Chapter 332: The Bottom of the Sea Returns to Ruins
Liu Longting said this coldly, so that I didn't know for a moment what he had planned, this completely disappeared in front of everyone, and the relationship with the mountain god was invalidated, what does this mean? I'll go, Liu Longting shouldn't want to take me to commit suicide with him!
I've finally survived until now, and I still have some hope of wanting to live, and I don't want to die yet.
The mountain god listened to Liu Longting say this, and immediately put down the fragment of the Heavenly Mirror that he was picking up in his hand, stood up, glanced at me, and smiled at Liu Longting again: "What's the matter." Do you want to die with Bai Jing? ”
It seems that the mountain god is the same as I thought.
However, after Liu Longting finished talking with the mountain god, he didn't care if it was a mockery or something in the mountain god's words, he raised his eyes and glanced directly at the mountain god, the corners of his mouth hooked a faint smile, and said to the mountain god: "What are our plans, naturally there is no need to tell you, you can do it yourself." ”
After Liu Longting finished speaking, he turned around and left, while I lay on Liu Longting's shoulder, looked at the mountain god behind Liu Longting, and thought to myself If Liu Longting really took me to death for no reason, then should I ask the mountain god to save me now? Although the mountain god is fierce, he seems to have a good character, and if I begged him and promised to do something for him, I guess he would not refuse me.
But if Liu Longting didn't think about it, and I suddenly asked the mountain god to save me, what would he think in his heart if he knew it? After all, if Liu Longting is willing to be with me. I don't want to live with the mountain god at all, at least Liu Longting will hurt me, the mountain god will push me into the fire pit in addition to scolding me, and fools know how to choose.
When this thought popped up in my head, I suddenly felt that I was too realistic, and Liu Longting was so good to me. Why did I choose to be with him, the first thing I thought about was myself, not his feelings for me, could it be that in my heart, because of what he did to me in the past, I really couldn't accept him anymore?
But if I can't accept him, I don't want to leave him for no reason, I want to be with him.
The mountain god looked at me and looked at him, and his eyes were also staring at me, originally he rarely said anything other than some mocking and sneering words, and he had been watching me being taken away by Liu Longting at this time, and suddenly shouted at Liu Longting: "Then can I still see you in the future?" ”
This kind of words, coming out of the mouth of the mountain god, if I didn't know him and Liu Longting, I would definitely think of him as a, two big men, and he also asked Liu Longting if he could see him again in the future.
Liu Longting listened to the words of the mountain god, suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at me who had been looking at the mountain god, changed his posture, hugged me directly in his arms, and let me look at his face. He replied to the mountain god: "Never." ”
As he spoke, he reached out and took my arm and pulled it into his neck.
On the way Liu Longting took me, I was nervous, and when I saw that Liu Longting didn't say a word, I began to find a topic to ask Liu Longting.
"Long Ting, are we really not looking for my old memories?"
"Well, I'm not looking for it." Liu Longting replied firmly.
But this is to say that I want to find Liu Longting, now I say not to look for it, it's him again, I don't understand a little, if you don't look for it, don't tell me so many words that inspire me at the beginning, then don't look for it now, so what can we do? I noticed that Liu Longting seemed to want to give up a little, but he wanted to give up, so what about me, what did he do with me?
I hope this is my delusion, Liu Longting loves me so much, he shouldn't think about giving up on me.
"Why didn't you look for it? If we don't, then why don't we look for what I left behind? You see, we have all found the jade pendant, as long as I absorb all the essence of this jade pendant, I will be able to become powerful, and it will not drag you down. I said sincerely, and took the jade pendant out of his pocket and showed it to Liu Longting, hoping to save his mind.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that Liu Longting was not only guessed by me to give up a trace of the idea, but I only guessed one of his thoughts, after he saw me take out the jade pendant, he looked at the jade pendant in my hand, the look in his eyes was silent for a while, he directly reached out and took the jade pendant in my hand, looked at it, and then casually threw it to a place I didn't know in the distance, and then hugged me in front of him, raised my chin with a few fingers, told me to look at him, and said to me: "It's not important, I thought I could really be ruthless enough to sacrifice myself to help you reset, but I couldn't. I'm not as great as I imagined, the reason why I never want you to enter the heavenly mirror is because I'm afraid that if you remember everything in the past, you will forget me, because you didn't love me at all in your previous life, and, in addition to following the Yinhua Sect Master, I have also done a lot of things to you that can't be forgiven, Chang Wan'e came to me that morning and told me that is, if I love you, don't let me continue to consume you, we can't be together at all, she wants me to understand that it is absolutely impossible between us, you are high, Dominate the gods, and I am just a little earth immortal who can be oppressed by anyone, since I love you, I want me to fulfill you, let you remember the past things, let you fulfill your long-cherished wish in your previous life, at that time I finally convinced myself, what she said was right, I can't drag you down because of my selfishness, so that I don't deserve to love you, so I decided to take you back to the mountain god, let him help you recover your memory, but just now, after you entered the heavenly mirror. I started to panic, I was afraid of losing you, I was afraid that you would leave me, I couldn't even imagine how terrible it would be for us to meet from now on, how terrible it would be for you to have no feelings for me, so I regretted it. When you went in, I regretted it, and even planned that after you came out, I would bow my head directly to you and confess my sin, so that you could do something to me and reduce my pain. But I didn't expect that you came out safe and sound, and a voice in my heart told me, I can't let you go, I love you, my heart is yours, I want to be with you, even if what is waiting for us is a road of death, I want to keep you by my side, I won't let you remember everything in the past, and I won't think about letting you go anymore, you are my life, let you go, I am also dead. ”
Liu Longting looked at me and said a long sentence to me, and took me firmly as he spoke, without any trace of humility in his eyes, and some of them were full of apologies to me, but in his mouth, he said so much, but he didn't even say sorry to me.
I looked at Liu Longting's face. At this time, he still looks like a middle-aged uncle, and he is delicate, but through his unfamiliar face, I really want to see what he really is, what he looks like, and what kind of expression he uses to say such incomparably affectionate and extremely selfish words to me.
For a while, I couldn't say a word to Liu Longting, I don't know what attitude I should use to reply to Liu Longting at this time, I want to live, I have a lot of things I want to do, I still have a grandmother at home, I don't want to just follow Liu Longting and walk into a road of no return.
"But, but, but there is no way back. If you don't let me go, those immortals won't let me go, and I will have to die in the future. ”
I tried my best to be tactful, Liu Longting didn't help me, my own road was indeed a lot more difficult, but it wasn't necessarily no way out, I really wanted to tell Liu Longting that if he didn't help me, then can you not take me away, let me face my own life alone. It may be that I haven't been able to reach such a high level as Liu Longting, and I can speak out about my selfishness and openness.
"I won't let you die, let's go to the bottom of the sea and return to the ruins, where the Three Realms are not under the control of any place, and the people who take them in are some people like us who have been cornered, we go there, as long as we don't reveal our identities, we can live for a lifetime."
Is that to hide for the rest of your life? I didn't expect that. In order not to let me leave, Liu Longting was willing to degenerate to such a point.