finally closed slowly......

If you can't reach it, the picture is fixed in front of you, and it is far away.

However, a voice whispered coldly in my ear that this was not the end.

That's right, it's not the end.

After Rong Yun's death, Emperor Yan announced to the public that he had died of a sudden heart attack. Although Rong Yun is in the prime of life, he is successful in martial arts on weekdays, and his body is strong, but there are a few people who have doubts in their hearts, but first, there is no evidence, and secondly, the emperor has always been close to Rong Yun, and he was extremely sad afterwards, not only insisted on crying until he fainted during the wake, and then he was seriously ill.

Emperor Yan's "kindness" to Rong Yun is not only on top of these posthumous grief.

Because of the death of the minister of Tuogu, the underage Emperor Yan took over the government affairs in advance, although he was young and unfamiliar, but after all, he had practiced his academic qualifications since he was a child, so there was nothing wrong with it, and the most rare Although he was a young emperor, he would never set up some new policies to show his talent...... provoked everyone to praise him for being a young man and a deep affection, and regarded him as a rare young hero. In contrast, the Rong family, which has been skeptical of Rong Yun's death in the past two or three years, and has targeted and even suppressed the emperor everywhere, has gradually been accused by everyone of being too suspicious, inconsiderate of the sacred heart, and even disrespectful. It's just that Emperor Yan is not allowed to participate in the excerpts of An Guogong's family that are rude to the king, and they all refute it in person on the grounds that their relatives are sad and forgivable, and they have won praise from all over the world......

However, such benevolence and affection were only maintained for three years.

Even in his previous life, who did not know the secret of that person's reincarnation, Yan Rin was disgusted by the series of atrocities committed by this young emperor of Yanguo in his third year in power. This is not only because he ruined the image of the benevolent monarch that he had spent years building up for nothing for a boring hatred, it was so unwise that Yan Rin, who had practiced the art of the emperor since childhood, couldn't help but scoff at it, but more importantly, the behavior of His Majesty Emperor Yan had gone beyond the scope of the world's morality, and even if it was not measured by the standards of the monarch, its tyranny was intolerable.

In September, Emperor Yan issued an edict, accusing Zaifu Rong Yun of the crime of bullying the king, ordering his coffin to be dug up, and the corpse of the whip was shown to the public...... Fragmented bones...... The emperor is still not enough, and he is not allowed to be reburied, so that he will be abandoned in the wilderness ......"

These records in the history books, Yan Rin read them back then, and he was quite tolerant and unfair, although it was inevitable that there were some jealousy and selfishness after comparing his own situation, but it was really sincere. Now, that period of history is displayed in front of him with sound and picture, and the impact has long been far better than the dry description in the history books, not to mention that it is still about that person, and all the causes and effects of the past life and the future life have been clearly seen, and naturally it is even more mixed, and a heart is as if it has been soaked in a deep well in the twilight of autumn, so wet and cold that people can't even breathe - watching it is still like this, Yan Rin can hardly imagine what kind of mood the person who has personally invested in it will be when he knows all this......

Will it hurt? Will it be sad? Does it hurt heartbreaking? These questions don't need to be asked, do they? However, if you can analyze the composition of that person's mood, can you really understand that kind of pain? It's so easy to say a sentence of pain, but the real taste of blood dripping from my heart, don't say to describe it, I can't even experience it.

Can such a self really be able to understand that person with these records, and understand him because of this understanding, and even warm him from now on, as he once thought? For the first time, Yan Rin wavered in her determination. It's just that this shaking is only for a moment - in his previous life, because he was deliberately suppressed by that person since he was a child, he developed a very stubborn temperament to face difficulties, and now it is about the most important person in his two lives, and the depth of his obsession is not something that can be easily broken by this small blow. Almost in a resolute attitude, Yan Rin quickly typed the order on the simulator, and after a while, the deep black faded, and the life of that person's third life was also unfolded in front of his eyes.

The moment he saw the computer showing the name and surname of the country, Yan Rin had mixed feelings in his heart - it was him, and sure enough, it was him!

The expected answer could not make him happy with his foresight, not only because of Rong Shen, a well-known figure in the history of the country, had a tragic ending, but more importantly, in the face of the era when the person entered the world, the family he chose, and the style of his life, Yan Rin could clearly see the traces left in that person's heart by the experience of the previous life.

If the first year of Xiaolou's arrival in the world is counted, Rong Shen's birth in the country of talent is more than 400 years after Xiaolou's calendar, and the age of his death in the previous life is more than 200 years, and between the two accessions, the upper limit of 300 years that can stay in the small building, the difference is only a few decades, and the last time, when the person returned to the world as Rong Yun, the distance between Rong Xiu in the previous life will only be 100 years - it is just the lower limit of the interval between Xiaolou's two accessions.

The reason why Yan Rin thought that the person had not devoted himself wholeheartedly to the experience of Rong Yun in the past, and happily watched Rong Yun's experience as a drama, so that he regretted and blamed himself after discovering the truth at the last moment, and investigated it carefully, in fact, there was a big reason that Rong Yun's re-entry into the world was too quickly. And now, seeing that the person who was willing to complete his studies in the shortest possible time when it came to personality, he actually delayed for more than a hundred years before returning to the world, knowing the depth of his injuries in his previous life, it is really unquestionable.

"Even if you don't care...... If only I could really not care"--Thinking of the short-lived, small, but real-life dissatisfaction she had when she saw Rong Yun born, Yan Rin couldn't help but feel bitter. And when I heard with my own ears that the child who was wrapped in swaddling clothes was named Shen according to the word of the heart, the bitterness was divided into two parts, one sank into the chest and pressed the heart and mouth, and the other part flowed out of the mouth and overflowed to the lips, turning into a bitter smile.

A generation of auxiliary ministers has been in charge of the power of the talented country for nearly 20 years, and has gradually brought the originally chaotic talent country out of vitality - the daimyo of Rong Shen, in his previous life, as early as his childhood, Yan Rin was familiar with it. The history books say that Rong Shen is loyal and loyal, and he was rated as a lonely minister, and he thought it was true at the time, but as he was in power for a long time, he gradually felt that although this person was loyal, he did not care about his own life and was dedicated to the country, but he acted too much on weekdays, and if his life was described politely, it could be described with the word "looking for death".

To this day, Yan Rin still hasn't changed his opinion, but the evaluation of these two words, when he thinks about it now, he only feels heartache - he can't imagine how much blow Rong Yun's life has given that person, so that he will avoid the young master of the talented country so deeply that he is only willing to help him with the path, and he will not be involved in the slightest bit with him. He didn't dare to think about what kind of mood that person was in in the previous life, taking care of and spoiling his young self, but he still shook his hands resolutely, and more clearly, he made such a determination, and simply planned to exchange his growth at the cost of death......

Without thinking too much about the issue, Yan Rin was extremely determined to return his attention to the screen - he had made up his mind not to run away from it, but this was by no means the same as indulging in the pain of weakness or self-loathing. What must be done is to keep watching, and this time he can't let go of every detail, let alone make a judgment for granted, only in this way, on top of those unchangeable history, can he find new happiness......

Maybe it's because I've seen that person's two simulations of entering the WTO, and I've long been accustomed to his childhood appearance and behavior, or maybe it's because I know the hardships and pains of that person's entry into the WTO, and I know more about what happened to him in this life. And when the little Rong Shen was held by the hand of an adult and brought to the family school for the first time to start learning poetry and books, this sadness and sadness reached the extreme.

In this life, that person chose to be born in a scholarly family, which can be regarded as a very favorable life experience - the so-called "everything is inferior, only reading is high", in the world of the previous life, the status of the scholar is the most transcendent, and the individual is just that, if it is about the group, sometimes even the king has to give up three points...... It's just that such a seemingly reasonable decision, with his understanding of that person and the imperial mental technique that he was accustomed to in his previous life, Yan Rin could see a deeper meaning.

More than 200 years ago, Emperor Yanguo ordered Rong Yun to dig up the coffin and whip the corpse at the same time, but also ordered to raid the Anguo Mansion...... Of course, this behavior is due to his tyrannical temperament and hatred for Rong Yun, but it cannot be denied that in the three years after Rong Yun's death, the actions of An Guogong and his family are really not tolerated by any emperor - although it is normal for people to doubt Rong Yun's death and be dissatisfied with it, but relying on their own status and power, they have repeatedly embarrassed Emperor Yan in the court, and they have contacted the powerful clans everywhere on weekdays, regardless of government affairs and people's affairs, and they refuse to ask the emperor to direct Ruyi in everything, which is really a great violation of imperial power. What's more, the Rong family even secretly planted people in the army, although it was not enough to instruct any army to openly cause chaos, but it was also to instigate factions, making it difficult to pass government orders...... Yan Rin asked herself, such a power gate that does not abide by the rules of the courtiers, if it is replaced by himself, at most, it can only be because it has not been reversed after all, and for the sake of that person, the punishment will not be so severe, if you want to say that it is tolerated, it is really impossible.

I understand this truth, and the person who taught him how to govern the country in his previous life is naturally unreasonable. Besides, if it is an irrelevant trivial matter, it is closely related to his entry into the WTO, and it can almost be called an additional consequence, even if it happens after he returns to Xiaolou after his death, with Yan Rin's understanding of that person, it is difficult to imagine that he will not care about it for more than two hundred years, and he will not know anything about it before he re-enters the WTO......

Yan Rin remembered his previous life - back then, what that person chose was the life experience of having no father, no mother and no relatives, and he didn't marry a wife, he didn't take a concubine, and even before he estimated that he was going to do it, he even sent everyone in the family away one by one, and now that he thinks about it, he probably learned the lesson from Rong Shen's life. After all, if you even deliberately escape from a family that may bully the king, you can't protect your family by choosing such a loyal and righteous scholarly family, and you can only be alone without implicating any innocent. Speculating on what that person might have, Yan Rin, who was immersed in sadness, didn't pay attention, and unconsciously, he had already identified his previous life as that person's fourth accession to the world. In fact, this is true of history.

With the strong spiritual power of Xiaolou people and the logic of adults, and it has long been something that has been read thoroughly in the previous two lives, Rong Shen's schoolwork is naturally among the best in a bunch of children, although there is no spiritual talent, but he is familiar with the hundred schools of thought, and he is famous for his mastery of the Six Classics when he is more than ten years old, and gradually, even the emperor knows it. Such a person who listens to the heavens, naturally takes advantage of the scientific examination - at that time, the national political struggle is fierce, so a light stroke can be fun and pleased, and the opportunity to win the emperor's favor is not to be missed, and Rong Shen's article is also practiced, and the examiner is happy to call himself Bole, and with a stroke of the pen, Gao Gao set Rong Shen in the top two ranks. This year, Rong Shen was only fifteen years old.

Because he was too young, Rong Shen was not awarded the real vacancy, but entered the Hanlin Academy like the first life. It's just that although he is good at scripture and history, and even the three tombs, five classics, eight ropes and nine mounds are also very familiar, the emperor wants it is not a personal bookcase after all. Fortunately, he is young and his appearance is outstanding, so Emperor Cai wants to stay by his side to make a decorative decoration, and often calls him to accompany him.

Half a year later, there was another change - by chance, Rong Shen broke through the hidden matter of Xiao Xuan, the servant of the Ministry of History. For fear that the matter would be revealed, Xiao Xuan took the lead and found an opportunity to trap Rong Shen in the crime, who knew that Rong Shen had already taken precautions, secretly designed countermeasures, and dragged him all the way down, and actually brought Xiao Xuan down and imprisoned all of a sudden. For a while, everyone in the officialdom didn't talk about it, and even Emperor Cai was quite surprised, so he felt that this young man was originally a practical talent, but he had been succumbed to the wrong place before. Knowing that he was young and smart, he lacked experience after all, and that he was not able to learn by relying on talent alone, so he pulled him to the Yushitai, intending to experience him on the spot first.

The emperor of Caiguo is mediocre, and Yan Rin has always attached great importance to it when he read history, but when it comes to this matter alone, he has always felt that his approach is very appropriate. Even now, knowing that the person is from Xiaolou, he has already had the experience and experience after polishing in the two lives, and he still feels justified - it is important to have his own talent, but a hairy boy, if he suddenly ascends to the position without testing, it will inevitably lead to everyone's dissatisfaction, and when the time comes, he will not be busy just guiding personnel, how can he have time to do the right thing. Moreover, even if Emperor Cai had the heart to hone, Rong Shen's promotion speed was still extremely fast - after only more than two years in the Yushitai, he was transferred to the Criminal Department, and in the same year, he was promoted to the household department as a waiter, and the next year, he was transferred to the Ministry of Officials, and after more than a year, because of the old man, he was appointed as the youngest official in the history of the Cai Kingdom at the age of his early twenties......

By the time this Lord Rong is in his thirties, he will probably become the prime minister, right? At that time, he will be the youngest prime minister of Caiguo - the rapid rise of Rong Shen, the people of the time speculated. However, the speed of the situation far exceeded everyone's expectations, and just half a year after Rong Shen became the secretary of the ministry, Emperor Yan suddenly fell ill, and the time for him to be promoted to the first assistant was greatly advanced.