Alice looked at Tom's sad face, turned her head to look into the boundless distance, and suddenly shook her head. At least he has someone else to grieve and grieve. But since I was in a coma a year ago, I can't remember anything. For so long, she always felt that there was a big corner in her heart, and she couldn't say that something was missing, but it was like she was missing something very important. No matter how busy and full you are, you can't fill that blank. It was a memory that she couldn't remember no matter how hard she tried, and sometimes she would have a severe headache if she thought about it too much.

Tom came back to his senses, looked at Alice's empty and blank eyes looking into the distance, thought for a while, and said tentatively, "What about you, why did you go abroad and open a homestay?" ”

Alice was stunned, I don't know how long it took, she withdrew her gaze and looked down at the wine glass in her hand, "Actually, I am also blank for my own past. ”

She looked up and saw Tom's stunned face, and smiled faintly, "A year ago, I seemed to have had some kind of accident, and I was in the hospital when I woke up, but I didn't even know where I was, and I couldn't even remember anything..."

Tom interrupted her, "So you just ran away, didn't you?" Alice looked at him suspiciously, "How do you know?" "Tom knows that he is speechless, and he hides his smile" Isn't the direction of the story almost like this. And what about later? ”

Once again, Alice fell into the memory, "Later, then I met my current fiancé. He was very nice to me, I told him that I had lost my memory and that I couldn't remember anything about the past, and he said he didn't mind. But I couldn't, I felt like I was an incomplete person, a puzzle piece missing. I can't accept myself like this. It seems that everything is so familiar and so unfamiliar, and too many things keep emerging in front of me, but I can't grasp any of them, and no matter how hard I try, I can't do it. She picked up her glass, drank the rest of the wine, and sighed softly. At this moment, Tom was distracted, and his heart ached like a knife. Fiancé, she already has a fiancé. What has she experienced during the year?

If he hadn't gone to that damn meeting that day, if he hadn't left her... Or push it a little further, he didn't let her get hurt, will it still be like today?

Alice didn't see Tom's injured eyes, and continued, "So, my fiancé took me out of the country, and he told me that if you can't remember, don't force yourself, go to a new environment, maybe it will be better." He said that he would definitely cure me, and that the medical conditions and technology abroad were more favorable to me. ”

"So, what about this B&B?" Tom spoke in a hoarse voice.

Alice smiled and stroked the railing of the rooftop as if she were looking at her beloved child, "He wants me to have something to do and not be bored." It happened that I told him that I liked the ancient town very much, and liked the relaxed and laid-back atmosphere and antique environment, so he had the idea of opening a homestay for me. Tom saw her smiling face, and for a moment forgot the heartache just now.

Alice was obviously a little drunk, but she still poured another glass of wine, "Do you know how much I envy you?" Heartache or sadness, at least you still have to worry. But I can't even get back my missing memories, I don't know what I've experienced in the past, if I've loved someone so unforgettablely, I don't know where he is now, if anything. I can't think of anything, no matter how hard I try, I still can't do it. Speaking of this, Alice's suppressed tears finally fell uncontrollably.

Tom looked at the woman sitting across from him with a sad cry, and his heart was indescribably distressed. He didn't know what Alice had experienced in the year without him, when she was lonely, when she was sad, when she was afraid, but he was not by her side once. Thinking that Alice had wept through alcohol for countless nights as she did now, and that Alice was dazed and sad in the whirlpool of blank memories, Tom only felt his heart twisted together.

At this moment, Tom realized that she really didn't remember herself. This is the last thing I expected, and the last thing I want to accept. What's more, in Alice's life, there is already a fiancé in what she calls it.

Alice lowered her head and stared at the glass in her hand. For a long time, she didn't know who to talk to about what was in her heart. She is grateful to her fiancé, to him for giving her a shoulder on her loneliest days, for all he has done for herself. She was willing to marry him. But for some reason, she always felt as if something was missing. It's as if there is a vacant seat in her heart that she has unintentionally left behind, but she doesn't know who it is for, and she can't find an answer.

Whenever Alice faces her fiancé, she always habitually shows a smile and the most relaxed side. Alice didn't want everything he had done in vain, and she didn't want to be sad and disappointed by the man who had paid so much for herself, and she chose to digest more and more emotions alone. And at this moment, she said all the words buried in her heart to a man who was completely strange to her. She was confused.

Tom looked at her in a daze, raised his hand and touched Alice's hair, "If you have something to say, just tell me, don't hold it alone." Alice looked up, "Will you too?" There is a place reserved for a person in your heart, no one can enter, and you don't allow anyone to invade it. ”

Tom smiled, "Of course. That person, I want to wait and protect with all my life. ”

"Even if one day, you forget who that person is, are you willing to wait forever?" Alice said blankly.

"Definitely. Even if I don't remember who she is, I'm sure she'll come back to my memory one day. ”

Alice's expression became relaxed, and she unconsciously showed a light smile, but then she became entangled again, "Then what if the day I get my memory back, the person in my heart already has a new partner in his life, what will I do?" ”

Tom smiled, "You should believe that for the person in you, you are also his incomprehensible." If you had the courage to wait in the days when your memory was lost, would you still be afraid that someone would take your place? ”

Alice only felt that most of the knot in her heart had been untied, and her heart was full of relief and relief that she had not felt in a long time. Picked up the wine glass and drank it all, his face flushed, "Okay, I believe your words." I'll keep waiting. I believe that one day I will be able to retrieve all the memories that belong to me and find that person. ”