273. Time passes
There was nothing major in the army, even if the war situation was unfavorable, and with his temperament, he would never be so defeated.
endured and endured, but couldn't help but step forward and ask: "I don't know why the emperor is worried?" Qin Tiance seemed to suddenly react to her, standing beside her, slightly stunned, then turned her eyes, her eyes were complicated, and asked lightly: "Why do you think I'm worried?" ”
In fact, after the words were asked, Dye Qing was annoyed, shouldn't she be wise enough to protect herself at such a sensitive moment and try to avoid talking to him more. Now that he was asked, he couldn't shirk it anymore, ignoring the change of title in his question, and honestly speaking: "Because the emperor's eyes showed emotion, his subordinates only knew." ”
"Really? I see, because today is a special day. ”
This time, Ran Qing didn't dare to ask more, and Qin Tiance didn't want her to ask, so he said it melancholy: "Three years ago today, my most beloved woman passed away, and when I traveled thousands of miles to find her, I only saw an incomplete pile of white bones. ”
Dye Qing tried his best to control himself so as not to let his expression change, but his heart was surging open, and the severe pain instantly numbed the entire heart, was he talking about her? It's been three years? Yes, even she forgot that it had been three years since the trip to Beibi Mountain. At that time, when she came out of Beiding, it had been more than two years, but she didn't expect it to be winter again, and it was that cold and bone-chilling day.
He said, "Is she the woman he loves the most?"
Looking from her direction, I only saw his side face, and his eyes were fixed on Youtan. He spoke just now, his voice was calm, not excited, but his expression was sad that could not be dissolved. She knew she shouldn't ask any more, but a voice in her heart forced her to wonder, "Then why did you let her fall into such a miserable situation?" ”
She kept this in her heart back then and didn't ask. After three years, the pain may fade, but it is still a knot in her heart. If he thought that she had really been so miserable after she died, then why not treat her earlier, not earlier? Spare her from those despairs and loneliness.
Qin Tiance's breath tightened, he turned around suddenly, and stared at her with an urgent gaze, was this the question in her heart? She was asking him why! opened his mouth several times to explain, but he couldn't find a sentence that could erase the pain of the past, so he had to say sadly: "I'm sorry for her, I'm a step late." ”
Dyeing blue eyes are getting cold, is it late? Is that the reason? "If you really love her, it won't be too late. Sometimes, being late is being late, and there's no reason for that. In this world, all kinds of medicine can be prepared, but there is no regret medicine. ”
Once when she was at her most desperate, she prayed to God more than once to let Qin Tiance appear in front of her immediately to save her. As long as he appears, she is willing to let go of the past, and as long as he appears, she is willing to start over with him. But after all, she couldn't defeat fate, she missed him, and it was difficult to turn back.
Qin Tiance, why are you too late? You are many steps late.
"I know that I have made a big mistake, and even if I regret my mistake at the beginning, no matter how painful it is, it will not help. God is punishing me, making me live in a world without her every day and every night, and make my heart empty. As he spoke, his gaze was fixed on hers.
Ran Qing turned his head sideways, avoiding the scorching gaze, and sighed lightly: "I knew today, why bother in the beginning?" "Something is wrong with her tonight, knowing that talking like this will cause trouble, but she just can't stop talking about it. She couldn't see the regret and pain of this man's behavior, because that would ...... It makes her feel bad.
I have to admit that seeing him in such pain, my heart hurts like a tear. What's the use of regret? Falling flowers will not be fragrant, and the streamer will not reappear; Shaohua will not return, and those who have passed between them will not return!
If Mu Ze hadn't saved her in time, she would really be that white bone, and she wouldn't have had the opportunity to listen to him talk about this here. It's not that she wants to hate or care, it's really hard to settle.
Qin Tiance seemed to have been hit hard when he heard this, his eyes refused to take his eyes off, and he said hurriedly: "I know, but ...... Okay, I won't say anything about those regretful words, if everything can be saved, you ...... Say will she forgive me? Thinking almost confused, I wanted to get her answer urgently, but I was afraid to ask bluntly and startled her, and after a few circles, I could only ask as a third party.
Forgive? Dye Qing trembled, and his heart shook. This word had never appeared in her heart, and she never thought that Qin Tiance would say these two words. Someone who was once so arrogant, despised everything, and domineering would beg her for forgiveness? Will she be forgiven? There was no answer to the question, and she had no answer to it herself.
The world says that hate is a double-edged sword, and love is as deep as hatred. But after nearly two years of peaceful life, after being born in Chang'an, the hatred faded. How could she hate his father while loving Chang'an deeply, she has always told Chang'an that his father is a hero of the world. In fact, he is not a hero, but in terms of the world, he can be regarded as a hero.
In addition to the peace, the feeling of despair to death will occasionally surface at a certain point in time, and she does not know how long it will take to recover, and maybe it will be something that will never be erased in her life.
When she raised her eyes, she saw the burning and hopeful eyes on the other side, and her brain regained some calm, how could she discuss these things with him, she forgot that she was Yi Qing now. It's really a mess, as long as you see him, your heart will be messy, so that you lose your judgment. Lowered his gaze, lowered his head and said, "My subordinates don't know." ”
If there are so many ifs in the world, then there will be no time that cannot be returned.
It was clearly visible that his eyes instantly dimmed, and the pain invaded again, and then he turned his head away, staring in the dark curtain in a daze.
The atmosphere fell silent for a while, Dye Qing didn't have the idea of speaking, and as soon as she lowered her head, she saw that Yue Ying who was lying on her stomach was shaking her head and waving her head, and quickly glanced at him, seeing that he didn't pay attention, he smiled at Yue Ying, and shook his fingers lightly to stop its commotion. She is really powerless against Yue Ying, and she can't ask an animal to disguise herself.
Yue Ying couldn't control her emotions at all when she saw her, and she couldn't help staring at her with dark eyes every time. Several times she felt that her scalp was numb, and at this time, she suddenly had this feeling, as soon as she raised her eyes, she looked at Qin Tiance's deep eyes, and her heart was shocked, could it be that her movements towards Yue Ying just now were seen by him, and she felt a slight weakness.
When I heard his next sentence, my heart was even more shocked, and my legs were weak.
"Yue Ying seems to like you very much." He said.
tried his best to be calm, and it was difficult to come out with a smile reluctantly, so he had to ask pretendly: "Yue Ying?" Is it called Yue Ying? ”
Qin Tiance chuckled, and didn't tear her down, today she showed too many horses and didn't know it, she didn't want to be too aggressive, and finally knew a little bit of her attitude, although it made him feel sad. He said: "Yue Ying is the most divine beast left in Dongyun, and its existence represents the continuation of Dongyun's well-being. As for the name, it is the name of the foal. ”
Yueying heard them talking about herself, and stood up excitedly, circled around the two of them, and leaned on them one by one to be intimate. Dye Qing secretly observed Qin Tiance's expression, and saw that he was very calm, and there was no doubt in his eyes, so he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. If you can do this, you will not be afraid of being discovered when Yue Ying comes to find herself in the future.
Later, the atmosphere became much more relaxed because of the addition of Yue Ying. The two didn't talk about each other before, but put the topic into the battle, compared to the heaviness just now, Dye Qing is still more suitable for discussing countermeasures like this, at least not on the one hand, his heart hurts, and on the other hand, he wants to know the other party's mind.
I have never had such an opportunity to enjoy the night view and discuss military affairs with him calmly. And he restrained the domineering spirit of the emperor, as if he had returned to the original gentle and elegant Zhongli. She found that she didn't seem to have much wariness of Qin Tiance like this. knew how stupid she was back then, and she was completely injured by him, but today, she still can't help but get close to him. If she used to knot in her heart, he didn't really love her, and there was the existence of Mengli, but at this time, worrying about the world, these past seem to be no longer important.
In the final analysis, time has passed for too long, so how can we talk about forgiveness or not. After all, he is Chang'an's father, and the two of them are almost carved out of the same mill, and when he sees him, he can think of his son's immature little face, which can be regarded as relieving his own longing.
It's been so long, she really misses Chang'an, I don't know if it's growing again? I hope that the war will end soon, so that their mother and son can be reunited as soon as possible. It's just that Beiding shouldn't be peaceful, it seems that it's time to find another place to retreat, I don't know if the eldest brother will have other arrangements, if there are arrangements, she should be notified.
For Qin Tiance, she didn't dare to think deeply, if the war was over, would they represent separation? Forget each other in the rivers and lakes since then? As soon as this thought came to mind, I felt a pain. can only suppress and suppress all the emotions that are going to bubble into the bottom of my heart.
What Dye Qing doesn't know is that sometimes thoughts are good, but the reality is so cruel, it will never go according to your intentions, and will always give you a fatal blow when you feel that you have a good way out.
This may be God's arrangement, but also a trick of fate, and even more of a fate.
The next day, it was overcast and the sky was cloudy, and it didn't take long for it to rain.
And an uninvited guest came to Youzhou City, and the northern army stationed in the west sent an envoy, claiming to be called Anhe, and he was ordered to come to negotiate peace. The two countries are at war, and if they don't kill them, Dongyun will naturally not lose this courtesy, not to mention that this peace and peace came in the name of peace talks.
I'm afraid this Anhe is also an important figure in the Northern Army, and the courage to go deep into the enemy camp and be fearless in danger is not something ordinary people can have. He stood in the conference hall of the General's Mansion, looked up at Qin Tiance above the main seat, and only bowed slightly, without being too respectful, which caused the generals of Dongyun to be angry, but because the emperor was there, it was not good to bow and scold.
"Your Majesty, the minister is here to deliver my king's holy message on the order of my king." An He called himself a minister, but his attitude was very arrogant, and he kept calling me the king, obviously despising Dongyun.
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