Chapter 683: Innocent
In order to support Canaan's crawling, De Rossi laid soft and thick mats in the office, so that Canaan could crawl more happily.
There are a lot of toys around, and Yun Duoduo feels that her office is less like a place to work, but like a kindergarten!
It's not good, but Kanaan is too young now, and she can't and won't let Kanaan stay away from her.
Being able to spend a wonderful childhood with his son, Yun Duoduo feels that this is as important as work, or even more important than work.
"My baby, when you turn one year old, we will give you a separate space in the next room, okay?"
"No ......"
Kanaan pursed his lips and said a word, and gripped the fingers of the clouds in indignation.
The child begins to grow teeth and is in the stage of teeth grinding.
Yun Duoduo shook his head and said with a smile: "Mom has to work, why don't you let Aunt Cube come over to accompany you?" ”
De Rossi and the underworld, she didn't want to ask too much.
In the evening, Feng Zikai personally drove for Yun Duoduo and sent the mother and son back to the villa, of course, De Rossi and Binino also traveled all the way.
The dinner was held in a peaceful and friendly atmosphere, and several people were talking and laughing, as if there had never been a scene of Feng Zikai committing suicide and apologizing during the day.
After the meal, De Rossi smiled and left with Binino, allowing Yun Duoduo to continue entertaining his old classmates.
Yun Duoduo and Feng Zikai were walking in the villa, the two of them were silent for a moment, and Yun Duoduo smiled: "Zikai, I will be blunt with you, there are some things I want to ask clearly, I think you are more clear about those things." At the beginning, I couldn't see through it when I was in the game, but now I jump out and look back at it, and there are some things that I can see clearly. ”
"I understand, you now know the general details, but there are still some things that are not clear."
"Yes, Ling Xueruo's matter, I hope you can make it clear to me. I never understood why she did that. ”
"Interests and persecution, the means of those people are you know, and jealousy and many other reasons. Whatever she's for, you don't have to think about her anymore and feel sorry for her. Yunduo, you were too kind and easy to trust people at the beginning, but Ling Xue is not a person worthy of your trust. ”
The clouds had dark eyes, still reluctant to hear such words.
used to be a good friend and best friend for many years, she would rather Ling Xue be forced to be helpless and unable to resist before she did those things to her.
"There are still some details of the things that betrayed the secrets of the Feather Grid Company, and there are still some details that I don't know."
Feng Zikai sighed lightly: "So at that time, I wanted you to leave, so that you could avoid it, all because of the conspiracy caused by Jie Ziwei and you together." On the surface, it seems to be a love turmoil, but in fact, there is something deep hidden inside. ”
"I understand that their goal is mustard."
Feng Zikai nodded, now she is no longer the cloud she was at the beginning, she can see through many things, and she can see farther.
Yun Duoduo wondered where Ling Xueruo would go.
At that time, when De Rossi gave her the investigation of the previous things in detail, Ling Xueruo had disappeared, and De Rossi said that Jie Ziwei was also looking for Ling Xueruo, but Ling Xueruo disappeared without a trace as if she had evaporated from the world.
Maybe Ling Xue Ruo has been killed by those people, and she really disappeared from this world forever.
Maybe Ling Xue Ruo had a reason to do those things to her at that time, and the past was already in the past, and it didn't matter why Ling Xue Ruo did this.
"He is investigating this matter, and all the clues have gradually been revealed, and after all, the hidden reasons behind all this will be revealed little by little. You are just a victim, a victim of the innocent in the open and secret struggle for power. ”
"I will collect all the debts, plus interest, and one day I will go back, and that day will not be far away."
"Yunduo, haven't you thought about completely forgetting everything in the past and starting over for real? Now that you've escaped the spell of the past, why bother going back? ”
"If it were you, would you be able to forget all those nightmares?"
Feng Zikai shook his head: "You are not me, you still have Kanaan, the child needs a mother." Clouds, stop being stubborn, you can leave behind the past and live the real life you want and want. ”
"I'm living exactly what I want to live and working towards my goals."
"Clouds, you can do it, you won't understand what you will face if you choose such a difficult path. You have to deal with not one person, not even a family, but a higher level. ”
"I understand, if I didn't understand before, now I know very well."
"What do you want to do?"
Feng Zikai felt that Yun Duoduo had changed too much, and asked softly, he really wanted Yun Duoduo to choose again, maybe he still had a chance.
"I'm going to give Kanaan a father, and his father can only be Wasabi, and I'm going to make Wasabi understand that Canaan is his child. All the hatred of the past and all that has happened to me, give those to me, and I will make them pay for what they have done! ”
"Cloud, you've changed a lot."
"Zikai, what happened between the two of us?"
Yun Duoduo suddenly stared at Feng Zikai and asked, those unbearable nightmares in the past used to be the pain in her heart, and they kept tormenting her for a long time.
But after coming to New York, after so much time has passed, jumping out and looking back again, there are some things that she didn't see clearly at the time, and she doesn't know the inside story now.
"Yunduo, why are you always so stubborn, isn't it good to stay here and live like you are now? Can't I give you a better life and happiness? ”
"Zikai, you are too persistent, there is friendship between me and you, there can be no other."
Yun Duoduo said resolutely, she had always had too many scruples before, and she also retreated because of the injuries brought to her by Meson Micro and too many accidents.
Now she is not the cloud she used to be, allowing others to frame her and set up conspiracy traps one after another.
She had to tell Feng Zikai clearly that she couldn't give him what Feng Zikai wanted!
Maybe this is a bit ruthless and cruel, but for Feng Zikai and her, it is the real relief.
Yun Duoduo reached out and held Feng Zikai's hand: "Zikai, let's continue to be good friends and classmates, you are like my brother, I will always love you like my brother." ”
Feng Zikai smiled bitterly, his heart was full of bitterness at this moment, brother?
In Yun Duoduo's heart, he has always been just an elder brother at most, right?
Love is never something that can be forced, and it is not something that can be waited for.
The person who falls in love first is bound to lose everything, and he already understands this, so he should accept such an outcome!
Bowing his head, Feng Zikai raised Yun Duoduo's hand and kissed her softly on the back of her hand: "Dear Duoduo, as you wish, my Yunduo, you will always be my favorite sister." ”
Yun Duoduo smiled, and her heart was equally bitter, the relationship between them would transform and sublimate, which was what she wanted.
Even if it weren't, she wouldn't choose Feng Zikai, and was more grateful and trusting to him than love.
"Zikai, those nightmares, I really wish they could disappear from my life completely."
"Yunduo, are you really that unacceptable to have been intimate with me?"
Feng Zikai asked in disappointment, he really wanted to have her again, but at this moment he understood that no matter what had happened between them, he could not have her again!
"You're not me, you're not a woman, you won't understand, those things have been tormenting me, and they are still deep pains and scars in my heart until now."
"I'm sorry dear, it's my fault, I can't ask for your forgiveness."
Feng Zikai closed his eyes and bowed his head in pain, he suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of Yun Duoduo and held Yun Duoduo's hand: "If you can, I'd rather you shoot me to death, or punish me in any way you want." ”
The biggest and most cruel punishment is that she doesn't love him!
He thought that he had been punished, and that this punishment would continue to make him miserable, because he could not do without loving her.
"Don't be like this, no matter what you have done, I am willing to choose to forget or bury, because I trust you, because you are my favorite brother!"
Yun Duoduo gently hugged Feng Zikai and pulled him up from the ground.
Feng Zikai looked up at the clouds: "Nothing has ever happened between the two of us, just like a blank piece of paper." I'm not a man who takes advantage of others, especially if the woman is you, I do that because I love you and want to get the means of selfishness. ”
In an instant, Yun Duoduo's heart suddenly relaxed a lot.
I don't want to have that kind of intimacy with Feng Zikai, skin to skin and even between men and women, but this incident has always made her linger.
She once doubted that because Feng Zikai gave her the impression that she had always been a gentleman as gentle as jade.
is also because she has been with Feng Zikai several times, what happened between the two of them, she doesn't even have the slightest impression and feeling.
Even if she was unconscious or delirious at the time, she should have felt something.
At that time, she was no longer an ignorant girl, and she had many times with Jie Ziwei.
It turned out that Feng Zikai deliberately stripped her naked at that time, creating the illusion that the two of them had already been in a relationship, and wanted to get her love in this way.
"Thank you, Zikai."
Yun Duoduo whispered, and this moment was extremely relaxed.
"You should hate me, even want to kill me."
"I'm not you, I have nothing but gratitude to you for telling me so frankly."
"If I could, I'd rather never let you know, so at least you still have me in your heart."
Feng Zikai shook his head with a wry smile and chose to let go, only at this moment did he really let go. Give her back her innocence, these may not be anything to other women, but they are important to her!