Chapter 155 The Most Important Man
In the warm season, in the Ganquan Palace, it is a hundred flowers competing. The garden is full of purple and red, refreshing and pleasant.
Yan Rin stepped into the gate of Ganquan Palace, and what he saw in his eyes was this sea of flowers, as well as Lechang who was strolling among the flowers.
From time to time, Le Chang smiled and said a few words with the palace people who accompanied him. I saw that the flowers were more beautiful than people, and people were more delicate than flowers, such a situation, it was so moving.
Yan Rin was originally in a heavy mood, but at this time, she couldn't help but smile slightly. He waved his hand to stop the news of the palace people in front of the palace gate, smiled and lightened his steps, and walked over slowly. Those clever palace people naturally noticed the arrival of the emperor, but they all saw his hand gestures, so they all kept silent.
Yan Rin had quietly followed behind Le Chang, and Le Changwu didn't realize it, just wandering in the sea of flowers, smiling.
Yan Rin picked a bright red flower from the side, raised her hand to put it on her head, and said with a smile: "I can add color and beauty to you, so that I can live up to this spring garden." ”
Le Changchu was startled, quickly turned around, and was happy again, his face was full of joy, his face was faintly flushed, reflecting a delicate flower like a flame, and he was even more vivid.
Yan Rin looked at her deeply and smiled: "I'd rather not know the country and the city, it's hard to get a beautiful woman." ”
Le Chang was ashamed and happy, and said angrily: "Your Majesty just came here to make fun of the concubines, but did you come this time?" ”
Yan Rin suddenly heard this, remembered his intention, and then looked at the smile of his wife, Ying Ying's smile, it was really a rare joy since she was pregnant, her heart was astringent, her fingers were holding the secret letter in her sleeve, and she hesitated again and again. I couldn't take it out.
Seeing that he looked hesitant, there was a hint of worry in his eyes, and he didn't ask much, but only turned around and gave his personal female officer a look, and in the blink of an eye, some of his entourage were scattered.
"It's rare for spring to be so beautiful today. Since Your Majesty is here, let's accompany Lechang to take a walk. ”
"It just so happens that the imperial doctor also said that your body is getting heavier, and it is good to loosen it properly." smiled and reached out to take her hand. The two walked side by side, slowly into the depths of a hundred flowers.
The Quartet retreated from the underground palace people, only to see the spring breeze from afar, the falling flowers and clothes, and the pair of young people walked slowly, like a picture. In this lonely palace, it is rare to see such a loving scene, which attracts several higher statuses. The old palace people who have been in the palace for decades can't help but look at each other and smile.
While walking leisurely with Yan Rin, Le Chang whispered softly: "Your Majesty, I don't know much about state affairs, and I shouldn't ask about it." It's just that if Your Majesty has any troubles, you don't have to cover them up for me. Even if Lechang can't share your worries. At least be a listener. ”
Yan Rin's heart was gloomy. It is precisely because of Lechang's gentleness, kindness, care and thoughtfulness that he is more and more unbearable to tell the truth. It's just that. Le Chang had already dismissed his subordinates like this, and when he opened his mouth to ask, he didn't hurt her for a while, and after a little hesitation, Fang sighed lightly: "I've been doing it recently." Most of them are worried about appearances. ”
For Rong Qian, although Lechang doesn't know about him, there are rumors about him. But I have heard a lot, and I also know that Yan Rin's mind does not belong recently, and it really started after Rong Qian came back, so I am convinced: "I heard that Rong Guogong is the pillar of the country, the hero of the Great Yan Kingdom, and the master and elder of His Majesty, and the person whom His Majesty respects the most." ”
"However, I owed him too much back then, and now I don't know what to do to make up for it, Lechang, you ......"
Yan Rin smiled bitterly, but couldn't help but ask sincerely: "Have you ever had a misunderstanding with your loved ones, do you know, how can you eliminate the unhappiness you once had?" ”
Le Chang smiled slightly: "Your Majesty, before you, the only person I dearest to me is my mother." ”
Yan Rin sighed: "Look at me, I'm confused." You are so gentle and filial, you have never made your mother angry. ”
Lechang shook his head and smiled: "When I was a child, I was also willful and ignorant, sometimes I was bullied in front of my brothers and sisters, and when I went back, I complained that my mother had no status and couldn't let me live a good life." My mother is not the most virtuous and dignified woman in the world, and when she is angry outside, she will sometimes shout and scold me a few times in the room, and even beat me a few times to get angry. ”
Yan Rin's original Dao Lechang mother and daughter, must be a mother and daughter, and can be a model for the world, suddenly heard these words, and was really stunned.
Le Chang chuckled under Yan Rin's stunned gaze: "But, after the beating, after the scolding, she is still my mother, and I am still her daughter." If an arrow comes to hurt me, she will stop me. Even if the world rebukes her, I will definitely stand by her. We will quarrel and have conflicts, but when it passes, it passes. I don't need anyone to apologize, I don't need anyone to accompany the crime, naturally, and I am the closest and dearest person. ”
She kept smiling on her face, but in her eyes, there was gradually a crystal: "Since I was a child, my mother doesn't know how many times she has beaten me, but now that I think about it, I just feel warm." However, the mother of the Fifth Emperor Brother slapped me with a high position, and I have always held a grudge against this slap until now. This is the difference between relatives and outsiders. ”
Le Chang's tone was soft, and Yan Rin was stunned for a while.
This kind of family feeling, he has never enjoyed. In this way, the compatibility is ...... Compatible ......
He couldn't stop being depressed.
He can't imagine it anyway, if he doesn't apologize or make amends, just sit and wait for time to pass, and the relationship between him and Rong Qian can naturally turn back into intimacy and calmness. In Lechang's words, is this a relative's and an outsider......
Yan Rin didn't even want to think about that word.
Le Chang looked at him with a melancholy expression, knowing that he was thinking wrong, and couldn't help but chuckle: "Your Majesty, between parents and children, such a close nature is because of the blood connection, nurturing and snuggling, and it will only exist over time." However, when you are born in the world, you don't necessarily have to be a relative to become a loved one. Just ......"
She shook it gently
hand, the voice is euphemistic and gentle: "It's just that if you are separated from your blood nature, you have made a mistake or a mistake, and if you want to get it, you have to pay." To cherish a person, you should work hard. Such an effort is not to see the outside, but to ...... You're the one who cares. ”
Yan Rin said bitterly: "Lechang, you don't understand, Rong has a great kindness to me, but I have been deeply responsible for him. Now that he's back, I'm trying to make amends, but I always feel that I'm not doing anything right. I wanted to make amends all the time, but I did it so deliberately and far-fetchedly, it seemed like I was doing one thing for him. It's just for my own heart, this ......"
Le Chang couldn't help but smile on his lips.
"Your Majesty, the relationship between people should be attentive. Deliberately wanting to be nice to others, deliberately wanting to do something for others, what's so unseemly about that? You use scheming, but this scheming is used because you care. If it's someone who doesn't matter. Who bothered to do this for him. ”
Le Chang said with a smile: "I once went to the kitchen to learn to make soup for Your Majesty, and Sister Ming practiced playing the piano for an hour every day for Your Majesty." Sister Rufei knew that His Majesty liked to play chess, so she painstakingly studied chess. Mr. Wang always takes His Majesty's diet and daily life to heart and takes care of it thoughtfully. In order to share His Majesty's worries, Commander Feng and Shi Shizi tried their best to worry about it. Who didn't put their mind to it, and who didn't mean it? Your Majesty would think of all this as a scheming, and you would think that we were doing something. Are they all ulterior motives? ”
Yan Rin was stunned for a moment before saying, "I haven't seen Rong Xiang, I always miss him." When I saw him, I was a little afraid to be with him. When I don't see him, I always worry about him, and I really get to him, no matter what he says. I'm a little uncomfortable about what to do. I...... I didn't mean it. I just feel guilty and can't face the people I've failed to hurt. ”
Lechang really didn't understand in his heart. Why did she, a wise and martial husband, always keep denying himself so easily when it came to facing Rong Qiandi's affairs?
"This kind of thing is not unusual. Husband and wife got married according to the words of the matchmaker according to the order of their parents, and the candle night in the cave room, the first time they saw each other, they were inevitably uneasy and uncomfortable. But it doesn't mean that they just have different thoughts, they just don't look forward to it, or they don't want to be together for a lifetime. For a long time, slowly together, slowly closer, self-carrying white heads, do not give up. ”
Le Chang's eyebrows were gentle: "Your Majesty, don't blame yourself, don't be uncomfortable because you use too much heart." If you care about a person, you will be willing to work hard for him, care about a person, want to be close to him, and be worried because you don't know how to get close. ”
She smiled slightly: "If you do something wrong, tell him out loud that you are wrong." You care about him very much, and you have to be equally loud and clear to him. Since I feel that there is still a separation between each other, I will break the barrier. Don't always feel that there is something you can't say, or if you don't say it, he understands. Even if he really understands, he must prefer to hear from you in person. He is your master, your elder, the one who nurtures you, teaches you, and protects you. I don't have such relatives to repay with filial piety, Your Majesty, you still have it. So, don't be so hesitant. If you want to do anything for him, let it go, and say it boldly if you want to say anything to him. For the sake of the people you care about, to use your heart and deliberately please, what's wrong with it, and you're embarrassed? Isn't it true that caring for someone means trying to do everything he wants for him, and as long as he is happy, he can be satisfied? ”
Yan Rin listened to Le Chang's words in a daze, only to feel that his heart suddenly brightened, and even the blood in his chest was roaring and boiling.
He was an emperor as a child, accustomed to being alone, accustomed to being superior, accustomed to learning how to accept, to discern the feelings that others were busy offering to him, but he did not understand at all, and he did not have the opportunity to practice how to express his feelings to others. As a result, if I put a little effort into it now, I always feel that I am planning and that my motives are not pure.
If you want to do anything for him, let it go, and say it boldly if you want to say anything to him.
Such simple words dispelled all his hesitation and constant self-denial.
All along, he was just in turmoil because of his heart, and as soon as it came to Rong Qian, he no longer had the slightest confidence, no matter what he did or what he thought, he naturally denied himself first.
If it weren't for Lechang's laughter and careful explanation, he wouldn't know that what he owed, it turned out, was just courage and self-confidence.
Le Chang felt that he was holding his hand, and he trembled slightly because of excitement, and smiled unconsciously: "Your Majesty, Jiangnan Ganggong has brought in a few fresh fruits, not only delicious, but also said that it can moisten the spleen and nourish the body, I heard that Rong Guogong is not in good health, and it is just used to nourish, Your Majesty doesn't mind sending it in person." ”
Yan Rin didn't expect her to be so thoughtful for him, she was grateful and ashamed for a while, and sighed in a low voice: "Lechang, you ......"
Le Chang just smiled and stretched out his hand to cover his lips, blocking his words: "Your Majesty, you and I are husband and wife, everything knows ......"
To love a person is to try to do everything he wants for him, as long as he can make him a little happy, he will be infinitely satisfied. She stared at her husband, her God, her everything.
My Majesty, the most important person in your heart is Rong Guogong. The most important person in Lechang's heart is you.