Chapter 45: Is it OK to refuse?

After all, in every woman's heart, she has a beautiful fantasy about her first time, she longs for her lover to love her gently, and she imagines that she can give her most precious first time to her beloved man.

can be treated gently by the man he loves, not like Duan Muchen.

His first time was directly taken away by him under such circumstances.

completely disregarded her wishes, didn't take into account her thoughts and feelings, just grabbed it by force, and snatched it directly in a strong and domineering manner.

And that process was not beautiful at all, not comfortable at all.

On the contrary, it hurt very much, and when he left here and returned home the next morning, he took the mirror and checked it himself, and found that the place was red and swollen by Duan Muchen's gentle and rude movements.

And now, he opened his mouth at this time, asking himself if he could ask such a question.

Can she say anything?

Will she be able to refuse?

Did she refuse?

What qualifications do you have, what position do you have to reject him?

Looking at the pain he endured and suppressed, as well as the thick doting color in his eyes, Xia Xixi was not blind, how could she not see it.

Drops of warm sweat dripped down Duan Muchen's face, dripping on Xia Xixi's face, neck, and chest.

Xia Xixi felt Duan Muchen's forbearance, and also felt his suppression, all this he was doing now was to fight for his own opinion.

He didn't want to hurt himself, but as everyone knows, he had already hurt himself early.

Looking at the little girl, tears of grievance and sadness flowed from her eyes, and Duan Muchen suddenly became a little at a loss.

He didn't know, what was Xia Xixi crying about? Sad about what? Sad for what?

Things have come to this point, he has endured so hard, seeing Xia Xixi with tears streaming down his face, he only felt like pouring a basin of cold water on his head, which suddenly made him drenched all over his body, and made him sober up instantly.

She...... Still remembering the events of that night.

I still mind in my heart, and I directly forced her that night.

Mind? She's going to be minding.

How could she not mind if something like that happened?

How could it not be mind?

Duan Muchen has been in his heart, constantly asking himself that sentence.

From the information I found, the little girl was clean for the past 20 years, like a pure white paper, without a trace of dust. She has no boyfriend, let alone a relationship with the opposite sex, let alone physical contact with the opposite sex.

He is the only person of the opposite sex she has come into contact with, and she is the first man in twenty years, the only man she has been, and he will be her only husband in the future.

For the thing that she forced her to do that night, driven by drugs, it must be very painful, sad, and sad for her, and the damage caused to her must be indelible, and she must be unacceptable in her heart, such a thing happened to her.

She is so beautiful, so pure.

Although she signed the agreement for other reasons, he knew in his heart that he was still a stranger to her, a strange man who forced her when they first met. In her heart, how could she be willing to accept herself as a strange man!

Thinking of this, Duan Muchen got up from Xia Xixi's body in disappointment, raised his hand and pulled up the thin quilt on the side to cover Xia Xixi.

In Xia Xixi's puzzled gaze, she left the bedroom with an ugly face, and seeing Duan Muchen's figure leaving, Xia Xixi breathed a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that Duan Muchen would directly ...... herself

Therefore, after Duan Muchen left, Xia Xixi hurriedly got out of bed neatly, and hurriedly ran to the cloakroom to find out her clothes and put them on, she was afraid that Duan Muchen would go and return.

The top priority is to dress yourself as quickly as possible.

Duan Muchen, he didn't go and returned, he came directly to the guest room next door, and after entering the guest room, he eagerly opened the bathroom door and hurriedly went to take a cold shower.

Now there is only cold water, which can suppress the impulse in his body, and only the cold feeling of cold water on his body can make him sober up a little.

While rushing, he also complained to himself, why did he ask that sentence at that time, if he didn't ask that sentence, he wouldn't have suffered this kind of sin here.

These sins are self-inflicted.

In my heart, I felt a little distressed about that little woman.

He couldn't look at the woman, crying under him, the woman was really ugly when she cried, it was just ugly.

At this time, Duan Muchen didn't feel that there was anything wrong with the words muttered in his heart, and he kept regretting in his heart that he shouldn't have said that sentence, and he shouldn't have consulted Xia Xixi's meaning, if it weren't for that, he would have pressed that little woman directly under him.

I don't have to be like this in my heart, and I have to suffer this kind of sin, I already have a fiancée, but I still have to take cold water here.

That night, the taste I felt has been lingering in my mind until now, and from time to time I have to pop up and wander in my mind.

After Xia Xixi hurriedly packed herself, she came downstairs and didn't see Duan Muchen's figure, she thought that Duan Muchen must have something to do when he was in such a hurry to leave.

However, she learned from the housekeeper that Duan Muchen was still upstairs and did not come down.

He? Still upstairs?

That's just ...... And he? Why?

After listening to the housekeeper's words, Xia Xi stood in the hall in a daze, wondering why Duan Muchen had left at that time.

Xia Xixi didn't understand, the desire in his eyes was obviously so obvious, and he was obviously depressed and painful, so why did he withdraw at the last moment.

If he hadn't left at that time, he wouldn't have had the slightest way to do it, after all, he signed the agreement with his own hands.

Moreover, my mother's medical expenses were still paid by others, and my mother's illness was still helped by someone to be able to have surgery so quickly.

As his indentured wife, as a tool for him to warm his bed, she has no right to say no.

Xia Xixi is just about Duan Muchen's marriage to himself now, and it all comes down to Duan Muchen that he likes his body, and he is interested in his body.

Otherwise, there are so many women in the world, why did he choose himself, an obscure and good-for-nothing ugly duckling?

There are so many white swans in the world, and they are all ......

There are so many white swans around him, and they are all around him, and he wants to get his favor and the noble white swans that look at him differently, he doesn't care about it and has no choice.