Chapter 403 Chapter 403 is higher than the winged sky
Rong Qian leaned back slightly, looking at Yan Rin at such a close distance: "You want to practice?" ”
"Yes!"
Rong Qian had been thinking about things for so long, but Yan Rin made a decision in an instant. 5eT Rong Qian frowned slightly: "Actually, you can think about it slowly......"
"Why should you think about it? This is immortality! Although it is a borrowed rebirth, it is also immortal! Throughout the ages, how many people have dreamed of what they want, how many Ming monarchs and heroes, they can't find it in their lifetime, why should I think about it? Yan Rin smiled very easily.
"In the future, everything in Yan Country will be put aside, everything you have done for this country, all your relatives in this country, will no longer have anything to do with you, you ......"
"Rongxiang, with you guarding me, I am very confident that I can live to the end of my life in this life. By then, I must have done all the things I should have done, and I will have no regrets when I see that my children have grown up and even made contributions? Although there were always emperors who wanted to live forever in ancient times, even those who really lived forever should be folk hermits, not emperors on the throne
Yan Rin's voice also had a melting smile: "An old and immortal emperor will only be a disaster." Sons, grandchildren, great-grandchildren, and even great-great-grandchildren will hate him so much that the courtiers will definitely not regard him as a god, but will only think that he is a monster. If you don't let go when you should let go, you will either let your children and grandchildren murder you, or let your courtiers overthrow you. Besides, a person's blood, ambition and pride will always be slowly smoothed out by the years. No matter how virtuous an emperor is, day after day, year after year, he never ends up doing boring things, and all the satisfaction, glory, and joy that he once had will eventually turn into exhaustion, boredom, and resentment. The immortal emperor, regardless of the ability to rule the world for hundreds of years. The final outcome must be the Dumb Lord Tyrant, and I'm not interested in this kind of ending. Compatible ......"
Yan Rin's voice was low, but the words in the night wind were extremely clear: "Everything is too much." Rongxiang, I am your disciple, although I am ambitious, but I am not completely unwise. With this life in front of me, let me sway to my heart's content, and strive to do everything I need to do, and look back on it in the future. It is enough to ask yourself if you are worthy of the country and the people. As soon as the knot in my heart was gone, I no longer worried about Rong Qian's safety, calm smile, and brilliance. Then he returned to Yan Rin's face.
"Rongxiang, I know you're worried that I won't be able to adapt to the ordinary life, but, Rongxiang, I have had the most brilliant glory, and what's wrong with trying the most ordinary life again. Have you forgotten how I envied you when you traveled like a normal person? And. Even if you are not an emperor. It is not that there is nothing else to pursue and work hard in life. Rong Xiang, do you think that your apprentice will achieve nothing without this dragon chair throne? ”
Yan Rin's eyes were full of confidence: "I have always believed that no matter where you are, no matter what your identity is." As long as there is tolerance, you are there. I can always create another glory and another career. Where is the time to be empty and lonely, complaining about the sky? ”
"There is no heavenly court, there is no fairyland, there is no home, the power behind me will not recognize you as the same kind, you ......"
"But, with you......" Yan Rin looked at him and asked lightly, "Isn't it enough?" ”
Rong Qian was silent for a while before he said: "I may not be able to accompany you forever, thousands of years, what is the same forever?" It's what I promise today, and I know ...... future."
"I'm only a hundred years old, it's just a snap of my fingers, Rongxiang, you and I are together, is there still meaning, Rongxiang, have you ever thought about abandoning me?"
"This exercise is practiced in a small way, although it can concentrate on the mind, it is not easy to get tired of the case, and it is not easy to lose sleep, but if you want to achieve great success, it will be difficult to ...... during the period."
"For thousands of years, so many people have cultivated immortals and sought the Tao, how many of them are sincere and have practiced hard all their lives, and how many can really transcend in the end?" Yan Rin said with a smile: "These things, where can I remind them with my appearance." ==If you have worked hard, it doesn't mean that you will succeed, but if you don't even have the heart to work hard, Rongxiang, I will live up to your teachings of so much effort. ”
Rong Qian sighed, and for a moment he didn't know what to say to remind Yan Rin.
Yan Rin just laughed. It's really rare, since he was a child and grew up, he made Rong Xiang so bad that he didn't dare to speak out a lot of times, as if there was such a series of times when Rong Xiang had nothing to say, but it was very rare.
It doesn't matter who is stupid or smart, it's just that Rong Xiang only cares about calculating his gains and losses, so it is difficult to make a move, but he is simple, single-minded, and only identifies one person and one reason, so he reacts very quickly......
Suddenly there was a tenderness in my heart, and those thoughts hidden in the depths of my heart no longer wanted to hide.
"Rongxiang, do you know, why did I just know that you don't like to fall into a power struggle in the palace, but I still want you to be the emperor's teacher?" He looked at him, and without waiting for him to speak, he replied himself, "Because, Rongxiang, I hope that you will not be too lonely when I am away. ”
"Pray for the clouds." He called him very lightly, but said nothing else.
Yan Rin smiled, and the smile was surprisingly quiet under the moon.
"Rongxiang, you are not mortal, and I am. One day, I will die, and you may quietly disappear into the red dust. I always wondered, how would you live without me? ”
"I know you won't be too sad, I know you won't live cold and numb, I know you will try your best to live with a smile, but, maybe I'm arrogant, I always feel that even if you smile, you won't have the purest happiness, although you are very free, sometimes, you will be lonely, right?"
"You're still going to walk around and try all kinds of things, but you're always alone, and you're going to make a lot of friends because you're such a wonderful and gentle person. But you ...... I'm afraid it's hard to fully engage in fellowship with people...... In this way, you will always be lonely. I can now confirm that I am really very arrogant, and I always think that even if I am gone, you must be different from others to my children, my descendants. After a long time, even if you refuse to hand over a heart, half of it is still there. If you can really do this, you will stay together from generation to generation, at least when you are lonely, you will think of finding that person as a companion. And not to bear it alone. It's just that this is really a stupid idea, not to mention that there are so many people in the court in this palace who are scheming, even you, you should not be restrained and bound by the Yan family for generations, and you will always be tied to the interests of the Yan country. ==”
"Appearance. You're going to scold me for being cranky again, but I've really thought about it a lot over the years, and I've always felt like I'm failing you. While I am attached to you, I am suppressing your talent and light, and I am enjoying everything you do for Yan Kingdom. On the other hand, he doesn't give you the position where you should stand, no, Rongxiang, don't say it, listen to me...... I know, you never mind that. You know that I don't want to suppress you because I don't trust you, and you fully understand that I don't want my courtiers to shine more than the monarch, and I don't like to set a bad example for future generations. But, Rongxiang, what you have given up for me does not stop there. You don't have a confidant or friend, you don't have a family member. Your life's work has been given to me with both hands. But he didn't have a place. And I must be a good father and husband of the emperor before I can be Yan Qiyun. Rongxiang, over the years, you have traveled all over the world, and you always say that you are not only enjoying it yourself, but also going to see that landscape on my behalf. But in fact. Indeed, I have not been with you. You like me to behave as a monarch without indulging myself, and you have traveled all the corners of the world alone. You can be happy too, but I know that if I were there you could at least be happier, but I have never done that, because my intellect tells me that a good emperor can't be like that. ==”
"Rongxiang, no matter where you go, you will always come back, you always have a place to come back, but this place is not actually your home, this is the palace, it is my home, but it has never become your home. So, every time you come back, you will always leave, but ...... No matter how far you go, you always come back, and you look ......."
He tried to explain something, but for some reason, he was slightly incoherent with excitement.
"Give up your light and career, accept that you don't like and won't get used to living, even if you have been lonely, try to tell yourself that you don't, and finally really believe that you have never been lonely and lonely, and you are ...... You don't care about these things, you don't even notice them, but I see them, I know them, and yet, I can't do anything......"
"I can't bear to say, Rongxiang, you don't like the palace, don't come back in the future, I can't do it, leave behind my belief in being a Ming Jun, leave behind my insistence, just just be a companion with you......"
"Rongxiang, you want to scold me for being too careful, scolding me for being cranky, but, Rongxiang, we don't mind paying for others, we can also accept the contributions of those close to us calmly, but at least, we can't take those efforts and sacrifices for granted, or completely ignore them."
"Rongxiang, I see everything, I know everything, but I can't do anything. Because I am the emperor of Yan Kingdom, this is my responsibility, my glory, maybe my ambition, my **, so I can only continue to watch, continue to think in my heart, but I also continue to do nothing. Sometimes, I will comfort myself in a low voice and say that I want to repay you in the next life, but I think this self-deception is very ridiculous, but now, you have told me, it turns out that there is really a next life in this world......"
"Rongxiang, in fact, I figured it out before you came back. When I found out the truth about this exercise, I thought for a long, long time, if this exercise would harm you and tire you, I would naturally not practice it, but if it was, I wouldn't ...... Then I ......" His smile has a childlike childishness and innocence, and because of this childishness and innocence, the sky full of stars and moons, water waves and lights and shadows have lost their color.
"It's good to be able to live forever! Because, I have so many years to do something for you. It's good to have an afterlife! Because, in the next life, I can try to make you happier. ”
He wants land, but it is just an opportunity, an opportunity for Rong Qian to go no matter where he goes, when he looks back, he can always find that there is an opportunity for someone to stand side by side with him, and an opportunity for Rong Qian, no matter how lively and prosperous he is, will not suddenly have a sense of loneliness and vicissitudes.
If he is not sure, he may not succeed, it is just a glimmer of opportunity, so he immediately seized it.
So the emperor, who was very deep in the city, loved to think a lot about everything, and loved to scheming, became the simplest and purest person when faced with this choice.
Yan Rin kept saying, always saying that those thoughts that had never been said before because of fear of Rong Qian's sadness and annoyance had been poured out unconsciously. Between heaven and earth. Only Yan Rin's voice was left, low but resounding through the world.
Rong Qian listened quietly, without moving a finger or saying a word, just quietly, listening.
Rong Qian's face was as quiet as night when he listened, and until Yan Rin finished speaking, he was still just silent, and after a long, long time, he said softly: "Okay, let's practice." I'm working hard with you, what you don't understand, what you haven't understood. I'm always here when I encounter any kind of obstacles. ”
Yan Rin's eyes were shining: "That means that I will stay for a long, long time and will not go out again." ”
He was so happy that he didn't mind the hardships ahead.
Rong Qian smiled and nodded. Alas, this stupid apprentice, who is suddenly smart and stupid, has always been looking forward to him staying by his side for a long time. But every time he was about to leave, he always just smiled and said goodbye......
After that, they spoke many, many more words, and they slowly became more and more relaxed. I don't know when I went from sitting together to lying side by side on the bridge, with the same posture, pillowing my head, looking at the stars and moon in the sky.
Yan Rin suddenly said softly. "Phase, if ...... If I fail. If by the time I die. If you still can't gather your spirit to be reborn, you don't have to feel sorry for me. I've tried, and even if I fail, at least I'm happy in the process. Because, I'm finally working on you. I may not have enough time to spare, and I may not have enough energy to put in, but that is not because I am not sincere and mindless. It's that I can't give up this life for the sake of the next life. I still have to fulfill the responsibilities of this life. And I know you'll be glad you do that. Rongxiang, if I fail, you don't have to think too much about me, but remember to think about me once in a while. If I fail, I think you remember, I hope you can find another person who likes to be with you, and maybe after a long time, you'll tell that person that you taught a guy who doesn't know if he's stupid or smart, and you like him very much. ”
Because his throat was injured, because he had said too many words just now, his voice became deeper and deeper, and he was faintly hoarse, as if every sentence flowed from the depths of people's hearts, and then directly flowed into another hot heart.
Rong Qian didn't respond immediately, he quietly watched the bright moon in the sky penetrate the clouds and out of the clouds, and then said softly: "That guy is stupid......"
"Stupidity is also where you teach it. It's useless to regret it. Yan Rin smiled lightly and finished speaking, then he looked at the stars, the clouds, the moonlight, and the sky, and after a while, he suddenly said with a slightly red face: "Rongxiang, let me tell you, in fact, I want to think about the next life." ”
"I thought about it many years ago. I want to know you in the next life, but I must be older than you, my background is not important, and my position of power is not important, but I must be very smart and capable, all-round in civil and military affairs, and I am not lacking in all kinds of skills. ”
On this beautiful dream-like night, the once wise and martial emperor recounted that innocent dream like a child.
"I will study hard and do my best in everything I do, because, one day, I will know you. I know you, it should be, hehe...... It's a kid, I mean, younger than me, eh...... In fact, it's like this life, when you first saw me...... Don't stare at me...... I'm actually just thinking about ......"
"I always wondered, what were you like when you were a child? Will it be cute too, will it also be white and chubby, and the face will be red? I can make you cry with candy and stagger after me...... Alas, what kind of look do you have, I said, just thinking about it......"
"I will take care of you, but I will also carefully record all your stupid things, and show them to you in the future, and when you grow up, I will teach you everything I know with all my heart, but even if you learn well, I will find a way to discipline you and scare you...... You don't have to clench your fists, didn't you say you don't like to hit people, especially me...... Don't I just want to avenge all the revenge in this life, haven't you done all those things to me before, and I'm not angry with you...... Don't hit...... Isn't it now proving that this idea will not come true, even if there is an afterlife, you will not become a child for me to play...... Oops......"
After a plop, Rong Qian laughed loudly. The laughter was so loud and so happy that it seemed to wake up the silent and cold palace.
In the distance, the head of the land king was a little surprised: "Who is laughing?" ”
"Who else will be in that garden at this time, you don't think that Your Majesty's injured throat can laugh so loudly, right?" Shi Jingyuan said with a smile.
Manager Wang was a little stunned: "Rong Xiang has always been calm and quiet, and he rarely laughs so forgetful." ”
Shi Jingyuan didn't speak, just looked in that direction, and gradually, his slightly condensed eyebrows relaxed.
That's it. What do you think, what you complain about, what are you unhappy, in fact, as a bystander, what qualifications does he have to guide the world of those two people.
As long as he can make him happy, as long as they are happy together, then in the end, who owes whom, who cares, who is willing to theorize.
At this moment, the long-term knot in his heart was completely solved, and he only looked at the garden with the closed courtyard gate from afar, listening to the long laughter, which broke the night and drove away the cold.
Nonsense divider-
Secretary Brown: This chapter is the end of Xiao Rong and Yan Rin. Once released, and then tomorrow is about to stop for a day, and then turn to the Jinjie and the East Fence. Nalan told me two days ago that she finally understood my feelings. When I wrote about male pets to the end, she told me very firmly that she thought everything else was good, but in the end, she let Ah Zhao enter the small building and Ah Han for a long time, and she felt that it was inappropriate. I said that I also understood that it would be more beautiful and charming to let them accompany them until they died, but I was reluctant. And then she laughed at me.
Now she herself sighed, it turned out that when the matter came, these characters were already alive in their hearts, but in the end they still couldn't bear it, and they were doomed to loneliness for a thousand years. Hehe, so now she's not qualified to talk about me haha.