Dream dry mulberry 25-26 close at hand / Old things by shade
Chapter 25 is just around the corner
Yan Rin had long known that he had had an "encounter" with Rong Qian in his previous life, however, when he finally saw with his own eyes that the two of them were just passing by in such a short period of time, just like that, they were close at hand, but they walked with their backs, and gradually disappeared, they still couldn't help but feel lost.
At that time, he still didn't want to see himself. Smiling slightly bitterly, Yan Rin's mood was not very sad.
Because, that person...... It's just ...... I don't want to see myself...... That's it......
Of course, I was stunned, of course, I regretted that I missed one - three years, but that's all.
That person is not tired of himself, annoyed with himself, it is not that he doesn't care about himself, he is far away in the countryside, and it is precisely to fulfill himself...... Not to mention...... Seeing Rong Qian staring at his back, he frowned tightly and whispered "nonsense", a faint smile, and suddenly he couldn't help it, and quietly jumped on the corner of Yan Rin's mouth.
Really...... He...... It will be so......
In the screen, Qinggu was still dissatisfied with Rong Qian's desire to detain the gold, but the person who snatched the gold had no explanation at all, so he only thought about the reason, and excused her to go, and then, standing in place, bowing his head and flipping the gold in his hand, shaking his head and sighing at the words "Unai Chengxiang" branded on the back.
The smile on Yan Rin's face couldn't help but be thicker again, a little embarrassed and a little emotional.
He...... Always feel at ease with yourself.
Probably because he was brought up since he was a child, Yan Rin felt that that person always had the habit of treating him as a child. Although later, Rong Qian finally recognized the little child back then, and really regarded him as an existence comparable to himself, but whenever he felt that Yan Rin had made mistakes that he should not have made, especially when these mistakes might endanger Yan Rin's own safety, he would inevitably relapse into his old ways-although he respected his identity as an emperor and cared about his sensitive dignity, he would still take out a didactic style and nag a few words in his ear.
Yan Rin remembered that it was a long time before he was truly recognized by Rong Qian and regarded by him as a completely equal existence from the bottom of his heart. And now, even himself, the Yan Rin in his previous life, feels that he is still only a child, and he is far from mature enough.
Besides, speaking of which, he was an emperor, so he only carried two people with him, holding gold branded with the name of Ouchi, traveling in microclothes, and swaying all over the street...... Now that I think about it, it's really a very unseemly behavior. Therefore, being slandered and criticized by that person in his heart, really, too, there is nothing to say......
Bending the corners of her mouth, Yan Rin shook her head slightly, but suddenly, in an instant, she paused.
Feng Changqing......
Sighing softly, Yan Rin was a little surprised to find that although he was a little dissatisfied with seeing such an obvious deception by the courtier he relied on in his previous life, he was not very angry.
In his previous life, he knew that Rong Qian and Feng Changqing had been in contact for a long time, and he also heard a lot of news about himself through An Wuji.
At that time, as the emperor, he was somewhat unhappy with this kind of practice, but even at that time, when he didn't know a lot of inside information, he could be completely sure that Rong Qian didn't see him for his own good, and inquired about him, just to help him protect him. And now, the former position of authority has long been a passing cloud, and when I think of this, all that remains is full of emotion and sorrow......
In his eyes, the man shook his head firmly, but smiled gently, somehow, he suddenly touched Yan Rin's long-term thoughts, and for a while, he only felt that his heart was soft, and he couldn't even mention the thought of "pursuing" Feng Changqing for deceiving him for a long time.
It's just that......
Looking at the screen, the self in the previous life, it is always a lonely shadow; Looking at Rong Qian, the extremely slow pace; Looking at the two of them, they inadvertently missed it, walking with their backs to the ground, seeing that they were getting farther away, the little resentment in his heart, finally couldn't help but come out, but he didn't know who he was attacking, Yan Rin was stunned, and suddenly felt a burst of surprise, and the breath in his chest turned into a long sigh unconsciously.
Generally speaking, a reclusive life, as long as I am willing to be indifferent and have no external affairs to disturb, I will always live a comfortable life. Historically, there are even some hermits, wandering remains, sending love to landscapes, drinking and singing, and doing countless indulgent things, often leaving their names because of this, and achieving many good stories of masters.
It's just that Rong Qian's life is far from being so colorful - his temperament belongs to the category of calm, and he has always known how to enjoy life, and he doesn't need these many tricks, just living an ordinary and indifferent life, for him, he can also live happily and freely.
Besides, his body can't be tossed like that.
Rong Qian's body is really much better than at the beginning.
Now, he can not only take care of himself in the morning after dressing and washing, but also slowly clean all the big tiled houses and the entire yard every day. Although he still staggered and slowed when he walked, and he always had to use a wooden crutch to prevent him from falling, it was no longer a problem to make a simple meal, carry it, and send it to Qinggu, who had been busy at the tea stall all day, and then bring it back to clean up after she had finished eating. Even, before Qinggu went home, he could still have time to make dinner.
However, such results are not easy to come by.
The loss of a right hand will naturally bring extreme inconvenience to life, even if a healthy person does not have the most used hand, life, dressing and eating, before there is no habit, it will become a problem. And Rong Qian's situation is dozens of times more troublesome than ordinary people.
The trauma that Rong Qian has suffered is too severe. Although he was carefully treated by Feng Jinjie, and even used elixirs that were beyond the times, he still couldn't adjust his body to the same as a normal person. As a result, every action that is very simple for ordinary people to do has become a great burden here in Rong Qian.
It took more than ten days for Rong Qian to practice to be able to barely hold chopsticks and eat slowly.
It took more than 20 days for him to get dressed and undressed without the help of Qinggu.
And washing, making the bed, cleaning the house, cooking...... These should have been extremely easy tasks, and each of them took Rong Qian the same, if not longer, time......
But that's not all.
is in too bad physical condition, making it difficult for Rong Qian to bear these housework, which should be the most ordinary housework. He is often so tired that he sweats, and even trembles slightly in pain, and even the things in his hands will fall to the ground from time to time because he can't hold them - fortunately, he took precautions and asked Qinggu to replace all the large and small utensils in the house with wood, so as not to damage too many things or hurt himself.
Rong Qian, who does things with difficulty, even pain, often makes the Qinggu who is watching from the side choke up and cry, that is, Yan Rin outside the screen, although she has been mentally prepared, her temperament is far stronger than her, and she has several times, she can't help but have hot eyes and a sour nose.
However, Rong Qian was always smiling, and the expression on his face was tranquil and light, just like Yan Rin's initial impression of Yan Guoquan, who was dressed in a scarlet official robe, as confident and bright. He would neither complain in discouragement, nor fight with his fists and teeth, but just live indifferently, gently, but firmly, day by day.
However, it was precisely because of this that Yan Rin felt doubly how disgusting and ridiculous the ignorant and even contemptuous ridicule and gossip that were inflicted on him.
In response to Rong Qian's vicious words, after Qinggu provoked the crowd and knocked down more than a dozen troublesome villagers, it was stopped for a period of time - among the villagers of Ping'an Village, no one dared to provoke Qinggu's force, and naturally no one would make irresponsible remarks about Rong Qian, whom she valued the most, and provoke her to anger in vain.
However, this silence was broken again when Rong Qian walked out of the village and went to the tea stall to deliver food to her. Among those guests who sit idly and rest for tea, there is always some good deeds. Although these people may not have malicious intentions, seeing Rong Qian's description like this, it is always inevitable that when the mood comes, they will casually say a word or two.
There are almost a few times in three or five days. Although the guests often rotated, the tone was roughly the same, and after listening to it a lot, Yan Rin was also a little numb. Although he was still remorseful and even more depressed, he had lost the anger that he almost had when he first heard it, and he was not even impressed by who said what he said at the specific time.
Only once, because the artist told the story of Fang Qingchen's return to Chu as a story—which also involved the Fu Sect Master of the Shura Sect—the plot was quite legendary, and the words were even more exaggerated, which caused Rong Qian to laugh, so that he remembered it very clearly. It's just that seventy percent of this deep impression comes from that person's rare gaffe, and the other thirty percent ......
Because of Rong Qian's relationship, Yan Rin is extremely concerned about all the people in the small building. It's just that he has limited knowledge, and he only knows a few people about the fate of the two worlds. Among them, Fang Qingchen was the first person to tell him to recognize his identity as a small building.
But at this time, Yan Rin's mood was already different from when he saw through the truth.
He didn't want to accuse Fang Qingchen of playing with people's hearts anymore - although every time he thought about it, he still inevitably felt sorry for his ancestors - he didn't think so anymore. Although he still didn't know much about the other party Qingchen, and even, he really didn't have much interest in understanding it, but he still remembered that in the long conversation that night, the person named Fu Hanqing said that Fang Qingchen was as sad as that person.
He didn't know how Fang Qingchen was, but that person ...... Yung Qian ...... In the four accessions to the WTO, he has experienced exactly what he has experienced, but he is very clear. There were so many deep injuries that he had to feel sad and sad when he thought about it, and if that Fang Qingchen was like him, thinking about it, there must be some of his own hardships behind those ruthless behaviors......
Such an idea, to put it mildly, had already been faintly had it when Yan Rin had just realized Rong Qian's love for him, but at that time, he was emotional, and there was only Rong Qian in his heart, and he really couldn't spare half of his energy to think about what happened to Fang Houye of the Chu State. Later, although there were several times to think about this, the situation was much the same, so it was only at this time that Yan Rin was "rehabilitated" for this famous figure in the history of Yan in his heart.
It's just that Yan Rin didn't expect that not long after, it was this Fang Qingchen, intentionally or unintentionally, who created an opportunity for him and Rong Qian's reunion.
Whether it was in the days of companionship in the previous life, or in the records he had seen in this life, in Yan Rin's memory, that person rarely had a big temper, even that day, for him to go to the court and cause a big disaster, Rong Qian only showed anger at first, and when he pressed Yan Rin on his lap and spanked him, because of the strange situation and complicated state of mind at that time, there was only a sneer on his face.
And this time......
Looking at Rong Qian, who was as gloomy as water on the screen, and was even more angry with things, he brushed the teacup on the table to the ground and smashed it, Yan Rin was stunned for a while.
He knew why Rong Qian was angry.
Why did Fang Qingchen go to great lengths to spread the news of Concubine Lan's death to the Yan Kingdom Palace, as early as after the chaos that year, he had already understood. And now that he knew the existence of Xiaolou, he had already understood the reason why Rong Qian paid special attention to Chu State back then.
"It turned out to be the State of Chu!"
This simple information, whether it is Feng Changqing, An Wuji, or himself back then, is only known but does not know why, but for Rong Qian, such a conclusion is enough to point out everything. Of course, now he also understands the reason, and knows that this is Fang Qingchen's plan to use himself and Yan Guo, but he didn't expect that such a thing would cause Rong Qian to be so angry.
He even yelled with his mental power, asking Xiao Lou to connect the conversation with Fang Qingchen for him.
Due to the requirement of protecting personal privacy, the communication between students in the small building will not be made public. At least, with Yan Rin's lowest-end, only browsing permissions, it is impossible to hear.
However, if, like Rong Qian, he gave up the right to one-line communication, and directly opened his mental power to shout, it would be an exception. His aimless mental power shouted, and its content had already sounded in mid-air through the playback device.
He asked to speak to Fang Qingchen...... Recklessly, regardless of the cost, as long as in the shortest possible time, connect Fang Qingchen and connect that ...... The man who plotted against himself......
Looking at Rong Qian, who was angry, and listening to his words without scruples, Yan Rin only felt pain in his chest, bitterness in his mouth, sour nose, and heat in his eyes. He wanted to sort out his mood, but he had mixed feelings and couldn't find a clue. I had no choice but to stand up, reluctantly settle down, and concentrate my whole energy on the screen.
Because they entered the normal call mode, what Rong Qian and Fang Qingchen said, it was impossible for Yan Rin to hear it. But looking at Rong Qian's expression, he could probably guess what he would say-that person must be asking Fang Qingchen to give up using himself, and he must have failed to get the desired result. And in the end, the firm look on his face also clearly told Yan Rin that at this moment, he had made up his mind to stand on his side, help himself, and defend the country of Yan.
After that, Rong Qian's idea of expanding the operation of the teahouse confirmed Yan Rin's judgment, and he had no scruples about getting involved with Feng Changqing, using his powerful position, and in a very short period of time, a new teahouse was run prosperously, and the practice of becoming famous in the capital made him realize that at this time, Rong Qian had already planned to meet him.
Rong Qian had this thought, which was really good news for Yan Rin. Although he remembered very well that the reunion between the two of them was just an accident, although he also knew that Rong Qian's idea at this time was only a preliminary intention, if it was possible, he would rather the two never see each other. But in any case, thinking that that person cared about himself so much, for fear that he would suffer a loss, he would rather give up his comfortable seclusion, regardless of all the disadvantages that may arise in the future, and must come to see himself to help him, Yan Rin's heart felt infinitely happy.
However, on the other hand, remembering those past events that he heard by chance, Yan Rin couldn't help but feel heartache - he couldn't forget what kind of almost self-tortured method that person used to take care of his apparent health in order to keep himself from being too hurt and blamed himself when he reunited.
This kind of intention moved Yan Rin, but since he knew it, he had to brush off Rong Qian's kindness. He couldn't allow himself to escape, he couldn't allow himself to know that that person had suffered so much for him, but still close his eyes and enjoy the peaceful situation that was whitewashed with Rong Qian's blood and sweat.
Regarding the difficulties encountered in Rong Qian's rehabilitation and the efforts he made, after Rong Qian was injured for the second time, Yan Rin actually saw it. But even so, now that he saw a similar situation again, he still experienced the feeling of heartache again and again.
In order to get satisfactory results in a very short period of time, the amount of exercise in Rong Qian's rehabilitation is several times that of ordinary people, which means that he must practice from morning to night, even if he falls again and again, he cannot let others help him, but must use his only remaining left hand to tremble to support his body, and then, without stopping, continue the boring and boring practice again......
And this, perhaps, is not the hardest.
Yan Rin saw Rong Qian's diet - all the dishes were steamed and cooked well, and there was no spicy and sour taste. Even, there are some things in it, just looking at it, it makes him want to vomit.
However, the man ate it one after another.
Even though his expression clearly showed that he was extremely tired of these things, even if it was obvious at times that his throat was sliding stiffly, and his face was as if he wanted to vomit...... Not once did he not eat up a table of unpalatable meals, nor did he once replace his usual favorite diet with his usual favorite meal at the next meal an hour or two later......
He had heard that when they first met, although that person was still a little clear, he looked basically the same as ordinary people, which was not easy to come by!
He had heard of how far that person had been prepared in order not to let himself be miserable and blame, not to be stimulated, not to let himself suffer the punishment that he should have suffered!
But......
Looking at what An Wuji said, he faced Rong Qian, indignantly expressing his dissatisfaction with his desperate approach, looking at that person as he said, so indifferent and empty, but when he was criticized for being too far-fetched, and was said in an almost accusatory attitude, "You want to see him like this", suddenly smiled so softly, sighed and said "I'm not at ease", and then recalled that he could only feel sorry for himself back then, but he secretly blamed Rong Qian for being ruthless, and if he didn't come to see him, Yan Rin couldn't help but be moved and sad, It's shame again. In a daze, he suddenly couldn't help it, and smiled very coldly at himself:
"Yan Rin, you actually don't know anything at all......
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Chapter Twenty-Six: Old Things
The dialogue between An Wuji and Rong Qian set off huge waves in Yan Rin's heart. This wave is so strong that if there is a huge reef at the edge of the ocean in Yan Rin's spiritual world, it must be hit by such a wave and make deep traces.
What made Yan Rin so shocked was not that An Wuji really had no taboos when he said it, but that person, in his heart, was already ...... Clear, clear, and thorough......
An Wuji's words are actually thoroughly revealed:
Rong Qian has done enough—enough for this country, and enough for him!
An Wuji thinks like this, or anyone who really understands everything, anyone who dares to see the facts, thinks like this. More than ten years of hard work, more than ten years of dedication, more than ten years, that person lost his time, energy, status, reputation, and even his own life for him......
Such...... Really...... Enough, right?
But why, did he still want to come back? Why come back and continue to pay for this country – for him – ......
That person has held the power of the country for more than ten years, and has seen many things through several lifetimes. How could he not know that if he reappeared in the court, he would have created a big problem for the monarch and his ministers, and then it would inevitably cause a turmoil in the court, and there would be countless enemies with white trees; How could he not understand that with his status and status, there is no reward, there is no seal, and for a long time, I am afraid that it will be difficult to tolerate the emperor.
When the time comes......
Yan Rin wanted to smile bitterly, but there was an inexplicable astringency and heaviness, falling on the lips of his heart, making his chest like a mountain barrier, and he couldn't even lift the corners of his mouth.
What will happen when the time comes, that person, clearly knows.
Because I know, I will never come back.
will, would rather stay in the suburbs of Beijing to accompany him to watch him and protect him, rather than meet him.
An Wuji was in a hurry, and he said it so directly, almost on the surface, with his wisdom and experience, how could he not know?
However, he said, he was not at ease......
It's because of that Fang Qingchen. Yan Rin knew in her heart, and couldn't help but want to sigh out - she didn't think wrong back then, but all the things involved in Xiaolou behind it, as well as the secret information in the distant country, at that time, where could you find out? If it is wrong, it is really a non-war crime to be serious, but on the contrary, the consequences will be very serious, so that the person has to return to the cusp of the storm and block this storm for himself.
Speaking of which, I really should thank that Fang Qingchen...... It's just that......
Looking at An Wuji with a sneer on the screen, listening to his words that were almost heartbreaking, Yan Rin couldn't help but feel a sharp pain in his heart, and involuntarily, his eyes darkened.
"Rongxiang, how long can you get along with his monarch and ministers?"
Finally...... How long can it last?
If it weren't for that person who gave in step by step, always worked hard and left enough room for himself, if it weren't for him repeatedly smiling and accepting all his willfulness and even repeated submissions, would the ending be the same?
Besides, even if this is the case, he still doubted him, avoided him, and was once a ...... It hurt him to break his bones and tendons—it hurt him, life is better than death...... Also...... Could it be, for the sake of the country - for oneself, when necessary, it is indeed possible to sacrifice him, right?
How much difference is there between such a self and when the order is late? An Wuji's grudge is not forgotten, and speaking of it, it is actually very reasonable.
And the one who never held a grudge......
“…… But what about later? Over time, when all the kindness is gradually worn out by time...... Rong Xiang, Mr. Rong, can you guarantee that he will never do this? ”
Looking at Rong Qian's face that fell silent in an instant, Yan Rin only felt that his heart had also sunk into the bottomless abyss.
That man...... Of course, there is no guarantee!
After several lifetimes of reincarnation, he knows better than anyone else...... Understand...... Also...... More than anyone else, I can't believe it, I can't guarantee it.
It's just that...... Even if it is......
Yan Rin also smiled at the relaxed smile that Rong Qian showed on the screen, but this smile was bitter and condensed, and she was like crying.
Even if so......
For that person, the result of the two words "even" is nothing at all, right? Compared to ...... The self in the previous life will be used and hurt by others......
"Everything about me is the result of my own choices, and it has never been about anyone else." The look of the person who raised his eyebrows slightly not long ago suddenly appeared in his mind, and the tone of calm and calm, Yan Rin's heart suddenly froze, but he couldn't help but want to praise - that person really thinks like this! His sudden vision, even if he has experienced too much heartache and self-suggestion, is always in his bones, and that calm and calm self-confidence is the result.
Yes, he is Rong Qian, he is Rong Qian who has no one to bend into, no one can take charge, all his giving, all his sacrifices, as he himself said, are for himself, he is doing what he wants to do, what he is willing to do-
Whereas...... He is exactly the person he wants and is willing to give everything to protect and love.
The heart was suddenly hot, but it was like a sour, and this heat and this acid were mixed together, and the heart was like a burn, as if it was a thick acid erosion.
With such affection and such kindness, Rong Qian is calm and carefree, without complaint or regret, but how dare he, Yan Rin, accept it like this? How could he be at ease, unashamed, and as safe as that person!
Not to mention......
Looking at Rong Qian, who vetoed the need for self-preservation in the idle laughter, and even the subordinates he had always cherished at the expense of him, he must come out again, so as to help his Rong Qian, Yan Rin only felt that his whole heart was torn apart.
Yan Rin's heart was full of emotions at this time, and there were mixed tastes in his chest, so he was quite flawless, but then Rong Qian didn't have time to take some banter to heart for An Wuji and Qinggu's misunderstanding, and even the bearded image of Rong Qian, which he had secretly laughed at before, was extremely inconsistent with his usual style. And in the days that followed, Rong Qian's life was so monotonous that he had almost nothing else to do every day except for tonic and rehabilitation - his hard-working appearance, in Yan Rin's eyes, he was sad and heartbroken, and when he thought of what happened later, he couldn't help but burn inside. However, after looking at it for a long time, this sourness is finally like the silt at the bottom of the river, although it is getting thicker and heavier, but there is no trace of waves.
After watching it depressed for a long time, the "plot" on the screen finally had "progress", but if it was Rong Qian, if it was behavior, if it was like expression, although it made the emotions in Yan Rin's heart activated, the pain was even more severe.
That night, Feng Changqing sneaked into the teahouse and secretly met with Rong Qian......
Yan Rin naturally knew that Feng Changqing, who had always refused to disturb Rong Qian for fear of attracting attention, why did he make this trip - it was on this day that he was in a very melancholy mood in his previous life, and he had bluntly expressed his longing in front of Feng Changqing.
Feng Changqing has a loyal and upright temperament, and he has always loved himself, and now he is looking for Rong Qian, just as he himself said, he really can't bear it anymore.
And that person......
Seeing Rong Qian smiling indifferently and standing in front of the table, Yan Rin only felt a mixture of joy and sorrow in her heart.
He did hear it, and the man himself confessed that he was willing to hide in the suburbs of Beijing, was willing to live in the downtown area, and was willing to inquire about all his behaviors and behaviors, just to see him, but ...... But he also heard it, and the man was straightforward, sighing calmly, telling his faint disbelief in himself as an emperor.
Or, instead of distrust, it should be said that it is understanding...... Thinking back to a long time ago, that person had decided his fate after sitting in such a long night, and then thinking about the suffering he was going to endure because of himself in the near future, Yan Rin's heart ached for a while, but he couldn't even sigh.
When Yan Rin was feeling sad, on the screen, Feng Changqing already believed in Rong Qian's sincerity and followed his intentions. Calculate when Yan Rin will be in a good mood and meet conveniently.
But the time he proposed was vetoed by Rong Qian.
Although he has children, he may not be truly happy - Rong Qian's analysis is clear and reasonable.
Feng Changqing didn't stay at all, but as a martial artist, he didn't think about the many relationships between the eldest and youngest of the emperor's heir and his mother's status. As soon as he heard Rong Qian say it, he immediately understood. However, his mind was not used here, but instead looked at Rong Qian's expression, and came to earn sympathy for Yan Rin in a smooth tone.
Seeing that the honest and loyal martial artist in this impression is so good at seizing tricks, Yan Rinrao is mood is depressed, and she can't help but want to laugh, but before this smile reaches the corner of her lips, she quietly froze-
On the screen, Rong Qian's body shook slightly, and he reached out to support the table, before he sat down dejectedly, his face was clear and full of astringent pity.
This is...... Do you feel sorry for yourself?
For a while, Yan Rin couldn't believe it.
Rong Qian treats himself very well, full of plans for himself, these Yan Rin knows, he wants him to be a good person in addition to being a Ming Jun, and even later repeatedly indulge him in acting arbitrarily and willfully, these Yan Rin also remembers clearly and will never forget.
But the concubine, the fortunate palace people, balancing the harem forces to contain the court, this was originally the emperor's minimum responsibility, could it be that he did what he had to do, that ...... A person who is rational and firm and does not regret is actually ...... Will you stand unsteady and sigh for this? Even, will be so obvious to show tiredness, thoughtful, on the face, there will be a look of almost regret?
Unbelievable touching and inexplicably sad were intertwined, swaying like waves on water, in a trance, Yan Rin suddenly shocked, and faintly felt that Rong Qian's expression at the moment seemed familiar......
Yes, it was at that time!
In that person's mouth for the first time, when he heard that he was taking concubines one after another.
At that time, how similar was the complicated look on that person's face to what he was looking for? Thinking about it now, Rong Qian at that time also deeply felt sorry for himself in his previous life, and doubted his own original decision, right?
But...... Why......
Appearance, you are ...... Why!
Thousands of years of wind and clouds have been stacked, and four generations have been tossing and turning in time and space, how can you not understand that such a seemingly cruel persecution is actually the best way to protect the emperor? Why do you want to deny the complete and complete plan that you yourself had worked so hard to make, repeatedly adjusted, and carefully executed?
Or maybe I don't understand......
The right plan, the necessity of that action, that person, distinct, as clear as himself!
It's just that...... It's just that...... He...... Reluctant......
Breathing hard, Yan Rin only felt that the indescribable bitterness condensed into a hard lump, as if it was endlessly emerging from his heart, filling his chest, throat, and mouth, but it didn't stop, only overflowing vigorously one by one, and gradually fell all over, shaking it away, brushing it inexhaustibly, sticking to his body, from the outside to the inside, eroding every inch of skin, it was unspeakably sour.
That person, I can't bear him! I can't bear to force him to grow up! I can't bear such a burden on him! I can't bear to let him suffer so much!
Therefore, he has always been so rational, knowing that it is necessary and necessary, knowing that it is inevitable, but he still can't help but blame himself for not doing better; Therefore, he has always been indifferent to everything and never deliberately forced, but he still ...... Will it be for him...... Hope for the impossible both......
Yan Rin clearly remembered that when they met again, Rong Qian had mentioned that Feng Changqing came to visit him late at night, so although he could see that Rong Qian wanted to be perfect because of his pity, and his actions were almost out of shape, and his mind was shaken by infinite emotion, but after all, he was divided into a little bit of thought, and hung up five days later - when he saw Rong Qian again, his heart was a mess, although his eyes stared at that person for a moment, but he had long lost his ability to observe when he was calm, and what he remembered in his heart was just not to be a little unexpected, and then miss it, As for the man's expression, in retrospect, he couldn't even remember the slightest bit.
In his previous life, Yan Rin thought of this, and he often felt regretful, but this fact was too small, and he thought about it and it was over, and the idea of asking the guards who were traveling with him back then, or even Rong Qian himself, had never been there. However, regret is regret in the end, and now that there is a chance to relive the old things, Yan Rin has made up her mind to see this scene clearly.
He was all about the reunion, and he didn't pay much attention to the fact that Rong Qian was being pretended to be blind date by An Wuji before, and even saw Rong Qian treating the woman next to him intimately, because he thought that he was just perfunctory and making a scene to deceive Qinggu to rest assured, he also dissipated the mustard in his chest, and even was infected by this relaxed atmosphere, he smiled unconsciously, counted the time, and waited for the person who suddenly hit the wall.
Yan Rin's wait didn't last long.
As he was drinking tea, the noise outside the building suddenly came, and the sound of several strong winds fighting was clearly audible. Seeing that the woman turned around and was about to open the window, Rong Qian suddenly stood up and reached out to pull her, ......and before he finished speaking, he heard a muffled bang, and in the screen, the wall of the building was already cracked, and countless wooden blocks were splashed everywhere......
It's just that at this time, Yan Rin didn't have the heart to look any further, he casually pressed the pause button, turned his head, and raised his eyebrows slightly at the wooden door that made a banging sound: "Is it uncle?" The door is unlocked, please come in......"
Shang Qi was originally walking casually in the courtyard, but when he walked near the simulation room, he suddenly remembered what his sister-in-law mentioned a few days ago that Xiao Zi's mood was not right recently.
Yan Rin had been an emperor for decades in his previous life, and his ability to be indistinguishable from joy and anger had been perfected early. But after his reincarnation, the environment has changed dramatically, and the set in his previous life has been cleaned up for a long time because he is not needed - for his relatives who truly care for him, although he has infinite secrets, he is a little less vigilant after all, let alone take out that set of emperor's mental skills to prevent it. It's just that he always has some of the calm temperament of his previous life in his bones, if it weren't for the fact that he was too emotional recently, even his mother's eyes could hide it.
Faced with his sister-in-law's worries, Shang Qi was not very impressed. In his eyes, his nephew is just a child, even if he has a stable temperament, after all, there is no city government, and there is a limit to how much his feelings can be hidden. If no one reminds him of such a level of disturbance at the moment, he, who has been educated for many years, will not be able to see it, so there is really no need to make a fuss. Therefore, instead of helping to enlighten Yan Rin, he persuaded his sister-in-law a few words.
However, when he walked to the simulation room today, Shang Qi suddenly thought that if Xiao Zi's spirit was too fragile, he was afraid that he would suffer a loss after entering the WTO. So after thinking about it for a while, he reached out and knocked on the door, and after hearing Yan Rin's response, he smiled and pushed the door in, and walked to Yan Rin's side.
“…… What are you looking at......" Shang Qi originally wanted to use the records Yan Rin read to find topics to educate him, but he didn't want to see the number of XT007352-2351 recorded in the lower corner of the screen at a glance, so he was stunned first.
"Uncle, what's wrong with this? What's wrong? Although Shang Qi didn't speak, his expression was stunned when he saw the screen, how could Yan Rin, who had been an emperor for decades, not see it. In a moment, seven or eight thoughts swirled in his mind, but he really couldn't think of anything unusual about that person's record, so he couldn't help frowning slightly, and his heart was a little worried.
"There's nothing wrong with that." Shang Qi had come to his senses at this time, smiling as usual, "Have you seen the fourth world?" Xiao Zi is really hardworking. ”
Shang Qi breathed a relaxed tone, but Yan Rin's heart beat harder and harder: although the number of times students have entered the WTO will be recorded, this data has to be adjusted separately - it is not indicated on the screen at the moment.
Shang Ji could see at a glance that this was the fourth life of that person, and there must be a great reason for it. Yan Rin thought of the look on Shang Qi's face just now, and her heart was really shocked. Afraid of being seen abnormally, he took a deep breath, his face was silent, but his mouth turned Shang Qi's words back.
"It's indeed the fourth life, how does Uncle know? Is it someone you know? Saying this, Yan Rin suddenly had a hope in his heart: in order to find someone over the years, all the people who knew him in the family or the people with a little reputation in the society paid attention, and he was confident that he would never miss that person. However, it is very likely that if it is only a few acquaintances of the uncle, or a simple small circle, such as a small and famous person in the educational world, it will be revealed.
Don't...... You can even see him? With this thought, Rao is Yan Rin tried his best to restrain himself, and he almost couldn't control himself, but fortunately, after all, he was steady, and after he was shocked by the possibility of his wish being fulfilled, he immediately thought that this speculation was really too wishful thinking. It's just that although he thought of this section, the longing accumulated over thousands of years still made him unable to restrain himself, so he had to force himself not to think about this possibility, and waited for Shang Qi's answer.
Yan Rin paid such attention, Shang Qi was naturally a little strange, but he didn't think much about it: "It's also an acquaintance...... You should have heard of the incident of "students staying in simulated space-time" thousands of years ago, the student who caused the distortion of space-time with his spiritual power and artificially cut off the connection between simulated space-time and us, is from this class, yes, that is, at this point in time, more than 700 years. Not noticing Yan Rin's petrified expression in an instant, Shang Qi's eyes were still fixed on the screen, "Didn't a few students choose to stay in the simulated time and space at that time and didn't come back?" Later, it also sparked a great debate over the education system...... The man you see is one of those who remains. ”