Zishan stood for a while after stepping out of the tea room, taking a few deep breaths and looking behind her before taking a step; She is not waiting for Yang Guoying to come out, with Yang Guoying's status, personality and temperament, it is impossible for her to chase it out at this time. It's not that Yang Guoying is not good at asking for people, she just won't pull and pull with people in public, which is very embarrassing and embarrassing.

The reason why she stood for a while was because Zishan was slightly dizzy and panting, and had to stop and rest for a while; Her heart is not very good, but it is not bad enough to have a seizure as soon as she is emotional, such as the entanglement between her and Feng Dayong.

originally thought that when she saw Yang Guoying, she would finish her words calmly, and she would leave calmly, and she would not be sad and angry again; But she really didn't expect that when facing Yang Guoying, she still couldn't help but be excited.

Zishan walked slowly towards home, her heart was messed up but she didn't know what she was thinking, her mother, who had never existed in her life for more than 20 years, appeared, even if she saw through everything, she still couldn't treat Yang Guoying as an irrelevant person. She really didn't know that her heart knot for Yang Guoying was bigger than Feng Dayong.

If you haven't gotten it, you can't talk about losing or not losing, but seeing Yang Guoying's face, Zishan really wished she had never appeared; At least she could imagine, at least she still had a glimmer of hope.

More than 20 years ago, Yang Guoying left Zishan after the divorce; That year, Zishan was still in swaddling clothes and still breastfeeding, and according to the law, she was sentenced to her mother Yang Guoying: however, Yang Guoying left her in the court, and left her in the court without a word or a note, so she threw her away in the court.

After that, the court could not contact Yang Guoying, so it could only find Zishan's father Li Yaoxu and ask him to bring Zishan back. For so many years, Zishan has always wanted to know, why did Yang Guoying leave her in the court back then? When you get divorced, you can declare that you don't want children, since she didn't say why she left her after the divorce?

Zishan's father is a scholarly family, and he met Yang Guoying when he went to Dongzhi Province on business, and after the two got married, Li Yaoxu originally wanted to settle down there; Later, after the marriage broke down, he wanted to leave the sad place, but the job transfer was not a matter of one sentence, and it was inconvenient for a big man to take the child, so he had to send Zishan back to his hometown Lanshui City first.

Li Yaoxu never mentioned his past marriage, even when Zishan grew up and asked him later, he just smoked and didn't say a word; Therefore, what happened between Yang Guoying and Li Yaoxu at the beginning, Zishan didn't know anything.

After many years of confusion, she originally thought that she would question Yang Guoying in person, but she didn't ask it in the tea room just now; Suddenly, Zishan didn't want to ask: more than 20 years, no, it should be said that it will be 30 years, is there any point in asking or not asking?

No matter what happened between Yang Guoying and Li Yaoxu at the beginning, no matter what Yang Guoying had to do, or what ridiculous excuse she had - she Li Zishan was the one who was given up. Nearly 30 years have passed, she has become a wife and mother, and she is no longer a child who needs her mother's care, even if she asks the truth to give her what is the use.

It really doesn't matter what you know or what you don't know now. Zishan lowered her head, and two tears fell on her shoes, washing away the thin dust on the uppers, leaving two round marks; Soon, the tears will evaporate, the traces will be less obvious, and who cares if it is obvious or not.

Zishan looked up, and couldn't see that she had shed tears, as if the tears were not coming from her eyes; Tears fell in the blink of an eye she bowed, and did not leave a trace in the corners of her eyes or on her face: not to shed tears was what she asked of herself; Although she couldn't help but shed two tears, she wouldn't let anyone see it.

Those two tears were not seen by anyone, that is, they never existed. Her sadness and wounds, from now on, are like before she met Feng Dayong at the age of eighteen, she can only lick them by herself, and will never let others see them. Tears are weakness, which is the same for men and women, and if you want to live, you can't be weak but strong.

Zishan puffed up her chest and said to herself in her heart: If you don't insist, who will show you weakness? There was no one to lend her shoulder to rest, and no one had the heart to let her cry, so she could only walk forward with her head held high.

Because, she still has a daughter; She can't let her daughter leave her again, and she can't let her daughter taste the bitterness she once had. With a mother, the sky will not fall completely for the child, and when her young shoulders could not support her, no one held up the sky for her, but now she is an adult, and she has to hold up the sky for her daughter.

Zishan, who returned home, was so tired that she didn't want to move half a finger, although she didn't do any physical activity today, but she was tired; She lay asleep in her bed, dreaming of one open and closed umbrella after another.

No matter how big the pain is, as long as you sleep well, it will be much better when you see the sun again; Especially in good weather, you may leave all the unhappiness behind you.

It's been a great day, and the sky is so blue. Zi Shan looked at the white clouds in the blue sky, remembering that the sky was no longer such a blue color ten years later, and her heart naturally cherished it; What she wants to cherish is not only the blue sky, but also everything she still has.

How many people can go back ten years at the age of forty? Zishan left Yang Guoying's affairs behind, and got up after playing with the baby in bed for a while, and then heard the doorbell ringing.

Lin Hao looked very energetic, and when he saw the baby picking her up first, he turned around: "I have a gift for you." Then he greeted Zishan. He is a very polite and measured person, and while letting Zishan's mother and daughter know his kindness, he will not bring them any pressure and will not be too affectionate.

The breakfast ended in the baby's cheers, and Lin Hao's insistence on sending the baby to the kindergarten also made the baby happy: "Look at the plateau and stink!" "Lin Hao's BMW 7 Series is obviously more popular than Feng Dayong's Volkswagen.

Zishan didn't expect that the child was so young that he had already compared, which was not a good thing, and just as he was about to speak, he heard Lin Hao ask: "Gao Yuan, little boy, right?" Their car is very good - but it is also their car, and it is not his, the baby said, right? ”

"Yes." The baby replied loudly, apparently glad that she had found a way to teach Gao Yuan a lesson; But soon she collapsed: "But I'm still young, how can I buy my own car?" ”

Lin Hao smiled: "Yes." Well, as long as the baby learns to wash socks and handkerchiefs within a week, and the washing is very clean and fast, then Uncle Lin will give you a car, okay? If your baby can't do it, you'll have to wash your mother's socks for the next month. ”

The baby was not happy when he heard it: "Good, good!" ”

Zishan hurriedly said: "No, Lin Hao, this ......"

"I know. Although I don't have children, it doesn't mean that I don't know how to teach children, and this is also to let the baby know that there is something to be gained; You can rest assured, it's just a toy car, and the baby is happy and knows a little truth, and it's not more important than the money to buy a car? Lin Hao interrupted Zishan's words: "Also, Zishan, we are classmates from high school to college, so it's nothing to send a baby something, right?" Don't get too close to me, old schoolmate. ”

Zishan looked at the big rabbit in the baby's arms: "It's already been sent, you can't spoil the child." ”

Lin Hao smiled: "I know, Zishan." When he arrived at the kindergarten, Lin Hao took the child out of the car and kissed her hard: "A gentleman's word, the horse is difficult to chase." ”

The baby looked at Lin Hao: "Four horses are difficult to chase?" Uncle, don't lie, one horse is the same as four horses, and if you can't catch up, you can't catch up. ”

The innocent words caused Lin Hao and Zishan to laugh, and after explaining to the baby what a horse is, they watched her walk towards the kindergarten; At this time, a cool little boy got out of a car: "Baby, have you thought about it, do you want to marry me today?" ”

The sound is very crisp, and the strong childish flavor is very pleasant; However, that sentence almost made Zishan bite her tongue: Isn't it? Today's children mature so early? Anyway, babies are too young at this age.

The baby has already entered the kindergarten, and when he heard the cool boy's words, he turned around, and his little face was very serious: "Don't call me baby, I'm just my mother's baby." I won't marry you. My lawyer, Uncle Lin, said that your car is not your car. Also, I'm almost going to have my own car......"

Zishan breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the baby's words, fortunately, her own baby didn't understand such "complicated" things.

"I'm better than you, Gao Yuan, you better marry me!" The baby's serious suggestion made Zishan and Lin Hao speechless when they heard it - the current child!

The cool boy on the plateau walked into the kindergarten very entangledly, obviously he would not agree to marry the baby, and the two children held hands and discussed the question of marrying or not entering the classroom; The three adults who were left at the gate of the garden looked at each other a little awkwardly.

"Hello, I'm Gao Yuan's father, Gao Gang." Gao Yuan's father is not cool at all, but a fat spherical man, but even if he is so fat, Zishan has to admit that this Gao Gang is a very handsome fat man: "The child is unscrupulous, hehe, you don't care, right?" ”

Zishan smiled and shook her head: "Hello." I don't care, kid. We still have something to do, so let's go first; Goodbye, Mr. Gao. She greeted politely and left with Lin Hao.

She doesn't think that children are called early love like this, five-year-old children don't know what "marriage" means at all, maybe they have watched too many TV series, right? At most, that little cool boy likes to play with the baby, and that's it.