Chapter 213: With Sincerity

The snow is not very heavy, and what kind of feeling it will bring to people when it falls down one after another varies from person to person; If it is a man and a woman in love, seeing this snow is naturally full of romance, maybe some people will think that it is God's blessing to them; If you are in a good mood when you are full of food and drink, you will also like it when you see this snow. However, what about people who are in a bad mood, such as Lin Hao and Lin Xia, their sisters and brothers are naturally in different moods.

Snow itself has no color or emotion, it all depends on how you can see people's mood. At this time, Jiang Tao looked out the window, although he was in a warm room, he still felt the chill of snow from the bottom of his heart; And Zishan looked at the snow outside the window, and suddenly thought of the child's expression and immediately softened: "It's bigger, and when I am discharged from the hospital, I can build a big snowman with the baby." ”

He and the fat man looked at the snow speechlessly for a long time, and saw Jiang Tao come in: "Looking for something for you?" ”

Jiang Tao shook his head: "Nothing." His sister just wants to be a peacemaker, but in fact, there is nothing to do in the first place, and it will be fine. This snow came earlier, and if it was a few days later, the New Year would be more interesting. He brought the topic to the snow, but he didn't want to talk about the Lin family siblings anymore.

The fat man looked at him: "Then let's go back, the snow road will be very slippery, take advantage of the fact that it is not big or just down, let's go early; He looked at Zishan: "You can watch TV, tonight's variety show is good; The TV series is really nothing to watch, it's all child's stuff. ”

Zishan nodded: "Let's go, be careful on the road; I'll pass the time, don't worry about me, remember to call the nurse back, she should have finished eating, right? Otherwise, she thinks you're not leaving. I'm too embarrassed to come in and disturb. It's also that we have more things to do, which makes people a little confused. ”

Jiang Tao nodded and didn't say anything more, and followed the fat man out in silence; He is now completely devoid of the previous jump, he really looks like an old man, and Zishan really wants to sigh when he sees it: "Why do you care so much." That's not your fault; We don't know your mother, we know you Jiang Tao. ”

Jiang Tao glanced back at Zishan when he heard this, but he didn't say anything, obviously the knot in his heart could not be untied in a few words. But the comfort he received it, smiled slightly, nodded again, and he walked out of the ward; If he could be opened by a few words, how could he hide it from everyone for many years? And why don't you go home for years?

Zishan sighed. Knowing Jiang Tao's affairs, you can't be in a hurry; Besides, she had one more thing to worry about. So I didn't think about Jiang Tao anymore, and I was stunned by the stack of money: It seems that I really need to have a good talk with Lin Hao.

Jiang Tao suddenly stepped into the ward again: "I know that you are a sensitive and intelligent person, the things of the past few days should have made you think a lot, right?" I just want to say to you that the sun will rise in the east tomorrow anyway, and even if it is cloudy, the sun must be above the clouds. Zishan, don't take things that seriously. In fact, the same thing is happening in all corners of this world, and you are not the only one who has encountered these things. ”

Zishan sighed and smiled: "Don't worry, I know; Nothing will bring me down. Her words were less sharp. supported her sharpness when she divorced Feng Dayong, so she didn't reassure Jiang Tao but made him even more worried.

"Zishan. No matter how big or annoying the thing in front of you is, it is really normal; Even though it may seem like you're the only one happening to you, there are countless things happening at the same time, and just because we can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, right? It's really not a big deal, it's really just a normal thing. Jiang Tao looked at Zishan: "There will be accidents in everyone's life. ”

Zishan was silent for a while and looked at him: "You, what are you worried about?" ”

Jiang Tao was shocked and avoided Zishan's eyes: "No, I just want to say a few more words; I left without anything. Snow, it's falling harder. He glanced out the window, the snowflakes had become bigger, dancing in the sky, and he could have such a calm attitude in the cold wind, so that his heart didn't know how to move.

Zi Shan followed his gaze and said, "In such weather, if you drink a cup of hot tea at home, be in a daze or read a book, it is a great blessing." She didn't ask Jiang Tao anything anymore, some things didn't need someone to tell her, maybe she just needed time to prove it herself.

A glint flashed in Jiang Tao's eyes: "Yes, nestled on the bed or sofa, watching these snowflakes flying outside the window is really happy." His gaze was the same as that of Zishan, and both of them separated almost at the same time.

Zi Shan was silent, Jiang Tao was also silent, only the snowflakes outside the window were still spinning tirelessly and dangerously; Jiang Tao didn't mention leaving again, and Zishan didn't feel that Jiang Tao's presence was in the way.

Lin Hao was like this when he came in, but it made him extremely unhappy: "Jiang Tao, are you still here?" I saw the fat man waiting for you in the car, right? "He's not here, the fat man is out of the way, Jiang Tao and Zishan are aloneβ€”what do these people want to do?

Jiang Tao nodded at him and smiled at Zishan: "Goodbye." ”

Lin Hao didn't send him, but sat on Zishan's bed: "I'll accompany you tonight, let the nurse rest for a night?" People are also very tired. ”

Zishan picked up the money and put it in his hand: "You still put away this money and transfer it to your sister or the elders of the family on my behalf; You should know that I really can't accept this, it will make me very uncomfortable. She and Lin Hao talked about each other, and even she felt a strangeness.

Lin Hao's reaction was beyond her expectations, and she didn't insist on Zishan putting it away: "Okay." I'll do whatever you say, it's also my fault to say it, although I talked to my family on the phone, I didn't expect my sister to come over so quickly, and I didn't have time to discuss it with you; I didn't even know that she would bring money - you don't have to take it personally, they don't know what to do to be so direct. ”

Zishan was a little caught off guard by Lin Hao's words: "It's not either." Forget it, it's not a big deal anyway, remember to call on my behalf to thank my sister and the elders in the family. With Lin Hao's sincere consideration and admitting her mistakes, she really couldn't say anything more.

Lin Hao put the money away: "Zishan, I think we should talk about it, are you tired?" I have time, if you are tired or not in the mood, you can rest first, or we watch TV or something; If you want to talk about it, we can talk about it now. ”

Zi Shan looked at him: "What do you want to talk about?" ”

"I've been doing a lot of things lately that shouldn't be done, not to mention that other people blush even when I think about it; There is no excuse and no reason, it is indeed wrong. Jiang Tao and my friends for many years, and you are my closest person, I really shouldn't do that, whether it is to you or Jiang Tao. He looked at Zishan seriously: "I'm sorry, Zishan." ”

Zishan was taken aback again, she didn't expect Jiang Tao to admit her mistake directly, she didn't say any excuses such as "I'm too nervous about you", she directly admitted her mistake, so that she couldn't say anything she originally wanted to say: it was pointless to say it again, originally she just wanted Lin Hao to realize her mistake, and now that Lin Hao has admitted her mistake, what else does she have to say.

"Hmm. But that's not all, Lin Hao; She thought about it and said what she really thought: "I feel a little different about you, I think let's take our time; Ten years have changed us a lot, and we really need more time to get to know each other, don't you think? ”

Lin Hao had no objection at all: "Okay, let's take our time; It's true that I'm not good these days, and I don't say anything about what will happen in the future, you just have to see how I do it. He shook Zishan's hand: "Zishan, I love you." ”

Zishan looked at him: "I know." But do you know what I hate Feng Dayong the most? Seeing the puzzlement flashing on Lin Hao's face, she smiled slightly: "I don't hate Liu Yun very much, have you found it?" It's not because she's a woman, and of course I won't forgive her - because what I hate most is not Xiao San or anything, what I hate most is Feng Dayong's deception and betrayal of me; That's not something I can accept and forgive. ”

"In marriage, falling in love with two people is not the same, it is more about responsibility and trust; And I was kept in the dark, and I lived like a clown and a fool in Feng Dayong's eyes for several years, and the feeling of being deceived embarrassed me even more. I can't forgive Feng Dayong for deceiving, and I can't forgive my own eyes for deceiving me. ”

"I can't control other people and things, I can't let people not deceive me, but I can ask myself to keep my eyes open and no longer be foolishly deceived." She looked at Lin Hao's eyes: "We don't necessarily have to let each other know everything, we are adults, and we know that we need each other's personal space, but some things really need to be opened." ”

"You and I choose to be together, not only for love, but also for you to take care of me and the baby - not that I am arrogant or boastful, I think I can really support myself and my children by myself, and I don't need a man to take care of me; I didn't choose to be with you so that you could take care of me, I didn't want to be a flower in a greenhouse. So, what can you tell me, the past is the past, believe me, I can understand. ”

She looked at Lin Hao sincerely, waiting for Lin Hao to tell her the truth: "Besides, don't you feel tired when you are carrying something alone?" Say it, tell me, let's solve it together, face it together, and you will really be at ease; And there will be no more misunderstandings between you and me, between you and your friends...... I wish you a happy birthday!

PS: There are 5 more pink tickets to add more! (To be continued...... RQ

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