Everyone who reads the egg book must have seen that the mood of eggs these days is very unstable, and everyone in the egg league can clearly feel that the emotions of eggs are often out of control.

These days, Egg has suffered too much mental blow, and the consequence of applying high pressure intensity to himself every day is that Egg may be suffering from depression.

There are many things that I understand and know that there is nothing in life that cannot be passed.

But that kind of horror, the thought of wanting to leave, will appear in my mind again and again. It could be the second after you genuinely feel a sense of well-being. Suddenly, I came to my heart, laughing and laughing, and it turned into crying bitterly, laughing and laughing, and I wanted to leave.

But the egg knew that I couldn't do it, so I tried to resist this pessimism and try to suppress it.

But some people are unwilling to let me go......

He tortured me all the time, as if he didn't force me to death.

I also resent, resentful of God for making things worse for me when I was already desperate.

Like a stranded fish, trying to get back into the water and back to the life you want. As a result, he was still forced into a Jedi again and again.

When I needed care the most, I just wanted someone to reach out, hug me, and tell me not to be afraid. No matter how many difficulties there are in life, I will be with you.

The man appeared, but not the one I wanted to see the most.

My brother, when I said to him in despair, brother, forget it, my life is too painful. Pain every day. I want to be free, my brother told me.

He didn't want you, but our family wanted you, and he told me to go back and stop trying to find spiritual solace from superstition. He said he would wait for me to go back and take me to the doctor.

The feeling at that moment, I felt that a lot of pain was healed in an instant.

I'm now exercising myself every day, restraining myself from that kind of thought that encroaching on my brain.

My thoughts are very chaotic, very chaotic, and thank you all for always caring about me and supporting me. The egg sees a doctor, will take medicine, will bring himself out of his grief. Live well, just to let those who wish I die know that without them, I will live well, and I don't have to fear the arrival of every night, and I don't have to fear the arrival of every new year.

I don't have to be afraid that person doesn't come home late at night, I'll wait for him until late at night.

Don't be afraid every New Year, I have to face that group of flood beasts, I can live for myself once. Even, release yourself.

Tomorrow at 7 o'clock I will take the bus back, at least four hours to arrive. When I get there, my brother may take me to the doctor, so the update time the day after tomorrow may also be in the evening, thank you for your understanding.

(End of chapter)