"Father, aren't you going back with your son?"

Zhong Jingyan looked greedily at the grass and trees around her, shook her head slowly and said, "Your queen mother wants to accompany me to the Tianshan Mountains to see Snow Lotus, I know that there is something calling her." So she made all kinds of excuses and refused to go. For the rest of the day, I'm going to see Snow Lotus, and then I'll stay here until she returns. ”

"But you're not at ease!" Zhong Buli frowned.

"There are so many guards around me, what can I do?" Even if something does happen, what can it do?

She is no longer in this world, and it is unknown whether she will be able to come back.

"But if you're not afraid of 10,000, you're afraid of what if, or your son will accompany you." Zhong Buli's heart at this moment doesn't know what words to use, but fortunately, as the son of the Zhong family, he has a strong ability to accept, so he has no gaffe.

It's just that no matter what, he won't leave Zhong Jingyan here alone.

He has lost his mother, and he can no longer lose his father. When he was in the palace, he actually hated, hated the selfishness of his father and mother, hated them for pursuing what they wanted desperately, and threw all the responsibility on him.

As he got older, the hatred in his heart gradually faded and slowly turned into longing.

finally found an excuse to leave Beijing, and what I was waiting for was only a five-day reunion.

"Father!"

Seeing that Zhong Jingyan didn't speak, Zhong Buli had no choice but to call pleadingly.

Zhong Jingyan shook his head, "You go back!" I'll go there alone, so you might as well go back to Beijing! As the elder brother, the younger siblings below will be handed over to you! ”

Zhong Buli looked at the back of his father Wei'an in disappointment, and said a little unscrupulously: "The queen mother has left, does my father want to abandon us again?" Could it be that in the heart of my father, there are not a few of us except for the queen mother? Since you don't care about us so much, what are you doing with giving birth to us? ”

If so, he would rather not be born!

"Do you regret it?" Zhong Jingyan was not angry, and looked at his eldest son with a flat gaze, "Your mother and I don't regret it, this is your way." The path you are going to take. Your mother and I are selfish people, because we have dedicated the first half of our lives to everything you have now. ”

"But the Queen Mother is gone, what are you still doing here? If the queen mother can come back one day, she will definitely go to the palace to find someone. Where will come here. ”

He didn't understand why his father had chosen this way.

Couldn't their children let their father make a decision?

"You don't understand."

"Yes, I don't understand, but I know that the queen mother loves you deeply, but she also loves us." Although I don't love you as much. Zhong Buli was eating all in his heart.

Zhong Jingyan heard the taste in his son's words, and said helplessly: "When one day, you have a woman you love, you will understand what I and your mother do." Sometimes, we want to love you and be there for you. But no one knows that in your mother's long life, there may be only one lover. And I'm trying to live a little longer, just to be with her.

You have inherited your mother's gifts and abilities, and you will outlive me. So, it's not that she doesn't love you, it's just that I'm going to leave this world before all of you. ”

Qing'er didn't say it, he understood it, but his sons didn't understand, and they didn't understand that their lives seemed to be endless.