Chapter Ninety-Six: Warning
"After that, you were imprisoned in the ancestral hall by your father Gu Wenlin for reflection. Unexpectedly, my mother-in-law sent someone to assassinate you, if it weren't for your biological mother, Aunt Xue, who learned the news and let you go in advance, I'm afraid Gu Mingxuan would have been out of this world a long time ago. Of course, from then on, Gu Mingxuan left the Gu family, accidentally worshipped a famous teacher, and was accepted as an apprentice to teach him medical skills. β
"After his debut, his reputation gradually appeared, and his father Gu Wenlin sent people to ask to return to his family several times, but Gu Mingxuan was unwilling to do so, and refused for a high-sounding reason, that is, you told the Gu family that Gu Mingxuan no longer existed in the year he left the Gu family, and there was a Gu tassel who took hanging pots to help the world as his own responsibility, am I right?"
Watching Invite Yue tell his past word for word, Gu Tassel looked at Invite Yue in shock.
"Who are you? Who exactly? Why would itβ"
"Why do you know your identity so well, your information isn't it? It's very simple, I'm the rumored senior sister in the master's mouth, and you can be regarded as my junior brother, but I really can't like you. When Master accepted you, he wanted to introduce you to me, but from the first time I saw you in secret, I didn't like you and didn't want to have any contact with you. β
"Even when the master moved the idea of accepting you as an apprentice, I also dissuaded the master and asked him not to accept you as an apprentice, do you know why?"
Ying Yue said very simply that she didn't like Gu Tassel, and Gu Tassel had heard that the master had talked about that senior sister, and she had also learned something from the mouth of the senior sister.
But, in fact, it was true that as she said, he had never seen this senior sister.
It's just that when he was unexpected, this senior sister had already seen him when he was a child, and told him so bluntly that she didn't like him.
Even when he didn't know it, because of her dislike, he almost couldn't worship the master.
So, of course, he also wanted to know why?
"Senior sister, why do you object to Master taking me as an apprentice? I don't understand, what is wrong with my junior brother that makes my senior sister hate me so much. β
"Don't call me Senior Sister, I have never admitted that there is such a junior brother as you, and I have always admitted that there has always been only one junior sister, An Xiangkui, so you don't have to call me Senior Sister. As for the reason, it doesn't hurt to tell you, that is, you are too fake, from the first glance of your eyes, I know that you are a person who is very good at disguise. β
"You are almost perfectly disguised, so flawless that no one can see you for what you really are, they are blinded by your outward appearance. Only I, a person who has always been good at disguising, can naturally see through your disguised mask, because you and I are very similar in some ways, I also like to wear a mask to be a person, and I also like to deceive the world. β
Ying Yue didn't hide Gu Tassel either, and told the reason why she didn't like him.
And when Gu Tassel heard this, he smiled.
"Since that's the case, shouldn't you appreciate me Gu Tassel even more? After all, we are the same kind of people. β
What does it matter if you don't be recognized and you don't be recognized?
As long as the master believes in him, as long as the master acknowledges him as an apprentice, Gu Liusu doesn't feel that he was stabbed by the words of the senior sister of Invite Yue.
But the next words of Ying Yue really pierced the depths of his soul.
"No, you're wrong, Gu Tassel, we are not the same kind of people, although you and I both like to disguise and deceive the world, but I pretend to treat the enemy, in order to guard against those who want to harm me, not to pretend to treat relatives and friends. You are even deceived by the master, and I, as an apprentice, really can't see it. β
"I'll tell you honestly, when you told Master about your flawless miserable life, you didn't know that I secretly investigated you and told Master all about your past, I thought Master would give up the idea of taking you as an apprentice, but I didn't expect Master to finally accept you as an apprentice, do you know what Master said to me at that time?"
Ying Yue's words seemed to be a deep blow to Gu Tassel.
He always thought that his impression of the master was flawless, a good apprentice who was kind, simple and filial.
But he didn't want to, the master already knew everything when he accepted him, so Gu Tassel at this time was shocked.
"Master, what did he say?"
"Master said, "If I don't go to hell, whoever goes to hell, if there is no one in this world who pulls you and guides you to be good, then he is not good, he is doing evil. Master couldn't bear to watch you go astray and go to the gates of hell, so at that time, I didn't object to Master anymore, and I respected Master's decision. β
"I see. Now, I finally understand why Master sometimes looks at me with such strange eyes, and I thought that Master was taking pity on me and lamenting my background. β
"It turned out that it wasn't, it turned out that the sigh and the complicated and indescribable eyes were actually telling me that Master was disappointed in me, and he was disappointed in me."
Gu Liusu suddenly squatted down with a wry smile, held his head in his hands, and was silent for a while before saying: "Say, Invite Yue, you came to me tonight and said so many things to me, what is your purpose, what do you want me to do, say it." β
To be honest, Master is the person who deserves his most respect besides his mother.
He didn't deliberately want to deceive the master, he just lied for a long time, and after wearing the mask for a long time, he couldn't take it off.
He wanted to maintain that beautiful image in the Master's mind, and in this way, in order to maintain this good impression, over time, he had to use countless lies to fulfill the first lie.
In this way, he has no choice at all, forcing himself to keep moving forward, forward, and unable to stop.
He was afraid that when he stopped, the day when the lie was exposed, when the master and his mother saw him, their eyes were full of disappointment.
Therefore, in order not to disappoint the master and his mother, he has been telling himself that he wants to be motivated, to get ahead, and to fight for his master and mother.
He wants to be an excellent apprentice, inherit the mantle of the master, be famous all over the world, be an excellent son, inherit the glory that the Gu family should have for his mother, and fulfill his filial piety.
But now, the cruel reality tells him that in fact, his lies have long been exposed, but no one has told him.
And he's still like a clown, bouncing around, what a joke, a big joke.
"In your eyes, my Gu tassel is a joke, a big joke, isn't it? I am a concubine, I should not have the heart to resist, I should silently bear the ridicule of the world, the trampling of my relatives, and even the killing of me, I should not have the heart of revenge, right? Is that right? β
"Gu Tassel, don't complain, fate is not so bad for you. If you think about it carefully, if it weren't for your father Gu Wenlin's quick decision, you would have died under your mother-in-law's cane. If your mother hadn't let you go overnight, you'd probably have died under that bowl of poison. β
"If it weren't for the master to take you as an apprentice and teach you medical skills, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to become today's Gu Tassel, in this way, God treats you well. It's just that your heart is too uneven, it's just that you want to have power, and you want to step on the people who can help you to go to a high place, but you never think about whether what you have done has hurt your relatives and friends. β
"Don't come to me to say anything, you will never be able to understand the hurt I suffered at that time, and you will never know how much I hated at that time, how much I hated."
"I hate the world for being unfair to me, God is unfair to me, I have nothing wrong, I am just reincarnated in my aunt's womb, why do I have to suffer so much. In this way, I want to resist, I want to go up, I want to get ahead, what's wrong, I want to one day trample all those who have hurt me under my feet, and make them regret it, what's wrong? β
Gu Liusu's eyes were red and he roared.
But Ying Yue glanced at him coldly and said, "You know what? Just because you complain too much, you feel as if everyone in this world owes you, but you don't want to think about it, no one in this world owes you. Your mother doesn't owe you, Master doesn't owe you, and that Mrs. Mu doesn't owe you, but don't you take advantage of the kindness of others to take advantage of your peace of mind? β
"So you're here to warn me tonight."
Gu Tassel seemed to understand why Ying Yue came to him tonight, and why she told him so much.
"That's right, I'm here to warn you tonight, it's best not to have any crooked thoughts, whether it's for those three children, or for Mrs. Mu, it's best not to think of using their kindness to achieve your goals. Otherwise, I won't let you go, and I'm very good at cleaning up the portal. β
"You can rest assured that I never wanted to hurt those three children and that woman."
Since Mu Ran Dye has changed a lot, Gu Tasui really hasn't moved the idea of hurting her.
Of course, he never thought about hurting her children, including the two children she adopted later, and even if he guessed the true identity of the two children tonight, he didn't think about what to do.
"That's great, and I want you to always remember what you said tonight, and to do what you said, not just talking. That's it, you and I didn't talk more than half a sentence, and when the business is done, I should also go, and in the future, you or I will be that stranger, and don't mention the relationship between you and me in front of anyone. β
After saying that, it was time to speak, and Ying Yue really left simply.
Leaving Gu Tassel behind, he sat there quietly, not knowing what he was thinking.
I only know that this night is destined to be a sleepless night for him.
The next day, Mu Ran made a nutritious meal for children as usual, and asked Zhao Xilai and his son to send it to Tongjia School, and she prepared an early meal for everyone to eat.