After the visit, we departed. Lu Gongmiao was busy for a while, and the men didn't dare to go to the front to collide with Mrs. Lu's car, but they still lined up neatly, just waiting for Mrs. Lu to get in the car and put down the curtain, and they immediately rushed out, discharged the best send-off team, and expressed their respect with the most humble attitude.

People inside and outside were busy, shouting, and although Madame Lu would not look at them, they all dressed up and tidied up, lest there be something out of order.

Everyone was busy, whispering all kinds of etiquette and rules to each other, and no one paid attention to the crazy screaming flower who had just been beaten to the ground and couldn't get up.

Lu Dongli listened quietly to the noise inside and out.

Now he can't speak, his eyes are difficult to see, and he only has his ears left, and he can still hear movement normally.

In such a lively glory, his wife and children are walking away from him step by step, a stone's throw away, a wall apart, he can't call, can't chase, can't recognize.

After years of parting and years of suffering, his wife has lost much in the end. How many years have he never fulfilled his father's responsibilities, and what has his child become now?

He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, but he couldn't restrain the tremors of his whole body from slight to intense.

The people lining up around had quickly rushed out, thinking that Wanzhen had already left the temple gate and got into the car. I'm going to leave soon. Go where he could no longer hear, go to a direction he could no longer reach, go to a place where he couldn't even blur a shadow.

Childhood plum bamboo horse when I was a teenager.。 The total horns intersect, under the candle in front of the lamp after marriage, treat each other warmly, those waiting, those waiting, the face that is always smiling.

Wanzhen, Wanzhen, his wife. And so he departed from him.

I can't see each other, I can't call out, and I leave forever and unconsciously.

In this life, who is the person he bears the most? Is it Jinjie, or is it Wanzhen?

Since marrying him, he has never enjoyed a day of honor. But the woman who was always waiting for him endlessly, the woman who even though he left her behind, she would only smile and wait quietly in the back forever.

Now, the land he left her is only a nightmare and a burden that can never be shaken off, as the wife of Lu Dongxi, as the widow of Lu Dongxuan, who has been rumored to be a god among the people and said to be sanctified, what kind of burden will she carry, what kind of restraint she will bear. But. But he couldn't help at all, he couldn't help.

If he appears. It will only plunge many people, including Wanzhen, into deeper and more unpredictable suffering.

So. He had to be here, gritting his teeth until his mouth was covered with blood, clenching his fists so that his bones began to rattle, and he endured it patiently, not moving, not doing anything that should not be done.

Cruelly reminding himself countless times with reason that he could barely get up and stumble back to the firewood room. No one else needs to lock him up this time. He slammed the door shut and locked himself in the darkness

A cadre of people in the temple, etc. Respectfully saw off Su Wanzhen and her party, everyone's mood was still in a state of excitement, thinking that this time they actually received Mrs. Lu in person, this is simply something that can boast of a lifetime. Everyone praised Mrs. Lu for coming.

"Sure enough, it's Marshal Lu's wife, how simple."

"How gentle and kind, there is a flower child who is messing around, and he is not angry, and he is really a Guanyin Bodhisattva."

"The lord who guards him is also a very good person, and he gave him the silver called Hanako."

"What kind of protector, Mrs. Lu calls him Dongjue, it is clearly Lord Lu of the Ying Heavenly Governor's Mansion and the brother of Marshal Lu."

"What, ah, then, that Lord Lu took pity on that Hanako, and said that someone would be sent to pick him up later to settle him."

"Then what are you still doing standing still, go and get the flower out, take care of it, let him eat and drink enough, don't ask Lord Lu to send his subordinates, see that we don't have a benevolent and kind heart."

Everyone deserved to be in an uproar, and hurried back to it.

The person who had been punched and kicked by them just now was immediately treated with excellent hospitality.

This time, Lu Dongli did not resist at all, taking a bath, changing into new clothes, combing his hair, cleaning his beard, he was very docile and let these people fiddle, and very cooperatively, trying his best to clean himself up to be able to see people.

He knew that it would definitely be Lu Dongjue himself who came at night, and he really couldn't bear to let this little brother see his depressed appearance, and he would be sad and sad.

After washing, he got some hot food, and after eating, he was indeed much more energetic, and his face, which had been pale for a long, long time, gradually became a little bloody.

In order to make a good impression on Lord Lu, the people in the temple would no longer let him live in the firewood room, but gave him a separate clean room.

Lu Dongli waited quietly until the night was deep, and in the middle of the bright moon, a man in black clothes knocked on the door of Lu Gong Temple, saying that he had come on the orders of Lord Lu.

The night was thick, the candlelight was flickering, and the man was dressed in black and wearing a deep hat, and kept his head down, so that no one could see his face clearly.

The presiding officer of the temple did not dare to slack off, and greeted him in person, originally wanting people to call the flower, but he said that he was ordered by the adult to ask questions alone, and the presiding officer sent someone to lead him to Lu Dongli's room.

This person closed the door, carefully pushed the window open a crack, looked around, and made sure that no one was listening outside, then he turned around to face Lu Dongli, lifted the hat with one hand, and knelt down with a plop: "Big brother." ”

Lu Dongli smiled and reached out to help him up. He tried his best to focus on the focal length, trying to make his eyes smart, and he didn't want Lu Dongjue to see that there was something wrong with his eyes.

Fortunately, Lu Dongjue was also excited at this time, and he didn't notice anything wrong with Lu Dongjue's eyes, so he refused to get up at this time, so he held his legs and cried in this kneeling posture. He was afraid that the voice would be loud, and the people outside would be shocked, and they didn't even dare to cry.

Lu Dongli was unable to speak, so he had to pat him lightly and comfort him with his body movements.

Lu Dongjue said intermittently while crying.

"Big brother, you're still alive, oh my God, you're still alive."

"When I collected the corpse for you, I felt a little strange, but I couldn't say why, it turned out to be a stand-in."

"Big brother, this is your subordinates helping you, they are really affectionate and righteous to you."

"Or have you been planning ahead and made arrangements?"

He cried and asked, Lu Dongli reached out and touched his head, lifted it up forcefully, made sure he could see his expression, and then, smiling and nodding, patted him on the shoulder again, signaling him not to be too sad.

Lu Dongjue tried his best to collect his tears, but he still refused to let Lu Dongli pull him up, he looked up, looked at his brother in a daze, opened his mouth, and wanted to ask him how he had been doing all these years, but when the words came to his mouth, he was sad for a while, and he couldn't say half a word, so he shook hard, shook off Lu Donglian's hand, and kowtowed his head heavily on the ground.

But Lu Dongjue kowtowed frantically and refused to let him stop.

Lu Dongli pulled him violently, pulled him up halfway, slapped his left hand over, and hit Lu Dongjue's face hard.

Lu Dongjue's whole body trembled, as if he had lost his strength, and fell into Lu Dongjue's arms.

Lu Dongli sighed softly, but it was a pity that he appeared

Speak, so there is no way to comfort Lu Dongjue, he wants to say, I understand, it's your fault, I understand what you want to say, I don't blame you. However, the only thing he could do was to use his weak hand to caress the trembling shoulders of his younger brother back then.

Lu Dongjue's voice was choked: "Big brother, let's go, you leave Zhao Kingdom." ”

Lu Dongli didn't feel the slightest surprise, he nodded almost peacefully, and even the faint smile on his lips did not change.

Lu Dongjue lowered his head, he didn't dare to look at his brother's face, he just reached into his arms and took out the things one by one.

Customs, road guidance, identification documents, a stack of silver tickets with enough amount.

He took it all the way, put it on the table in the same way, and his voice trembled: "I made an excuse and temporarily asked the local officials for these identity documents, with them, you can go through the county openly, not afraid of checking, you can also stay in the inn, no longer have to wander and suffer, these silvers are enough to live well, you leave Zhao Kingdom as soon as possible......"

He tried to speak smoothly, but his body and voice trembled, and his face was blue and white, almost human.

Although Lu Dongli couldn't see his expression clearly, he also knew that he was in inexplicable pain and felt sorry, but he really couldn't say a word to explain him, so he had to try to continue smiling, and he had to try to let Lu Dongjue see that he didn't mind.

What else could he mind? From the time he found himself enjoying an incomparable reputation among the people. He knew that he would not be able to appear in front of people as he was. What's more, he doesn't plan to restore his identity.

Feng Jinjie is dead, what kind of face does Lu Dongli have, in the eyes of the world, continue to live.

He is not a person without self-knowledge, although he has been guarding the border for many years, but the ordinary people have not tasted the pain of alien burning, killing and plundering. Therefore, it is impossible to have much understanding of General Zhenguan's exploits and sacrifices. If it had not been proclaimed by someone with supreme authority, he would not have been preached as holy among the people.

In this world of closed news, ordinary people's understanding of the overall situation of the country is often determined only by what the superior wants you to know. And for the character, criticize and admire. It always depends on who the Supreme wants to preach and what purpose he wants to achieve.

Like the saints and martial saints in the history books, the heroic spirits of the past dynasties, even the emperors have to sacrifice to them. It is good for a country to have such a hero, and it is a good thing to be a model for everyone, but if such a person suddenly comes to life. I'm afraid that the emperor will be the first to sit still.

Not to mention, if he comes back to life. Back then, he was a hero who was famous for his loyalty. How can there be a name for resisting the decree, and the Sulu family, who enjoy the honor and favor because of the fact that their family has produced the most loyal and righteous person in the world. How will this be impacted?

He is alive, and his stay in Zhao State is a hidden danger that may erupt at any time, and it is natural for Lu Dongjue to want him to leave.

Lu Dongjue gritted his teeth and waited for a long time, but he couldn't wait for Lu Dongli to speak, so he mustered up the courage to raise his head and saw that Lu Donglian's eyes were peaceful. With a smile on his lips, his heart was sour.

He hung his head and sobbed: "Big brother......"

He wanted to say many, many things.

Eldest brother. Do you know that when you were wronged, I was taken away from office, and my boss reprimanded me sharply, and the trial was like asking a thief.

Big brother, do you know that you have been wronged alone, the whole family has been punished, the family property has been raided, and hundreds of people in each house have been displaced.

Big brother, do you know that at such an age, Uncle Tai can't die with a smile, but he was frightened to death by the tiger and wolf.

Big brother, do you know that you have been worthy of your life, but the result is that you are a family clan, and you have been exiled many times, and the little cousin of the seventh uncle's family, although she may not be rich and luxurious, is also a young lady of a scholarly disciple, but she was escorted to the yacha, humiliated, and repeatedly misbehaved, and finally had to throw herself into the well to refuse humiliation.

Big brother, do you know that although you have affectionate subordinates and righteous people, they can only save your wife and children. They can't take care of the lives of others, they can't help them, but how much suffering we have suffered. The youngest son of the third cousin was still so young, and he was locked up in prison with his parents and became a prisoner, and the little child could not bear the pain of prison. It's a pity that he hasn't even learned to call his father and mother, so he just went.

Big brother, do you know that you are a great Zhao country, and you have worked hard, but the land that the Great Zhao Kingdom gave you was a murderous butcher's knife and a ruthless punishment, and my mother was humiliated in the court because of this.

Big brother, in the past few years, you have wandered all over the world and endured so much suffering, but do you know how many sins we, fellow relatives, have suffered because we don't know anything at all?

Big brother, you taught me benevolence and morality, but what does this world of benevolence and morality give us?

Eldest brother, you taught me to serve the country and the people, but how many years have I been a county order, wholeheartedly, asking for life for the people, single-mindedly, not greedy or vain, but I hit walls everywhere, I was frustrated from time to time, it was difficult for my boss to move, and the officials were mediocre every year.

Big brother, we are a scholarly family, and we all read the articles of the saints, but it turns out that the end of sacrificing one's life for righteousness is not brilliant but miserable.

Big brother, we have been reading the ground, learning, believing, and persisting for so many years, isn't it, it's all a joke.

Big brother, you always taught me that we do our best for the country and the people, not for what we want to gain, but at least not for what we lose, right?

Big brother, you know how long we have been looking forward to this rehabilitation, this glory. There were hundreds of people from each branch of each of the two families of Sulu. The property was returned twice, and the court gave a lot of gold and silver to the land.

The disciples of each sect of the same age have a future of fame and even an official position.

Everything that many families have endured and suffered for many generations and cannot get is already ours in the blink of an eye.

I have been dedicated to serving the people for many years, and I have not been promoted by half a cent, but now I have become the prefect of Yingtian, with great power.

The elders in the family are even more powerful and respond to every call. Even if the magistrate takes office, he must come to visit first and make friends.

Now the Lu family and the Su family are extremely rich and noble, and they are extremely respected, but none of us have forgotten the pain of that day.

We were heirlooms of scholars, we pretended to be noble, and then, by a command, we were driven out of our homes like cattle and sheep, and we lost our freedom, we lost the pride of our scholars, and we were chained and imprisoned in dark and damp prisons, listening to the wails and screams of the prisoners, and we were escorted to remote and poor places, where we used our reading and writing hands to cut wood and clear the wasteland. A low-ranking soldier who does not know a single word can drive us and torture us at will.

We don't know what awaits us, we don't know what will be the more terrible fate tomorrow.

Big brother, do you know what it's like to be beaten to the eighteenth hell and then lifted up to the ninety-ninth heaven?

Big brother, we're scared, we can't stand it anymore.

We dare not have a word of complaint against the emperor, the court, and the people, and we sincerely thank you, and we carefully guard everything in our hands.

We can no longer afford the twists and turns, and we no longer dare to face the horrors of the unknown.

Big brother, if you come back, if you are discovered, if you ......

He had so much to say, and he had endless bitterness to confess, however, in the end

Can cry bitterly.

And Lu Dongli just accepted all this calmly.

He couldn't see Lu Dongjue's face, he hadn't seen him for many years, and in his memory, Lu Dongjue's appearance was still the same as the old boy's face. The child who didn't grow up was his little brother. has a pair of bright eyes, looking at the world with countless questions, full of enthusiasm, and there is no room for unfairness.

The little brother, when he saw the unjust case, jumped up and screamed, and when he found out about the deal in prison, he shouted angrily, that upright, innocent, innocent child. The child who always shouted that he wanted to be the top student in the exam, to be a big official, and to ask for the people's life.

It was he who was not good, who taught this younger brother all the morals in books, but did not tell him the truth of this world. Just let him be alone in this world, hitting his head and bleeding.

I think everything will be like this in the future, how can there be so many people in this world, who are born corrupt officials, mediocre officials, and bad people?

It's just that everyone is gradually growing up, and they are gradually discovering that the good guys and bad guys are not engraved on their faces, it turns out that good people have good rewards, and bad people have bad rewards, which only exist in the story.

When you enter the officialdom, isn't everyone thinking about getting promoted? There are also many people, like Dongjue, looking forward to making a big difference, making a difference, looking forward to showing their skills for the country and the people.

It's just that reality is always tormenting people everywhere, and people will always find that the world is full of decay, and the terrible thing is that they are also trapped in this corruption. I want to renovate and get rid of the old. He will destroy himself with this decay. As a result, everyone had to do their best to maintain this piece of decay.

What's wrong with that?

In the world, there is only one Lu Dongli who will be naïve and never grow up.

What's wrong with Dong Jue, he just wants to survive, he just wants to protect his parents, wife, children, family and clan.

What's wrong with him?

Lu Dongli thought a little confused.

He has no hatred or resentment in his heart. Just simply pity this little brother.

His little brother, his little Dongjue, has grown up. It turns out that growing up is such a sad thing.

He wanted to say, Dong Jue, you are not wrong. It's me who is not good, and I am the one who has caused you to be a burden. I will leave Zhao and never come back, I will not put you in danger again, I only ask, I only ask...... You should be kind to Mother and Son, is it okay......

Yet, he still couldn't say a word.

He could only continue to smile and continue to move with gentleness. To appease those years ago, always by his side. One call to his brother's little brother. The child who is also a disciple and a disciple.

Until this moment, he was still worried. Will his silence for such a long time make Dong Jue discover that he is disabled, will it make Dong Jue's conscience more burdened, and will he feel more sad.

Dongjue, you didn't do anything wrong, from beginning to end, it's just me who is wrong. That naïve and unwilling to grow up Lu Dongli. is the culprit of all this.