359. Runaway from home (Chang'an Fanwai)
My name is Ning Changan, my father's name is Qin Tiance, and my mother's name is Ning Ranqing.
So I wondered, why is my surname Ning and not Qin? So I ran to ask my mother, who thought for a while and said, "Go and ask your father." "Master once said that a person's studious interest lies in not being ashamed to ask questions and study to the end, so I really ran to ask my father.
This time, my father gave me a definite answer: "Because your mother's surname is Ning, you were born from her belly, so naturally your surname is Ning." "I'm very conscious, and it makes sense. But when I turned around, I wondered again, why did my sister also come out of her mother's belly, but her surname was Qin?
After pondering for a long time and observing for a long time, I finally came to a conclusion: I am not their biological one.
When my mother holds her sister, she always calls her baby; When my father looks at my mother, I am more gentle than my sister; Only when facing me, everyone is very strict, even my mother, who loved me the most in the past, always told me with a straight face what the truth of the family and the country is the world.
Sitting in the empty court, listening to those courtiers discuss state affairs that they don't understand every day, it's boring and boring. I wanted to talk to my mother after the next dynasty, but she put all her thoughts on her sister Changping, looking at their harmonious family, I was angry, I wanted to run away from home!
But where I ran away from home, I had to think about it. Back to Dongyun? It's too far away, although I really want to find Ah Qi and their little sister. Originally, I was looking forward to my mother giving birth to a cute sister, but now I don't think so at all, because Xiao Changping is a troublemaker, and he has attracted all the attention of his mother.
If I don't go back to Shinonome, where can I go? The little head turned, and there were! I walked up to Uncle Xiao with a smile and said solemnly: "Commander Xiao, I want to go out of the palace and observe the people's feelings, you can lead the way." ”
"Your ......, King?"
When I saw the hesitant gaze, I couldn't help but be annoyed and said loudly: "I want to leave the palace alone!" Right now! Immediately! Right away! ”
Needless to say, I'm so imposing, and I'm a king, who can not buy my account? When the carriage drove briskly out of the palace gate, my mood also became lighter. In the end, it is good outside the palace, how fresh the air is, how kind the smiles on the faces of the people around are, and how interesting the street performances are. I was running around and having so much fun that I had completely forgotten about running away from home.
Wait until Uncle Xiao reminds me for the ninth time: "Son, it's evening, it's time to go back to the palace." ”
I looked up at the sky, and it was indeed getting dark, and I thought that after being out for so long today, my mother would be very anxious if she didn't see me. So he hurried back to the palace, rushed all the way into the Dust Hall, and was about to accept his mother's joyful hug, but found that his mother and father were not seen in the palace, and he couldn't help but wonder, could they go out to find me in a hurry?
Thinking about it like this, I felt joy in my heart, and my mother and father still loved me in the end. was about to call Xiao Xizi and ordered him to send someone to summon him, but he saw his mother and father coming back from outside the door, and wasn't it his sister Changping who was holding in his hand? They had soft smiles on their faces, and they were talking as they went. I rushed over and shouted, "Mommy, Daddy!" Waiting for them to come forward in surprise, but when I saw my mother turn her eyes to look at me, she only smiled and asked, "Chang'an, you came back from the imperial study, did the Taifu leave you homework today?" ”
It's like a basin of cold water pouring me through, "I...... I ......, "Running away from home!" You don't even know! Angry, I turned around and ran to the bedroom, and my mother's voice behind me asked strangely, "Hey, what's wrong with Chang'an?" I only heard my father reply: "Ignore him, it'll be fine in a while." "I burst into tears, and for the first time I ran away from home and declared failure.
I spent a few days lazily and listlessly, and the failure of that day hit my heart deeply. Mom and dad are the same as ever, nothing has changed, I'm not angry, I'm running away from home!
The second time I ran away from home, I didn't go to Uncle Xiao, but to Xiao Xizi. As my personal head of the palace, he will definitely not be able to trouble him when he leaves the palace, and he is easier to deal with than Uncle Xiao, so he will bluff him by making a fool of himself. After swaggering out of the palace gate, I carefully considered where I was going this time. I can't go back so soon, at least I have to hold on until dark, or my mother and dad won't know about me running away from home.
But when I entered the street market again, I couldn't raise the interest of the last time, plus Xiao Xizi was nervous and looked on full alert, and even brought two guards. I stood at the gate for a long time, weighing whether I was going to go out of it.
Seeing me standing so deeply and contemplatively, Xiao Xizi couldn't help but ask, "Master, what are you looking at?" ”
I gave him a cold look, "What do you look at, tell you, can you see it through?" "Actually, I don't know what I'm looking at. After pondering for a while, I still didn't have the courage to step out of the city gate, I was afraid that if something happened, not only would I suffer, but also my mother would cry, and my father scolded angrily, this is an attempt that outweighs the loss.
Walking back with his head on his head, he suddenly heard an exclamation on the right: "Chang'an, how did you live here?" "I twisted my neck to see who was not Aunt Yu standing in front of the door of a house somewhere? And the puffy baby she was holding in her hand was like the younger sister of Uncle Ling's family, and I immediately unfolded the most standard smile, ran over, and shouted crisply: "Aunt Yu! The girl who stared at her arms asked, "Whose sister is this?" ”
I saw Aunt Yu smiling and putting the girl on the ground, and said gently, "It's Aunt Yu's family." Come, Zi Kite, call the king. ”
I waved my hand again and again, "No, no, no, call me brother!" Don't call it a king! Is your name Azusa Kite? It's so good, a hundred times better than Changping. Aunt Yu corrected and said: "Changping is a title, and his name is Wuyang, which is also very good." ”
I didn't care, I just recognized: "Anyway, Sister Zi Kite is better than her name, and she is cuter than her." Aunt Yu, is this your home? Can I go in and play? Seeing Aunt Yu nodding, I smiled. Finally found the destination of the second runaway from home.
After visiting Aunt Yu's house, I was more interested in Sister Yuzi Kite playing, she didn't know how to speak, but her eyes were shiny and shiny, watery and cute. "Sister Zi Kite, is it okay for my brother to teach you how to make a slingshot?" The girl immediately nodded her head and smiled and bent her eyes.
Seeing that the sky was darkening, Xiao Xizi couldn't help but come over and urge: "King, you see that the sky is getting dark, and the palace gate will be closed later, shouldn't we go back to the palace?" I was having a good time, waved my little hand, as if chasing flies, "Go and go, don't bother Gu, you want to go back, you go back by yourself, and you want to live in Aunt Yu's house today." ”
Xiao Xizi was stunned for a moment, and was shocked after reacting: "King, this must not be, you are the king, so naturally you have to go back to the palace to live." Aunt Yu also persuaded on the side: "Chang'an, if you like to play with Zi Kite, you can come back tomorrow, if you don't return, your mother will be in a hurry." I snorted in my nose and said, "I'm not going back." ”
Xiao Xizi was sent back, although I was at Aunt Yu's house with peace of mind, but I frequently looked at the door, but I never saw a familiar figure appear, and I felt deeply lost. Is it true that Mom and Dad don't hurt me anymore? Even if I don't come home all night, I won't be able to get their attention?
Aunt Yu saw that I was in a low mood, so she couldn't help but persuade me again: "Chang'an, do you want to go back to the palace?" If you want to go back, Aunt Yu will ask someone to send a message to Uncle Xiao in the palace, how about asking him to pick you up? "I know Uncle Xiao is on duty tonight, so I won't be back until tomorrow morning.
I glanced out the dark door again and shook my head stubbornly.
"Isn't Chang'an the most beloved mother? If you don't return all night, aren't you afraid that your mother will be worried and anxious? ”
I lowered my head, my eyes were a little sour, I couldn't help crying, but my voice was buzzing: "She won't be in a hurry, her eyes will be flat, her father's eyes will be her, and they can't see me at all." ”
Aunt Yu touched my head and sighed, "How come? No one in this world can love you, but your mother won't. ”
I retorted angrily, "How not? Now is the best example of this, I am not her biological at all! ”
"What did you say?" An angry rebuke sounded from the door, I turned around in shock, there were two people standing there, one was my father, the other was my mother, the angry shout just now came out of my father's mouth, at this time his face was full of anger, and my mother was shocked.
I was immediately frightened, and even though my father seldom scolded me, I still respected and feared him. I went to hide behind Aunt Yu with a weak heart, but I saw my father stepping up to me with anger, looking at me condescendingly, and asked coldly, "You said you weren't born to her?" ”
I don't know where a bad gall came out, and I craned my neck and said, "Yes." ”
"Good, good, good!" Dad turned around and walked back, and my mother, who was around the door, was about to leave, but I took two steps but didn't dare to shout. saw her mother frowning lightly, "Ah Li, don't be like this." ”
"Hmph, it's not your own, what do you care about him? Just let him stay as long as he wants. After saying that, I forcibly hugged my mother's waist and disappeared from the door, listening to the footsteps in the distance, my tears could no longer be held back, and my bones rolled down.
The mother said: The boy bleeds without tears. Mom said again: Good men are ambitious, and tears are the most useless. But the mother also said: The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.
These are the principles that my mother taught me, and I keep each one firmly in mind, and now I can't care about what I want to do, but to the sad place. I went to the door and looked at them, and I felt even more sad and sad that they were gone.
Aunt Yu sighed behind me: "Chang'an, you just said that sentence and broke your mother's heart." ”
I opened my tear-stained eyes, thinking of the pain that flashed in my mother's eyes just now, and I began to feel guilty, and I couldn't help but say, "What should I do then?" Aunt Yu, will my mother never like me again? ”
"No, let's go back to the palace now, okay? Go and admit your mistakes to your mother, and she will definitely forgive you. ”
I nodded, not noticing that Aunt Yu was glancing towards somewhere in the shadows.
Aunt Yu sent me to the gate of the palace and asked Uncle Xiao to lead me in. When I ran into the Dust Temple, I saw my father and mother sitting in their chairs, and walked forward with their heads down, "Dad, Mom, I was wrong. ”
"What's wrong?" In Daddy's raised voice, he couldn't tell the difference between joy and anger. I didn't dare to look up, "I shouldn't have run away from home, I shouldn't have said that to break my mother's heart." As soon as I finished speaking, I smelled a familiar smell, the person was already in my mother's arms, and above my head was her gentle voice: "Silly child, how can my Chang'an not be born by my mother." ”
At this point, the question of whether this is biological or not has been revealed.
The second time I ran away from home, I ended up walking back on my own and failing again. As for whether there will be a third, fourth, or even fifth runaway from home, I'm still in the pipeline!
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