If there is a difficulty, we will break through the difficulty, and if there is a difficulty, we will face the difficulty, and call the heavens and the earth in vain, which is meaningless and useless.

Di Jiu didn't waste a penny of time scolding the resentful monster. It's about doing our best to face it, to break through, to change.

Hardly and quietly put down roots in all directions, gain a firm foothold in many difficulties, and win people's hearts. He didn't bother to think about how difficult and difficult those days were.

At the beginning, for more than half a month, many people, including him, never even closed their eyes for a moment, running around to take care of them, and constantly had to deal with emergencies from all sides. In the end, when it was rare to relax, there were a few men who were not afraid of death, but they were so tired that they cried bitterly.

However, in the end, I survived such difficult years.

Calmly disclose the wealth of the treasure to the internal backbones, in the initial hard times, not a single private wealth is included in his name, all the tough battles, all the difficulties, all take the lead to do it. Desperate is always at the forefront, but rest is always at the end. You can also go into your subordinates and gossip with them, and you can share all the benefits with everyone fairly.

Time passes little by little, and there is always a return for payout, and in such a difficult predicament, in the end, we still have a firm foothold. Although people's hearts have fluctuated, and people's minds have changed, most of them still firmly stay by his side.

Not only because of his fairness and dedication, but also because he has come to this point. Even if you find that you can't get much more than you imagined, it is not easy to turn back. What's more, he, a boss who can lead all his loyal subordinates to break through difficulties at a critical moment, may not be generous enough to let people come and go freely, and he is not unaware of his methods and the people under him.

years. He didn't mention Fu Hanqing in front of anyone even once, and even when he was alone, he rarely thought of him.

When King Ming took the secret message from the main altar of the Shura Sect and looked at it carefully, he also said: "The temperaments of the two of you look very different, how can there be places that are so similar, this guy has been stabbed by you." But he never said that you were not good at half a word, you were so anxious by him, and he never scolded him. The most similar thing is that you can't sleep all the same. ”

Yes, for such a long time, he didn't mention him, he didn't even think much about him, but he clearly knew that his influence was always there.

If it weren't for seeing him too much, he wouldn't be strong. There is no majesty, but it can be at the main altar. Loved by many people, in getting along with subordinates. It is easy to accept the fact that, perhaps, when faced with a difficult situation himself, he will be more accustomed to using such means as killing and torture, or even poison and prohibition to control people.

Maybe it's to win the hearts of his subordinates, or maybe it's just to fight against Fu Hanqing's frustration and decadence among his own people by sending out all kinds of martial arts secrets to the people in the sect. He often personally competed with his subordinates, instructed them in martial arts, and helped them improve their martial arts skills as soon as possible. Gradually. This kind of competition has become an unwritten rule in their organization. Almost all the outstanding disciples fought against him. Defeated by him, proud to have his guidance.

The way he instructed everyone in martial arts was to directly find and force out all the weaknesses and flaws in the opponent's existing martial arts, internal strength, concentration, and moves, and break them in the shortest possible time, and then explain or encourage them. In this way, both bystanders and those who experience it first-hand can benefit a lot as long as they have the heart. And it can make people feel irresistible about his strength, and they can be grateful for his guidance.

However, if it weren't for Fu Hanqing's guidance for many years, and gradually getting used to Fu Hanqing's way of always being able to easily break through all the deficiencies of martial arts in the first time, he would not have been able to establish the two images of a warm-hearted strict teacher and an invincible strong man in the hearts of his subordinates so effectively.

However, speaking of which, what affected him the most by Fu Hanqing may be his inability to sleep.

Strictly speaking, he had been sleeping little before, and his sleep was very shallow, and he would wake up at the slightest disturbance. In fact, almost every shadow guard has a problem of not falling asleep easily, and the brutal training and heavy pressure have long ruined the possibility of their normal sleep.

Maybe it's because he's the strongest of the shadow guards, that is, the hardest working and the one who feels the most pressure. Therefore, his insomnia is particularly severe. Before Fu Hanqing appeared, his sleep time was usually less than an hour and a half. And he always sleeps very lightly, and it is easy to wake up, and when he sleeps, he is close to other people, which means that he will face the danger of life.

Later, with Fu Hanqing, this guy always likes to hold him when he sleeps at night, and sometimes he wants to spend the night alone, this person will also break into the Tianwang Palace in the middle of the night without saying a word, and crawl to his bed without knowing whether he is alive or dead.

I don't know how the habit is formed. Gradually, accepting the person's approach, the subconscious can distinguish the person's unique harmless aura. Even in a daze, he approached, sometimes he didn't even bother to open his eyes, turned over and went back to sleep. Gradually, you can sleep peacefully in the situation of being hugged tightly.

In fact, even when he was with Fu Hanqing, he didn't sleep much, the longest one was no more than two and a half hours, but he usually slept deeper and more familiarly, even if he was a little moved, he didn't bother to wake up. Undoubtedly, such a quality of sleep is excellent.

However, after the betrayal and separation, he could no longer sleep for even an hour.

The total time he slept in a day was only an hour and a half, and he slept intermittently at different times. Which time can sleep for half an hour in one breath, not waking up in the middle, is a rare good thing, the time to really fall asleep every day, often no more than an hour, and it is always very easy to wake up, and it is difficult to fall asleep when you wake up.

For a while, looking at the secret message sent back from the main altar of the Shura Sect, knowing that the guy who loved to sleep the most was always waking up all night and couldn't sleep peacefully, he actually wanted to laugh a little.

I didn't expect him to be so different, and in the end, they were all suffering from the same sleeplessness.

It's just that he may have long been accustomed to not seeing himself as a human being, he is tired to the bone, and he can't sleep peacefully, he actually doesn't think it's bitter.

I can't sleep, it's not uneasy, it's not guilt, it's not longing, it's just that I'm too used to the existence of that person before, and now, my body hasn't adapted to it!

He thought so faintly, and accepted it all lightly.

He didn't have a good night's sleep, and even if he dreamed, it was certainly not a good dream, and not being able to sleep was not a loss.

It was difficult to sleep day and night, and he never showed a trace of fatigue and sleepiness. The more he doesn't get rest, the more excited and clear his spirit will be.

He felt that not being able to sleep had no effect on him, but it was clear that others didn't think so.

and other subordinates have tried their best to deal with his insomnia, a lot of medicines, and how many doctors they have found.

As long as you are a living person, it is impossible to go without sleep for a long time, no matter how strong your perseverance and determination are, your body will eventually collapse one day. Now everyone is in the same boat, and no one can afford to lose the consequences of losing this important person.

However, Di Jiu himself did not cooperate, and those drugs and doctors did not have any effect.

There was once a palace doctor invited by King Ming to confirm Di Jiu's situation, he sighed and shook his head, saying that this disease could not be cured by medicine, and if this status quo continued, the patient would not be able to live forever.

In fact, there is no need for the doctor to assert that almost everyone who knows Di Jiu's insomnia knows that this will be the result in the end.

A powerful killer can wait for an opportunity for ten days and ten nights without sleep for the sake of his goal, but as long as he is not an immortal, no one can live for ten months or ten years with only half an hour of real sleep every day.

Di Jiu knew that he wouldn't live long, but he never expected him to have the opportunity to live a long life. Living, although there is nothing bad, but it really doesn't feel any fun, even today, or tomorrow, he immediately falls to the ground and dies, it seems, it is not a great deal.

Sometimes, King Ming would shake his head and sigh, "I really don't know what is going on with you monster." You don't love money, you don't love enjoyment, you don't love food, you don't love Chinese clothes, you don't love pomp, you don't love beautiful scenery, you don't love silk and bamboo music and dance. I don't love beautiful women and beautiful men, the world is prosperous, and you don't care about the things that people chase all their lives, so why are you fighting so desperately for these powers? If you could have something to like, if you could have a sustenance, maybe you wouldn't be like this and you wouldn't be able to sleep all the time. ”

Yes, he loves nothing, he doesn't love heaven and earth. doesn't love the world, doesn't love Fu Hanqing, and doesn't love himself, so why should he fight for power, he doesn't care about all the pleasures and privileges that power can bring. Could it be that all he wants is the right itself?

He thought so casually, sure that he might need a woman by his side.

This can reassure many people, and can make many people feel that they have sustenance and can sleep well, so that they will not be so annoying him all the time.

Moreover, Di Jiu, who doesn't love anything and doesn't care about anything, may even feel that his partner is too unpredictable. If people are too unwanted. Others can't rest assured, and they always have to find a flaw to expose. Let some people see it in their eyes, and it will be reassuring.

Originally. I just want to find a suitable woman at random, who can fool the past.

However, for some reason, my mind moved, and I remembered the fate of the dance that day. So, he ordered to find Su Mei. So, he found her, and he said to her. "Watching you dance, how can you forget" In fact, he can't forget it. It was nothing more than his own humiliation.

He treats Su Mei very well, at least in the eyes of others, a cold person like him will go to spend a few days a month with a woman, will buy property for her, arrange security, will allow her to stay with her all night, share a bed, will give precious gifts from time to time, will whisper and laugh with her, and swim side by side, all of this only represents one meaning.

Then an indifferent and ruthless person will also have a woman he really loves. It turned out that beside this woman, he could sleep peacefully.

No one knew that he was just pretending to sleep on those warm nights.

No one knew that all the tenderness he treated her was just a perfect play.

Perhaps, Su Mei ...... That woman who has gone through all the wind and dust has her own wisdom, she knows it in her heart, right?

For Su Mei, he felt that he was worthy of it.

Speaking of which, he treated Su Mei very well, those gentle companions, those idle laughter, those occasional gifts, intentionally or unintentionally, he was repeating what he had done to Fu Hanqing before.

He treats Su Mei even better than Fu Hanqing.

To Su Mei, he will not be inexplicably angry, inexplicably unhappy, and to Su Mei, he will never need to slap the table and lose his temper.

Su Mei would also find the medicine for him to sleep and calm his mind, and he took the drink with a smile. Maybe it was just relying on the Heavenly Demon Bead, and all kinds of poisons were not taboo, but back then, Fu Hanqing bothered to get medicine in order to let him sleep well, and finally got his thunderous anger.

Su Mei will also sew purses and make clothes for him skillfully, he wears them with a smile, and praises a few words in passing. Maybe it's just because this woman is gentle and concerned, she won't be rude, and she won't make him ugly, when Fu Hanqing put the sleeves on the corners of his clothes, his reaction was to burn all the fire.

The days passed, perhaps because the sword had exhausted all his anger, all his suspicions, all his unwillingness, and all his depression, so now that he thinks of Fu Hanqing, his mood is much calmer, and the anger, pain, and hatred and injury that he once had, now that he thinks about it, he is no longer aware of it.

The past is gone, he doesn't hate him, he doesn't feel guilty of him, he has no guilt, but he no longer has grudges.

He remembered that his time was running out.

Sometimes, he really felt that one day, he could wave his hand like this and completely expel Fu Hanqing from his world.

It was also at this time that he received the latest secret report, knowing that Di Yi had met Fu Hanqing and left three days later.

It was at this time, under the fireworks that were similar to those of those years, that he saw the person who had the same fate and the same past as him.

So, he led him through the smoke and fire, through the flow of people, on that familiar path.

In front of it is the glass house he built back then. Beside him, there is a lonely and desolate suburb, desert and barren grass, and a desolate and desolate grave.

The sky and the earth were dark, and he asked cold words in the cold night wind.

So, Di Yi asked him softly, "Why?" ”

Yes, maybe only Di Yi can really guess and feel that Su Mei is definitely not the person he loves.

However, for some reason, I suddenly got a little tired, and suddenly, I didn't want to say a word more about the past.

Therefore, he looked at Di Yi indifferently, and asked in a clear and cold voice: "Unless you tell me first, who is the traitor you buried next to me?" ”