When I woke up, I was in a bit of a trance.

"What day is it?" She asked.

"The seventh day of November." He said in a low voice.

Xu Haoning smiled.

She was no longer fit to laugh, and a smile caused him to cough and provoke him to scramble.

But it's really a little funny that a man like him, who is five big and three thick, speaks in a soft voice.

I vaguely remember that when she was still a young girl, she was the same as Ah Ruo, she admired the gentle and handsome young man in Jiangnan, and was obsessed with the touching words spoken by her clear voice.

I didn't expect that the one who would go to the end with her would be a Northwest man who couldn't learn to speak softly all his life.

Finally stopped coughing, but she suddenly felt better and said, "I want to go out and see ......."

He hesitated to persuade: "It's overcast and cold outside. ”

She tugged at his sleeve and smiled, "But I want to go out and have a look." The coquettishness unconsciously brought out in her tone made her want to laugh herself.

It seems like it's been a long, long time since I've spoken like this.

When he first got married in the fifteenth, the handsome man was amorous, and he also spent the moon before and after, and spoke softly, but those girlish feelings gradually turned pale in the later years, and then they were completely torn apart by the hatred of their children.

After being reborn, whether it is Lin Shisheng's change or Yan Huai's appearance, those who lose are lost after all.

Unexpectedly, at this time, I suddenly had the same mood as a little girl.

Yan Huai would never refuse her, so he wrapped her in the quilt and exposed her nose and eyes, and then carried her out.

When he held her, his arms were still steady, and his steps were just as powerful, as they had been more than twenty years ago, and his sideburns were not gray.

She nestled in his arms, looked up slightly, and saw his stubble jaw, and her heart was sour.

When he was young, he had a beard, and because she didn't like it, he didn't keep it anymore, but these days......

"Yan Huai......" She called him, her voice was weak, and she was covered in the quilt again, and he didn't hear it.

"Yan Huai!" She raised her voice and called again.

He heard it.

"I'm here!" He hurriedly answered, carefully holding her and sitting on the soft couch that had just been laid out under the porch, his deep eyes revealing distressing weakness.

She couldn't help but stretch out her hand from the quilt, caress his face, and said softly: "Yan Huai, if I leave-"

"No, it won't!" He held her hand tightly, shouted to stop, and immediately lowered his voice again, "Don't talk nonsense, Imperial Doctor Xue is already on the way, I calculated the days, it should be here in a few days, it's just a small wind chill!" ”

She smiled.

In late summer and early autumn this year, she occasionally felt a chill.

It's not that you can't afford to hire a famous doctor, who will take a cold in your eyes? What's more, she is only in her forties this year.

I heard that when people are dying, they will feel something, in their previous life, she died horizontally, died suddenly, and was reborn suddenly, and she didn't have time to feel anything.

But when this wind and cold hit, the feeling that her life was approaching was so strong, so strong that she was desperate to leave Qianzhou, to return to Yuhang, to write a letter to Ah Ruo, and to see her for the last time.

Coupled with the twelve years of rebirth, she also lived to be sixty years old, and there is a definite number of human lifespans, even if she is reborn, it is not really a rebirth.

"Listen to me—" She felt the strength grow in her body, took his hand, and sat up.

Looking at his instantly faded face, she smiled, reluctantly stroked his sideburns, and said softly: "Over the years, I have always been reserved and refused to speak softly to you, always asking you to let me, do you ever blame me?" ”

He shook his head and said nothing.

Xu Jiaoning smiled: "Don't be sad - I'm not sad at all, in my life, it's a great blessing that my children are safe, and I can still meet you......"

She struggled to lift herself up and kissed him lightly on the lips, a strange sweet shyness in her heart.

"Yan Huai, you're so nice......" she muttered.

He lowered his head and kissed her softly, and said in a dumb voice: "I can be better, A-Ning, don't leave me......"

She laughed and sighed lightly, "Do you think Ah Ruo can be there today...... I miss her so much......"

The embrace tightened slowly, and she heard him reply in a low voice, "Yes, it will!" You have to take care of your spirit, don't teach her to worry about it......"

She suddenly felt a little uneasy: "Am I too willful?" She is now the son of the Great Zhou Dynasty, and if I insist that she leave Beijing, will she miss state affairs? …… Will there be any danger on the road? ”

"No, it won't." He comforted, "There are so many ministers in the court, it doesn't matter if she leaves for a while, Xiao Liang will definitely come with her, there will be no danger on the road!" ”

Yes! Her Ah Ruo not only became an empress in this life, but also received Xiao Liang's heartfelt protection, and now she is a child with her knees, and there is nothing worth worrying about her.

Wishing it was also—

"What do you want?" She looked up.

Yan Huai hurriedly ordered: "Go and invite His Royal Highness King Qian!" ”

She remembered, before she fell asleep, she still wished to be there, probably left after she fell asleep, only to wake up for a while, and to call someone again, isn't it more squeamish than Chang Wei?

That's it, she's dying, so let's fight with my daughter-in-law willfully!

Soon, Wish's footsteps came in a hurry, and Chang Wei trotted behind him.

When he saw her, he seemed to relax a little, slowed down his steps, turned around, took Chang Wei's hand, and the two walked towards her together.

In this scene, she has seen the habit from the initial depression, and when she looks at it today, she feels relieved.

She never thought that the concubine that Lin Shisheng loved so much in her previous life was not his own, but she didn't have time to gloat before she heard even more sensational news.

Lin Jiawei changed her surname back to Chang when she was married to Princess Qian.

Even though she didn't like Chang Wei very much, she couldn't help it, and after drinking the cup of daughter-in-law's tea, she was so angry that she left Qianzhou for five years, until Chang Wei was pregnant with Arou, and then returned to Qianzhou.

Her eyes fell on Lin Yurou, who was holding her younger brother behind Yuanzhi and Chang Wei, and she couldn't help laughing and beckoning to the girl.

The girl let go of her brother's hand, passed over her parents, ran to her, squatted down softly, looked at her with big clear eyes full of admiration, and whispered "Grandmother".

She stroked the girl's soft hair with a smile, and said lovingly: "Your aunt is coming in the next two days, and Arou hasn't seen her aunt yet!" ”

Everyone knows that the eldest daughter of King Qian is very much like His Majesty today, only she knows that Ah Rou's temperament is like Ah Ruo in her previous life, Ah Ruo who died unfortunately because of her neglect, and Ah Ruo who was almost forgotten because of her neglect......

When she was just reborn, she was bent on wanting Ah Ruo to be different from her previous life, but when Ah Ruo completely became completely different from her previous life, she felt lost again.

If there is no consistency between Ah Ruo in this life and Ah Ruo in the previous life, are they still the same Ah Ruo?

Her tragic daughter is now alive, or is she still sinking to the bottom of the Qiantang River in her previous life?

In a trance, the girl in front of her and the girl in her memory gradually overlapped, her big round eyes and clear and soft expression, teaching her to feel pain in her heart when she saw it.

The red lips opened and closed, as if calling out to her.

She couldn't help but smile and said, "Ah Ruo went to boudoir school on the first day today, but everything went well?" ”

The girl's face suddenly became panicked, and she became anxious: "What? Has anyone bullied you? Who is it? Isn't it Sun Juan! Eventually, she heard her voice sharpen.

Probably because of this, the girl was scared to cry, and she hurriedly comforted: "If you don't cry, it's not good for your mother, and your mother won't kill you in the future......"

"Mother!"

She raised her head suspiciously, a beautiful face in front of her was strange and familiar, she stared at it for a long time, and then called out uncertainly: "Wish?" ”

He cried with joy: "Mother, it's me! Yes! ”

She looked at him bewilderedly: "May it ...... You've grown so big...... What about your sister? Suddenly, a great panic gripped his heart, "What about Ah Ruo?" What about my Arro? ”

"Aning! Anin! ......" someone hugged her and called.

But what about Arro?

"What about Aruo? What about my Arro? ”

"Mother! Mother! Sister is coming soon! ”

"Coming soon?" She muttered a repetition and asked, "Where did she go?" After a pause, it dawned on him, "Ah...... Yes, Ah Ruo is already married......"

There was silence beside him, and suddenly, a sobbing sounded.

She wanted to see who was crying, but she felt extremely tired, so she leaned back, and unexpectedly leaned against someone.

This embrace was strong and comfortable, she leaned for a while, and unconsciously called out in her mouth: "Yan Huai......"

"I'm here!" He immediately answered, his voice choked up.

As her head gradually cleared, she felt guilty and said softly, "Am I confused?" Did it scare you? ”

He didn't speak, just hugged her tightly.

"Yan Huai......" she called in a low voice.

"A-Ning, I'm here!" His response was always timely.

Her heart suddenly ached, and she grabbed his sleeve.

"In the future, if you marry again, don't ask her to come and worship me—" She covered his mouth, "I don't want to see her!" Yan Huai! I don't want to see her! ”

He was silent for a moment, and then said in a dumb voice: "I don't know your temperament yet?" Don't worry, no matter life or death, I, Yan Huai, are the only ones by my side, Xu Yaoning! ”

She looked at him in a daze, and saw that she was in a trance, so she unconsciously asked, "Hasn't Ah Ruo arrived yet?" ”

"It's coming, it's already at the city gate!" He whispered.

She laughed.

She's awake now! Yan Huai actually lied to her?

"You lied to me!" She smiled and said, "Ah Ruo has arrived, I heard her footsteps!" ”

She had never been so deaf and deaf as she was now, and she could see her daughter through the wall.

The green shirt and robe, the slender and straight posture, the delicate and delicate eyebrows and eyes, containing the wind and frost along the way, with the cold of deep winter, rushed towards her like the wind.

"Sister!" Yuan Zhi and Chang Wei shouted in unison.

She chuckled proudly and reached out to the blurring figure in her vision.

The hand was quickly grasped by both hands, and at that moment, she breathed a great sigh of relief, and when this breath was released, the strength in her body was lost at an alarming rate.

"Mother...... How are you so sick? Xue Duan! Xue Duan! Ah Ruo's voice trembled slightly, and when she called people urgently, there was a little unfamiliar majesty, which was a little different from her memory, she was in a trance and remembered.

Her Ah Ruo has grown up a long time ago, and she has been a great Zhou Tianzi for many years, so it is naturally different.

One hand was pulled to check the pulse, she leaned on Yan Huai weakly, looking at Ah Ruo with a blurred face in front of her, and she had a lot of things to say to her in her heart.

I want to ask her if she has been doing all these years, and wonder if she blames herself for leaving her for wishing.

But right now, she couldn't even move her lips, she felt extremely difficult, she knew that she probably couldn't say a few words.

There was a sudden obsession in her heart, she still wanted to see someone!

……

He saw Xue Duan stuff Xu Jiaoning's hand back into the quilt, and shook his head at Lin Jiaruo silently.

There was a silent despair and mourning all around.

Xu Jiaoning, who was lying in Yan's arms, had already begun to lose her eyes, but she still tensed her body and held on to her breath.

She opened her mouth with difficulty, but asked a name that almost everyone hadn't expected: "What about Wentong?" ”

He sighed in his heart, walked up, leaned over and said, "Wentong is here." ”

Her eyes suddenly focused, her body struggled, and she gasped and asked, "What about Ah Ruo?" What happened to Aruo? ”

"She was taken away by Xiao Liang, and she married Xiao Liang—" He paused, his voice still soft, "Do you remember Lin Zhizhi?" The eldest brother Lin Zhizhi who loves her the most, Lin Zhizhi is Xiao Liang......"

The struggle in her eyes suddenly stopped, and then disappeared.

When I finally closed my eyes, there was no more concern on my face.

He quietly stepped back, watching Lin Jiaruo crying grief-stricken on top of her, watching Xiao Liang silently caress her back to comfort her, watching a tough guy like Yan Huai crying silently, watching Lin Yuanzhi and Chang Wei kneeling and unable to get up......

In fact, he was also very sad.

No one knew why he took the initiative to follow Lin Jiaruo and Xiao Liang south, and no one knew how afraid he was of Xu Yaoning's death.

Although Xu Yaoning already has a new daughter, at least she was still thinking about her before she died, and now that she is dead, no one in this world remembers her with him......

He's really sad.

It's just that mourning and mourning is the same as being ruined.

He tightened his clothes, saw Xue Duan walking out of the crowd with a sad face, hurriedly greeted him, saluted him respectfully, and said earnestly: "Xiaguan is running all the way to the wind, I'm afraid that my body is a little unbearable, I wonder if Imperial Doctor Xue can take the time to take a pulse for Xiaguan and prescribe a few medicines?" ”

Xue Duan looked at him with a hellish expression.

He tried to make his expression as earnest as possible.

"Now, now?" Xue Duan looked at him in disbelief, and then looked back.

He nodded without hesitation: "If there is a disease in the gut, it will be afraid of the depths if it is not cured!" ”

Even if Mrs. Wei passed away, even if the Supreme Son of Heaven was mourning, he couldn't help but ask him to ask for a doctor, right?

Xu Yaoning is dead, in this world, he is the only one who remembers her, he must take good care of himself and live well......